The king is here

You San seemed to have lost most of his soul, and returned home in a daze for some reason.It's not Yan Yong's home, nor his villa, but the home he hasn't been back to for half a year.

His home is a bungalow with a yard in the suburbs. It is simple and unadorned. The cracked and mottled steps and bricks and the verdant green of the yard outline a plain and warm atmosphere, which is no different from before he left.

When You San pushed open the rusty gate of the yard, the middle-aged man sitting in the wicker chair in the yard reading a book followed the sound and turned his head. He was only wearing a simple white striped shirt and black casual trousers, and a pair of rimless glasses caught his eyes. The vicissitudes of life that have gone through the baptism of the fleeting years are completely hidden, and the temperament is gentle and elegant with a bit of detachment, which can easily remind people of a deep and peaceful lake in a dense forest.

Seeing the distraught You San, the man froze for a moment, then closed the book he hadn't finished reading, with a gentle smile on his lips.

"Xiao San, you're back." Xiang You San beckoned him to come to him, the man opened a teacup and poured half a cup of tea for him, and said unhurriedly: "Come, try the tea that your elder brother brought yesterday. Come back with tea."

Hearing these gentle words, You San only felt that the mist covering his heart was instantly dispelled, and there was nothing to paralyze his emotions. While his heart was beating violently, there was a sharp colic.

"Dad!" You San rushed over to hug the man, and buried his head in his neck like a wronged child.

You San's father, You Li, is quite a legendary man. Just like his name, he has been experiencing various partings in the first half of his life, from his relatives and his wife, and finally settled down after marrying Lin Qiao.The special encounter made him develop a restrained temperament, and this temperament was passed on to his two sons, who are the most trusted and dependent people in the family.For example, now, You San, who is full of sadness, just wants to lean in his arms and talk to him, hoping to get his comfort.

"...Dad, you used to teach us that we should go with the flow and not force it, but I like him so much and I want to be with him. Is this a kind of forcing?" With his forehead arched in his father's arms, Yu The hoarse voice is obviously crying.

You Li smiled, rubbed his son's head lightly with his generous palm, and his eyes fell on the leisurely clouds drifting leisurely in the sky, "Xiao San, Dad doesn't say anything to comfort people's soul, but feelings are not so important. It’s not that simple to define. If you like him, but he doesn’t like you, and you relentlessly pester him to cause trouble, that’s forcing, and no one wants to be forced, especially emotionally. "

You San lowered his eyes in a daze, and every time his heart beat, he felt a pain like a needle prick, which was dense and long, and would not stop.He confirmed that he liked Yan Yong, and only him, without any room for change.But he never got it, and it can't be said that he lost it. What right does he have to be sad?

Pushing him away slightly, You Li lowered his head and looked into his sad eyes, knowing that his child's love is deeply rooted and hard to extricate himself from.Speaking of which, it seems that the members of his You family are not going well in love, whether it is You Li's own unresolved first love and sad and broken first marriage, or You San's emotional injury at this time can illustrate this point.

But this is not surprising. People have emotions when they are alive, and they will be hurt if they have emotions. Isn't the ups and downs of the road of love not a precious life experience?Unfortunately, because human beings are the carriers of emotions, no matter how hard we try, we cannot understand them.Even if his experience is as rich as his, there is no way to comfort him.

"Dad, should I give up?" You San grabbed You Li's clothes and asked him for advice in confusion, "But I don't want to give up, I don't want to part ways with him, I don't want to be able to see him again in the future. Even as friends Ah I……"

You Li stuffed a cup of tea into his hand to stop his anxious words: "Xiao San, it's up to you to decide whether to let go or not. Even if we really can't be together, it's good to just stand aside and watch him happy. Is it right?"

You San opened his eyes wide and took a long while to let out a breath while holding the teacup and lowered his head.

"Yes."

……

After talking with his father, You San didn't feel better, but even more sad.My heart feels heavy and painful like being pressed by a big rock.The first time he liked someone, he was mercilessly rejected. He didn't know if he would like someone else again in the future, but...

Turning on the computer, he stared at the sleeping young man on the screen. The corners of his rigid mouth involuntarily raised a gentle arc, and he leaned on the table with his chin resting on his arms and stared obsessively, unwilling to look away.

This photo was secretly taken when he and Yan Yong were collecting information a long time ago. At that time, he didn't like Yan Yong, but he thought the young man was so pretty when he was asleep, so he couldn't help but want to record it.Unexpectedly, now it has become a bright color that cannot be faded in his memory, and there are few good medicines that can suppress heartache.

Although I know that I shouldn't think about him anymore, so as not to make myself more uncomfortable.But he couldn't restrain the urge to drink dove to quench his thirst, and he couldn't stop himself from thinking about Yan Yong.

"You asked me how much I love you..."

The cell phone by the table was ringing and vibrating. You San glanced lazily and didn't want to move it, but when he thought that there might be news about something he had asked to check for help, he reluctantly took it Pick up.

"Hello, Xinyu?"

"It's me, boss." Chu Xinyu's deep voice came through the microphone, with a strong background voice, "I found the IP addresses of the two accounts you asked me to check, although one of them has been encrypted. , but it is not difficult to decipher, it can be confirmed that it is the same address, which is the place where you live now, boss."

Hearing this explosive news, You San just said "Oh" in a flat manner, and said, "Thank you, I will give you double bonus at the end of the month, so that's it."

"Goodbye, boss."

A few words of conversation, less than a minute, completely solved the doubts in You San's heart.What he asked Chu Xinyu to look up were the account addresses of "One Two Two One Two" and "Where is the Breeze".There is no doubt that the owner of these two accounts is the same person.I didn't check it before because I respected the male gods, but now I check it because I want to make myself less painful. I can't say which behavior is more appropriate, but no matter whether the result is positive or not, his love for them... no, his love for him will never be reserved. Without hesitation.

Putting down the phone casually, You San lay down and returned to his original position, staring at Yan Yong on the screen without blinking, feeling that he was so close that he could be touched with his hand.Although the fingertips can only touch the cold glass, as long as he can see him, even if it is a photo, he will be satisfied.

In the past, You San didn't believe in religion, nor did he believe in fate.But now he believed it.

The male god and the person he likes are the same person, and the feeling of this beloved thing being one is very good, very good.Because even though we walked around for so long, he finally found something he really loved, which is the best affirmation of his three years of persistence.

"I like you, from the first time I met you." You San reached out and poked Yan Yong's side face in the photo, "You must not know or care. But it doesn't matter, I know enough."

……

In the market, Chu Xinyu stuffed his mobile phone into his pocket, and continued to pick and choose in front of various vegetable stalls, purchasing his own dinner.

Tomatoes and eggs, green peppers and pork are all on his menu, and they are also his favorite foods, so he bought them after skillfully bargaining, and turned to leave with the big and small bags.

However, it was such a coincidence that when he turned around, he saw a familiar figure standing in front of a seafood stall not far away - Yan Yong.

As soon as he pushed the glasses, Chu Xinyu paused with his raised foot, decided to go over to say hello, and then walked over.

"Yan Yong." After approaching, Chu Xinyu reached out and patted Yan Yong's shoulder lightly.

Yan Yong, who was thinking about picking crayfish, turned around in doubt, and saw that it was Chu Xinyu who greeted him, his eyes widened in surprise, and then he smiled happily.

"Student Chu Xinyu, come here!" Pulling the person to his side, Yan Yong pointed to the crayfish swimming lazily in the water and asked, "Do you know how to pick seafood? Can you pick a few catties for me?"

Chu Xinyu was stunned for a moment when she was dragged over, but she quickly came to her senses, pushed the glasses that had slipped down, and said while choosing, "I know a little bit, why, do you want to buy it back and make it yourself?"

"Yes... right." Nodding hesitantly, Yan Yong sighed softly, "I want to invite a friend to dinner, but I can't live without the spicy crayfish we all like. But I can't express my apology when I buy it at dinner time, so I plan to Buy it back and follow the recipe."

apology?

At a certain moment, Chu Xinyu didn't know what he was thinking, and You San's face appeared in his mind in a flash, but he immediately passed it, and bowed his head to help him choose seriously after saying "um".

In the end, after a series of matters such as selection, discussion, and bargaining, the two finally left the seafood stall with three catties of crayfish.

"Do you want to buy anything else?" Chu Xinyu asked with a calm face as he carried his dinner and Yan Yong's crayfish in large bags with the strength that did not meet the requirements of a man with an engineering degree. Nothing out of the ordinary.

Yan Yong originally wanted to help him share some of the burden, no matter how bad his own crayfish was, he could take it himself.But his hand was pinched by the car door when he was taking the bus just now, Chu Xinyu said nothing to return it to him, so he had to give up.

"There are other things at home." Speaking of this, Yan Yong himself felt a little disappointed, the things in the refrigerator were all bought by You San, and the big bottles and small jars of seasoning in the kitchen were also prepared by You San. After all, we have been together for so long and are such good friends, Yan Yong really doesn't want to hurt him, but it's a pity...

Shaking his head, he didn't want to continue thinking about it, his instinct told him that it would be dangerous.

"Go back, my house just happens to be nearby." Yan Yong said, and Chu Xinyu naturally made no difference.

The market was less than 10 minutes away from the neighborhood where Yan Yong lived, and the two of them were young guys walking fast, so they arrived in a short time, and Chu Xinyu helped Yan Yong lift things up.

"Would you like to come in and sit down?" Yan Yong asked while taking the crayfish while changing into slippers in front of the shoe rack at the door.

Chu Xinyu, who was looking around thoughtfully, thought for a while, then shook his head and said, "Forget it today, I'm going home to cook. By the way, crayfish are not easy to cook. If you don't understand the recipe, you can ask me. It's my phone number."

As he spoke, he took out a business card from his pocket and handed it over. Only his name and phone number were written on the card, just like his straightforward and unsloppy personality.

Yan Yong took it and looked at it curiously, then smiled and waved: "Okay, see you next time."

"See you next time."

Chu Xinyu left without looking back, Yan Yong closed the door, put his business card on the coffee table casually, and entered the kitchen with a bag of lively crayfish.

It is said that single men who live alone can cook, but Yan Yong, who is spoiled by all kinds of takeaways, is an exception. He belongs to the kind of person who can't tell the difference between salt and monosodium glutamate when standing on the cooking counter, let alone soy sauce and vinegar. How do you cook it when it's half cooked? My eyes are completely blackened, and I don't understand anything.

Learn if you don't understand, Yan Yong is a studious baby.After he poured the crayfish into the basin, he rubbed the fur with the two cats in his arms and began to study the recipe.

First of all, start with the basics, learn how to distinguish the seasoning and the doneness of the dish. For this, he deliberately fried two handfuls of green vegetables to try, but the result was that one plate was raw and the other was burnt, and his shoulders suddenly slumped in frustration.

Fortunately, this can be brushed up by brushing proficiency, so after practicing a few times and wasting a few handfuls of cabbage, it will be almost the same.

Next, Yan Yong began to challenge home cooking, among which the most common tomato scrambled eggs was undoubtedly his first choice.But because I don't know how to control the heat, I can't make that familiar taste.

"You San is really good. Usually, one person can cook so many dishes with ease." Can't help but sigh, Yan Yong lowered his head and pointed his nose at the well-behaved Yan Damiao, "Actually, it would be great if we could be simple friends with him Yes, it's a pity...but why does he like me?"

"Mi~"

Yan Damiao couldn't understand what her stupid and cute master said, so she just rubbed her small head against his face.

After much deliberation, he couldn't figure out what attracted others to him. Yan Yong hugged the cat's soft body and continued to study the recipes. Before the study, he even posted a Weibo.

——Set a small goal for yourself, first learn how to make scrambled eggs with tomatoes!

A photo of the half-baked finished product is attached at the back.

……

The news of special followers on Weibo was delivered in time. You San, who was diverting his attention by dealing with company affairs, picked up his mobile phone at a speed that shocked even himself and clicked on it. When he saw the Weibo posted by Yan Yong, Subconsciously liked and reposted, and was about to comment, but stopped shortly after pressing the comment button.

What is he going to say?

Would Yan Yong still want to see him?

After hesitating for a moment, You San still put down his fingers slumpedly, staring blankly at the photo.He didn't want to think about why Yan Yong suddenly started learning to cook, he was afraid that he couldn't bear the answer.

It would be great if Yan Yong didn't know what was going on in his mind, so that he could continue to stay by his side, even if he could only watch.How tiring it is to cook, he doesn't want Yan Yongxue at all, but what right does he have to approach now?

Sighing silently, You San read this Weibo over and over again with nostalgia, feeling less uncomfortable in his heart.

Sure enough, as long as I can see him, no matter how bad my mood is, it will get better.It's actually quite good to pay attention from a distance, as long as you know that he is doing well.

Even if you are so sad.

Even if your relationship is over before it even begins.