The king is here

Yan Yong was playing "Wu Xian" while leaning on the pillow.

There are two versions of Wuxian game after it is officially launched, one is the trial version of the mobile game, and the other is the official version of the online game.He doesn't have the conditions to play online games now, so he can only use mobile games to relieve his addiction.

You San went back to cook porridge for him. Before leaving, he changed his medicine and told him not to play for too long. Now he is the only one in the ward, very quiet.

First, he downloaded a single-player dungeon and got a set of equipment. After thinking about it, Yan Yong planned to play two matches in the arena to earn gold coins.After all, games are money-burning games, and he doesn't want to spend money on mobile games, so he can only work hard to earn money.

Just as he exited the copy, he heard a click and the door opened.He didn't look up, thinking that You San forgot to bring something and came back, so he said casually, "Did you forget something?"

The words have been spoken, but no one responded for a long time, and the arena page is still loading due to the speed of the network.Yan Yong raised his head strangely, but swallowed all his words when he saw the person in front of him.

The elegant woman who suppressed the excitement, the handsome man who pretended to be calm, and the older sister Yan Ye standing behind them.For some reason, that bad feeling flooded my heart again.

"Sister," subconsciously quit the game, Yan Yong stared at Yan Ye intently, frowning slightly, "Who are they?"

"I..." The woman was about to speak, but was interrupted unceremoniously by Yan Ye.

"His name is Yan Qi." Pointing to the man and saying his name, Yan Ye turned to the stunned woman again, "Her name is Ning Xiao, she is our biological parent."

Parents by blood, the relationship between them has become so weak that there is no room for maneuver.

Yan Yong's heart sank, and kept sinking, but the expression on his face remained calm.

parents?This term seems to be very far away from him, so far away that the last time it appeared was in his elementary school diary, so far away that even when he saw this term in various books, magazines, and news, his first reaction was unfamiliar.

After the age of nine, Yan Yong never fantasized about his parents. No matter how many beautiful words others instilled in him to describe his parents, he couldn't piece together that image in his mind.Because what his parents seem to bring him is only abandonment, which has nothing to do with those beautiful and gentle words.

Now, they really appear in front of him, their eyes are full of tenderness and guilt when they look at him, Yan Yong can even see the tears in their eyes that are about to burst, but he still feels——they are far away from him Far away, like an illusory reflection, it is terribly cold and strange.

Yan Yong looked at them without blinking, and the more he looked at them, the more indifferent his eyes became. His usually bright and bright eyes were like a river floating on ice, and he could feel a chill before he got close.

Ning Xiao had tens of thousands of words stuck in her heart and wanted to say to her son whom she hadn't seen for more than ten years.She wanted to say that she missed them so much, she wanted to say that she really had to abandon them because of her last resort, and she wanted to say that she had been looking for them for the past few years.But seeing her son's cold eyes that were exactly the same as those of her daughter not long ago, her hands and feet felt cold, and she couldn't say anything.

Yan Qi is relatively calm. Years of ups and downs in the mall have allowed him to develop a calm temperament, so even if his mood is agitated, he can barely maintain a calm face.

Seeing the faint repulsion under the ice in Yan Yong's eyes, Yan Qi took a deep breath, and said before him: "Don't talk, let me talk, okay?"

Frowning, Yan Yong turned to look at Yan Ye, and seeing her nod her head slightly, he said indifferently, "As you wish."

He wanted to hear what they were going to say.

Pulling Ning Xiao behind him, Yan Qi pushed his glasses and started his memory.That memory should be the most painful memory in his and his wife's life.

"23 years ago, your mother and I were two ordinary college graduates. Before we graduated, we discussed that we would start a business together, and even wrote a complete plan. At that time, we were still a bit of a newborn calf. Stupid courage, with a heart as high as the sky, or... eyes high and hands low." Yan Qi's tone was low, and every sentence he said was clear and smooth, which made Ning Xiao fall into memories, with alternate joys and sorrows on his face, "Before we started our business, we We got married and gave birth to you in the second year. We were so busy at that time that we didn’t even have time to eat, so we had to hand you over to the nanny. But we never thought of sending you away , until... that happened."

When talking about "that matter", Yan Qi's pupils dilated slightly, and his expression was extremely restless.Even though so many years had passed, that incident still had a great impact on him, so much that just thinking about it, he felt that the anger that should have been extinguished long ago would be rekindled from the ashes again.

"Our company has a problem, a big problem. The capital chain was broken because a man I trusted absconded with money. A large number of products were returned saying that they had quality problems, and orders were cancelled. We were on the verge of bankruptcy. It happened that the house leaked. It rained all night, the company’s trade secrets were stolen, and several products we produced were investigated by the relevant departments for allegedly harmful to human body. Can you imagine? Almost all the bad things that can be imagined happened to us that year!”

Yan Qi's chest heaved slightly rapidly, showing that his mood was not calm, but the gloomy storm-like gloomy color in his eyes told Yan Yong and Yan Ye that everything was not over yet.

"I thought this was just a test of life, so I didn't blame others, but worked hard to clear channels and public relations. Your mother is also working hard, taking care of you while busy with company affairs. But we are all wrong, it is simply It's not a test, it's not the suffering we should endure at all! It's just a joke of revenge! It's just because we accidentally offended a big family dude, so we have to rush for these inexplicable disasters!"

"It's ridiculous. In this world, in this shopping mall, there are still so many privileges. The accidents of life never give you a buffer time. Just like a car accident, can you predict it before it comes? Can you think that you will drown before swimming? Without so many foreshadowings and buffers, just a small thing will bring a series of chain reactions in your life. And we lost, we were forced to succumb.”

"So you sent us away?" Yan Yong couldn't understand the causal relationship between them.

"Of course not!" Ning Xiao denied without hesitation, her choked voice was so hoarse that it almost broke, and hatred flashed in her reddish eyes, "That despicable person's revenge didn't stop here! After we brought down the company, we Living with your father like mice in the corner of the city, we couldn’t find a job, so we could only do odd jobs to earn a living. But we didn’t forget the hatred, although it was like hitting a pebble against a stone with our strength at that time, but We didn't think about giving up, but made a lot of plans. It's just a dandy, relying on the family to do whatever we want, if we can show enough talent and strength, the real ruler of that family will appreciate and even cooperate with us , he will become the one to be abandoned!"

"But to do this...it's too difficult." Gradually calming down, Yan Qi lowered his head and said hoarsely, "Our life was very difficult at that time, and we didn't have time to take care of you, so...we sent you to Orphanage. If we succeed, we will pick you up. If we fail...you can live well. This is...the only way we can think of to have the best of both worlds."

There was silence in the ward for a while.Yan Ye was in a daze, as if he was still accepting the message they sent.

Several people remained silent for a long time.

Suddenly, Yan Yong sneered, and a ray of coolness spread from the brows, staining the slight curvature of his lips.

"But three years later, you gave birth to another daughter, and you didn't send her away, did you?" Yan Yongyun grabbed an apple with his backhand and took a bite, and said calmly, "Three years is enough for you to bring down that dandy." I don’t think that’s possible, but you’re already on your feet and you’re raising kids. But in the 16 long years since then, you haven’t visited us once, not once.”

"You probably haven't experienced the life in the orphanage, but you can definitely guess that it's not good, it's really not good. The dean's grandfather has tried his best to treat us within his ability, but we still... often can't eat. They are full, they have to sleep together, they are woken up by the cold in winter, and they are too hot to sleep in summer. You must have guessed it, that’s why you didn’t send your little daughter in.”

Yan Yong spoke calmly, poking the hearts of Yan Qi and Ning Xiao, as well as Yan Ye and himself.His throat was sore, it was burning, but he kept biting the apple and swallowing it.

"While your youngest daughter, Jin Yi Yu Shi, was laughing and running happily in the sun, my sister and I were picking up scraps for money. While you were busy fighting each other, we were also busy living." At this point, Yan Yong suddenly raised his hand Throwing the core out, it flew past Yan Qi's cheek, and slammed it into the trash can behind him.

Yan Yong's gaze became fierce like a beast.

"They are all alive, who is more noble than whom? Are you coming to us now to plead guilty? Selling misery? Crying? You are miserable, you are suffering, and you have no choice? Since you are so miserable, so miserable, so forced, you still come now Why are you looking for us? We have worked so hard to grow up, and we have worked so hard to erase your traces from our lives. Now you have to come back and uncover our scars, in the name of giving us back the life we ​​deserve. Why did you go? Who cares?"

Sentences of reproaches and accusations were like poisonous needles, piercing Yan Qi's and Ning Xiao's already scarred hearts.

Yan Qi raised his hand to wipe off the apple juice from the side of his face, he seemed to have aged several decades, and his straight back was bent.

"you're right……"

"Shut up! Listen to me!" Yan Yongyang interrupted, almost roaring like a gust of wind, knocking Yan Qi and Ning Xiao back a few steps.

"I don't care about you at all, and I don't care about you. The pain you gave me is now a very precious treasure and wealth on my life. They make my heart clear. To me, you are just strangers now. We The only bond is blood. If I could, I would like to be like Nezha, cutting the bones back to my father and shaving my flesh to my mother, but I can't, since I can't, I will admit it."

The same thing, Yan Ye also said, but at that time she had resentment in her heart, and the resentment was because she had expectations.But Yan Yong said it so lightly, without any emotion.

"Sister still has feelings for you, so today you can stand in front of me and talk about your difficulties and nonsense." After roaring, Yan Yong seemed to exhaust all his strength, and his voice lowered, "But I don't. Parents are What? Parents are gentle and loving, giving. A father’s love is like a mountain, and a mother’s love is like water, but do you have anything to do with these words? Oh, it has something to do with your little daughter. But it’s not important, I can only say that you don’t I am qualified to say the word parents in front of my sister and me, because you are not worthy. You see, we have survived by ourselves in 19 years, so you are not indispensable, and we don’t need your compensation, your tears, your guilt."

"Let's go, the farther you go, the better." He wiped his face and sniffled, "The only thing you can do for us is to disappear completely and cleanly like those 19 years ago. "

Ning Xiao's legs went limp, and Yan Qi hugged her so she didn't fall.

The two of them were clearly in their prime of life, but they cuddled together like a dead old man, who was almost crushed by his words.

……

When You San walked into the ward carrying a lunch box, he saw Yan Yong's expression suddenly trembling, and felt frightened and uneasy in his heart.

He sat on the bed blankly, his eyes staring straight ahead, he didn't know how long he would maintain this position, as if he had turned into a statue, stiff and rigid.

Her eyes, which were always bright and lively, were lacking in spirit at this moment, and her thin bangs were scattered on her cheeks, sometimes rising and sometimes falling with the wind, which made people feel desolate.

Putting down the lunch box casually, You San quickly came to Yan Yong's side and grabbed his hand, but it was so cold that it made him shiver.He panicked and grabbed his shoulders hard.

"Qingfeng, what's the matter with you? Ah? What's the matter with you?" You San has never seen such a lifeless Yan Yong. He doesn't know why, but he just feels scared.

Yan Yong's eyes moved, and his empty eyes focused on You San's face.The anxiety and worry on his face injected a bit of warmth and warmth into Yan Yongkong's downhearted heart.

He wanted to say it was okay, but when he opened his mouth, he found that the roar hurt his throat, it hurt so much, and he couldn't make a sound.He blinked lightly, a faint smile hung on the corner of his mouth, and when he blinked again, tears welled up in his eyes.

Yan Yong didn't want those untimely tears to wash away the defenses he had built, but he also felt that he should use a bitter cry to wash away the dust of anticipation towards his parents that had been hidden in his heart for many years.He couldn't make up his mind for a while, so he bit his lower lip hard, and the bite was broken, bleeding from the bite, so as to delay the condensation of tears.

You San didn't know what happened during the time he left, he opened Yan Yong's mouth distressedly, and said in a panic: "Don't bite, Qingfeng...you..."

In anxiety, he simply pulled Yan Yong's head off and kissed it.

The lips were pressed together, and the bitter smell of blood overwhelmed the sweetness of the kiss.This was just an emergency measure to prevent Yan Yong from hurting him any more, without any charm, but You San was shocked to find that Yan Yong did not push him away, but closed his eyes, letting a hot tear drip on his face .

Turns out he didn't care at all.

He just pretended not to care.