He Li snotted and burst into tears, weeping heavily, reeking of alcohol, quickly overwhelmed Bu Li's shock.
"It's okay, don't worry, it's okay, don't think so much, don't cry, there will always be a way, it's not a big deal, just trust me."
Bu Li held He Li's hand and kept comforting him, until He Li cried hoarsely and fell on the sofa from exhaustion, gradually unable to make a sound, then carried someone downstairs, returned to the room, and washed He Li with hot water She wiped her face and coaxed him to lie down.
It was already very late, He Li refused to sleep no matter what, stubbornly opened his eyes, but in the end he couldn't resist the drowsiness, and fell into a deep sleep like a puppet pulled from its string.
He was exhausted, not just physically, but mentally as well.
Bu Li sat by the bed, quietly watching He Li's sleeping face.
Everyone who has seen them thinks they are very similar, even Bu Li himself thinks so.
The same name, the same figure, the same face, the same hobbies, and the same life that ended without a problem.
Just like the other self in the world, even if we meet for the first day, we are already very kind without talking.
So Bu Li could understand He Li's pain, and it would be more satisfying to hurt him directly than to ask him to deceive another unknowing and innocent person for his own benefit.
But after calming down and thinking about it, Bu Li felt that He Li's words were not true.
Although we haven't known each other for a long time, Bu Li thinks he can feel a little bit of Li Mi's temperament.
Li Mi is different from Chi Ling.
Chi Ling is proud, conceited, accustomed to being alone, rejects all unnecessary connections, and disdains contact with people. Perhaps it is due to his talent. Even at work, he gives orders to people more than cooperates.
Of course Li Mi is also very arrogant.
He is surly, never acts according to common sense, and enjoys playing with people as toys.But he also likes to be lively, willing to communicate, and is used to hiding in the crowd to observe silently, or to find happiness in it.
He looks down on everyone, but while looking down on others, he can't stand being alone.
He knows how fragile and illusory people's feelings are, and the weaknesses of ordinary people are clear in front of him.So Bu Li believes that if Li Mi really reaches the point where he has to use threats to achieve his goal, then he will hit the nail on the head and choose his closest family members instead of He Li, a stranger he doesn't know at all. .
Bu Li thought, maybe Li Mi just wanted to push this boy in front of him, so that he could take a good look at him.
Look at his pain, look at his entanglements, look at the things he discarded like shoes, but he can't ask for them.
Quota, contract, debut, C position, star-studded, became popular overnight.
What you have at your fingertips is the dream of many people and the yearning of many people's hearts. What are you still not satisfied with?
Step away from the room and close the door.
Guo Zhenhua waited outside the door with a worried face.
Bu Li pulled Guo Zhenhua to sit down in the living room, and explained: "It's okay, but the pressure is too much. The training is hard and the competition is fierce. I am worried that I won't be selected. After being selected, I have to worry about the ranking, whether I can stay at the end, and whether I can win." Can’t give the company credit.”
Guo Zhenhua was silent for a while, then shook Bu Li's hand and asked, "What about you?"
Bu Li raised his head with a blank look on his face.
Yes, what about me?
When others eat, I eat too,
When others sleep, I sleep too.
When others train, I train too.
Even when others are desperate, I am also desperate.
So what am I doing when others are worrying about their own future?
"Mom asked Xuanxuan about you, don't blame mom for meddling." Guo Zhenhua patted the back of Buli's hand, "Xuanxuan said that Mr. Xie is very optimistic about you and has always wanted to sign a contract with you, but you refused .She sees that you are unhappy, so it is not easy to ask more questions. Mom is not an outsider, can you tell me why you are unhappy?"
"I..." Bu Li lowered his eyes, not because he didn't know, but because he couldn't say anything.
Guo Zhenhua sighed, and changed the question, "Xuanxuan said that she is running your show now, and her mother knows a little bit about it. Mom asked you, do you want to sign a contract? Do you want to participate in the show? Do you want to be a star? Nothing Just say if you want it or not."
"I..." Bu Li was still at a loss for words.
"Diudiu has grown up and has his own concerns." Guo Zhenhua smiled, "It's okay not to tell mom, mom wants to tell you, you can do whatever you want, and your family will always be your backing."
"I'm not, I'm not, I..." Bu Li was very anxious, but how should he talk about rebirth?
"It's okay." Guo Zhenhua comforted Bu Li, "When Diu Diu grows up, he should have his own little secret. It doesn't matter if you don't want to say it, but you have to remember Diu Diu, don't be alone. Diu Diu will always be in the hearts of parents. The best, even if she is a star, she will be the most popular one. Mom is not afraid of anything, except that you are not happy, and that you are always wronging yourself for others. Don’t do this, even for your family. You are the only one It's the most important thing, do you understand? Go if you want, and your mother will always support you."
Bu Li was stunned, "Mom, you don't object?"
"Of course I don't object." Guo Zhenhua shook her head, her smile deepened, "Yes, we all opposed you to enter the film and television academy at the beginning, mom remembered, and mom didn't forget, but we didn't object to you being a star, but we thought you were too young , I didn’t think about what it is to be a star. Your sister thinks that you have good grades. In the future, you should become a doctor or a civil servant. Okay. We Diu Diu are so good-looking and have a good temper. We are made of stars. And you passed the Nanxi Opera exam which is so difficult, which proves that your mother has a good vision. My mother disagrees, not because being a star is bad, But being a star is too difficult. Mom doesn’t want to see you sad, suffer, or suffer. But now that you’ve finished college, you have your own ideas, and you’ve experienced so many things. You’ve matured, Now that you are an adult, you can take responsibility for your own future. Your family should no longer oppose you because they are worried about your future, but it’s time to support you. If you oppose your Kao Nan drama, it makes you feel that your family does not want you to do it Celebrity, if you miss a good opportunity for nothing, then your mother is really justified!"
Halfway through Guo Zhenhua's speech, she approached Bu Li mysteriously, covered her mouth and whispered, "Since you were admitted to Nanxi Opera, Mom and Dad have been paying attention to the entertainment industry, watching gossip every day, knowing everything about today's cheating and tomorrow's divorce." Clear! I still thought about what would happen if you cheated one day. If you want your parents to come out to apologize and cry for everyone to see, then your mother will do it too. She even secretly acted with your father a few times. Diudiu Don't worry, mom and dad understand, they won't hold you back, and they've figured it out a long time ago, cursing and cursing every day on the Internet is fake, only when you're happy is the truth."
"What cheating, cheating..." Bu Li hugged Guo Zhenhua, unable to hold back his sobs.
He never thought that his parents, who were nearly half a century old, would accept the entertainment industry that he was afraid of avoiding after rebirth earlier than himself.
Not only did they accept this path, but they also accepted possible criticisms in the future. The only thing they could not accept was that their son was unhappy.
Bu Li remembered that when he participated in "The Wardrobe of Stars", he was afraid of repeating the mistakes of his previous life, fearing that his family members would worry about seeing the comments on the Internet, or be deceived, so he called home every three days to get vaccinations , Said that the Internet is all fake, don't believe anyone except yourself, every time I hear them say nothing, nothing, I don't believe it.
The tragic experience of the previous life coupled with the inherent sense of superiority and arrogance of young people made him never really trust his parents.
Now he believes.
This is not the previous life, the source of the tragedy has long been strangled by him.He is no longer the original self, so stupid that he puts his heart on outsiders and ignores his family.
He's not 20, he's 25.
So it is not growing up, but awakening.
He finally understood that the death of his parents and sister was indeed because of him, not because of the choices he made or the path he took, but because he was not strong enough, tough enough, and did not give enough confidence to those who cared about him , so that the bad guys can take advantage of it, and let them go to death step by step.
It has nothing to do with the entertainment industry, nothing to do with the outside world, only in the heart.
Fortunately, it is not too late to wake up now.
As long as you are with your family and the family is of one heart, what else is there to be afraid of?
"I want to go, I want to go..." Bu Li muttered, "I'm amazing, the teachers say I'm smart, and the boss likes me too, I must... definitely..."
Guo Zhenhua touched Bu Li's head and shook her head, "Don't be sure, Diu Diu, you just have to work hard. Mom loves you, believes in you, and wants to see you well, but this is not the reason why you must be good. Even if you can't do well, mom I love you too, and my family will continue to love you. If you take everyone's love as your own burden, then your mother will be angry, and everyone will be angry, do you understand?"
Bu Li gritted his teeth and nodded desperately, "Mmm, yes!"
At two o'clock in the middle of the night, Bu Li was lying on the bed, unable to fall asleep.
He thought a lot, entangled, confused, hesitant, and fearful, but he decided not to change it.
Bu Xin was restless, flipping through Moments randomly, and suddenly came across a photo, which was particularly glaring.
Dim booths, dazzling spotlights, luxurious decorations, scattered wine bottles, and shadowy human heads, it looks like a bar, from Li Mi.
Fuck!This dead bald man!I tossed and turned, what was he doing?Clubbing?What about not drinking or smoking?Is it all fart?
Bu Li got up, sneaked out of the house, avoided the busy parents downstairs, and came to the river.
Bu Li leaned on the railing to blow the cold wind for a while, gradually calmed down, took out his cell phone to call Li Mi.
The phone rang for a long time, and finally got through before Bu Li ran out of patience.
"Hello~~~" Li Mi didn't know whether he was drunk or he hadn't woken up, his voice was sticky, low and hoarse.
When Bu Li heard this, the anger that had been suppressed rose again, and he greeted directly, "Get out!"
"What's wrong? Missed me in the middle of the night?"
There was a rustling sound, Li Mi got up, and wanted to tease a few words, but was interrupted rudely by Bu Li.
Bu Li looked cold, "I'll give you 15 minutes."
Li Mi shuddered, and finally woke up, lifted the quilt, turned over and got out of bed with the phone in his hands, "Okay, come~ wait for me~"
Bu Li hung up the phone, and soon received another call from Li Mi.
"Why?" Bu Li's tone was extremely bad.
"Don't hang up, I'm going to the garage to pick up the car now, come over right away, you can chat with me." Li Mi said.
Bu Li frowned, "Drunk driving? Are you courting death?"
"What?" Li Mi yawned, and shook the car keys in his hand, "It's two o'clock in the middle of the night, I just got up from the bed, why are you so drunk? Don't hang up, don't hang up, talk to me, I'm afraid I'll be killed on the road while driving tired."
Bu Li hummed, pretended, continued pretending, but didn't hang up the phone.
Bu Li went around to the street from the back door and squatted on the side of the road waiting for someone. During this period, he answered and hung up the phone countless times, swearing back and forth, and he didn't feel bored at all.
Half an hour later, Sao Pink supercar slammed on the brakes and stopped in front of Bu Li.
Li Mi got out of the car, still wearing pajamas, with a pair of flip-flops on his feet, sloppy, without any image.
Although it is unkempt, it has no smell of alcohol, not like being drunk, like someone forcibly yelled out of sleep, and the dark circles under the eyes hang like ink spots, which is especially funny.
Buchu had something on his mind, and he was not in the mood to worry about other things, so he opened his mouth and said, "Give me 50."
The author has something to say: Li Mi: Not enough, 100 million.
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读者“鹤背骑来惯”,灌溉营养液+12020-04-2508:46:06
读者“鹤背骑来惯”,灌溉营养液+12020-04-2508:40:49
"It's okay, don't worry, it's okay, don't think so much, don't cry, there will always be a way, it's not a big deal, just trust me."
Bu Li held He Li's hand and kept comforting him, until He Li cried hoarsely and fell on the sofa from exhaustion, gradually unable to make a sound, then carried someone downstairs, returned to the room, and washed He Li with hot water She wiped her face and coaxed him to lie down.
It was already very late, He Li refused to sleep no matter what, stubbornly opened his eyes, but in the end he couldn't resist the drowsiness, and fell into a deep sleep like a puppet pulled from its string.
He was exhausted, not just physically, but mentally as well.
Bu Li sat by the bed, quietly watching He Li's sleeping face.
Everyone who has seen them thinks they are very similar, even Bu Li himself thinks so.
The same name, the same figure, the same face, the same hobbies, and the same life that ended without a problem.
Just like the other self in the world, even if we meet for the first day, we are already very kind without talking.
So Bu Li could understand He Li's pain, and it would be more satisfying to hurt him directly than to ask him to deceive another unknowing and innocent person for his own benefit.
But after calming down and thinking about it, Bu Li felt that He Li's words were not true.
Although we haven't known each other for a long time, Bu Li thinks he can feel a little bit of Li Mi's temperament.
Li Mi is different from Chi Ling.
Chi Ling is proud, conceited, accustomed to being alone, rejects all unnecessary connections, and disdains contact with people. Perhaps it is due to his talent. Even at work, he gives orders to people more than cooperates.
Of course Li Mi is also very arrogant.
He is surly, never acts according to common sense, and enjoys playing with people as toys.But he also likes to be lively, willing to communicate, and is used to hiding in the crowd to observe silently, or to find happiness in it.
He looks down on everyone, but while looking down on others, he can't stand being alone.
He knows how fragile and illusory people's feelings are, and the weaknesses of ordinary people are clear in front of him.So Bu Li believes that if Li Mi really reaches the point where he has to use threats to achieve his goal, then he will hit the nail on the head and choose his closest family members instead of He Li, a stranger he doesn't know at all. .
Bu Li thought, maybe Li Mi just wanted to push this boy in front of him, so that he could take a good look at him.
Look at his pain, look at his entanglements, look at the things he discarded like shoes, but he can't ask for them.
Quota, contract, debut, C position, star-studded, became popular overnight.
What you have at your fingertips is the dream of many people and the yearning of many people's hearts. What are you still not satisfied with?
Step away from the room and close the door.
Guo Zhenhua waited outside the door with a worried face.
Bu Li pulled Guo Zhenhua to sit down in the living room, and explained: "It's okay, but the pressure is too much. The training is hard and the competition is fierce. I am worried that I won't be selected. After being selected, I have to worry about the ranking, whether I can stay at the end, and whether I can win." Can’t give the company credit.”
Guo Zhenhua was silent for a while, then shook Bu Li's hand and asked, "What about you?"
Bu Li raised his head with a blank look on his face.
Yes, what about me?
When others eat, I eat too,
When others sleep, I sleep too.
When others train, I train too.
Even when others are desperate, I am also desperate.
So what am I doing when others are worrying about their own future?
"Mom asked Xuanxuan about you, don't blame mom for meddling." Guo Zhenhua patted the back of Buli's hand, "Xuanxuan said that Mr. Xie is very optimistic about you and has always wanted to sign a contract with you, but you refused .She sees that you are unhappy, so it is not easy to ask more questions. Mom is not an outsider, can you tell me why you are unhappy?"
"I..." Bu Li lowered his eyes, not because he didn't know, but because he couldn't say anything.
Guo Zhenhua sighed, and changed the question, "Xuanxuan said that she is running your show now, and her mother knows a little bit about it. Mom asked you, do you want to sign a contract? Do you want to participate in the show? Do you want to be a star? Nothing Just say if you want it or not."
"I..." Bu Li was still at a loss for words.
"Diudiu has grown up and has his own concerns." Guo Zhenhua smiled, "It's okay not to tell mom, mom wants to tell you, you can do whatever you want, and your family will always be your backing."
"I'm not, I'm not, I..." Bu Li was very anxious, but how should he talk about rebirth?
"It's okay." Guo Zhenhua comforted Bu Li, "When Diu Diu grows up, he should have his own little secret. It doesn't matter if you don't want to say it, but you have to remember Diu Diu, don't be alone. Diu Diu will always be in the hearts of parents. The best, even if she is a star, she will be the most popular one. Mom is not afraid of anything, except that you are not happy, and that you are always wronging yourself for others. Don’t do this, even for your family. You are the only one It's the most important thing, do you understand? Go if you want, and your mother will always support you."
Bu Li was stunned, "Mom, you don't object?"
"Of course I don't object." Guo Zhenhua shook her head, her smile deepened, "Yes, we all opposed you to enter the film and television academy at the beginning, mom remembered, and mom didn't forget, but we didn't object to you being a star, but we thought you were too young , I didn’t think about what it is to be a star. Your sister thinks that you have good grades. In the future, you should become a doctor or a civil servant. Okay. We Diu Diu are so good-looking and have a good temper. We are made of stars. And you passed the Nanxi Opera exam which is so difficult, which proves that your mother has a good vision. My mother disagrees, not because being a star is bad, But being a star is too difficult. Mom doesn’t want to see you sad, suffer, or suffer. But now that you’ve finished college, you have your own ideas, and you’ve experienced so many things. You’ve matured, Now that you are an adult, you can take responsibility for your own future. Your family should no longer oppose you because they are worried about your future, but it’s time to support you. If you oppose your Kao Nan drama, it makes you feel that your family does not want you to do it Celebrity, if you miss a good opportunity for nothing, then your mother is really justified!"
Halfway through Guo Zhenhua's speech, she approached Bu Li mysteriously, covered her mouth and whispered, "Since you were admitted to Nanxi Opera, Mom and Dad have been paying attention to the entertainment industry, watching gossip every day, knowing everything about today's cheating and tomorrow's divorce." Clear! I still thought about what would happen if you cheated one day. If you want your parents to come out to apologize and cry for everyone to see, then your mother will do it too. She even secretly acted with your father a few times. Diudiu Don't worry, mom and dad understand, they won't hold you back, and they've figured it out a long time ago, cursing and cursing every day on the Internet is fake, only when you're happy is the truth."
"What cheating, cheating..." Bu Li hugged Guo Zhenhua, unable to hold back his sobs.
He never thought that his parents, who were nearly half a century old, would accept the entertainment industry that he was afraid of avoiding after rebirth earlier than himself.
Not only did they accept this path, but they also accepted possible criticisms in the future. The only thing they could not accept was that their son was unhappy.
Bu Li remembered that when he participated in "The Wardrobe of Stars", he was afraid of repeating the mistakes of his previous life, fearing that his family members would worry about seeing the comments on the Internet, or be deceived, so he called home every three days to get vaccinations , Said that the Internet is all fake, don't believe anyone except yourself, every time I hear them say nothing, nothing, I don't believe it.
The tragic experience of the previous life coupled with the inherent sense of superiority and arrogance of young people made him never really trust his parents.
Now he believes.
This is not the previous life, the source of the tragedy has long been strangled by him.He is no longer the original self, so stupid that he puts his heart on outsiders and ignores his family.
He's not 20, he's 25.
So it is not growing up, but awakening.
He finally understood that the death of his parents and sister was indeed because of him, not because of the choices he made or the path he took, but because he was not strong enough, tough enough, and did not give enough confidence to those who cared about him , so that the bad guys can take advantage of it, and let them go to death step by step.
It has nothing to do with the entertainment industry, nothing to do with the outside world, only in the heart.
Fortunately, it is not too late to wake up now.
As long as you are with your family and the family is of one heart, what else is there to be afraid of?
"I want to go, I want to go..." Bu Li muttered, "I'm amazing, the teachers say I'm smart, and the boss likes me too, I must... definitely..."
Guo Zhenhua touched Bu Li's head and shook her head, "Don't be sure, Diu Diu, you just have to work hard. Mom loves you, believes in you, and wants to see you well, but this is not the reason why you must be good. Even if you can't do well, mom I love you too, and my family will continue to love you. If you take everyone's love as your own burden, then your mother will be angry, and everyone will be angry, do you understand?"
Bu Li gritted his teeth and nodded desperately, "Mmm, yes!"
At two o'clock in the middle of the night, Bu Li was lying on the bed, unable to fall asleep.
He thought a lot, entangled, confused, hesitant, and fearful, but he decided not to change it.
Bu Xin was restless, flipping through Moments randomly, and suddenly came across a photo, which was particularly glaring.
Dim booths, dazzling spotlights, luxurious decorations, scattered wine bottles, and shadowy human heads, it looks like a bar, from Li Mi.
Fuck!This dead bald man!I tossed and turned, what was he doing?Clubbing?What about not drinking or smoking?Is it all fart?
Bu Li got up, sneaked out of the house, avoided the busy parents downstairs, and came to the river.
Bu Li leaned on the railing to blow the cold wind for a while, gradually calmed down, took out his cell phone to call Li Mi.
The phone rang for a long time, and finally got through before Bu Li ran out of patience.
"Hello~~~" Li Mi didn't know whether he was drunk or he hadn't woken up, his voice was sticky, low and hoarse.
When Bu Li heard this, the anger that had been suppressed rose again, and he greeted directly, "Get out!"
"What's wrong? Missed me in the middle of the night?"
There was a rustling sound, Li Mi got up, and wanted to tease a few words, but was interrupted rudely by Bu Li.
Bu Li looked cold, "I'll give you 15 minutes."
Li Mi shuddered, and finally woke up, lifted the quilt, turned over and got out of bed with the phone in his hands, "Okay, come~ wait for me~"
Bu Li hung up the phone, and soon received another call from Li Mi.
"Why?" Bu Li's tone was extremely bad.
"Don't hang up, I'm going to the garage to pick up the car now, come over right away, you can chat with me." Li Mi said.
Bu Li frowned, "Drunk driving? Are you courting death?"
"What?" Li Mi yawned, and shook the car keys in his hand, "It's two o'clock in the middle of the night, I just got up from the bed, why are you so drunk? Don't hang up, don't hang up, talk to me, I'm afraid I'll be killed on the road while driving tired."
Bu Li hummed, pretended, continued pretending, but didn't hang up the phone.
Bu Li went around to the street from the back door and squatted on the side of the road waiting for someone. During this period, he answered and hung up the phone countless times, swearing back and forth, and he didn't feel bored at all.
Half an hour later, Sao Pink supercar slammed on the brakes and stopped in front of Bu Li.
Li Mi got out of the car, still wearing pajamas, with a pair of flip-flops on his feet, sloppy, without any image.
Although it is unkempt, it has no smell of alcohol, not like being drunk, like someone forcibly yelled out of sleep, and the dark circles under the eyes hang like ink spots, which is especially funny.
Buchu had something on his mind, and he was not in the mood to worry about other things, so he opened his mouth and said, "Give me 50."
The author has something to say: Li Mi: Not enough, 100 million.
------
读者“鹤背骑来惯”,灌溉营养液+12020-04-2508:46:06
读者“鹤背骑来惯”,灌溉营养液+12020-04-2508:40:49
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