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I tossed and turned, but it turned out to be insomnia. I took medicine, but I didn't fall asleep.

Indeed, from the first time I saw him, I knew that he was Osamu Dazai.

This Two-dimensional Mr. Osamu Dazai is really a wonderful person.

He is indeed pursuing death every moment, and at the same time, you can see his desire for life in him.

So, I can't help but wonder, is the death that Osamu Dazai pursues really death in the real sense?What does death mean to him?Is it relief?Is it eternal sleep?Or some other, deeper meaning?What is life?Reincarnation after death?Change?Or is it something else that I can't understand?

Too complicated.

He was an ordinary, complex human being, just like us.

Ordinary is that he is indeed a normal human being.

Of course, some places are not ordinary.

Change the heartbeat or something, at least I can't do it.

However, he has the same needs as all human beings, such as food, clothing, housing and transportation, his own thoughts and spirit, and things he wants to do.

This is a completely ordinary person.

But he is complicated.

I cannot know his mind, his spirit.

I don't know what is hidden in what he said.

I don't know what kind of person he is.

Is he a gentle person?

Is he a selfish person?

His brave man?

Is he a coward?

He's not the coward I've seen

He's not the gentle and humble good person I once imagined on the screen.

His hands are even stained with blood

But can you judge from this that he is a wicked man who is bound to die?

I'm not even sure if he regards me as his friend in his heart

In other words, I was so insignificant to him that I didn't even leave a shadow behind?

I rolled over, sighed, then sat up abruptly and dialed his cell phone.

In just two or three seconds, he picked it up, as if still immersed in sleep, and said vaguely: "What's the matter, are you going to start writing again, sister?"

I took a deep breath and said, "Osamu Dazai"

"Ok?"

"You have gout, and you can't eat crabs anymore."

Osamu Dazai on the phone suddenly woke up, I laughed wildly twice, and then quickly hung up the call.

Ah, you are light and you can sleep well.

The next day, Osamu Dazai blocked me at the door of the convenience store.

His eyes were black and blue, and he looked haggard, as if he had been tortured by someone.

I stood up straight and looked at him with my head held high. Oh, the boy is still in puberty, so short.

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"Miss Huahuo," he gritted his teeth and said, "You look very happy, have you written a new article? How many words have you written? Have you spent your salary again?"

Right, right in the heart!

I said stubbornly: "No, didn't you just finish writing "You Are a Girl"? Why are you urging me to change it again? Besides, isn't earning wages just for spending? If I don't spend money, why should I come to work?"

Osamu Dazai smiled and "hummed".

I always feel offended.

I pushed open the door, and the shopkeeper, as usual, had already left.

I pulled out my chair, sat down in front of the cash register, took out my notebook, and said to Osamu Dazai who was standing quietly beside me.

"Go away, the sound of your heart beating is disturbing me."

"If my heart doesn't beat, I'm going to die, right?"

I looked at him domineeringly: "It doesn't matter, you just disturbed me, go away."

He sighed: "Well, Mr. Sen said that girls will be irritable during special periods, and it seems to be true."

I'm so...

【You were born with a sense of justice.

You have done many righteous things in your life.

Need me to sing your praises?

OK then.

you are a righteous man

This is evident in kindergarten.

“It's really a good quality”

Your kindergarten teacher said with emotion

"I really didn't expect that in this world, there are people with such a sense of justice as him."

So, can you give an example?

"Oh, of course"

"This child is really too righteous. At that time, you know, although she was still young, there were always some girls who liked to be close to others. Of course, at a young age, it's okay for boys and girls to mix together. Even if there is some friction, Children, it’s okay to coax them.”

"We all think so."

"But that day, a girl suddenly cried a lot and ran to me and said, "Teacher, I don't want to play with him anymore! "I was shocked. That girl is well-known in our kindergarten as a well-behaved and sensible girl who has never cried. So I quickly asked: "What's going on? "The girl cried and said: "He said, I'm a girl, I shouldn't study, and I should obediently learn how to care for my husband and children at home, so that I can marry later.He also said that my mother marrying a foreigner is a traitor/country/thief. He said that no man in his own country can marry a wife, so how can you marry someone from another country?How shameless! ""

Your teacher blushed and said, "From then on, I knew that this kid was definitely a righteous person. Look at what he said? This is definitely not something a normal person can say."

OK, so let's ask your middle school teacher again...

what?

what did you say?

Your middle school teacher barged in quickly.

"You don't have to listen to him anymore, I can say that I was the person who knew him best when he was a student!"

Your middle school teacher looks at you with a burning fire in his eyes

"This child, seriously!"

"He can proudly boast that a girl is as beautiful as a baby in front of everyone, publish all kinds of obscene/dirty words about women's biological structure on the Internet, and do various things to himself. A kind of packaging, make yourself look glamorous, as if you are a person."

your middle school teacher sneered

"Is he very just?"

what

indeed

really justice

荳

Ok?

How was it pushed up?

Is he a partner of the righteous?

Oh

that should be

Your partner raised his neck high and said loudly

"We are all righteous!"

"Look at how innocent this righteous man is!"

"This poor, righteous man did nothing to be treated like this by you!"

"How innocent he is, he just made a show with someone who loves him, and he was abused and insulted like this! What harmed your interests, destroyed your heart, hurt your hard work and sincere love It's all nonsense!"

"You should consider him your god."

"He was right about everything."

"You should respect him! Love him!"

"Because he is a righteous man!"

There were mournful cries from the audience, the sound of blades falling, everyone's cries for help, and scolding

And numerous "apologies"

"Let this righteous man apologize to us and to him for what he has done!"

I look at you, you righteous man

You who eat human blood, trample on other people's love, hypocrisy, dirty justice

"Are you going to apologize?"

The righteous man smiled contemptuously. There are many people behind him with blood on their feet.

You said

"No"】