I was pierced by the white moonlight soul of the male god!

This sentence was a bit strange to ask, and before my brain could react, there was a "click" in my heart.In an instant, there was a feeling of horror rushing from the soles of the feet to the forehead.

I suddenly found something wrong.

Mother An wore a shawl on the outside, but the clothes inside were not very pretty.The light blue dress with vertical stripes is a bit like the hospital gowns that were popular a few years ago...or in other words, it's the hospital gowns.

I became alert and glanced at my phone secretly, only to find that the signal was still poor.

"What do you think?" Mother Ann asked me again.

In fact, I was very panicked.Dazed as if grasping something, thinking about it and feeling scared.But Gu Huai once told me that the more panicked you are, the less you can show it. You can slow down your speech and look into the other person's eyes, and you can successfully disguise the illusion of calmness.

So I looked at her and said slowly: "That depends on how the murderer killed her."

"She needs something very important to survive, but the murderer won't give it to her." Mama An's expression was a little sad, and she gestured with the tip of the knife, "She is only so young, she should survive."

The knife was not too big, but it was very sharp, and it penetrated a bit in the cold wind.

I was still very calm, but my head turned quickly.

An Mu.

The name is like a clue, reminding me of those thick files, that glaring death date, and... two-year-old me.

I am so stupid.All of this was clearly in front of my eyes, Gu Huai had already left the file to me, but I still didn't think about it.

An Mu is An Yundong's younger sister.

If her death is related to me, the person who hates me the most—

Right here in front of me.

I asked softly, "Is that girl you mentioned An Mu?"

The word "An Mu" seemed to be a curse. Mother An took a sharp breath. There seemed to be a crack in her delicate makeup, revealing a thick sadness and madness.

"An Mu...was in poor health when she was a child, she often cried, her little face was wrinkled, and sometimes she couldn't breathe. But she worked hard, and would grab me with her little fingers, as if to say, 'Mom, I Want to live'." She asked me, as if talking to herself, "Which mother doesn't want her child to live?"

"Later, she grew up a bit and could talk, but she was still very good and never complained of pain. I knew that she worked very hard every time she was treated, but she could hold back every time. The pain was so unbearable that she said that she A little uncomfortable. Her biggest wish is to be discharged from the hospital and let her brother take her to play in the distance. She likes her brother very much, and she carefully puts away the toys that Yundong gave her, holding the biggest one Teddy bear sleeps."

Mother Ann asked me: "You said, shouldn't she live?"

Her tone was gentle and her descriptions were full of love.I seem to be able to see a little girl like an angel gently holding An Yundong's hand, coquettishly calling him brother.

Yes, An Mu is a little princess.She has the love of everyone around her, and she also loves those around her.If she can grow up healthy and healthy, she must be a cute girl now.

She should have survived.

But... what about me?

When An Mu passed away, I was just a toddler over one year old.I guess I can crawl just now, what can I do to harm her?

Unless, I didn't harm her, but I didn't save her.

——What is such an important thing she needs?

I already have the answer.

"Where are the others?" I tried my best to hide the trembling in my voice, and asked her, "Should the other children die?"

Mother An sighed, like a kind teacher who just heard a silly question, patiently teaching ignorant students: "The function of medicinal materials is to cure diseases and save lives."

I fell into an ice cave, trembling slightly all over my body.

I am... medicine?

"You should have cured her. Doctor Yang said that you are the perfect match." Mother An nodded, the fruit knife dangling in her hand, the sharp edge of the knife flickering, "Where are you?" They can’t compare to her, why don’t they understand? Why didn’t they save my child?”

I was still shaking, but this time, not from fear, but from anger.

"I'm really not as good as her." I said, "I'm stupid, I can't study, I can't work. For a long time, no one has treated me well, and I don't know how to treat others well. No matter from which aspect Look, I was a total loser."

"But later, someone taught me one thing." I took a deep breath, "Even if I am like this, I still have the value of existence, I can still make friends, and I can still be loved tenderly— —But this person was killed by you."

I yelled uncontrollably: "What did he do wrong again?!"

"You also took away my husband and my son." An Yundong's mother said coldly, "Why can you live for more than twenty years, but my daughter can only—" She suddenly stopped He stopped, with a strange smile on his face.

"It's okay." She said softly, gripping the knife tightly, "I can—"

"mom!"

A sudden cry disturbed her mind, but instead of distracting me, I took the opportunity to raise the chair as a weapon, trying to defend against the knife in her hand.

I have also fought with people, but I am not as good at it as Gu Huai.But Mother An is not a young man after all, she is also a woman, I am still confident that I can beat her.

At this time, rushing up to grab the knife can easily hurt people.The chair has both length and lethality, and it is a very suitable weapon.I held the back of the chair and pointed the legs at Ann's mother.She obviously has some mental problems now. I concentrated on dodging her random attacks. Finally, I saw a gap and hit her shoulder with the chair leg. Then, while she was in pain, I grabbed the back of the chair and pushed all the way. Finally, I followed the bulldozer. As if to push her to the fence of the terrace.

The chair acts like a blast steel fork in my hand, only a bit shorter, and it doesn't trap people perfectly either.After I crossed her, I had to be careful to avoid her flailing arms.At the same time, I was very worried that she would shoot a throwing knife directly in my face, so I moved around and adjusted my posture so that she could not aim.

I know I must look stupid now.But being safe and sound is better than anything else.

Looking at the crazy woman in front of me, I feel both hateful and pathetic.

But I will never feel sorry for her.

"You killed someone," I said softly. "I'd love to kill you now, but I can't."

Gu Huai would not want me to become a murderer.But when I looked at this woman, the hatred in my heart grew stronger and stronger.

"I don't hate you for trying to kill me, but you shouldn't hurt people."

Gu Huai is so young, so talented, and so gentle.He should stand on the stage and attract the world's attention, shining brightly, but you turned him into a lump of coke!

There is also Qiu Yicheng, who is only a little bit close, and the person who is seriously injured and dies will become him.

And An Yundong... I can't imagine how much pain he felt when he knew his mother was a murderer.

All the people I love have been deeply hurt by this woman.I once deeply hated the killer who tried to kill Gu Huai, but what I feel now is the hatred that goes deep into the bone marrow.

I hope she can die ten times, a hundred times, a thousand times - but even if she dies ten thousand times, Gu Huai will never come back.

"Mom! Anfei!"

Someone knocked open the door from behind me, and I didn't look back because I already recognized who it was.

An Yundong.

There was another person's footsteps, probably Leng Feng.

Will An Yundong protect her mother?I was distracted and thought for a second, and then I saw that the woman in front of me smiled and raised the knife in her hand, but it was facing diagonally behind me.

"What are you going to do?" I immediately judged that it was the direction An Yundong was in, and couldn't help being shocked, "An Yundong is your son!"

"He is my son, so he should protect his sister, not you." She said softly.

In the blink of an eye, before I could react, I subconsciously threw down the chair and reached out to grab the fruit knife.Gu Huai once showed me how to grab the knife, maybe the body memory left by Gu Huai is still there, I subconsciously stretched out my hand to pinch her wrist holding the knife, but just now, she tightly hugged me with the other hand, At the same time, he jumped backwards.

At this moment, I regret it very much.

Damn, why am I so cheap!

Even if she really threw the knife at An Yundong, she might not be able to throw it accurately; even if she threw it correctly, An Yundong could still dodge it!

The grief and indignation in my heart was inexplicable, but I did not give up struggling.Just when my upper body was about to leave the terrace, my hand hooked the metal railing of the terrace. I was overjoyed and hurriedly grabbed this life-saving straw with all my strength.

Generally speaking, it is difficult for women to compete with men in terms of strength and weight. It would have been impossible for her to take me down.After I grabbed the railing to stabilize myself, I felt settled.But then it became apparent that something was wrong.

The railing made a tooth-piercing creaking sound, and then, it broke!

My body fell backward uncontrollably again, and this time there was nothing to rely on.I waved my hands desperately, but I could only catch the air.

"You ****" At this moment, I swear the loudest swear words in my life.This is likely to be my last words, damn it, my last words are so much worse than Gu Huai.

The moment of losing gravity seems to be very short, but also seems very long.I was unwilling, but when I thought of seeing Gu Huai soon, I felt a little more calm.

Gu Huai, if I see you again, I will say...

"Pfft, it's only been two months, how did you become so heavy!"

Huh?Huh?Huh huh? ? ?

A pair of powerful arms grabbed me, the momentum of the fall stopped suddenly, and my shoulder joints felt a sharp pain.In the pain, I heard a somewhat unfamiliar voice and raised my head in disbelief.

It turns out that the sun is so bright today.A man was lying on the edge of the terrace, holding my hand tightly against the light.

Squinting my eyes, I struggled to look upwards to make out a familiar face that appeared in my memories and dreams every day, but could never be here.

Am I... already dead?

But the sharp pain in my shoulder reminded me that all this is true.

The smiling guy who poked his face towards me, who deserved a beating, was none other than Gu Huai.

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I was too sleepy when I wrote the previous chapter, and the writing was not very good. I revised it this morning.

It's also very sleepy now, but Gu Huai finally came out in this chapter!

The countdown to completion has officially entered, and it is estimated to end on Friday or Saturday.Then you can enter the happy episode!There will be various perspectives~