Invincible witch

Heh, now that I think about it, it turned out that I wanted so many things from him.Apology, remorse, guilt, regret, warmth, loyalty, tolerance, trust... Also, it allows me to turn to when I have nowhere to go, to rely on, to look into my eyes gently and calmly, and to say: We are together Go and have nothing to fear—

Tears of weakness poured into my eyes suddenly, which was not what I expected.

I struggled to control my displays of weakness.But I failed.It only takes a blink of an eye, and the teardrops that were already trembling on the eyelids fell down in big ones and slid down my cheeks.

I wanted to bear back my turbulent emotions, so I gritted my teeth and clenched my fists tightly.I can't feel the pain of my shoulder being held by Fandan, because the tearing pain in my heart is far more intense than the physical pain.

Countless resentful emotions crowded in my chest, beating my heart, as if they were about to burst out of the gate, making me just want to use the fastest way, the shortest sentence, to stab the person in front of me.The best thing is to let him feel the same pain, the same anger, and the same coldness of being abandoned as I do!

"...I may have a lot of things I want, but it definitely doesn't include a 'bright holy word'!" I countered sharply at him.

As soon as these words came out, Fan Dan's original eyes were cracked, his complexion was livid, his forehead had veins, his anger burst into flames... and all other emotions suddenly disappeared.His face turned pale in an instant, and gray sadness and sadness suddenly appeared in his blue eyes.

Seeing his expression that seemed to show weakness, I took advantage of the victory to pursue, lowered my eyelids, and softened my tone.

"What I want is a person who holds my hand tightly at the most difficult time, when I am most at a loss, and when I am most helpless, and says to me: We are together Go, you don't have to be afraid of-"

I thought I could control it pretty well.I thought that I had traveled from the real world full of small white romance and thunderous articles, had seen many sad plots, and knew how to make him suffer.I was brave at first, then shed tears, and now I switch to a tender offensive, using both soft and hard, hard and soft, I am not afraid that he will not be moved by it.

It's just that I counted and counted, and I missed one thing alone.

When I repeated the words he once said to me in front of Fandan at sunrise on the top of the Giledan council building, I never thought that my heart would be so sore, so bitter. Pain, so twisted, complicated and sentimental.

Those past events, and this person in front of me, are as illusory as this game; however, every time I think about it, the subtle, confused sting is real and clear, warning me not to be weak, not to recall Hope, should not be nostalgic.I am a time-traveling girl from the real world, and I have controlled the confrontation between good and evil in the entire game world; so maybe I shouldn't be entangled, but I should just leave everything behind and stride forward without looking back.

Fandan, what do you want me to get?In fact, I just wanted to go home at first, but unfortunately I found that I couldn't help it.So I wanted to survive in this game, and for the first time in my life, I wanted to rely on someone; unfortunately, in the end, that person didn't understand my difficulties and betrayed my trust.

Now, what I want to do is to prove that I can live a good life by myself, so I do everything possible to use all possible means, planning to use the dark elf army to attack Baia under Ilaya's shell La, inciting the bewitching concubine and the concubine Meiji, the little prince Andre who snatched back the Griffin Empire halfway, persuaded Rutger to agree to cooperate with me...

But in the end, I realized that I wanted to gain a firm foothold in this world and control my own life by myself, but this decision I had to make pushed me even further away from the person in front of me.He and I are inseparable from good and evil, but I left the background of Sheogh without knowing where to go.If Tieru, the powerful dragon knight in Elrollan, was still alive, I might be able to beg him to cleanse me and put on a more suitable square vest; but now he is also killed by that goddamn Byara So I can only bear the famous name of the demon lord Jezebeth, and continue to do evil and harm society in the expectation of everyone.

I have already galloped on a road that I can't turn back. I am absolutely castrated, and I can't look back.My footsteps may be able to achieve the pinnacle of Jezebeth as a supporting actress in the game, but it has completely obliterated my original intention of being a good person.

I lowered my eyes and said softly: "... I never got such a person after all. Fan Dan, you never gave me the chance to be Delaire, so I am still Jezebes... I just Only by being Jezebeth can I have a chance to live..."

Perhaps the words hit a nerve in Findan, or somewhere in the deepest part of his heart, the softest and most vulnerable.Because I felt his hands holding my shoulders tremble suddenly, his tone was infinitely sad, and he murmured: "Is that so... so it's like this... I don't know..."

What doesn't he know?I really want to know what he's going to say next, but everything in this game is so coincidental that it's almost deliberate—at this moment, the two loyal and rigid guards outside the door knocked on the door again and raised their voices. Report: "Master Findan! Garland has returned from Anfell, and there is an emergency that needs to be reported to you in person immediately!..."

A look of panic suddenly appeared on Fandan's face, and he quickly let go of the hands holding my shoulders.At almost the same moment, the door of the room opened, and Findan's confidant, Garland, the man with colorful tattoos, was striding in with his two long swords upside down.

I sneered.That's the way Arrowland's style is, never personal.Because their consistent tradition is to be open, unrestrained and unrestrained... Their towns are covered with sky and ground, without continuous towering walls, but a row of fences with thorns and thorns, which can be regarded as defense.For people living in such a transparent place, it is the highest courtesy to knock on the door and make an announcement—not to mention that the door is locked to deny outsiders, which is not in line with the open and upright character of the elves.

But Garland was unlucky this time.Because his respected boss is doing some things that are not open and aboveboard, and can't be known by others, such as flirting with a dark elf who is actually a demon lord in his bones, and performing a third-rate romance scene...

So the innocent Garland was scolded by Findan before he got close to him. "What's the matter with being so anxious? Could it be that the situation in Anfeier has changed? Even if there is a change, you should stay calm! What's going on?"

Garland stood still in a daze, and was slapped in the face by Fan Dan, who was confused and ignorant. "My lord, I haven't... There is no change in Anfer. There is news from Taranna that they will arrive outside the city of Anfer as scheduled. I am here to ask you, the army is ready, we when……"

Well, my inappropriate sentimentality from earlier disappeared inexplicably in this weird and funny atmosphere.

Calm?I don't think Garland is not calm, but maybe his beloved boss is not calm enough.

I smiled and stared at Garland.And after talking about it for a while, Garland only realized my existence at this time, and immediately his face became tense, his mouth was closed like a clam shell, and he refused to utter a word.

I nodded to Garland nonchalantly, and turned back to Findan and said, "Since you have something important to decide, I'm leaving. Remember, since we still have to work together for the fate of Skasso, you now It’s best to show some necessary sincerity and meager trust. Although the dark elves have had rifts with your country, they are still your country’s current allies, and there is always a group of watchers behind them. Could it be that they are here to accompany us young people? Do you fight and exercise?..."

Hearing this, Garland blurted out, "My lord! Why would you send someone to watch..."

Before he could finish his words, Fandan gave him a cold wink, which just gouged his face and choked back all the doubts that followed him.

I'm glad to see Findan or his loyal and staid henchman deflated.So I gave Findan a warning look across the face in satisfaction, and went out Shi Shiran.

In the evening, I received a notice that I would set off early in the morning, and set off for Amfell with Irollan's army.

The miscellaneous soldiers under me are very excited.They also knew that Anfer was the last town in Iroland. Maybe everyone thought that after capturing Anfer, they could really set off to find the holy beast in the hearts of the dark elves—the Dark Dragon.Therefore, morale is very high.

I don't think it's necessary to tell them that they have to act as a shield and accompany Findan to attack Ibeth's stronghold—Scathol City.Always appearing to be too clear about these military secrets and internal information, etc., it will inevitably make people think that I have suspicious inside information, which is why I can be so savvy.I can't tell them that my so-called insider is Iroland's hero Findan.In this way, Ilaya will inevitably be labeled as having a foreign country or collaborating with the enemy and traitorous country.Although I borrowed Yilaya's body to move around, I didn't want her to take this inexplicable blame for me for no reason.

I ordered the shadow matriarchs to settle down the dark elf army under me, thinking that I should call out those enchantresses of Sheogh to confess again, and left the city alone.

There are few people in the woods outside the city, and it is extremely quiet under the night.I stood still in the depths of the woods, took a deep breath, and was just about to put on a posture to call the enchantress who was in charge of delivering the news from the ground, when I heard a rustling sound from behind, as if someone was stepping on the forest. on fallen leaves.

I turned around in shock, and shouted sharply, "Who!?"

The author has something to say: Update on September 5:

Today’s writing is still not smooth, if you feel a little boring, I can only say sorry: Please read it patiently...

The plot was moving slowly and I was in a hurry.But this kind of drafting really consumes brainpower, I can only do this, and I must think carefully when revising the essay in the future.

I've read all the messages from you guys, and I don't have time to reply, I'm really sorry.Wait a minute, everyone. If I am free later, I will come up and reply to the message.