Invincible witch

That female dragon still sees thousands of miles so clearly? !Could it be that I showed something and was caught by her?

I didn't expect Leilag to explain everything to me patiently.

"You didn't show any flaws. This is just the unique ability of the supreme dragon we believe in... As Jezebeth, you pretended to be Ilaya and promised your allegiance to the two dragons at the same time , How could this hypocritical loyalty not be seen through by Malassa in the end? Besides, although I was once a demon lord, now I believe in Malassa wholeheartedly! And you, neither are you really loyal to Ugga, the dragon of chaos? Si, and you are not loyal to Malassa, the dragon of darkness, if your disguise loses the support of your faith, even if you can deceive for a while, you will be seen through one day!" His voice raised a little, and he approached me, his face darkened After coming down, there was a bit of sadness in the tone.

"Jesbeth, don't you ever understand? Faith is a kind of power, but you have never possessed this kind of power... How can you hide your paleness and weakness for a long time in front of the dragon?!"

I was speechless, and opened my mouth in astonishment, trying to explain my behavior, but seeing his deep eyes, no sound came out.Finally, I silently lowered my head, and tears of despair and weakness rushed into my eyes in an instant.

I've never been one to pretend to be pitiful when appropriate.Just because I don't know how to do it doesn't mean I don't know how to do it.If it was just now that I was deliberately showing weakness to seek victory in danger, then now, I am really a little desperate.

I knew that if this accusation was initiated by Leilag himself, then I might have a chance.Since he was willing to give up the little white queen for the meager friendship with Fandan that the other party didn't really want to admit; then today, maybe he can also think of my kindness for pointing him to the direction of Tieru. Give me a break for now.

But the accusation I am facing right now comes from Malassa, the dragon of darkness, the supreme existence in Yige Chiwo, the pious belief and ruler of the dark elves for generations—then, how can I survive this sudden doomsday? Here, looking for a way out?

In fact, I have always had a strong desire to abandon the dark and turn to the bright, especially when I finally discovered that since the last time the four heroes of the righteous side joined forces to defeat the devil, the strength of the devil Cabelles had been severely weakened, and he was exiled in Xie When Ergo or someplace in this world hides to recuperate and recuperate, and when I can no longer monitor my tasks, the desire to go to the side of justice boils up from the bottom of my heart, and it becomes stronger and stronger, which I cannot ignore.

But, Leilag, you are so smart, why can't you think of my biggest difficulty.

Do you think I don't want to be a good person?But the body of the "Jesbeth" I live in is not like yours, and can be washed for nothing after a magical ceremony, and become a dark elf.My body simply cannot stay on the ground for too long.

Besides, I haven't been Delelle for too long.Presumably by now her body has vanished into thin air and merged into the earth.Now, even if I want to be a good person again, will I live in Ilaya's body for the rest of my life, and be roommates with her original soul?

I don't control the host's body with a soul possession, my whole demon's body is integrated into the host's body.So I don't know how to get my soul out of Jezebeth's demonic body. Even if I get out, how can I survive?

So, so... No matter how much I want to be a good person, I have to go back to Sheogh, the hell where the hot and sinful lava flows everywhere.And if I want to go back, how can I really openly abandon the dark and turn to the bright, and tear myself apart with the devil king?

Tears welled up in my eyes.There are so many things to think about, I don't know where to start.

But Leilag was right in front of me, with such a quiet and peaceful expression, not at all as if he was ordered by Malassa, the dragon of darkness, to kill me with ill intentions and murderous intent.

He just waited quietly for me to speak, and seemed to be extremely patient, wanting to hear me explain everything clearly.

So, I slowly expressed these difficulties.Every word and every sentence is heartbreaking.

All the unwillingness, grievance, helplessness, and pain that have been hidden deep in my heart are mixed with the disappointment and strong frustration that I want to go home but can't get it, and I want to become a good person but have to commit myself to the evil camp. Emotions gathered into an extremely powerful force, as if once I opened my mouth to speak, the invisible shackles on my chest would be broken by the torrent of these emotions, prompting me to say more.

I don't know why these truths that I have never said a word to Fan Dan, but at such a strange and critical moment, they all confide to this black-bellied and ruthless Leilag in front of me like beans pouring out of a bamboo tube—— —Maybe it’s because I want him to give me a little mercy so that I can get out today; maybe it’s because in the deepest part of my subconscious mind, I always think that although his love for the Little White Queen is stubborn and blind, it makes him a gamer Here, he is the one who understands the contradictions and pain caused by different identities and positions best.

Perhaps in my heart, Findan would not have understood that I had struggled so much.In his eyes, the world is a clear dichotomy, black and white, and justice is the highest goal that everyone should pursue forever.He loves me, protects me, even favors me, and breaks the principles he has always adhered to; but he will never understand why the first thing in my heart is not the pursuit of light, but to live no matter what. For this purpose, I can wrong myself to do countless things against my will, to make decisions that violate my conscience, to walk on the edge of good and evil, and to dream that one day I can dominate with my own hands, not good and evil. The winner or loser of the contest is your own life...

I always feel that Leilage is different from Findan.Although Leilage has done many things under different bosses, such as destroying cities, pulling out villages, killing people and setting fires, he can be regarded as a hero, but the ultimate goal he pursues is that elusive and elusive love.For this kind of love, he cut off all his origins, all the fetters and connections with his past life experience, and used his own hands to lay down a piece of land, but only to make him more capable of saving the little white queen——

Raelag suddenly asked: "Jesbeth, why...why did you tell me this? You didn't have to explain so much. If you are willing to talk, I might not have the patience to listen to it..."

My heart trembled slightly, I looked straight into Leilage's bottomless eyes, and said slowly: "I don't know why I said this to you. Maybe it's because I believe you will understand without any reason. .Maybe it's because I thought ridiculously that when you held Her Majesty up to the sky, you might also be willing to slip through your fingers the life of a woman who once stood by your side, allowing me to live on... ..."

The author has something to say: Update on September 12:

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