Invincible witch

After the "Daughter of Silena" completely disappeared from my eyes, I stood there for a long time.

The cool wind of Celistara at night blows through my temples, bringing the warm water vapor from the nearby lake and the fireflies flying around the fairy tree.

I thought about it a lot.

Then, thanks to the divine and wise goddess Sirena, I finally figured it all out.

It was late at night when I returned to the Selistara Congress.Literally, I was out almost all night.I guess it will be daylight in a little while.

I found that the guards outside the gates of the Congress had disappeared.This is convenient for me to realize my wish of sneaking back to my room without disturbing anyone.So I gently pushed open the two exquisite and heavy doors.

I walk the promenade late at night.The rooms on both sides were dark, and I was only illuminated by the small torches lit far apart in the corridor.

I walked cautiously through the hallway, took a few turns, and stopped temporarily at a fork in the road.

If I turn left, I can enter the corridor leading to Findan's office.I'd like to know if he's gone to rest now, and if that old, tenacious, strong-willed old druid, Othelloth, hasn't made things difficult for him anymore.

I paused for a few seconds, then moved forward again.

No, I think.We need to talk, but maybe not now.Oselloth has mercilessly uncovered the cruel truth that has been hidden under the layer of tender respect and regret these days. I think he and I need to think clearly before we have a serious talk. These are issues that we can no longer ignore and cannot avoid.

I passed another fork in the road.From here, to the left, I can walk up the boardwalk back to my tree house.From here to the right, I can find the spiral staircase upstairs, climb up to the top floor of the Congress, and see the two magnificent flower monuments on the roof.

I hesitated for a moment, and felt that I didn't feel sleepy at the moment, so I might as well take a walk on the top of the building.

I have always liked to look down at the lights of the entire elf town from the top floor of the parliament or the town hall at night.The towns of the elves have a beautiful night scene that is unmatched by all other cities in the game. Fireflies are flying, the lights are warm, the light is jumping, and the water vapor is cool, making people feel refreshed and enchanted.

I turned around and walked to the right.

Passing through a short corridor, the spiral staircase in my memory appeared in front of my eyes.I raised my head and looked at the top of the stairs leading directly to the rooftop. The light of the pearly white moon leaked from the gap between the steps and the handrail before dawn.For some reason, I sighed softly.

I put my right hand on the handrail of the stairs, raised my foot to step on the first step, leaned forward slightly, and planned to go upstairs.

But before I took any steps, I heard a voice behind me, low and gentle, so calm that it didn't seem like it would come from a person I was familiar with.

"Looks like you had a good night out, huh? Did the night view of Celistara fascinate you so much?"

I paused, and suddenly turned my head to stare in the direction of the source of the sound.

Findan came slowly out of the shadows in the corner.His blond hair is still smooth without a trace of mess, and the big cloak of leaves that almost never leaves his body is still behind him. As his figure moves slightly, there is a slight fluctuation in his swagger, and the chaos suddenly becomes a little stagnant. Stiff air.

There is no miniature torch for lighting on the wall at this corner, so all his expressions are hidden in the shadow of the night, only when he moves, the moonlight shines into the room through the window not far away Occasionally, it would be projected obliquely on him from a different angle, and for a moment, I could manage to catch a little bit of unusual expression on his face.

Why is he here?Had he finished his unpleasant conversation with his boyhood teacher, the soft-spoken but aggressive Oselloth?However, after finishing everything, didn't he go back to rest?He has been waiting here for me?But why is he here instead of waiting for me in the corner of the treehouse or any promenade leading to the treehouse?Also, what would he think after hearing Oselloth's respectful but sharp words that mercilessly pointed to the core of the problem?What kind of decision will he make? ...

A series of questions popped up in my mind instantly, but I didn't ask any of them.

I chose a reaction that I would normally use to avoid sensitive topics and dangerous atmospheres.

Play stupid.

I rolled my eyes and smiled, looking very happy.

"Of course, Celistara has a great night view. I think I will miss the view in the future."

This answer seemed to displease Findan.He frowned gloomyly, and asked sharply: "Do you want to leave here?"

That's when I realized how ambiguous my answer was, and it was like an excellent quotation to start a not-so-pleasant discussion of the heavy stuff we've been tacitly avoiding. All the questions were dug out and put on the table, explaining everything clearly.Perhaps when I answered him just now, I should have chosen my words more carefully.But, Goddess Sirena, I really just accidentally expressed my emotions, and there is no other meaning.

I let out a bit of annoyance and said helplessly: "Do we have to discuss this now?"

Probably because I accidentally brought up the issues between us frankly, Findan frowned even more tightly.His face was serious, his brows loosened for a while, and wrinkled for a while, as if he had fought several times in his heart.At last he seemed to have made up his mind, his lips pursed into a stern line, and he said, "Maybe we should talk about it. A lot of things... right now."

There was a certain unquestionable determination in his terse answer.I don't know why but sighed.

I still held on to the handrail of the stairs, retracted the foot that stepped up the steps, and turned back to face him, no longer wanted to pretend to be stupid to avoid those sharp questions, and no longer wanted to waste time refusing to talk about those heavy realities .I laughed at myself and said: "The sacred capital of the elf kingdom cannot allow a human race to stay here indefinitely for a long time and unconditionally. What's more, I have no place for myself in this magnificent and beautiful building. We all I know that I can't just hide in the tree house of Congress for the rest of my life, and then let you face all the doubts from the outside world..."

Fan Dan's body shook, and he stared at me in astonishment. "You... what do you know?!"

I sighed secretly in my heart.

He is really an upright and upright person.Right up to the point where it's not even whitewashing.If he knows a little bit about how to coax girls, maybe he should deny my unpleasant speculation, and then tell me firmly that all difficulties are only from my imagination, and in Elrollan, his will is the ultimate goal. decision, no one dared to question his correctness.

But he never knew how to deceive others to make others feel at ease, although it is sometimes said that deception is innocent.

I stared at him, watching the moon shadow coming in from the window keep changing, dancing casually and lightly on his face.

"I'm sorry, Fandan. I just want to find myself, but I haven't thought about how much trouble it will bring to you once this wish comes true..." I said sincerely, seeing his blue eyes twitch with surprise. Slightly widened.

"I think you should still remember how many different bodies and faces I have changed in front of you...Those bodies that don't really belong to me always make me feel panic and nervous. Lose one of these bodies, and thus lose everything related to this body..." I said slowly, staring blankly at the bright moonlight reflecting on the ground between us.

"So I have to find myself. Because I think that's the only way to prove that I won your heart with who I really am...and I think that's the way to give me a chance to stay and stand by your side without I am worried that one day something will happen that is completely out of my expectation, and I will be forced to leave immediately, and immediately sacrifice this body that I temporarily live in..." My voice became lower and lower, some kind of fragile tears The meaning suddenly rushed into my eye socket.

"I'm not afraid of having to face the unknown ahead alone, Fandan." I finally raised my eyes to stare at him, but his face was hidden in the shadow cast by the drifting moonlight, and I couldn't see his face clearly expression.

"I'm just afraid that one day I will no longer be able to stand by your side in an open and honest manner."

Tears finally fell from my eyes, and I mustered up the courage to finally say my most sincere sentence in this game.Maybe I have always liked to make trouble in front of him, give him a headache, make him annoyed, make him at a loss, make him angry and dazed-but I know very well in my heart that everything I do is to make myself Can survive and be with him after this game is over.If I have mastered Sheogh and lost the opportunity to stand on the ground, then why should I desperately compete with Demon King Cabeles or Biara for that disgusting lava hell.

I think the reason why I love the identity of "Queen of the Bee Swarm" Delaire is that besides the fact that this identity allows me to follow my own heart to choose the direction of justice, and do my best to gain the trust and respect I deserve from others. In addition, in fact, what is more important is that this identity is the most undisputed way that I can get close to Fandan infinitely, can stand by his side openly, and allows me to always dream about a beautiful life that will never be separated from him, even though all this is nothing but All take place in one unreal game.

This desperate honesty finally made the person in front of me look slightly moved.

Fandan straightened up unconsciously, and took a step forward, as if he wanted to come over, but when he really took the step, he hesitated for some reason.So he maintained the distance of only one step, and stood there a little surprised and embarrassed, as if he didn't know what to say for a while.

I think there are always a few moments in a person's life, when he must be extremely frank, almost adventurous, regardless of self-esteem and sympathy, in exchange for a better possibility.

And my gut tells me this is one such moment.

I stared at him, determined to put all my eggs in one basket.

The author has something to say: Update on September 10:

Sorry for the lateness. . .

There were a lot of things last week, and when I wanted to update, ** was twitching again. . .I only have a short time to update the article every day. If I smoke at that time, I can only give up. . .

Now it seems that it is not very sensitive, I will try to see if I can improve it. . .

The next update will be around the weekend~~