man who will not refuse

Before leaving the hotel, Qi Shuqing carefully checked his cheeks and neck in the mirror.

Qi Shuqing heaved a sigh of relief when he was sure that there was no trace of the violent sex just now on the protruding part of his body. After saying hello to Cheng Xian, he opened the door and walked out of the hotel.

Guilt, and deep uneasiness.

Cheng Xian is only 20 years old. . .

Qi Shuqing tried hard to think back to when he was 20 years old, it seemed that he sounded like an adult only in terms of age, but his mind was still pitifully naive.

Cheng Xian was only 20 years old, so in a sense he was still a student he had taught.

People who maintain such a relationship with students who are almost one round younger than themselves, in the perception of ordinary people, are probably the worst scumbags.

So, on the way back, apart from guilt and anxiety, Qi Shuqing felt a little overwhelmed and panicked.

Why do you want to chase after it at this time?

If it's just for fun, and just to maintain a pure physical relationship, why does Cheng Xian make such a gesture?

When will the ambiguous relationship between him and Cheng Xian end?

He didn't understand Cheng Xian, and wanted to ask him a few times, but he always missed the best time because of hesitation.

Cheng Xian is a child who is much more mature than his peers, but in the end, he is just a child.

Unconsciously, he began to back down and accommodate, reminding himself that Cheng Xian was still young when he was emotional.Anyway, he is more than 10 years older than Cheng Xian, so he should be allowed to.

This repeated process made Qi Shuqing feel tired.

There is no love between them, there is a big age difference, and they are both of the same sex.No matter how you think about it, you are not glorious, and you can't see the future.

Originally, he held the mentality of procrastinating for one day, but what happened to him on the trip to the hot spring with Cheng Xian last time reminded Qi Shuqing that the relationship between the two was in danger of being exposed.

Cheng Xian had a girlfriend before, and Qi Shuqing still knew about this level of information.

While maintaining a relationship with himself, Cheng Xian also has a physical relationship with other people. When he was told this during the last trip, Qi Shuqing felt relieved for some reason.

I am not Cheng Xian's only choice, but a dispensable existence.

This kind of cognition made Qi Shuqing feel safe. He knew himself and knew that people like Cheng Xian would not like him.On another level, he didn't want Cheng Xian to like him either.

He and Cheng Xian are like people from two worlds in terms of three views and quality of life.When we are together, there is always more restraint than pleasure.

We don't have the same hobbies, and we don't have anything to talk about. The longer we spend together, the more we get along. It's just the body.

If there is only the body, there will be a day of boredom.

The more he got to know Cheng Xian, the more Qi Shuqing felt that such a child would not have much emotional concentration, but Cheng Xian's patience exceeded Qi Shuqing's expectations, and his acting skills seemed to be getting more and more proficient. Seeing Cheng Xian's affectionate eyes, he almost had the illusion that Cheng Xian had fallen in love with him, and Qi Shuqing also had a sense of responsibility to do his best to Cheng Xian.

But it soon became clear that the reality was not like this, Cheng Xian still had fun, and he was just one of his many bed partners.

Hope that Cheng Xian can forget himself is getting stronger and stronger, but Cheng Xian is completely opposite and getting closer to him.

To be honest, being called out on the 29th of the Chinese New Year made Qi Shuqing feel a little annoyed, although for a moment he felt sorry for Cheng Xian who had no one to accompany him during the Chinese New Year, but more, it was because he had to lie to his family in order to escape And the trouble I feel, and the worry that I don't want to be seen by anyone.

Although Cheng Xian said he would come out to see him off, Qi Shuqing still declined.

It snowed heavily at night, Qi Shuqing wandered outside for half an hour, and didn't return home until he felt nothing but the cold.

The family didn't ask much, only the younger sister who took the child to celebrate the New Year at her mother's house this year complained that he just escaped the fierce poker game this afternoon.