man who will not refuse

Qi Shuqing didn't know if he had made it clear to Cheng Xian, but to be honest, in that situation, Qi Shuqing's emotions were very complicated.

He thought of Fu Yaoxin from Crow's Mouth, and Fang Xian whom he met two days ago, so he felt a little helpless.And looking at the young Cheng Xian in front of him, he felt a little ashamed and uncomfortable.

In the complex emotions, it seems that there is no moving.

He even thought about how Fu Yaoxin would react in this situation.

The imaginary picture of Fu Yaoxin's straightforward refusal, neither humble nor overbearing, gave him courage.

Although I remembered afterwards that it was the first time I was confessed in my life, but at that time it was not the joy and shyness that I should have when I was confessed.

He is already 35 years old, and he has already tried it with Cheng Xian once before, so his worries and uneasiness prevailed.

After a brief aphasia, Qi Shuqing could only say [Cheng Xian, I don't know what you think.But I don't think we're right. 】

I am already an adult, if I don't want to, I should refuse it well.It was because he was too cowardly in the past, Qi Shuqing thought with some self-blame, if he had rejected Cheng Xian at the beginning, the two of them would not have come to this point.

I don't even know what I said.

All I knew was that Cheng Xian didn't seem to understand, and said【Can't you try again? 】

[The gap between us is too big, I know, age can't be an excuse.But I tried my best to like you, but I never had that feeling.Doing it all over again is just wasting your time. 】

The communication with Cheng Xian was too strenuous, Qi Shuqing felt tired at the end.

Two people can't even communicate normally, so what is the need to try again?Qi Shuqing thought.

How did the two communicate during the six months they were together?

Yes, it seems that there is no language or ideological communication. . . .Most of the time every time we meet, we just do it.

If it is □□, Cheng Xian's appearance and age are considered very good, and it stands to reason that Qi Shuqing has no reason to refuse.

But for Qi Shuqing's character, even if he is a girl, being comfortable with him is more important than his appearance. In addition, Cheng Xian, as his former identity and just in his early 20s, is a hurdle that Qi Shuqing can't get around. Don't want to do it again.

【What exactly do you want?Same as before, just do it with me? 】Qi Shuqing was also forced to be anxious, and he was a little speechless.

[What's the good of doing it with me?It's not difficult for you to find someone younger than me and more experienced, and you don't lack a bed partner, even when we're together, you don't really need me, do you? 】

Cheng Xian looked a little depressed【Are you still angry with me? 】

The words came back again, Qi Shuqing was actually a little angry, but he still said [I'm not angry, and I don't blame you, whether you did that thing, to be honest, I don't care now.I've talked about this, what do you want to do. 】

Cheng Xian didn't respond all the time, but held Qi Shuqing's wrist tightly and didn't let go.

Until Qi Shuqing said [Cheng Xian, in the world of adults, you pursued me, but I refused, this matter is over, do you understand? 】

Cheng Xian seemed to have been stung, and when he looked up again, his eyes were full of unwillingness and aggrieved.

However, in the end he slowly let go of Qi Shuqing's wrist and said [I'm sorry. 】

Qi Shuqing knew that this sentence hurt Cheng Xian, but he couldn't take it back at this time, or say sorry.

Qi Shuqing returned to the hotel a little tired, Fu Yaoxin smelled of alcohol all over his body, and he was full of an annoying image of a sloppy uncle.

【San'er, why did you go? I've been looking for you for a long time. 】

[Don't make trouble, I went to report to you before I left. 】

【Who are you?What about our third son? 】

【. . . . . ] Qi Shuqing took off his watch, opened the bottle cap of toilet water [Fu Yaoxin, get off my bed and take a shower, or I will drink toilet water for you! 】

【. . . . . .You don't love me anymore. 】Fu Yaoxin muttered as he undressed and walked to the bathroom, Qi Shuqing leaned on the coffee table alone and poured toilet water on the large bags on his lap.

Fu Yaoxin took a bath for half an hour, Qi Shuqing was afraid that he would faint in it, so he knocked on the door every 10 minutes.

Fu Yaoxin didn't get dizzy, but she didn't say anything, and just played in the water with her buttocks naked.

Qi Shuqing is gay, even if the relationship between the two of them is so good that there is no need to avoid suspicion, but at this time, it is not good to rush in and drag him out, and simply let him go, knocking on the door every 10 minutes.

When it was almost 10 o'clock, Qi Shuqing was so sleepy that he couldn't stand it anymore, so he knocked on the door again.

[Yaoxin, don't wash up, come out and sleep quickly. 】

[San'er, come in and play in the water. ] With such an exact answer again, Qi Shuqing almost wondered if he did it on purpose.

【. . . . . . 】

Just as Qi Shuqing was about to have a seizure, there was a knock on the door. Qi Shuqing opened the door, and Cheng Xian stood outside the door.

[There are a lot of mosquitoes at night, you must have been bitten too, this one is. . . 】

Cheng Xian handed the ointment froze, Qi Shuqing looked back in some puzzlement, and saw Fu Yaoxin who had just come out of the bathroom in the first place.

Fu Yaoxin might still be a little dazed, unaware of her current state.On the contrary, the vigorous stroke first [what are you doing! ? 】

Qi Shuqing frowned [Fu Yaoxin, go back and get dressed! 】

Fu Yaoxin looked down, then hid in the bathroom again with an ah.

【. . . . . . 】

Qi Shuqing wanted to help his forehead speechlessly, but Cheng Xian completely misunderstood it, with a sad look on his face [You rejected me because of him? 】

Qi Shuqing went from being speechless to having a headache, thinking about it, he simply said it all at once [I reject you, not because of anyone. 】

Cheng Xian smiled with red eyes, and it took a long time before he said a good word, then turned his head and left.

Qi Shuqing held the bottle of ointment in the small white box with a little bit of exhaustion. For some reason, Cheng left first, but he still didn't feel relaxed.

The author has something to say:

Please call me Model Worker (and automatically ignore my update from last week). .Today's second watch, I am a conscientious person, I made up what was broken before, even if I cried, there should be applause here.

If it goes well, there may be three more!