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Since Mo Shaoxi ran away from home, Wang Fangfang took away the keys to Li Dong's apartment in the city.

Li Dong felt innocent, but Lao Mo called and told him that Wang Fangfang had been hiding in the room alone and crying for several days. He was shocked and reluctant to live in Lao Mo and Wang Fangfang's house.

It is Wang Fangfang's rule to go home on time for dinner every day, and it doesn't affect business anyway, and it's not interesting to have another one, so he can basically push or push when going out for entertainment.

During the Spring Festival, Mo Fengwei was still working on an ancient church construction project in other places and did not come back. Wang Fangfang had said earlier that he would go abroad for the holidays, and Li Dong honestly applied for a visa and bought a plane ticket.

Before boarding the plane, he called his cousin, and Xiao Zheng naturally had no good news for him.

The snow in Ottawa is heavy and thick, and the whole city still has a Christmas atmosphere.

Li Dong and Wang Fangfang traveled for four days, and the next location was Churchill Harbor, planning to see the aurora.

After packing his luggage in the morning, Li Dong called the front desk, spoke poor English, and ordered a car to go to the airport.

Wang Fangfang rolled her eyes and reached for the phone.

After hanging up, she directly gave Li Dongfei a knife, "I have been asking you to learn English well! Look at you! Can you say a complete sentence with meaning and no mistakes? If you embarrass me and go back, I will enroll you for a few courses of treatment." New Oriental!"

"It's a waste of money, you will be in trouble." Li Dong scoffed at her.

In the end, he didn't take the plane, so Wang Fangfang dragged him onto a bus.

Li Dong stared at Wang Fangfang suspiciously for a while, and thought about it several times, seeing that she was very natural, he gave up.

By the time the hotel was settled, it was almost evening, and it was getting dark quickly in winter. Li Donggang caught a glimpse of a red sun not far away, and in the blink of an eye, only the sunset was left.

Snow began to fall in the sky in Quebec.

He walked out of the hotel lobby and took a deep breath.

When Wang Fangfang called, he had already walked to a nearby park.

There are many people in the park, many children are skating on ice skates, laughing and playing together, and there are many faces of Chinese descent.

Li Dong thought, did Mo Shaoxi play like this before?

Maybe not.

He has always been eager to learn, and he should not want to waste time on such things.Or don't want to waste it on other things.

When Wang Fangfang found him, Li Dong was leaning on the bench with long arms and legs, his lowered eyebrows and eyes looked confused and tired.

She handed him a hot dog and a large cup of black tea, and sat on a bench in the park, holding his arm.

"Son," Wang Fangfang opened the lid of the black tea for him, "what are you thinking?"

Li Dong raised his head and touched his palate, "Mom...you always knew." He added another word, "Right?" There was inquiry in his eyes.

Wang Fangfang looked at her son and silently covered the black tea.

"what do you know?"

Li Dong didn't speak for a while, just looking at the falling snowflakes.

Wang Fangfang glanced at him, didn't push him anymore, let go of his hand, tied the food tightly and put it in the bag, and said in a bad tone, "That's not right. You treat me as blind, if I knew you were worthless, don't You thought it would be great to start a company and be the boss, but in fact you feel inferior, right? I let you learn English a long time ago. Who am I, even if you raise your eyebrows, I know what you're up to—"

"No," Li Dong took a breath and interrupted her, "I'm talking about me and Mo Shaoxi."

Wang Fangfang didn't look surprised at all, she just pursed her lips.

really.

The distance between the mother and the child is so close, but at this moment, the silence is like a huge ax splitting the boundless distance, the air is so silent that it can kill people.

Li Dong compromised, he rubbed his face and smiled, "Go back to the hotel, it's so cold."

Holding the bag in Wang Fangfang's hand, he was about to stand up, but without moving, he looked at his mother.

The Wang Fangfang in front of her, shed the usual lively and noisy, calm and gentle from the beginning to the end, even the eyes that looked at him seemed very firm.

"Xiaoxi is my second son. I love him very much. I hope you and Xiaoxi are happy."

The light of the street lamps cast down, and the winter snow was dyed orange.

Li Dong took deep and shallow breaths, watching the white mist dissipate in front of his eyes.

"I know."

He answered very difficultly, and he finally pretended to be heartless and disappeared without a trace.

Wang Fangfang seemed to sneer.

"You don't know. You will never know how Xiaoxi got here."

Wang Fangfang stood up and pointed to a house not far away.

"That was the house he lived in before he returned to China. He suffered a lot before he was 15 years old. What were you doing when his mother threw him away? On this park bench, he slept with all his injuries for a month until Mo Feng In order to complete the formalities, he can be allowed to return to the country. When he graduated from college, his mother took too much drugs and became mentally disturbed. He came to take care of him and almost went to jail in this ghost place. I don’t care about it. I was so anxious that I wanted to fly over with wings. The lawsuit was finally settled.

This place is really beautiful, but it has nothing to do with him.Since then, he has lost the ability to love his family and loved ones, and you know how much effort I took to bring him back to life slowly.I am your mother. From childhood to adulthood, every time I saw you, I was angry and loved you. Everyone would spoil you, and I didn't want to do anything to you when you didn't learn well and made me feel uncomfortable.

But Xiaoxi, as soon as I saw him, as a mother, I felt like my heart was going to die.Xiaoxi leaves this time, I can't do nothing.You should know a little bit about his situation, don't be so ugly all the time, make me hate my own son.No matter what happens between you and Xiaoxi in the future, you may not understand what he does, but you must respect him.

Let me tell you for the last time, Li Dong, don't make me sad anymore. "

After Wang Fangfang said this, she didn't even shake her eyelashes, her voice was cold and hard.

Li Dong looked at the house, finally he moved his lips, but he couldn't say a word.

Wang Fangfang stared at Li Dong. She saw that her son's eyes were hurt because of these words, but the injury had nothing to do with what happened to Mo Shaoxi. It hurts.

As she said, even if Li Dong raised his eyebrows, she knew what his toes were thinking.

"Xiaoxi is too difficult for him. I don't allow him to be hurt again, even you. I think Xiaoxi's choice to leave proves this. If you just treat him as a brother, I will do everything to him I'll tell you. But if you treat him more than just a brother..." Wang Fangfang cut off the conversation, looking at her son's increasingly gloomy features, she couldn't bear it.

Li Dong turned around slowly, with the noisy sound of the park in his ears, he asked in a low voice, "What about you? What do you think I think of him? Do I still have a choice?"

He even laughed, and ridicule filled his whole body.

Wang Fangfang didn't want to see this kid like this. She suppressed the moisture in her eyes and hugged her son gently.

"Yes, Xiaoxi likes you."

Li Dong's body tensed up inch by inch, and he was a little dazed for a moment, but he stretched his arms around Ms. Wang's shoulders stiffly, whispering, "Mom, thank you."

After returning from Canada, Li Dong became more diligent in looking for Mo Shaoxi. Apart from business and business trips, he just inquired about this man's whereabouts.

He analyzed it, Mo Shaoxi had no money at all, and was only familiar with this place, so it was unrealistic to go to other cities and countries, and city B was so big, it would be a ghost if he could escape.

Finally, when he saw the figure of this person in the photo of him showing off his drinking in the circle of friends, he almost wanted to pay homage to Madame Curie.

Since then, he has been going to this club every day, but unfortunately, Mo Shaoxi doesn't want to see him at all.

Li Dong had no choice but to block him in a daze.

Originally, he just wanted to hear what Mo Shaoxi said about him, but seeing Mo Shaoxi's determination to fly to the outside of the Milky Way, he was so angry that his head hurt.

Xiao Zheng's speech is no different from telling a story, and the level of storytelling is similar to that of the famous Internet writer Zhang Jiajia, which is disgusting and exaggerated.Li Dong endured for a long time at night before he beat him, so his salary was deducted.

Guessing that it was time for Mo Shaoxi to get off work, Li Dong stood up, stretched his muscles, and walked out of the office.

The people working outside came and went, they were surprised to see Li Dong, and greeted him one after another, Li Dong nodded his head sour, got off the elevator and went to the garage to pick up the car.

It was only 08:30 at the rented house in Moshaoxi, and he drove fast.

While waiting in the car, he rubbed his sore eyes and felt a little sleepy.

Another hour later, Mo Shaoxi came out wrapped in a coat, and Li Dong got off the car directly, with a domineering tone and eyes, "Talk."

Mo Shaoxi stopped walking when he saw that he was swearing that he would not give up.

After talking, go back to Mo Shaoxi's house.

When Li Dong entered the room, he was startled by the simple layout inside, and then watched him enter the room to tidy up with a cold face.

Back in the house, Mo Shaoxi turned on the computer. There were several new emails in it. He opened it and looked at it, then put his hands on the touchpad and stopped.

Mo Shaoxi quickly packed up his things, made an appointment with the landlord to check out, and went back with Li Dong.

Along the way, Li Dong's face was so ugly that he seemed to have vomited.

Seeing Mo Shaoxi's return, Wang Fangfang burst into tears, and hugged him happily to ask for his warmth. Li Dong snorted heavily and went back to his room, and didn't come down until dinner.

Wang Fangfang frantically picked up food for him, "You've lost weight, eat more", and asked him about his future plans, "I asked at your unit, but you can still go to work as usual, and tomorrow we will invite the dean to have a meal." meal."

Mo Shaoxi stopped her with his eyes, "Aunt Wang, I have received a new job as a researcher in a pharmaceutical factory in City C, and the salary is good."

Wang Fangfang didn't stop picking up the vegetables for him, hummed, and then threatened him, "I'm not familiar with the place there, so you must call me and tell me if you don't have enough. Otherwise, I'll come right here and beat you unconscious and tie you back."

Mo Shaoxi nodded with a smile.

Mo Shaoxi lived at home for a month, but he didn't look down and see Li Dong every day. Li Dong was busy with setting up a new company in other places and never came back.

This is the content of their "talk". Li Dong said that because of Wang Fangfang's situation after he left, he proposed to put aside the dispute and keep it as it was. He would go home and accompany Wang Fangfang when he was on a business trip until Li Dong came back from other places.At that time, if Mo Shaoxi wanted to leave, he could still leave.

Mo Shaoxi agreed, and Li Dong guessed that he missed Ms. Wang.

On the day Mo Shaoxi left, Li Dong had just got off the plane, but he didn't see Mo Shaoxi when he got home, so he asked Wang Fangfang, and Ms. Wang didn't care about my business, "Xiaoxi went to work", seeing that he had just breathed a sigh of relief, she said, "The class in C city," glanced at the wall clock, and said slowly, "The high-speed train at five o'clock, there are still four and ten minutes."

Li Dong was out of breath, and drove to the high-speed rail station again.He kept scolding Mo Shaoxi in his heart, and got angry while scolding.

I found the ticket gate to City C at the station, and I searched for it among the crowd.

It's time to enter the station, and Mo Shaoxi is dragging the suitcase to check the ticket.

Li Dong was sweating profusely. When he saw his back, he yelled loudly, "Mo Shaoxi!!"

Mo Shaoxi had already passed the ticket gate, but he still turned around and waved at Li Dong with the hand holding the ticket and the down jacket. There was a smile in his eyes, although it was very faint, with He looked very relaxed, but he clearly saw Mo Shaoxi saying goodbye to him.

Parting and reunion are common things in the station.

Li Dong is nothing special.

But at this moment, he watched the man in the station walk away step by step, and felt numb and painful in his heart.

He sat back in the car and inhaled quietly, smoked a cigarette between his fingers, and didn't move for a while.

As if just remembering, he found the lighter and lit it, lowered his head to reach it, and something fell off.

One month, he thought, he was reluctant to part with the time he finally got, but Mo Shaoxi was willing.

Two years later, winter.

Li Dong had been squatting for two days. At this time, he took the time to watch the door of the pharmaceutical factory in front of the door open automatically. Gradually, the crowd overflowed violently and got off work.

He stomped his feet, wrapped his neck tightly, and looked up at the sky.Hey, it's snowing this hour.

He narrowed his eyes and scrutinized the crowd.

no, no... no, no, no, no...

By the time the crowd dispersed, the sky had already darkened, and the lights on the side of the road were turned on one by one.

When did you first have some thoughts about Moshaosi?Li Dong couldn't remember clearly.

Together, he silently thought about how he had spent the past two years.

Come to think of it, he was doing pretty well.

It's just living a life, who can't live without someone.

After another half a quarter of an hour, a man came out wearing a black overcoat, very tall and tall, with a black scarf around his neck, covering his head all the way to his eyelids.

Li Dong stared fixedly, feeling a surge of heat in his heart.

this person...

He strode across the wind and snow.

Looking at the person in front of him, Mo Shaoxi was stunned, very surprised, but because he was always indifferent to emotions, he didn't see his emotions very much, let alone the scarf completely covered them up.

He hesitated a little, "Li Dong."

Li Dong looked at him deeply, "I have something to tell you, I will leave after I finish."

In fact, he originally wanted to say, I have been waiting for you for the past two years very hard, but you just didn't come back.

Mo Shaoxi didn't understand, really didn't understand.

He thought about the man in front of him whose hair was covered with a thin layer of white snowflakes, and for the first time let go of a little puzzled emotion.

"I like you for a while." Li Dong said slowly, "Of course, you know that."

Mo Shaoxi's eyes darkened.

"I tried, would it be the same if it weren't for you. But no, Mossaughey."

"For two years, I've been living seriously, with a lot of things to do. Busy. Try not to think about your affairs, think about, after finding you, mend our friendship. You know, my mother can't let you go. I was angry and thought you were an idiot."

"It's very difficult. It's really difficult. This thing is really fucking like cigarettes. You have to quit and wait for your next life."

"I'm 34, half my life is almost over, and there are people before you. I want to settle down, but no one is like you."

"Yes, you are hurt in your heart and have very bad memories. But your actions are unfair to me. I have been thinking that if you dare to tell me yourself, tell me everything and refuse with the most real reasons. Me, it's probably over between us. But you didn't, so I didn't let go."

"It doesn't matter what we do. I have to tell you this. As long as you don't let go, I will continue to wait."

Mo Shaoxi looked at Li Dong with her exposed eyes and talked like this.

Until Li Dong stopped.

"Tch, it's easy to get sad when you're old..." Li Dong concluded with an unnatural expression.

He looked at Li Dong quietly for a long time.

Li Dong couldn't bear this silence, and rubbed his hands, "I'm done talking, let's go." But he didn't move, his eyes kept looking at Mo Shaoxi.

Mo Shaoxi pulled down the black scarf that covered half of his face, and smiled lightly. It was bright but also a little sad, and he let out a little white mist.

The elders were shaken by this smile, "You..."

Without you saying the second half, Mo Shaoxi caressed his face, pulled him closer, closed his eyes, and kissed him almost violently, the turbulent breath completely surrounded Li Dong.

Li Dong's eyes became hot in an instant, and he was so blessed that he hugged the man who kissed him tightly.

"For a long time, I couldn't accept your approach. Li Dong. Not at all, but I kept being attracted. When I could overcome it, you said those words to me again that spring, and I realized Come to think of it, if I don't leave I might die."

"Everything that has happened to me so far has been worse than meeting you. It's absolutely true."

"If a person has a heart, he will have desires, and if he has desires, he will suffer. You are my pain, but you don't know it yet."

Love and can't bear it, I love it.

In the past few years, the only thing Mo Shaoxi was afraid of was Li Dong's so-called seriousness. As soon as Li Dong said he was serious, he began to prepare to leave.

After eight years of acquaintance, he knows exactly what Li Dong's expression means every time he says serious.

Not giving up until the goal is achieved is the stubbornness of a naughty boy who is obsessed with toys.

But that is not what is called "love" in the world.

In this matter, Li Dong is both conquering and weak, and he is hesitating.

Mo Shaoxi doesn't want to lose Li Dong, and because he has lost it tragically, he understands that only by abandoning his love can he not be hurt by love.

He thought, maybe two months, maybe half a year, maybe... no, it won't be so long, Li Dong will find another job, and it won't be too late for him to go back at that time, or he won't go back.If he is not given enough time, the only thing that can be maintained between them will be even more unbearable.

On the contrary, he has much more confidence in himself than Li Dong.

Probably, it is out of trust in the years.During those eight years of acquaintance, how did he endure the torment of Li Dong's closeness, and yet show the distance that should exist between friends.

And maybe by leaving, you can release that intensity without any scruples, and say "well, I have always loved someone deeply" to strangers.

But now, in the fine wind and snow, Li Dong walked in front of him, like a devout believer, lamely expressing his love for him.

Most of the world can't stand the time.

So when there is such a person, passing through thousands of mountains and mountains, passing through the spring and autumn of stars, revealing his scars, telling you that he is looking for you, and he is glad to find you, and is willing to be your prisoner.

At that moment, his heart was full of courage.

Some people gave birth to him and raised him, but they had the heart to watch outsiders abuse him, but there were also people who loved and respected him and treated him like a treasure.

Li Dong kissed vigorously, his heart was full, and he touched Mo Shaoxi's coat with his hand, wishing he could do Mo Shaoxi now.

The wind and snow were getting stronger, and the two were inseparable.

Ms. Wang nestled at the base of the wall, feeling relieved and shy, wiped the corners of her eyes secretly, then took out her mobile phone and called Mo Fengwei.

When Mo Fengwei received the call, he was measuring the margins with the students in a church. He pressed the answer button and put the phone on his left shoulder. He listened to the other party talking on the phone. After a long time, he said "hmm".

The next day, Mo Shaoxi was quite surprised when he received a call from Mo Fengwei. Li Dong kept rubbing against him. When he saw Mo Fengwei's call, he immediately snatched it up, staring, "Are you going to answer it?"

Mo Shaoxi raised his eyebrows, "Yes."

Li Dongkuang frowned, "Old Mo's nose is too sharp."

Mo Shaoxi stretched out his hand, "Here."

"No!" Li Dong immediately said, paused, "You can take it if you want, just give me a kiss."

Mo Shaoxi was kind, leaned over and kissed him, and then took the phone to answer it naturally. Hearing what Mo Fengwei said, he was taken aback for a moment, and then responded in a low voice.

After putting away the phone, he thought for a while before noticing that Li Dong was in a daze.

"what happened to you?"

Li Dong's eyes were full of resentment, he gritted his teeth, "I'll make you fuck me all the time."

Mo Shaoxi smiled, "You let me kiss you yourself."

"Cut, pull it down. I used to let you kiss me, what kind of dislike."

Mo Shaoxi hummed, "In the past, you were like a noisy sparrow. I thought, sooner or later, I'll build you in with bricks, so that you don't come out again, so you don't get upset."

"Tyrant." Li Dong leaned towards him, "What did Gang Lao Mo say?"

"Let's go back." Mo Shaoxi looked at him deeply.

"Oh." Li Dong was a little impatient.

When Mo Shaoxi and Li Dong went back, Wang Fangfang specially arranged the house.

Mo Shaoxi went back to the room, and a few seconds later he supported his face and quickly backed out, Li Dong reacted the same, blushing and staring at his mother, "Ms. Wang, why don't you keep checking Weibo and visiting Taobao??? "

Wang Fangfang ordered two body pillows, one is Mo Shaoxi and the other is Li Dong.

"Surprise!" Wang Fangfang bouncingly gave Mo Shaoxi a huge hug.

After Mo Fengwei came back, the atmosphere at home was a little tense, but Mo Shaoxi and Wang Fangfang were calm.

Li Dong was actually panicked, so he drank heavily, but Mo Feng went to the study to draw drawings without saying anything after eating.

He hesitated for a while, and followed to the study, "Old Mo, let me tell you something."

"Huh?" Mo Fengwei took off his glasses, a little surprised.

"I'm with Mossaughey."

"Oh." Mo Fengwei put on his glasses and continued to draw, "I see."

Li Dong scratched his head in confusion, "Ahem, then I'm going back to my room."

Mo Fengwei continued to draw pictures as calmly as water, "Li Dong, I watched you grow up. I know your temperament very well. I talked to Xiaoxi before and asked him...not to get too close to you. I thought he chose to leave like this That's fine, but now... since this is the case, let's have a good time."

When Li Dong heard it, have you ever broken my love?

I had no choice but to respond unhappily.

Mo Shaoxi was looking at some scientific research materials, and when Li Dong walked in, he looked in a bad mood and didn't speak.

Li Dong has always been calm, but not as good as Mo Shaoxi. He doesn't want to hang on to the past when he is in this situation, but he can't accept that Mo Shaoxi has to bear these things for nothing when he doesn't know. Messy stress.

"Mo Shaoxi, don't worry about what Lao Mo said before, just come if you want to provoke me, I enjoy it very much."

The pencil in Mo Shaoxi's hand was about to break, he looked at Li Dong helplessly, "Got it..."

Li Dong's eyes were dark, "I don't know a lot, if I don't ask, you might not say a word."

Mo Shaoxi looked at him and frowned, "No. Between us, Mo Fengwei has never been a problem. I didn't take it to heart."

The only problem has always been you.

Li Dong understood the words in his eyes, and soon, he laughed, "Yeah."

Mo Shaoxi picked up the document again to read, the light and shadow of the desk lamp hit the side of his face, it was too good-looking.

Sure enough, the most seductive look of a person who is focused and serious, Li Dong propped his head to look at him, thinking, his life is complete.

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