waiting in time

When I went back to sleep at night, I didn't expect Wang Jun to be on the upper bunk of the canopy bed in the room. Kang Ning looked at Wang Jun in surprise, and Wang Jun smiled and said, "Why, I didn't expect that?"

"I didn't expect that you won't go back at night?" Kang Ning asked.

"Go back when you have nothing to do, and stay when you have something to do." Wang Jun Kangning, his eyes are dim, and Kangning under the light is like a fresh bamboo in a wild mountain forest, with a thin body and a pure breath.

"Why don't you play?" Wang Jun asked.

Kang Ning smiled a little embarrassedly. He used to really like playing games and was completely immersed in the world of games. But now that he starts working here, he has become less interested in games. Facing so many computers today, he is also playing games. After a while, I rested my mind and came back.

"Turn off the lights and go to bed early," Wang Jun said as if he was tired.

Kang Ning turned off the light and took off his clothes in the dark. Wang Jun suddenly turned over on the bed and faced Kang Ning's direction. Kang Ning didn't pay attention. Kang Ning's hazy body, his body suddenly became hot, and there was a reaction somewhere in his body. Wang Jun suddenly exhaled lightly, and his body tensed up.

Kang Ning slept on the lower bunk, and there was a strange smell on this bed. This smell seemed to linger at the tip of his nose. Kang Ning felt a little sick, and he couldn't sleep. His mother spoiled him since he was a child, and he never experienced poverty or hardship in his life.He is not used to living in this room, he is not used to sleeping in this bed, the environment here makes him feel uncomfortable, now that his parents have abandoned him, he has no choice but to come out, he has lost the right to act coquettishly and complain.In this humble room, he thought of Li Yue, and remembered that he often slept in the same bed with Li Yue, hugging each other for warmth, playing and playing, or when Li Yue was doing homework, he raised his head and looked at Li Yue secretly. He was doing his homework seriously and meticulously. The many joys in those past years made Kang Ning sad. He missed Li Yue. At this time, he frantically wanted to find Li Yue, hold Li Yue, and pour out his sorrow and pain. , Sad, tell him everything that happened to him, tell him that he didn't mean to say angry words to drive him away, he was just too emotional, just stimulated by some things, he couldn't choose what to say, he just suddenly didn't know what to do Believe that others will love him, he feels that everyone will leave him, abandon him, don't want him, he would rather not take the initiative, he can say that I don't want you anymore.He remembered that after their quarrel, Li Yue walked by his side resolutely, and felt very sad, "Li Yue will never forgive me." Kang Ning thought, knowing clearly in his heart that Li Yue's temperament is unambiguous, and the things he decides will never forgive me. repent.Kang Ning thought sadly, and fell asleep vaguely.When I woke up the next day, it was already daylight, Kang Ning sat up in a panic, quickly put on her clothes, and went out, the cleaning lady in the Internet cafe was cleaning, and Liu Wei was clearing away the drinks and water bottles on the computer desk, staying up all night , his face and hair looked greasy, his face was sallow, he saw Kang Ning and said "wake up"

"I'm here to help you." Kang Ning walked over and helped clean up the ashtray on the computer table, cleared up the empty snack bags on the table, straightened the mouse pad and mouse, cleaned the screen, and saw a person sleeping on a chair. Boy, Kang Ning walked around carefully, the boy was in a deep sleep, snoring slightly. The 120 computers were cleaned up one by one. Kang Ning sat on a chair tiredly, and Liu Wei sat beside Kang Ning. The Internet cafe had been cleaned and looked clean and brand new. The smell of smoke in the air also dissipated a lot.

Kang Ning nodded, and after a while, a yellow girl with fashionable dress, eyeliner and highlighted hair was walking on the bar.

"Her name is Yu Na, isn't she pretty?" Liu Wei looked at the girl and said.

"Do you like her?" Kang Ning asked, he thought this girl was very young, but she dressed herself up very old-fashioned, with a quack habit, not attractive at all.

"Little brother, you don't understand." Liu Wei said wretchedly, "As long as you treat her well, she will go with you."

"Why are you following me?" Kang Ning felt strange.

Liu Wei looked at Kang Ning ambiguously, and laughed, "Haha..." Kang Ning was inexplicably laughed.

Liu Wei laughed enough and whispered into Kang Ning's ear, "She is having an affair with the boss"

"Ah" Kang Ning opened his eyes wide.

Liu Wei hurriedly said, "Hush, keep your voice down." Liu Wei blinked at Kang Ning, "Really"

"You want this kind of woman" Kang Ning couldn't understand.

"Hmph, don't want it for nothing, just take a nap, I haven't slept with a woman yet," Liu Wei said.

"The boss is willing?" Kang Ning asked in a low voice.

"The boss doesn't like her, she has other people besides the boss"

Kang Ning didn't understand, his incomprehension was clearly written on his face.

"You're still a baby, you don't understand anything," Liu Wei said earnestly.

"The taste of a woman" tsk tsk, Liu Wei seemed to have tasted it, and said with endless aftertaste, "It's something you can't stop, it's wonderful."

Liu Wei pushed Kang Ning and asked with a smile, "Do you have a girlfriend?"

"No," Corning said.

"You have such a good-looking appearance, why don't you have a girlfriend? You don't like it." Liu Wei obviously didn't believe it. With Kang Ning's appearance, women are willing to post it.

Kang Ning was a little shy. He used to love to play and had a pure personality. The only people close to him were Li Yue and Lin Yanfei. Although Lin Yanfei had a girl he liked, he hadn't even touched a little hand until now. Li Yue was with him all the time. At the same time, he never talked about the relationship between men and women. He was deeply influenced by Li Yue, and he only secretly yearned for it in his heart, but he never thought about it deeply.

Liu Wei looked at Kang Ning in amazement as if he had discovered the New World, "No way, you are an innocent person, and you haven't realized it yet."

Kang Ning's face turned slightly red, and he wanted to wear a thin layer of rouge. He looked at Liu Wei slightly annoyed.

Liu Wei didn't care, and said, "When I was in the first grade of junior high school, I fell in love with a girl. In the second grade of junior high school, I got a room outside and wanted to have sex with her. For the first time, I was so excited that I took off my clothes. Yes, as soon as I entered, the woman started to scream, saying that it hurts to death, and pushed me away, bleeding from the lower body. At that time, we didn't understand anything. We thought something happened, and we were frightened, so we didn't make it , but I still remember the taste," Liu Wei recalled.Liu Wei loves women and women's bodies, and he will be very interested when talking about these things.

Kang Ning was embarrassed to hear it, and didn't want to hear it anymore, but he was also a little curious. No one around him had ever said it.Most of the time, he was with Li Yue, he would be like Li Yue, and he thought that the boy's world was just like him and Li Yue.

"Thinking about it now, it's really a pity. Why didn't we do it to the end at that time?" Liu Wei said regretfully.

"Forget it, stop talking, I'm sleepy, go home and sleep." Liu Wei yelled and left.Kang Ning looked at Liu Wei with some confusion, and Liu Wei opened an unheard of door to him.

People came into the Internet cafe one after another, and Kang Ning got busy. Someone called "Network Manager, Network Manager" and Kang Ning ran over. It was a girl who said, "My bill is almost finished, help me recharge 20 yuan" and took out 20 yuan , handed it to Kang Ning, Kang Ning took it, walked to the cashier, and handed the money and the ticket for the machine to Yu Na, Yu Na didn't even look at it, just took it, her hands were flying on the keyboard, she raised her head and said, "It's good." That's it." Kang Ning walked up to the girl, handed over the receipt, and said, "Hello, the money has been charged into your account, please check it." The girl took it, and after confirming the money in the machine, she nodded to Kang Ning, Corning is gone.Then someone called the network administrator, and Kang Ning ran over again. At the end of the day, Kang Ning was as busy as a spinning top, running back and forth, even going to the toilet.During lunch time in the afternoon, Wang Jun came back from buying food. Kang Ning felt hungry when he saw the food. Sitting on the chair, his body felt weak. He opened the lunch box and ate it. Wang Jun saw that Kang Ning was very hungry. Say "after a day, are you still used to it?"

"Yeah..." Kang Ning only cared about eating, and after eating half of the meal, Fang felt comfortable in his stomach, and he began to slow down. Wang Jun kept looking at Kang Ning, and Kang Ning felt strange, thinking that something was wrong with him.

"What's the matter, Brother Wang, is there anything strange on my face?"

"No." Wang Jun said with a smile, "I'm looking at you, Kang Ning, you look so good-looking, if you are a woman, I will marry you home."

"Kang Ning is a man, you can also marry him home, isn't there a man dating a man now?" Yu Na's words came over suddenly and coldly.

"Eat your meal, don't say a few words," Wang Jun said in a deep voice.

Yu Na stopped talking and didn't eat. She picked up the lunch box and threw it into the trash can, then walked into the cash register with her charming waist twisted.

Corning was a little embarrassed.

"Don't care about that woman's words." Wang Jun said to Kang Ning gently, "Your brother Wang and I are not good-looking, but I like good-looking men." Wang Jun reached out and grabbed Kang Ning's hand, held it, and placed it ambiguously Rubbing slowly on the palm of his hand, Kang Ning felt that such a move was a bit strange and uncomfortable. His face turned red, as if painted with rouge, and looked a little green and beautiful. Wang Jun was fascinated by it, and felt that such a Kang Ning, It's so cute to his heart.

"Brother Wang" Kang Ning whispered, "let go of me"

"Don't move, Brother Wang, I can read palmistry, I'll show you." Wang Jun held Kang Ning's hand in his palm and tasted it carefully. He felt that Kang Ning's hand was so delicate and soft that people couldn't put it down.

"Brother Wang, someone called me." Kang Ning suddenly pulled away his hand, left without eating.Wang Jun felt a little regretful, and looked at Kang Ning with deep eyes.

Kang Ning ran away as if fleeing. He thanked the person who called him, otherwise he really didn’t know how to face Wang Jun. Kang Ning felt disgusted by the feeling of Wang Jun holding his hand, but Wang Jun treated him Very good, give him a job, provide him with room and board, let him be grateful.Kang Ning was conflicted and wanted to leave here. Wang Jun made him feel dangerous, but where else could he go? He didn't want to go home, and he didn't want to show weakness to his parents, making them feel that he didn't have the ability to live alone. Kang Ning was confused. I vaguely feel the darkness of society, and feel that this place is not as good as I imagined.

Liu Wei came to take over the shift at 8:[-] in the evening. He slept for a whole day. At this time, he had recovered his energy, cleaned up his face, and came to work energetically. Kang Ning and Liu Wei sat together, chatting with each other. .

"Why don't you go to bed?" Liu Wei asked.

"I'm not sleepy now," Corning said.Out of the corner of his eye, he saw that Wang Jun was still in the Internet cafe, and did not leave. Kang Ning was so sleepy, but he didn't want to go back to sleep, for fear that Wang Jun would also be sleeping here today.

"I can play games" Kang Ning said, stood up, found a computer to play games, Kang Ning started playing games, Liu Wei came over and patted Kang Ning on the shoulder and said, "Boy, you are not going to work tomorrow, and you are not going to bed yet."

Kang Ning took off the earphones and checked the time. It was 12 o'clock in the evening. Kang Ning was startled, turned off the computer, and asked casually, "Where's the boss?"

"The boss left with Yu Na, didn't you see?" Liu Wei said.

"When did you leave?" Kang Ning was relieved. Although nothing would happen between the men, he subconsciously felt that Wang Jun treated him strangely.

"It's past nine o'clock." Liu Wei was a little unhappy, "You didn't see that slut, her buttocks twisted, as if she was afraid that others would not know what the two of them were going to do tonight."

"Are you jealous of the boss?" Corning teased.

"What am I jealous of? What is there to be jealous of?" Liu Wei said dissatisfiedly, "I love her because I am blind."

"Look, you just admit that you can't do it," Kang Ning said.

"Kang Ning, I don't understand, what's so good about the boss, he's short, not as tall as me, and has a face, not as handsome as me, what does that girl like about him?" Liu Wei didn't understand.

"People are richer than you," Corning said.

Liu Wei was hit by [-] points, "You are telling the truth, that bitch loves nothing but money"

"I won't tell you anymore, I'm so sleepy," Kang Ning said in a sleepy voice, then turned and left.After entering the house, he lay directly on the bed, set an alarm, and fell into a deep sleep.

A week passed, and Wang Jun did nothing to Kang Ning, nor did he look for Kang Ning. Kang Ning gradually felt relieved, put away his awkward and disgusting emotions, and regained his calm. The incident was also forgotten.Kang Ning is smart, learns everything quickly, and is diligent. After this period of time, he is familiar with all the work and business, and can get started quickly.Last week, Liu Wei was on the night shift, and Kang Ning was on the day shift. This week, the two switched over. Kang Ning was on the night shift, and Liu Wei was on the day shift. Suddenly, Kang Ning had a lot of time during the day. He switched shifts with Liu Wei at 08:30 in the morning Go straight back to the room and sleep until 2 o’clock in the afternoon. I woke up hungry, put on my clothes slowly, and walked out of the room. The meal time in the Internet cafe has passed, and Kang Ning can only go out to eat. Liu Wei saw Kang Ning and said, “Wake up gone?"

"Yeah," Corning replied.

"Going out to eat?"

"Yeah..." Kang Ning just woke up, not energetic, he walked out of the Internet cafe, saw the bright sun outside, narrowed his eyes slightly, how long had he not come out, stayed in a dark and closed Internet cafe all day, suddenly saw Kang Ning really doesn't know where the sun is today.

The sun is so good, it shines warmly on his body, Kang Ning's whole body seems to be melted in the warm sun, and his heart becomes soft and serene, he walks slowly under the sun, instead of rushing to find a place to eat, aimlessly Walking, he suddenly saw a familiar figure, a woman in a goose yellow dress, with a pair of high heels on her feet, and a small bag on her shoulder, looking fashionable and beautiful, her hand was holding a man's arm intimately, both The individual is talking and laughing, the woman makes a coquettish expression from time to time, and gently beats the man's shoulder with her hand, the man smiles tolerantly, and the woman also laughs, smiling happily and sweetly, anyone can see that the two are in love. personal relationship.

"Mom" Kang Ning looked at the woman, feeling a surge of hatred in his heart, "Mom really found a man" Kang Ning has never been willing to believe that his mother would find someone, mother is such a beautiful woman, she is so wholehearted She loves him so much, how could she do such a thing?Even if his father said it and the neighbors said it, Kang Ning never believed it, until now he saw his mother intimately with a man, talking and laughing, flirting, he felt hate, hate it so much, why can't mother be good Stay at home and take care of your husband and children?Why do you have to find a man?Is mother also such a casual woman?Corning has a feeling that the world has been turned upside down.

Zhang Ailian walked away with her lover Guo Quan, and Kang Ning was still staring blankly at their retreating backs. He didn't shed tears, his weakness, his tears seemed to disappear overnight.He lost his appetite all of a sudden, and only felt disgusted, "These dirty things" Kang Ning thought in disgust.He wanted to go back, but he didn't want to go back, the Internet cafe was too dark, just like his heart was full of dark and obscure things at this time, he needed sunlight to shine into his heart.Kang Ning lingered at the intersection of this street, without knowing where he was going. Just now, under the warm sunshine, Kang Ning felt cold at this time. In the cold wind, he was so cold that he shivered, but he stubbornly refused to find a place where he could get warm. Wandering again and again, just like self-abuse, Kang Ning seeks the balance of mind in this similar self-abuse.