You want my man, I want your heart

A week passed quickly, and on the third day, Zhuang Wei stopped telling Zuo Mu to pick up the child.Zuo Mu is very conscious, no matter where he is busy during the day, he will definitely show up in the flagship garden at four o'clock in the afternoon.

Every morning at ten minutes to seven, Zuo Mu would get up first and tidy himself up.

At a quarter past seven, Zuo Mu would sit neatly beside Zhuang Wei and ask Zhuang Wei to get up.When Zhuang Wei got up, Zuo Mu went downstairs to have breakfast, and then packed a portion of beef noodles, or wontons, and brought them back to Zhuang Wei.

At 45:[-], Zhuang Wei took Tongtong downstairs, and Zuo Mu was already waiting at the elevator entrance with breakfast in his car.

At ten minutes to eight, Tongtong arrived at the kindergarten, and Zhuang Wei drove directly to work after eating breakfast.Zuo Mu will take 10 minutes to walk back to the garage to get his car, and then start his busy day.

At four o'clock in the afternoon, Zuo Mu returned to the flagship garden.If there is no food in the refrigerator at home, Zuo Mu will sit in the office and open 'Jingdong Daojia' to buy a lot of vegetables.

At 04:30, Zuo Mu picks up Tongtong from school.Sometimes Zuo Mu would take Tongtong downstairs to play for a while, sometimes Zuo Mu would directly take Tongtong home to watch cartoons.

At five o'clock, people from 'Jingdong Daojia' will deliver the dishes to the door, and Zuo Mu will start cooking.

At six o'clock, the meal was ready, and Zhuang Wei went back.

After eating and sitting at the table chatting for a while, at 07:30 Zhuang Wei watched Tongtong draw, Zuo Mu picked up and cleaned up the table.

At eight o'clock, Zuo Mu filled the water and asked Tongtong to take a bath.

At 08:30, Zhuang Wei took a bath, and Zuo Mu told Tongtong a bedtime story.

At nine o'clock, Zhuang Wei does whatever he wants, and Zuo Mu goes to take a shower.After taking a shower, Zuo Mu might make a few important calls, or check information on the Internet or deal with some work matters in the study.

At 10:30, Zuo Muhui turned off Zhuang Wei's bedside lamp, then lay beside Zhuang Wei, and talked with Zhuang Wei in his arms.

All of this is the ideal state of life that Zuo Mu has been thinking about for nine years.

All of this, except that Zuo Mu hugged him in the end to talk before going to sleep, the rest is Zhuang Wei's most ideal state of life.

Every night at 10:30, Zhuang Wei began to get nervous.However, when he was bored in the company, he used the mind of an actuary to calculate the pros and cons of these trivial things in life.If everything has a certain value ranging from positive to negative, adding and subtracting, the final result of the data is: living with Zuo Mu is very worthwhile for me.Hehe, that's enough. Anyway, Zuo Mu hugs him to chat and sleep, and he won't lose a piece of meat ~ Zhuang Wei will think about all the analysis just now at 10:30, then calm down, and come to welcome Zuo Mu arrival.

After living with Zuo Mu for a month, Zhuang Wei gradually began to understand Zuo Mu.In life, from picking up the children, cooking to putting them to sleep, or from connecting water pipes, changing light bulbs to repairing electric switches, there is nothing that Zuo Mu can't do.When there is something to bother Zuo Mu, as long as Zhuang Wei's request is not excessive, Zuo Mu will try his best to complete it.Zhuang Wei felt that Zuo Mu looked like a tall man, but he was actually very easy to manage and control.When encountering any problems that he can't solve by himself, or if he is too lazy to do it, Zhuang Wei only needs a little hug at most, and Zuo Mu will be like a hardworking and simple worker, and finish the tasks that Zhuang Wei told him.Since Zuo Mu lived in Zhuang Wei's house, Zhuang Wei gradually forgot how to use the washing machine.

Every Friday afternoon, Zhuang Wei and Zuo Mu sent Tongtong to his parents, and then went to the shopping district with Zuo Mu to eat and go shopping, sometimes watching movies.Zhuang Wei didn't feel that he was in a relationship with Zuo Mu, he just felt that it was good to have a friend to live with him.

Zuo Mu didn't force Zhuang Wei to fall in love with him or anything, he felt that as long as Zhuang Wei didn't reject the current living conditions, it was enough.Zuo Mu knew how powerful 'habit' is, and he would wait until the day when Zhuang Wei got used to his own life, before making further demands on Zhuang Wei.Zuo Mu knew that Zhuang Wei would not admit his sexual orientation immediately, but he firmly believed that Zhuang Wei was definitely the same person as himself.

In fact, regardless of whether Zhuang Wei can really fall in love with him in the future, Zuo Mu does not regret treating Zhuang Wei so well now.Because everything I do now is done willingly for Zhuang Wei.Even if one day he finds out that Zhuang Wei is still not in love with him, Zuo Mu will feel that as long as he can stay by Zhuang Wei's side is enough.

Zuo Mu doesn't like to make friends, it doesn't mean that he rejects everyone he meets.But in business, he would treat everyone politely, but in life, he had no other close friends except Du Ruisi who were very close brothers.Going to the bar with Du Ruisi, Zuo Mu is also like an iceberg, drinking alone, thinking about his own thoughts.He had tried two or three times to strike up a conversation with a cute man, but every time the man saw him, he immediately surrendered, wishing he could take off his clothes and post it upside down.Zuo Mu couldn't get interested in such a boy, and when he saw a cute boy seducing himself on the bed, Zuo Mu would sigh in his heart.Looking at the boy in front of him, Zuo Mu would think, "Zhuang Wei will not be so slutty, Zhuang Wei will be shy, Zhuang Wei will." . 'Then his mind was completely occupied by Zhuang Wei, even after having sex, Zuo Mu would turn off the lights, and then softly called Zhuang Wei's name.

Maybe many people think that Zuo Mu is a cruel man, but Zuo Mu has never been a domineering person since he was a child.Zuo Mu believes in fate, and what is destined will eventually be there, and if fate is not destined, don't force it.Zuo Mu will definitely work hard to get what he wants, but if he can't get something even after working hard, he will never force it.

In mid-November, the kindergarten is already preparing for the end-of-term children's stage play.There are many decorations of characters in stage plays in the kindergarten, but it is impossible for Zhuang Wei to know.Because recently, even sending Tongtong to school has become the scope of Zuo Mu's work.

Zuo Mu would get up 10 minutes earlier every morning, then order a bowl of delicious noodles, and wait for Zhuang Wei to wash up and come out to eat.When Zhuang Wei was eating noodles, Zuo Mu would take care of Tongtong to wash up after finishing eating first.Sometimes Tongtong can go out, but before Zhuang Wei finishes eating, Zuo Mu will take Tongtong away first.When he came back in the afternoon, Zuo Mu could still see Zhuang Wei's leftover bowls on the dining table.

Zuo Mu loved and used to Zhuang Wei, and he hoped that Zhuang Wei, who was originally poor in self-care ability, would gradually become unable to live without him.

Zhuang Wei was served very well by Zuo Mu, and after a long time, his mouth became tricky.In the past, I didn't have time to go too early, I didn't eat anything, and I was so hungry that I just had a cup of coffee at work.Now, Zuo Mu cooks him breakfast every day, shrimp noodles, egg noodles, and mushroom noodles. .Every day with different patterns, Zhuang Wei kept asking, "I want to eat fat intestine noodles tomorrow!" "I want to eat beef offal noodles tomorrow!" "I want to eat noodles with fried sauce tomorrow!"

Zuo Mu didn't think it was difficult, he would prepare whatever Zhuang Wei said.

Zhuang Wei wanted to eat fat sausage noodles, so Zuo Mu passed by a lo mei shop the previous afternoon when he was returning home, and bought some sausages that had been marinated and chopped.Zhuang Wei wanted to eat beef offal, so Zuo Mu bought a bowl of beef offal when he passed by the lo-mei shop the first afternoon.Zhuang Wei wanted to eat miscellaneous sauce noodles, so Zuo Mu thawed the minced meat in the refrigerator the night before, and then fried them with oil and soy sauce. Mix noodles.

Although Zuo Mu didn't think it was difficult, Zhuang Wei admired him a lot.He knew that if Zuo Mu wasn't around, he might starve to death.

Today was the same as usual, Zhuang Wei ate beef noodles in the morning and went to work happily.

Zhuang Wei's company is for advertising and promotion. At noon, some clients came over and said that they would advertise and sell real estate on several radio stations.Zhuang Wei contacted the person in charge of the radio station, and then we all had a meal together and slowly negotiated the price.

Fortunately, he was full in the morning, and Zhuang Wei drank almost half a catty of white wine, and he didn't feel any discomfort in his stomach.

We ate and talked, until after three o'clock in the afternoon.Zhuang Wei thought that it was impossible to go back to the company after drinking, so he hailed a car and went directly to the kindergarten to pick up Tongtong.

When Zhuang Wei arrived near the kindergarten, he sent a message to Zuo Mu, saying that he would pick up the child by himself today.

Zuo Mu said yes, and said to see you directly at home.

After school, Tongtong saw that her father came to pick her up today, and she was very happy.

Zhuang Wei's face turned slightly red, but it wasn't too obvious. He led Tongtong home, "Tongtong, Dad hasn't picked you up for a long time, do you blame Dad?"

"Tongtong didn't blame Dad. Uncle Zuo Mu said that kindergarten tuition is very expensive, and Dad works very hard every day to make money for Tongtong to go to kindergarten!" Tongtong said innocently.

"Hehehe, he's right~" Zhuang Wei smiled and hugged Tongtong, "Daddy, please hold you, there are cars on the side of the road, the exhaust gas is too heavy~"

Didi——, Zuo Mu saw Zhuang Wei walking on the sidewalk with Tongtong in his arms, so he slowed down and honked the horn.

Zhuang Weiwei turned around and saw Zuo Mu's silver-gray Macan.

Zuo Mu rolled down the window to look at Zhuang Wei, Zhuang Wei waved his hand happily, then hurried into Zuo Mu's car with Tongtong in his arms.

"Why didn't you drive?" Zuo Mu asked casually.

"The weather is fine. I wanted to take Tongtong back." Zhuang Wei sat in the passenger seat and rubbed his temples.

"Let's have a drink at noon." Just now when Zhuang Weiwei got into the car, Zuo Mu could smell the wine.

Zhuang Weiyi was surprised, "Ah, I drank a little." He didn't know why he always didn't want to answer Zuo Mu's words properly.

"Just tell me the truth, you drank at noon, so you didn't drive, why do you always like to talk around corners." Zuo Mu looked at the front and said with a smile.

"No, I really want to go back." Zhuang Wei would not admit that he likes to talk around corners.

"The visibility is so low, do you like to inhale the smog? Even if you want to inhale the smog, don't drag Tongtong with you~" Zuo Mu always likes to expose Zhuang Wei's lies, but it doesn't make much sense.And Zhuang Wei doesn't know why, he always likes to lie in front of Zuo Mu, which is actually meaningless.Could it be that he was hiding the drinking at noon, because he was afraid that Zuo Mu would talk about him?What do you care about.

"Too lazy to tell you." Zhuang Wei turned his head lamely.

"Father, I want to drink water!" Tongtong shouted.

"What do you want to drink, Dad go buy it." Zhuang Wei turned around and said, then looked at Zuo Mu, "There is a convenience store in front, please pull over."

Zuo Mu stopped the car, and Zhuang Wei put his hand on the door, "Shall Tong Tong drink milk?"

"Dad! I want to drink strawberry juice, and I want a funny egg!" Tongtong thought that Lele brought a funny egg to the kindergarten today, which was fun.

"Ah? Sexy egg?" Zhuang Weiyi frowned in embarrassment, muttering in a low voice, "You know this thing at such a young age?"

"Pfft," Zuo Mu laughed out loud, "You don't like to buy snacks for children when you see it."

"What did you say?" Zhuang Weiyi looked puzzled.

Zuo Mu opened the door and got out of the car, walked around to the passenger side, opened the back door and carried Tong Tong out, "Let's go, Uncle Zuo Mu will take you to buy 'sex eggs'~"

'Wonderful eggs' and 'sexy eggs', I really can't tell the difference, Zhuang Wei hurriedly pressed the car window, "Hey, Zuo Mu!"

Zuo Mu waved his hand, "Look at the car, don't let the police post a note." Zuo Mu left with Tongtong in his arms.

Zhuang Wei blushed, quickly took out his mobile phone, and searched Taobao for 'sex eggs'.The signal in this place may be poor, the web page cannot be opened, and it took a long time for the page to come out.Zhuang Weiwei was stunned, and all kinds of shameful props came into view.Zhuang Wei shook his head, and quickly added the word 'children' in the search bar. After waiting for a long time, the results found were still a lot of adult products.

Zhuang Wei wanted to try another search term, but with a click, the back door was opened.

Zuo Mu came back and carried Tongtong into the back seat.

Zhuang Weiwei panicked and quickly turned off the phone screen.

"Look, Dad! Uncle bought me strawberry juice and a whole box of funny eggs!" Tongtong cried happily.

Zhuang Wei looked at the dozen egg-shaped snacks in Tongtong's arms, picked up one and looked at it, "Is this a sex egg?"

Samu got into the car, turned off the double flashing lights, "Can you pronounce it standardly, this is called a funny egg~"

"Wonderful Egg?" Zhuang Wei turned the snack in his hand, and saw that it really said 'Kinder Funny Egg'.

"There are chocolates and small toys inside, and the children like it very much." Zuo Mu said, and looked back at Tongtong, "Tongtong, you can only eat one a day, or your teeth will rot!"

"I know~" Tongtong picked up a funny egg with a smile and took it apart, "Dad, look, there is a super small car inside~"

"Ah...hehe...let me see..." Zhuang Wei felt too ashamed.

Arriving at the underground garage, Tongtong asked Zuo Mu loudly as she got out of the car, "Is there any delivery for me today?"

"Why do you have express delivery~" Zhuang Wei smiled and patted Tongtong's head.

"Tongtong, go ask the aunt of the property management office, and she will know if there is any delivery for you today~" Zuo Mu said gently.

Zhuang Wei followed Zuo Mu and Tongtong to the property, and Tongtong ran in and asked, "Auntie, is there any delivery for me today?"

Auntie smiled and asked, "Then tell me what your name is~"

Tongtong said seriously, "My name is Zhuang Tongtong!"

The aunt originally asked Tongtong teasingly. When Tongtong said it, she had already taken out a box, "Here, Tongtong, this is your express delivery~"

"Wow! Dad, look, there really is my courier!" Tongtong shouted happily.

Zuo Mu looked at Tongtong with a smile, Zhuang Wei felt strange and dismantled the courier on the spot.

"Huh?" It was really Tongtong's delivery, Zhuang Wei handed the toy to Tongtong, "Here you are."

"Wow! It's Xiao Ai!!" Tongtong shouted happily, and then ran with the pink airplane man in her arms.

"Tongtong, slow down, be careful of cars!" Zuo Mu yelled, and Tongtong really slowed down.

"Ah, I mean, there seem to be a lot of toys at home recently, and you bought them for Tongtong, right?" Zhuang Wei turned his head and glanced at Zuo Mu.

"Yeah, Tongtong likes the feeling of receiving the courier, very pleasantly surprised and happy." Zuo Mu said.

"You make me, a father, feel like a failure." Zhuang Wei pouted.

"How come, you are the best dad." Zuo Mu lovingly hugged Zhuang Wei's shoulder.

"I'm not good." Zhuang Wei shook his head and said in frustration, "Even if you ask me to buy toys for Tongtong, I don't know what to buy for her to like it."

"You can buy whatever cartoon she watches, you can't go wrong." Zuo Mu smiled, and grabbed Zhuang Wei's arm, "Hey, don't think about it, I'll take care of these things."

Zhuang Wei bit his lip, looked at Zuo Mu in distress and asked, "What was that pink toy just now?"

"Xiao Ai from "Super Wings", the pink airplane man." Zuo Mu said, looking like he knew Tongtong very well, "Hasn't Tongtong been watching "Super Wings" recently, there are eight Different characters are all airplane people.”

"Oh," Zhuang Wei pouted, "Then why did you only buy one?"

"I bought eight and asked the boss to send them separately. Tongtong can receive one every few days. How happy I am~" Zuo Mu said proudly, and then looked at Zhuang Wei's reaction.

Zhuang Wei may have been drinking because he was quite sentimental, his eyes were slightly red, he turned his head to look at Zuo Mu sincerely and said, "Thank you, Zuo Mu, you make Tongtong feel very happy, very happy."

Zuo Mu's heart trembled, and he said softly, "As long as you are happy, everything I do is because I want to treat you well."

"Hmm..." Zhuang Wei's eyes were a little moist, "I'm very happy."

Seeing that Zhuang Wei's eyes were red, Zuo Mu couldn't help saying, "I like you, Zhuang Wei."

Zhuang Wei heard Zuo Mu say that he likes him, turned his head sideways to look at the ground, and said as he walked, "Why are you so mean, don't you really like me after you tell me?"

"Do you want me to go back and find Du Ruisi?" Zuo Mu cocked his mouth, squinting at Zhuang Wei's ears.

"Don't go back and look for him." Zhuang Wei looked up at Zuo Mu and said, his eyes flickered after speaking, Zhuang Wei lowered his eyes, frowned slightly and said, "Don't like me, and don't leave me..."

"En." Zuo Mu responded softly, with the corners of his mouth curled up, and didn't say anything else.

Back home, Zuo Mu continued to cook as usual. Zhuang Wei came back early today, so he turned on the TV and watched "Super Wings" with Tongtong.Zhuang Wei took a closer look, there were really a lot of toys on the carpet.The entire building of Barbie dolls has been stationed in his home, and he didn't even care.There are also some scattered toys. I have an impression of the orange one. It seems to be the octopus castle in "Small Columns Under the Sea" that Tongtong liked to watch before.

After watching with Tongtong for a few minutes, Zhuang Wei felt bored. He went to the kitchen to open the refrigerator to get a drink, but saw the funny eggs neatly arranged in the egg compartment.Thinking about the way Zuo Mu hugged Tongtong to buy snacks just now, looking back at Zuo Mu's back where he was seriously chopping vegetables, he thought of Zuo Mu just saying, "Do you want me to go to Du Ruisi?" ', Zhuang Wei's heart began to feel uncomfortable again.

Yes, Zuo Mu is very talkative.Zhuang Wei knew that no matter how excessive the request was, all he needed was a hug.Thinking of this, Zhuang Wei felt a little sad.He walked behind Zuo Mu, and slowly hugged Zuo Mu's waist from behind.

Zuo Mu's hand stopped, and he felt Zhuang Wei's body trembling.

Zhuang Wei put his face on Zuo Mu's shoulder, and said silently, "Zuo Mu...I like the current life very much... If you find someone you like one day, I may not be able to live a normal life. .”

"Fool, it's you I like." Zuo Mu stroked Zhuang Wei's hand on his waist.

"I'm not gay, but I just like you to serve me, you should understand." Zhuang Wei frowned, pouted to hold back the tears not to flow down.

"Well, as long as you agree that I like you, I'll serve you all the time, okay?" Zuo Mu said dotingly.

"Okay." Zhuang Wei's tears still flowed down, whether Zuo Mu said that he likes him is true or he is testing himself, Zhuang Wei thinks it doesn't matter.

Zhuang Wei said very little today, he ate very quietly, and he was also very quiet when taking a bath with Tongtong.

Zuo Mu was still in charge of telling Tongtong a bedtime story, Zhuang Wei didn't even say good night to Tongtong, and turned off the light directly after going to bed.

Tongtong fell asleep, Zuo Mu closed the door and found that the lights in the room were all off.He knew that Zhuang Wei had something on his mind, so he quickly took a bath and lay down next to Zhuang Wei.

Zhuang Wei didn't move, but he was breathing heavily.Zhuang Wei drank wine at noon, so he fell into a deep sleep.

Zuo Mu took Zhuang Wei into his arms, smelling the scent of the person in his arms greedily.

"Zhuang Wei, what are you worried about... are you in a hurry?" Zuo Mu knew that Zhuang Wei was asleep, so he started talking to himself, "You are in love with me, but you don't know it. Don't dare Facing my own heart, it doesn't matter, I've been waiting for nine years, and it's not a day or two away. Take your time, baby, I won't be willing to go to any place without you... "

"Hmm..." Zhuang Wei felt uncomfortable being hugged, moved his body, and turned his back to Zuo Mu.

Zuo Mu put his hand on Zhuang Wei's waist, and Zhuang Wei grabbed Zuo Mu's hand.It's not strong, but it doesn't mean to let go.

"Don't go...don't go Zuo Mu..." Zhuang Wei breathed heavily, maybe having a terrible dream, talking in sleep, Zhuang Wei began to cry.

Zuo Mu tightened his arms in distress, Zhuang Wei suddenly woke up, found himself holding Zuo Mu's hand, and closed his eyes again with peace of mind.