You want my man, I want your heart

Zuo Mu hugged Zhuang Wei, watching Zhuang Wei slowly open his eyes.

Zhuang Wei saw Zuo Mu's face clearly, blinked his eyes, took two deep breaths, and then slowly closed his eyes again as if he was still dreaming.

Zhuang Wei suddenly opened his eyes again, Zuo Mu's face was still in front of him, Zuo Mu saw him smiling?

"Ah~" Zhuang Wei just wanted to move, but found that his whole body was in excruciating pain.

That place will hurt, Zhuang Wei can understand, but what's going on with the pain all over the body now?

Zuo Mu touched Zhuang Wei's face, "What's wrong?"

Zhuang Wei frowned slightly and said, "It hurts." As soon as the words came out, Zhuang Wei's voice was hoarse.

Zuo Mu put away his smiling face and asked with concern, "Where does it hurt?"

Zhuang Wei pouted and said, "It hurts everywhere, even my throat."

Zuo Mu touched Zhuang Wei's forehead, "Fortunately, the fever has subsided."

"I think I'm dying." Zhuang Wei said hoarsely.

Zuo Mu asked Zhuang Wei to lie on his stomach, and then massaged Zhuang Wei's back with his big hands, "Are you comfortable?"

"Comfortable." Zhuang Wei replied honestly.

Zuo Mu knew that Zhuang Wei's whole body was in pain, so he pressed it gently, "Does your waist hurt?"

"En." Zhuang Wei responded.

"The thigh is weak." Zuo Mu rubbed Zhuang Wei's thigh.

"En." Zhuang Wei closed his eyes comfortably.

Zhuang Wei didn't know how to refute, so he pouted and turned his head sideways, "Get up, I still want to lie down."

"I love you baby." Zuo Mu smiled and put his lips on Zhuang Wei's neck.

"En." Zhuang Wei snorted, but didn't reply.

Zuo Mu got up, but Zhuang Wei couldn't sleep, he just kept his eyes open thinking about what happened last night.

Smelling the scent from the kitchen, Zhuang Wei's stomach growled several times, and he couldn't hold on any longer, so Zhuang Wei lifted the quilt to get up.

"Zuo Mu──!" Zhuang Wei shouted.

Zuo Mu strode into the room, "What's wrong?"

"It's so cold," Zhuang Wei leaned against the bed and directed Zuo Mu, "Go and help me get my clothes."

Zuo Mu opened the cabinet and took out a suit of clothes, "Can I wear this suit?"

"Yeah." Zhuang Wei nodded.

Zuo Mu put the clothes beside Zhuang Wei's pillow, "I'm making breakfast, get up quickly."

"There are still socks." Zhuang Wei just said that without moving.

"Oh." Zuo Mu went to get the socks from the drawer again.

"Home clothes." Zhuang Wei said.

"Is this set okay?" Zuo Mu went out and brought Zhuang Wei the home clothes on the sofa.

"It's the new year, this set has been washed, let's change to a new one!" Zhuang Wei said calmly.

"Oh." Zuo Mu wasn't bothered at all, he put the home clothes in his hand into the laundry basket, and then took a clean set of home clothes and put them next to Zhuang Wei's quilt.

"Hello!" Seeing that Zuo Mu was about to leave again, Zhuang Wei stopped him again.

Zuo Mu stood at the door and looked at Zhuang Wei, "Is there anything else?"

Zhuang Wei also couldn't think of anything else to instruct Zuo Mu to do. He looked at Zuo Mu's clothes and said, "You also need to get new ones, take them off and wash them together."

"Okay." Zuo Mu felt nothing, took off his home clothes and put them in the laundry basket, then took a new set and put them on.

Zhuang Wei watched Zuo Mu change his clothes, thinking in his heart, is he really temperless?

Before going out, Zuo Mu saw that Zhuang Wei was still in a daze, so he leaned over to the bed and kissed Zhuang Wei on the lips, "Honey, do you want me to help you get dressed?"

Zhuang Wei rolled his eyes, "You seem to have said a lot to me yesterday."

"Yes." Zuo Mu knew that what he was talking about was his confession.

"Is what you said true?" Zhuang Wei asked shyly.

"It's all true." Zuo Mu looked into Zhuang Wei's eyes with a smile.

"Well, what you're talking about is your own business, not mine." Zhuang Wei pouted, "I may not be able to love you like you love me, if you think it's unfair then, don't regret it Just do it."

"What are you talking about?" Zuo Mu couldn't understand what Zhuang Wei meant, "What's unfair, I treat you well, you just accept it, I never asked you for it."

"Yeah." Zhuang Wei pursed her lips, nodded, and said in a blunt tone, "Go out and make breakfast, I'm hungry."

Zuo Mu patted Zhuang Wei's head, and then went out.

Zhuang Wei put on his clothes, stood up and immediately supported the wall.

"Ouch.. I'm really asking for trouble..." Zhuang Wei said to himself and slowly moved to the washbasin, and began to wash with difficulty.

After tidying himself up, Zhuang Wei walked to the restaurant and sat down.

Obviously sitting at home, but sometimes I feel like a customer in a restaurant, Zhuang Wei smiled and patted the table, "Xiao Er, serve the food~"

Zuo Mu brought the soy milk to the table, poured a cup for Zhuang Wei and put it in front of him, "It's a bit hot, drink it slowly."

Zuo Mu walked into the kitchen, brought out two more bowls of noodles, put them on the table, and sat down to eat together.

"Why can't I think about making soy milk today?" Zhuang Wei picked up the cup and took a sip, it was indeed a bit hot.

"I'll add protein to you." Zuo Mu said casually.

"Yes, yes." Zhuang Wei blushed even more.

Eating shredded pork and egg noodles, Zhuang Wei raised his head and glanced at Zuo Mu. Zuo Mu was looking at his phone while eating breakfast, Zhuang Wei was a little upset.

"You are not allowed to look at your phone while eating in the future." Zhuang Wei said domineeringly.

Zuo Mu turned off the screen, looked at Zhuang Wei with a smile and said, "If you want me to watch you, I'll just watch you eat."

"That's not what I meant." Zhuang Wei lowered his head in embarrassment, looked at the noodles in the bowl and began to eat.

"Let's rest at home for the next two days, let's watch TV together, and pick up Tongtong tomorrow night." Zuo Mu said thoughtfully while eating noodles.

"Well, I don't want to go anywhere." Zhuang Wei ate the noodles and began to ask again, "Zuo Mu, can you make your noodles and soup a little bit more muddy? How can I say that feeling? My mother used to The bottom is that the soup is a bit thick, what can you do?"

"Well, I will. If you like the soup thicker, I can add some starch to thicken it." Zuo Mu said lightly.

"But it's just shredded pork noodles. When you make beef noodles, don't mix up the soup." Zhuang Wei said the request, and Zuo Mu seriously remembered it.

After breakfast, Zuo Mu cleaned up the table, and then nestled on the sofa with Zhuang Weiwei to watch TV.Zuo Mu searched for movies and asked Zhuang Wei what he wanted to watch.Zhuang Wei took the remote control and searched for a long time, but couldn't find anything he wanted to watch.

Will living like this be boring?Zhuang Wei put the remote control aside, looked sideways at Zuo Mu and asked, "Would it be boring for two men to live together?"

"Do you think living with me... is boring?" Zuo Mu asked, his eyes hurt a little.

"No, hey, you..." Zhuang Wei looked at Zuo Mu's pitiful expression, and he couldn't bear to say that about Zuo Mu, so he asked softly, "I was just thinking, if I want to live with you in the future, what should I do?" What do we do every day? If it’s a holiday, Tongtong goes to Xiaoyan’s place, and you don’t go to work, will we be together every day? Also, what should we do during the Chinese New Year? Should we go back to our respective homes, or not at all? ?”

"So you're thinking about our affairs." Zuo Mu smiled lightly, hugged Zhuang Wei in comfort, and let him lean into his arms, "When your company is not on holiday, I will stay at home if I have nothing to do. You prepare dinner and wait for you to come back. During the Chinese New Year, your company is on holiday, shall we go on a trip together?"

Zhuang Wei thought for a while and asked, "Does your father know that you are gay?"

"I don't know, what's wrong?" Zuo Mu asked.

Zhuang Wei felt a little upset, obviously it was impossible for him to tell his family that he was gay, but why, he hoped that Zuo Mu's family would accept him?

Zhuang Wei had a new trouble, nestled in Zuo Mu's arms, put his hands on Zuo Mu's stomach, and said lightly, "Play whatever you want, old movies are fine."

Zuo Mu took the remote control and pressed it, and while he was selecting a movie, he said, "We will live with me in the future, we will build a home theater in the basement, and then put a pool table in the living room."

Zhuang Wei looked at Zuo Mu strangely and asked, "Where are you talking about?"

"Ah?" Zuo Muhui came over and already talked about the villa, and then said with a smile, "I wanted to give you a surprise, but why did I say it all at once?"

"What is it, I don't understand what you're talking about." Zhuang Wei didn't want to mention the house, and when he thought of Zuo Mu and Durex going to buy a house, he felt very upset.

"Baby, don't you like the villa downstairs facing the lake?" Zuo Mu said in a sweet tone, leaning against Zhuang Wei's face, "I bought it, and we will live there together in the future, okay?"

"Didn't you buy it from Durex? Don't think I don't know. Take him to see the house. Once he agrees, you will pay." Zhuang Wei pouted and sat up straight.

"Who did you hear that from? It's so strange." Zuo Mu turned sideways, looked at Zhuang Wei and asked.

"The day you placed the order, I went to the sales department. I watched you get into his car, so I went in and asked the receptionist in the sales department, what else do you have to say?" Zhuang Weiyi dispelled Zuo Mu in one breath Lie, and said confidently, "You wanted to live with him, but he didn't want you, and you said to live with me, so I can't."

"What's going on in your mind?" Zuo Mu twisted Zhuang Wei's face, "I decided to buy it because you said you liked it. You weren't even sure you liked me at that time, what's the point of me liking you?" No, I didn't tell you because I was afraid to scare you."

Zhuang Wei was moved, but still asked questioningly, "How do I know whether you are telling the truth or not?"

"Zhuang Wei, to tell you the truth, you are not allowed to hate me, and you are not allowed to drive me away." Zuo Mu grabbed Zhuang Wei and made him face him.

"That depends on what you're talking about~" Zhuang Wei raised his chin.

"Du Ruisi and I have known each other for 9 years. We are good brothers who can't be stronger, but we are just brothers, not the kind of relationship you think. At first you thought I was a couple with him. Take me home, and I will come back with you according to your wishes. I'm sorry, I didn't make it clear to you at that time, and I didn't explain to you that Du Ruisi and I were not a couple. I was afraid to tell you at that time Clear the misunderstanding, and you won't bring me back, and I won't have the chance to get along with you." Zuo Mu frowned slightly, he was afraid that after talking about Zhuang Wei, he would feel that he was scheming, but both of them had already developed to this level Well, Zuo Mu thinks it's better to explain some things clearly.

"Do you think that you dare to confess the truth to me because we have a relationship?" Zhuang Wei's thinking and Zuo Mu have never been on the same channel, "Do you think you are sure of me?"

"What are you talking about?" Zuo Mu looked at Zhuang Wei in surprise and said, "I just want to tell you that I have never had anything to do with Du Ruisi, and I'm not trying to compete with you?"

"How do you prove that you have nothing to do with Du Ruisi?" Zhuang Wei pouted.

"Does this need to be proved?" Zuo Mu really felt strange, "He and I are both pure ones, can two pure ones be together?"

"What is pure 1?" Zhuang Wei's thinking stopped at the word 'pure 1' again.

"Hehe, yes, you are a piece of paper and don't understand anything." Zuo Mu pampered Zhuang Wei's neck, "What we did last night, I called it 'Gong', you do it "Shou" is called "Shou". Do you understand "Shou" for accepting?"

"Hmm." Zhuang Wei felt that there was too much information, and according to his own understanding, he could come up with a lot of new questions.

"Du Ruisi and I are both 'gong', you and Tong Ya are 'shou'." Zuo Mu is teaching Zhuang Wei seriously.

"'Shou'? What do you mean?" Zhuang Wei widened his eyes in surprise when he thought about his situation yesterday, "Do you mean that the recipient is a woman? Then what about my penis?"

"Zhuang Wei, you are so cute." Zuo Mu chuckled, "You don't only use your penis for that matter, don't you use it when you go to the bathroom?"

"No, I can't accept it." Zhuang Weiyi blushed, "We are all men, at least we should be fair! What you did to me last night, I will do to you again!"

Zuo Mu smiled gently and slowly put his face close to Zhuang Wei's ear and asked, "Do you want to do it again now?"

"Is there something wrong with your ears!" Zhuang Wei was almost pissed off by him.

"Hehehe," Zuo Mu thought teasing Zhuang Wei was very fun, "I haven't tried it, I have a chance to let you try it, as long as it is your request, I will definitely satisfy you as much as I can."

"En." Zhuang Wei got an affirmative answer, and suddenly had a feeling of giving himself Tintin an explanation.

"Then can you believe that I have nothing to do with Du Ruisi now?" Zuo Mu asked.

"Yeah." Zhuang Wei was still thinking about attacking and receiving.

"Then are you still angry that I didn't explain clearly to you then?" Zuo Mu asked.

"Zuo Mu, Tong Ya is suffering, right? He has always been suffering, isn't it uncomfortable?" Zhuang Wei's thinking really couldn't be unified with Zuo Mu's.

"Hehehe." Zuo Mu pulled Zhuang Wei into his arms, "Stop discussing this issue, I'm about to die of laughter."

"What's so funny!" Zhuang Wei discussed this sensitive topic in a serious manner, "I'm serious about understanding this matter now, you made me like this, I don't understand many things, you should be responsible I'll make it clear!"

"Well, you can ask whatever you want, and I will be responsible for you." Zuo Mu looked at Zhuang Wei interestingly and said, "Many male couples also let each other do things. Because they love each other deeply, So be able to accept these things. Just like I am willing to let you try. But there are also some people who like to be the attacker or the receiver. For example, you may find that you prefer to be hugged by me in the future. I will always play the role of receiving.

"Really?" Zhuang Weiyi didn't believe it at all, and raised his eyebrows and asked Zuo Mu, "This shouldn't be normal, there are men who like to be hugged?"

"You should be very comfortable yesterday." Zuo Mu asked softly.

"It's not uncomfortable at all!" Zhuang Wei yelled, "You don't know at all, it feels like you can't poop. The poop is still made of iron, and you can't stop pinching it. It hurts me to death!"

"Hahahaha, I really don't know." Zuo Mu almost burst into tears, sighed, and shook his head with a smile, "But, later on, did you feel better later? You must be obsessed with it, right?"

later. .Zhuang Wei thought about the explanation that Zuo Mu gave seriously like he was in the graduation defense, and then recalled the feelings of last night, his body suddenly became weak, and he was speechless with his mouth open.

"Let's watch this." Zuo Mu changed the movie options, and switched to Jim Kelly's movie collection.

"I like him very much. I watched a lot of his movies when I was in school. I started to like him after watching "Ghost in Mask". Hehe, it's super funny." Zhuang Wei said.

"Have you read "I Love You Morris"?" Zuo Mu asked.

"Did he play it?" Zhuang Wei thought for a while, "I haven't seen it."

Zuo Mu clicked in, and Zhuang Wei said in surprise, "The score is 9.5, why haven't I seen it?"

"This is a gay movie played by Jim Kelly, ha ha." Zuo Mu smiled and clicked in.

Zhuang Wei stopped talking, moved his body, leaned on the other side of the sofa, hugged the pillow and started watching a movie.

At the beginning, Zhuang Wei yawned, and he pressed the button on the side of the sofa to make the sofa lie flat.After the sofa supported the legs and stretched them flat, Zhuang Wei kicked Zuo Mu lightly with his feet, "Take out my quilt, my legs are a bit cold."

"En." Zuo Mu stood up, turned on the heater in the living room, and then took Zhuang Wei's quilt from the bedroom.

Back on the sofa, Zuo Mu also adjusted the angle of his half of the sofa so that his half was also at the same angle as Zhuang Wei's sofa, and then covered Zhuang Wei with a quilt.

Zhuang Wei felt comfortable nestling on the sofa, Zuo Mu leaned here, hugging Zhuang Wei's feet.Zhuang Wei kicked Zuo Mu again, "Go get me something to drink."

"What do you want to drink? Is soy milk okay? There's still some left in the morning." Zuo Mu asked, pinching Zhuang Wei's feet.

"I don't want to drink soy milk." Zhuang Wei thought for a while, then kicked Zuo Mu's body again, "Come here for a glass of chocolate."

"Yeah." Zuo Mu stepped off the sofa, went to the kitchen and made a cup of chocolate.

Zuo Mu made half a cup of chocolate for Zhuang Wei with the big mug he used to drink water.Zhuang Wei took it and took a sip from the cup, which warmed his heart, but he still found something wrong with his mouth, "Why don't you use my coffee cup for such a big cup? .”

"You drink on the sofa, I'm afraid you'll spill it." Zuo Mu said thoughtfully, sat on the sofa, and hugged Zhuang Wei's feet again.

Zhuang Wei smiled, feeling that Zuo Mu really liked him, he was thoughtful and considerate, and the sense of superiority came up again, "Hey, have you really loved me wholeheartedly and unrequitedly for nine years?"

"Yeah." Zuo Mu responded, looked sideways at Zhuang Wei's proud face, Zuo Mu muttered, "Do you want to watch a movie?"

Zhuang Wei rolled his eyes at him, twisted the corners of his mouth, moved his feet, and put them directly into Zuo Mu's home clothes, stepping on Zuo Mu's stomach.

Zuo Mu didn't say anything, just continued to watch TV with a smile.

Halfway through the movie, Zuo Mu turned his head and saw Zhuang Wei fell asleep.He didn't wake Zhuang Wei up, but pulled the quilt for Zhuang Wei.

After the movie finished, Zhuang Wei woke up again, glanced at Zuo Mu, who was also looking at him and smiling.Zhuang Wei rubbed his eyes, and looked at Zuo Mu with a smile.

Zuo Mu moved his body, came to hug Zhuang Wei and said, "I love you, Zhuang Wei."

"En." Zhuang Wei responded and stretched himself.

Zuo Mu didn't watch the movie again. In the afternoon, Zuo Mu went to the kitchen to cook, and Zhuang Wei tuned up the movie to watch it again, but at the end, Zhuang Wei burst into tears.

Zuo Mu turned on the range hood and couldn't hear Zhuang Wei's sobs. He went to the living room and asked Zhuang Wei whether the shiitake mushrooms should be stir-fried or made into soup. In the end, he saw Zhuang Wei blowing his nose with a tissue.

"Crying so sad?" Zuo Mu lay on the armrest of the sofa, looked at Zhuang Wei strangely and asked.

"He... really loves Morris..." Zhuang Wei sobbed.

"Well, I was also very moved when I saw this." Zuo Mu touched Zhuang Wei's face.

Zhuang Wei frowned, hugged Zuo Mu's neck, and asked with a sob, "Do you love me as much as he loves Morris?"

"Yes." Zuo Mu smiled and kissed Zhuang Wei's lips, and said between his lips and teeth, "But I am making money legally, so I will definitely not be arrested, and we can live a good life."

Zhuang Wei's breathing was disordered, he liked Zuo Mu's kiss, so he tightened his arms, pulled Zuo Mu's neck, and brought Zuo Mu to the sofa.

At night, the two embraced each other to sleep, Zuo Mu held Zhuang Wei's hand, played with his lover's fingers, and stroked his lover's hair. .This is the life Zuo Mu dreamed of, and he cherishes it very much.

Zhuang Wei looked at Zuo Mu's side face, and there was a trace of tenderness in his eyes.With so many people in the world, who cares what kind of person they are?Zhuang Wei thought of Zuo Mu saying to him yesterday, "Stay with me, just follow your own feelings, follow your heart, follow your heart." . Zhuang Wei put his arms around Zuo Mu's waist, and slowly narrowed the distance between the two until he rested his head on Zuo Mu's shoulder.

"Zuo Mu, you have waited for me for so long to be with me, you should cherish it." Zhuang Wei whispered warning words, and put his hand on Zuo Mu's chest, feeling Zuo Mu's heartbeat.

"I cherish it very much!" Zuo Mu tightened his arms, and could only hug the baby in his arms even tighter.