you are my maltose

Fan Xiangyang didn't sleep, and Ji Nan couldn't sleep either. He lay on the bed with his mobile phone and played CandyCrush.

"Don't play games before going to bed, it's bad for your eyes."

Ji Nan, who was addicted to games, didn't notice Fan Xiangyang coming in at all. He quickly turned off his phone and hid under the covers obediently.

"Nannan, I want to ask you something." Fan Xiangyang also got into bed, propping his head on one hand.

Ji Nan poked out half of his head from under the quilt, and rubbed against Fan Xiangyang's arms, "What's the matter?"

"Do you want to go to school?"

"School?"

These two words are very far away to Ji Nan, since he was sent to Ji's house by his mother, he seems to have never seen what the school looks like, let alone any contact with his peers.

"Don't you want to go?" Fan Xiangyang leaned lazily on the pillow, and gently hugged Ji Nan into his arms, "Has Nan Nan thought about what to do in the future?"

"I want to be with you." This seems to be Ji Nan's only wish so far.

Fan Xiangyang tightened his arms, "Apart from this, such as dreams, want to be a lawyer, a doctor or something else?"

Dream is an existence that is elusive and unattainable for Ji Nan. When he was a child, all his efforts were to get an appreciative smile from his mother, but the only time his mother smiled at him in memory was before sending him to Ji's house. one night.

That night, he lost his mother and also his dream.

When Fan Xiangyang asked what his dream was, Ji Nan's first reaction was to stay by Fan Xiangyang's side forever.

This existence that is not a dream is both ridiculous and sad.

Ji Nan found that every time he wanted to hold on to something tightly, the things he cherished would escape faster. He was afraid that one day Fan Xiangyang would be like his mother and leave him in a dark corner, letting him Fend for itself.

"What's the matter, Nannan?"

Fan Xiangyang didn't expect that mentioning the school would make Ji Nan feel so uncomfortable, and the emotion of self-blame was born spontaneously. Seeing his crying little face, he was in a hurry and patted Jin Nan's back lightly, "Okay, okay , Nan Nan doesn’t want to go to school, so we won’t mention it in the future.”

"Don't leave me..." Ji Nan's soft voice came from Fan Xiangyang's chest, "I will be obedient..."

"When am I going to leave you?" Fan Xiangyang suddenly realized that Ji Nan might have misunderstood something, "I just want you to have the opportunity to meet more friends of the same age. It's not interesting for you to be with an old man like me every day, right?"

"You're not an old man."

"I'm much older than you. I'm 15 years older than Nan Nan. When Nan Nan grows up, I'll be old."

Every time he looks at Ji Nan, Fan Xiangyang always worries about his age. He can grow up with Ji Nan, but he can't grow old with him.

"Then I can take care of you."

Ji Nan wanted to say, even if you are too old to walk, talk, or see, I will always be with you.

Some words are not vows of eternal love, but they are more touching than those vows of eternal love.

Knowing that maybe Ji Nan's words were just to comfort him, Fan Xiangyang still couldn't help but take it seriously. He himself didn't expect that he would be so moved by what a 17-year-old child said in his thirty-odd years of life.

"Okay, Nannan takes care of me."

Ever since Ji Nan was taken away by Fan Xiangyang, Ji Li seemed to be suffering from mania, some trivial things would provoke him into a rage, and the whole Ji family was in panic, no one dared to talk to this young master easily .

Now Ji Li doesn't recognize his six relatives, losing Ji Nan seems to have lost the focus of his life, like a headless fly, lying in bed all day long fantasizing that Ji Nan is still by his side.

"It's all a good thing you did!" Seeing Ji Li being tortured so hard that he couldn't sleep at night because of Jin Nan's affairs, Ji's mother couldn't help blaming Ji Mingtao, who had a one-night stand with Ji Nan's mother, "If you don't get along with that bitch" If we get together, there won't be a bastard like Ji Nan, and Ji Li won't be like what he is today!"

Ji Mingtao was tired of Ji's mother's way of washing her face with tears all day long, "Ji Li is like this, can you say something useful? Blame me and solve the problem?"

"What can I do?! It was fine when Ji Nan was at home, but now that Ji Nan is gone, Ji Li is like a demon! Who knows what kind of ecstasy that bitch Ji Nan gave Ji Li?!"

Ji Mingtao was silent for a while, and thought of the most feasible solution at present, "Or let Ji Nan come back to see him."

"You have given up Ji Nan's custody, how could he come back to see Ji Li?"

Ji Mingtao was really at a loss what to do with Ji Li, "Can you think of any other way?"

"When are you going to find Ji Nan?"

"Just today, you go with me." Ji Mingtao wiped his tired face, "Ji Nan is soft-hearted, you can sincerely apologize to him when the time comes, and he will come back to see Ji Li."

"What did you say?" Ji's mother opened her eyes wide and stood up from the sofa suddenly, "You want me to apologize to that bitch?"

"Can you stop being a bitch?" Although Ji Mingtao doesn't like Ji Nan, every time he hears Ji's mother say that, he always has a feeling of adding fuel to the fire, "Is face or Ji Li more important?"

What Ji Mingtao said is not without reason. The biggest problem at hand is to free Ji Li from the abyss of pain. Compared with the so-called face and his son, it is clear at a glance which is more important.

Today is another day for Ji Nan to go to Xiao Mo for a follow-up visit, but this time Fan Xiangyang was asked by Xiao Mo to wait outside the door. He needs to have a conversation with Ji Nan without the presence of a third party. Don't come to him so often.

Ji Nan who was alone with Xiao Mo was still a little cautious, he subconsciously shrank into the chair, and his expression was not as natural as when Fan Xiangyang was present.

Xiao Mo took out a box of handmade chocolates from the drawer that he brought back from his previous trip to Switzerland, "Eat a piece of chocolate and relax."

Ji Nan picked a heart-shaped chocolate and put it in his mouth. It tasted a bit different from the one Fan Xiangyang usually bought for him. Xiao Mo's chocolate was a bit bitter.

"Like chocolate?"

"Ah."

"Does Mr. Fan buy it for you often?"

"Ah."

According to the information provided by Fan Xiangyang, Ji Nan liked talking to him very much, but what Xiao Mo saw was another scene.

"Do you like Mr. Fan very much?" Xiao Mo asked casually, without giving Ji Nan any sense of oppression.

When Fan Xiangyang was mentioned, Ji Nan's eyes lit up, "I like it."

"How much do you like it?"

Ji Nan thought for a while, and found it difficult to answer Xiao Mo's question, because he didn't know how much he liked Fan Xiangyang.

Xiao Mo saw the entanglement in Ji Nan's eyes, "Is it hard to answer?"

Ji Nan nodded silently.

"Has Ji Nan ever liked anyone else?"

Ji Nan tilted his head and thought for a while, "Mom."

"Mr. Fan or Mom, which one do you prefer?"

This time, Ji Nan answered quickly, almost without hesitation, "It's different."

"What's the difference?"

"I hope Dad only looks at me."

Hearing Ji Nan's answer, Xiao Mo's eyes trembled slightly, as if he had a premonition of something.

"Then if one day he gets married and has another child, what will happen to you?"

Although Xiao Mo's words were just assumptions, the damage to Ji Nan was still not small, as if someone was strangling his throat for a moment, and he was so painful that he couldn't breathe.

Looking at Ji Nan's pale face, Xiao Mo realized that his question touched the other party's bottom line.

"Jinan, take it easy, this is just a hypothesis."

"Uncomfortable..."

"Now take a deep breath, and then exhale slowly..." Xiao Mo slowly guided Ji Nan to release from the pain, "Yes...very good."

Ji Nan panted heavily, and the suffocating pain accumulated in his heart gradually receded.

Fan Xiangyang, who was waiting outside the door, was a little fidgety. He had already drank four or five cups of coffee, but Ji Nan came out for a long time.

Just when Fan Xiangyang was about to go in to see what was going on, Ji Nan came out accompanied by Xiao Mo, his delicate face was slightly pale, as if he had just been frightened by something.

"Nannan, what's the matter with you?"

Seeing that Ji Nan didn't speak, Fan Xiangyang turned to Xiao Mo and asked, "What's going on?"

"Don't be nervous, Mr. Fan." Xiao Mo comforted Fan Xiangyang, "This is just part of the treatment."