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Fan Xiangyang took Ji Nan home, and told Mrs. Li to find a set of clean clothes for him. Mrs. Li wanted to change his clothes for him, but Jinan ran away and hid behind Fan Xiangyang as if he had seen a ghost. It seemed that Mrs. Li was some kind of scourge.

Fan Xiangyang originally thought that Ji Nan hadn't calmed down from what happened just now, but seeing that Ji Nan was trembling and his lips were pale, it was exactly the same as when he faced the scarred man just now.

"What's the matter? Mrs. Li is not a bad person, she just wants to change your clothes."

Ji Nan's attitude made Mrs. Li very embarrassed, she just saw that the child was disheveled, and she kindly wanted to put away his dirty clothes so that he could wash them, but she seemed to be some kind of heinous person.

Regarding Fan Xiangyang's question, Ji Nan just kept biting his lower lip repeatedly with his teeth until bleeding came from the bite, and he was unwilling to say a word.

Fan Xiangyang suddenly felt that he had picked up a problem and went home. Ji Nan couldn't keep his mouth shut, otherwise he couldn't communicate normally.

"Jinan, if you don't speak, it's hard for me to understand what you're thinking." Fan Xiangyang felt that Jinan was a sensitive child, and he didn't want to speak too harshly, for fear of hurting the person in front of him, "What don't you like, You have to speak out, no one will force you here."

Ji Nan understood the helplessness in Fan Xiangyang's eyes, he tightly pursed his thin lips, clenched his hands tightly, and his tear-filled eyes were glistening, making it unbearable to watch.Seeing Ji Nan's aggrieved face, Fan Xiangyang thought deeply whether what he said just now was too harsh, as expected, it was difficult for children to deal with, and it was a bit tricky.

"I'm sorry, did what I said embarrass you?" Fan Xiangyang reached out and touched Ji Nan's head, and said softly, "If you don't want to talk, then don't."

Fan Xiangyang took the set of clean clothes from Aunt Li and handed it to Ji Nan, pointing to the bathroom, "Go to the bathroom first and change into this set of clean clothes, I will ask Aunt Li to make something for you to eat , do you like meat?"

Ji Nan lowered his head, sobbed softly with his red nose, and shook his head slightly.

"Sister-in-law Li, let's make something light."

"Okay, I'll go right now."

Ji Nan dawdled in the bathroom for a long time before changing his clothes, because the family didn't have many visitors, but fortunately, Wen Yiran didn't throw away all the clothes he had worn before.Jin Nan's stature is shorter than Wen Yiran's, but they are about the same size, so it doesn't seem strange to wear the clothes on Jin Nan's body.

After changing into a clean set of clothes, Ji Nan's delicate face was set off even more beautifully. Under the light, his porcelain-white skin glowed with a layer of warmth. Willow eyebrows and big eyes are a look that most people would like very much, and Fan Xiangyang doesn't. exception.

Fan Xiangyang beckoned, asked Ji Nan to sit next to him, and served him a bowl of porridge, "Are you hungry? Eat more, Mrs. Li's cooking skills are very good."

Ji Nan was indeed a little hungry. Although he couldn't say he ate like a wolf, he couldn't say he was too elegant either.Fan Xiangyang took out a tissue and wiped off the rice grains on the corner of Ji Nan's lips, "Is it delicious?"

Ji Nan didn't speak, just nodded.

Fan Xiangyang saw that Jin Nan was always silent, so he began to guess that maybe Jin Nan was really dumb, but it would be a pity that he couldn't speak because he had such a pretty face. He could almost imagine that if Jin Nan could speak, The voice should be the kind of tenderness and warmth unique to teenagers.

Sister-in-law Li tidied up the room where Wen Yiran had previously lived in as instructed. Ji Nan was the second person brought home by Fan Xiangyang besides Wen Yiran. It seemed that Fan Xiangyang liked Ji Nan very much, but this was not true. Well, Fan Xiangyang still liked Wen Yiran so much before, wouldn't the same change?

"You're staying here tonight."

The room is decorated according to Wen Yiran's favorite monochrome, it looks clean and elegant, and Ji Nan, who is still childish, will not look out of place in this room at all.This is the first time Fan Xiangyang has stepped into this room after Wen Yiran left, and everything in the room seems to be telling him that Wen Yiran will never come back.

Fan Xiangyang looked at the room in a daze, until Ji Nan pulled the corner of his clothes.

"Sorry, I was distracted." Fan Xiangyang smiled lightly, reached out to turn on the light in the room, the bright light made Ji Nan blink suddenly, and it took him a long time to recover.

Ji Nan looked at the unfamiliar environment, the room was filled with the faint fragrance of jasmine, the refreshing smell made people feel unprecedentedly comfortable.Seeing that Ji Nan did not raise any objections to this decision, Fan Xiangyang felt relieved, "I will live in the room next to yours. If you need anything, you can call me, or Mrs. Li, but Mrs. Li lives downstairs, so maybe you can't." convenient."

Fan Xiangyang glanced at the clock on the wall, the pointer pointed to twelve o'clock, and it was getting late.

"It's getting late, you go to bed early."

Coming to a completely unfamiliar environment, Ji Nan was more or less uncomfortable.After Fan Xiangyang left, an unspeakable panic grew in Ji Nan's heart again. He wanted to restrain this unreasonable fear, but his body still trembled uncontrollably.

Ji Nan suffers from severe phobic anxiety disorder, and is afraid of interacting with others or speaking in public. The relationship with Fan Xiangyang is the smoothest so far, and there is no trembling, panic or cold sweat.

Not long after Fan Xiangyang left, Ji Nan, who was alone, began to tremble and break out in a cold sweat. He raised his head slightly, and the dazzling idiot lights made him dizzy.

After taking a shower, Fan Xiangyang, who was exhausted, was about to go to the study, but found that the light in Ji Nan's room was still on. Is this little guy still asleep?

Fan Xiangyang was a little worried, so he went over to take a look. Fortunately, he was more careful. Sure enough, Ji Nan hid in the corner of the room with a pale face, curled up, as if he had been frightened.

"Jinan, what's wrong with you?"

Just as Fan Xiangyang wanted to reach out to touch Ji Nan, he suddenly closed his eyes, and his pale face became even paler in an instant, wishing to bury his entire face between his arms. Only at this moment did Fan Xiangyang realize that Ji Nan Nan may be sick, not because he doesn't want to talk, but because he refuses all communication with the outside world.

"Jinan, don't be afraid, no one here can hurt you." Fan Xiangyang withdrew his hand that wanted to touch Jinan, "If you feel uncomfortable seeing me, I can leave now, but you have to promise me that you can't continue Hide in a corner, okay?"

Hearing the sound of Fan Xiangyang getting up, Ji Nan raised his head buried between his arms tremblingly, and reached out to catch the figure who was about to leave, but found nothing.Fan Xiangyang seemed to feel something, he stopped leaving, turned around, his eyes met, Ji Nan moved his lips, but didn't make a sound, but seemed to say 'don't go'.

Fan Xiangyang can feel his nervousness from Ji Nan, is it because leaving him alone in the room makes him feel insecure?Although it was just a guess, Fan Xiangyang couldn't help squatting down, looking straight into Ji Nan's teary eyes and asking, "Are you afraid of staying in the room alone?"

There was surprise in Ji Nan's eyes, he didn't nod or shake his head, but Fan Xiangyang could basically conclude that his guess was correct.

"You are really a child, do you need me to tell you a bedtime story?" Fan Xiangyang was rarely in the mood to joke.

Ji Nan knew that Fan Xiangyang was making fun of him, so he pursed his lips and remained silent.

"I'm joking with you, don't be angry." Fan Xiangyang suddenly felt that this silent child was quite interesting, "Then I'll wait until you fall asleep before leaving."

Fan Xiangyang coaxed Ji Nan into bed, covered him with the quilt, turned off the light in the room, and then sat cross-legged on the side of the bed quietly, "Go to sleep."

With Fan Xiangyang's company, it was like taking a dose of tranquilizer for Ji Nan, the uneasy fear gradually receded, leaving only the exhausted body.This is the most peaceful sleep Ji Nan has had since he was born. In the dream, there is no mother who beat and kicked him, no father who is indifferent and white-eyed, and no elder brother who is ferocious and terrifying. There is only Fan Xiangyang with a gentle smile. It would be great if the face of the water could always be like this.