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Fan Xiangyang decided to get in touch with Xiao Mo after careful consideration of Wen Yiran's opinion. Xiao Mo quickly arranged a meeting time, and the rest was how to communicate with Ji Nan and let him cooperate with the treatment.

"Jinan, I have something to discuss with you."

Ji Nan quickly typed a paragraph on the iPad, "What's the matter?"

"I want to take you to see a doctor." As expected, just after Fan Xiangyang finished speaking, Ji Nan's eyes flickered with resistance, "Don't be nervous, just chat with the doctor briefly, I will accompany you of."

Ji Nan pursed his thin lips into a straight line, hesitated for a long time, and typed a line with trembling fingertips, "Can I not go? I'm not sick."

Seeing Ji Nan's words, Fan Xiangyang's heart couldn't help but feel slightly sour. There was a faint smile on his lips, his eyes were soft, and his wide palm gently stroked the black hair, "Well, you are not sick. But you I can't keep silent, I want to hear you very much."

Seeing Fan Xiangyang's blue eyes full of anticipation, Ji Nan opened his mouth, trying to say something, but found that because he hadn't spoken for a long time, he had lost his original language ability.

"Jinan, you have left Ji's house, I hope you can live a normal life." Fan Xiangyang looked at Ji Nan and said seriously, "Don't keep yourself imprisoned in the past because of those past injuries."

Ji Nan knew that what Fan Xiangyang said was right, but his instinctive resistance to the outside world made him unable to take a step forward. He used to be like an ordinary boy. Although his mother treated him badly, at least he could live like a normal person .After being sent back to Ji's house, he realized that his miserable life in the past was nothing compared to his life in Ji's house.

Fan Xiangyang is the only warmth in Jin Nan's life so far. Jin Nan doesn't want to see this man disappointed. Fan Xiangyang said he wants to hear him talk, and he also wants to talk to him many times.But the haze of the past made him unable to communicate like a normal person. He hated Ji Li, Ji Mingtao, and all the pain the Ji family had given him.That place deprived him of his best years, and Fan Xiangyang should have met a better him.

Seeing that Ji Nan didn't speak for a long time, Fan Xiangyang couldn't bear it. He could freely deal with the bloody storm outside, but he couldn't put pressure on a child who had gone through pain.

"If you really don't want to go, just pretend I didn't mention it."

Fan Xiangyang took out his mobile phone and was about to cancel the meeting with Xiao Mo, but Ji Nan suddenly pulled the corner of his clothes and raised the iPad slightly, "Will you stay with me all the time?"

Looking at Ji Nan's pure and flawless face, there was an inexplicable pain in his heart, Fan Xiangyang bent down slightly, his blue eyes were crystal clear, "Yes, I will always be with you."

Xiao Mo heard Fan Xiangyang talk about Jin Nan's general situation on the phone, but when he saw Ji Nan shivering and hiding behind Fan Xiangyang, he couldn't help being slightly surprised. Jin Nan's situation was more serious than he imagined .

"I'm sorry, Ji Nan has always been like this." Fan Xiangyang was helpless with Ji Nan who was hiding behind him.

Xiao Mo pushed the slightly drooping black frame on the bridge of his nose, and gently shook his hand, "It's okay, Mr. Fan, please sit down."

Ji Nan grabbed Fan Xiangyang's hand and sat next to him on the sofa, looking at Xiao Mo vigilantly.

"Ji Nan, don't be afraid, this is Dr. Xiao who will help you see a doctor today."

"Hello, Ji Nan." There was a slight smile on Xiao Mo's gentle and refined face, and his appearance was strikingly similar to when he first met Ji Li in his memory.

Xiao Mo's friendliness looked more like a jackal to Ji Nan, he started to sweat while holding Fan Xiangyang's hand, his delicate face turned pale in an instant.

"Jinan, what's wrong with you?" Facing such an unexpected situation, Fan Xiangyang was a little overwhelmed.

Xiao Mo realized that it might be his face that reminded Jinan of bad things, so he took out a rabbit mask from the drawer and put it on, "Jinan, will this make you feel better?"

Ji Nan raised his head slowly, Xiao Mo's face, which was somewhat similar to Ji Li's, had been hidden by a mask, and his flustered emotions had subsided a little.

Seeing that Ji Nan was calm, Xiao Mo said softly, "If you feel more comfortable this way, I will always wear a mask to talk to you in the future."

This person seems to be completely different from Ji Li.

Although there was no initial tension when facing Xiao Mo, Ji Nan's vigilance did not disappear.

"Actually, during Mr. Fan's visit, according to the information you provided, I found several mental illnesses that Ji Nan might suffer from." Probably because of his occupation, Xiao Mo's voice was very soft, just right. Taking into account the patient's feelings, "Jinan is most likely to suffer from phobic anxiety disorder, which is a psychological disorder characterized by intense, persistent and irrational fear of a specific thing or situation."

"Phobic anxiety disorder?" This is a completely new term for Fan Xiangyang.

Xiao Mo nodded, "For example, when Ji Nan saw my face just now, he immediately showed a state of fear. Once the patient enters the imagined terrifying situation, he will feel intense nervousness."

"According to the information you gave me before, he experienced dizziness, trembling, sweating, etc. at the worst time, which are common phenomena in patients with phobic anxiety disorder."

Fan Xiangyang asked, "Is there any way?"

"Psychological illness is not like physical illness. It is difficult to cure. It needs the cooperation of the patient and the care of the people around." Xiao Mo carefully explained, "If Ji Nan is willing to cooperate, I want to hypnotize him and see if I can find it." The cause. If the cause can be found and Ji Nan can be freed from it, perhaps half the battle will be achieved."

"If hypnosis is performed, will it remind Ji Nan of the past?"

Xiao Mo didn't deny it, "It's inevitable. If what happened in the past was an obstacle in Jin Nan's heart, and he couldn't get over it, he might have to live in such fear for the rest of his life. Mr. Fan didn't want to see Ji Nan either. Has it always been like this?"

It is indeed Fan Xiangyang's expectation for Jin Nan to live a normal life, but if the price of all this is to let Jin Nan experience the pain of the past again, he has to hesitate.Because he understands the heart-piercing pain better than anyone else. Back then he saw his mother lying in the blood but was powerless. Today, he is still awakened by dreaming of such a picture, not to mention that Ji Nan is just a 16 year old kid.

"Is there no other way? Like medication?"

It can be seen that Fan Xiangyang loves Ji Nan very much. Xiao Mo has seen many people come to see a doctor accompanied by their relatives. Many people finally choose to give up treatment because they cannot bear the darkness of the past. Such cases are not uncommon.

"As I said, mental illness cannot be improved by medication alone." Xiao Mo still insisted on his treatment plan, "The best way for Ji Nan to return to a normal life is for him to learn to face the past."

"But Ji Nan may not be able to bear it."

"I understand Mr. Fan's concerns. You don't need to rush to give me an answer today. You can go back and think about it for a few days, and communicate my thoughts with Jin Nan." Xiao Mo is not in a hurry to hypnotize Jin Nan today, "If Ji Nan is willing, I think Mr. Fan should also respect his idea. After all, our goals are the same, and we all hope that Ji Nan can get better as soon as possible."

After leaving Xiao Mo's clinic, Fan Xiangyang remained silent, thinking over Xiao Mo's words all the way.Ji Nan probably saw Fan Xiangyang's anxiety, pushed slightly, and put the iPad in front of him, "I want to receive hypnotherapy."

Fan Xiangyang was a little surprised, "Are you sure? You heard it just now, and it will most likely remind you of the past."

Ji Nan knew that most of the reasons for his inability to speak were due to everything he suffered in Ji's house, "I want to overcome the psychological barrier so that I can talk to you."

Fan Xiangyang loves Ji Nan very much, but because of the misfortune in his life at an age when he should be carefree, he has to let Jinan learn to face the darkness of this society.

In the beginning, Ji Nan was adopted mainly because of sympathy, but now it is distressed. Every time Ji Nan looks at him with that kind of cautious and flattering eyes, Fan Xiangyang feels sad for no reason. A child who doesn't know much about the world learns to look at people and act.

"Jinan, I don't want you to do anything to please me."

"I said that from now on, no one can force you to do what you don't want to do, even for me."

"You can think about it again about hypnosis."

"Even if you don't speak, we can continue to communicate in other ways."

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Nannan will be able to talk soon (.