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Wen Wenyao slept in Bai's house all night, woke up the next morning and sat on the bed for 2 minutes, finally decided to go there with Song Wenran.As Bai Chong said, he went to see it and let it go.

Since Wen Wenyao decided to go, Bai Yangyu also took a few days off to go with him.

Bai Chong wanted to accompany Song Wenran back to visit his mother, but he was too busy with work to leave, so he could only stay at home and take care of Wen Qian who also had to go to school.

Wen Wenyao was still a little silent until he got on the plane. He sat near the window and stared at the white scene outside the window in a daze while wearing earphones.

What my mother underwent was a cholecystectomy. She didn't think it was too serious. When she called Song Wenran before, she told him that she didn't have to come back.But Song Wenran insisted on coming back this time. He didn't come back to visit his mother during the Chinese New Year. Now that he thought of her old man lying on the hospital bed, he couldn't let go of his heart.

The plane arrived at the airport at [-] o'clock in the evening, and it took more than half an hour to drive from the airport to the city. Song Wenran called Bai Chong to report his safety, then called his mother, and finally agreed to go to the hospital tomorrow morning. she.

So they took a taxi and rushed to the hotel they settled down in the city.

Song Wenran left Chongfeng City with his mother when he was very young, and now this city is the city he really grew up in, but when he sat in a taxi and looked outside, he still felt very strange.Thinking about it carefully, it is probably because he has no sense of belonging to this city. He has never found the feeling of a complete family here. Instead, now that he returns to Chongfeng City, he has relatives and lovers by his side.

When they arrived at the hotel, they went to get a room first, Song Wenran got a room, Wen Wenyao and Bai Yangyu got a room.

When opening the room, Wen Wenyao asked Song Wenran: "Are you afraid? Do you want to live with me?"

Bai Yangyu's eyes immediately shot over coldly.

Song Wenran was stunned for a moment, and said: "No need, I'm not afraid." There's nothing scary about living alone, but Bai Yangyu's eyes are a little creepy.

They went back to their room to put down their things, and walked to a nearby small restaurant to have something to eat.

While walking by the street, Song Wenran said, "It's almost ten years since I graduated from high school and went to serve in the army."

Wen Wenyao asked him: "Has there been a big change here?"

Song Wenran looked around. In fact, he could still see some shadows of the past. He said: "The urban area has not changed too much, but the suburbs have changed a lot. When sitting in a taxi, I can't find my way."

Wen Wenyao nodded slowly.

Song Wenran suddenly said: "Brother, will you be nervous when you go to see your mother tomorrow?"

Wen Wenyao walked lazily, "There is nothing to be nervous about."

Song Wenran said: "I think she still has a lot to do, after all, she didn't have the ability to take us away at that time."

Wen Wenyao knew in his heart that what Song Wenran said was right, and he shouldn't resent what happened back then. After all, Song Wenran's life may not have been better than his for so many years, but he didn't have any grudges in his heart, and he didn't seem to be able to do it. .

Bai Yangyu raised his hand and lightly pressed Wen Wenyao's shoulder.

Back at the hotel at night, Wen Wenyao stood by the window staring at the lights outside.Bai Yangyu sat on the edge of the bed and kept looking at his back. After a while, he said, "Teacher, you look very anxious."

Wen Wenyao didn't look back, and asked him, "What is anxiety?"

Bai Yangyu said: "You never scolded me all night."

Wen Wenyao finally couldn't help but look at him, "So are you an itchy bitch?"

Bai Yangyu's back was really itchy when he was asked, he said, "Maybe."

Wen Wenyao asked, "Has the experiment yielded results?"

Bai Yangyu fell silent immediately.

Wen Wenyao stood for a while, Bai Yangyu got up from the bed, walked behind him, put his arms around his waist, "What have you been looking at?"

Wen Wenyao replied: "See if the person opposite is about to jump off the building."

Bai Yangyu was taken aback for a moment, then looked outside over his shoulder, "Where?"

Wen Wenyao pointed to the roof of a short building in front, where a man was sitting by the fence, drinking beer alone, looking really anxious and lonely.

The two buildings were actually very close to each other, but because they lived on higher floors, the people on the opposite side didn't notice them.

"Will he jump off a building?" Bai Yangyu asked.

Wen Wenyao said, "I don't know."

"Hello!" Bai Yangyu suddenly stood beside Wen Wenyao and shouted in the direction of the rooftop.

Wen Wenyao immediately reached out to grab him, but unfortunately he failed.

A man who was drinking alone looked up at them.

Bai Yangyu cupped his hands in front of his mouth, and said loudly: "Brother! Let me hear what troubles you have! Don't be overwhelmed!"

The man stared at them for a while, and suddenly answered him loudly, "Fool!" Then he gave him a middle finger, jumped back from the fence, grabbed his unfinished beer and left.

Wen Wenyao couldn't help laughing, pushed Bai Yangyu, and said, "Crazy."

Bai Yangyu spread his hands, "He doesn't seem to want to jump off the building."

"Brother!" Wen Wenyao suddenly heard shouts coming from the next window, he looked out and saw Song Wenran looking at them from the next door, "What happened?"

Wen Wenyao said: "Someone gets nervous, don't worry about it, just sleep and lock the doors and windows, call me if you need something, and I'll accompany you."

Song Wenran smiled, "I'm not a child, don't worry."

Bai Yangyu hugged Wen Wenyao from his side, he said: "Teacher, I'm afraid, don't leave me alone."

Wen Wenyao raised his hand and touched his head, "You are not my son, I don't care if you are afraid or not."

Bai Yangyu immediately called out without principle: "Father."

Wen Wenyao didn't say fuck off this time, he thought for a while and answered "Good", feeling as if he had taken advantage of Bai Chongmo.

Early the next morning, they took a taxi with Song Wenran to the hospital.Because my mother's operation is scheduled for this morning, if they go early, they can see her before she enters the operating room.

Before entering the ward, Wen Wenyao found himself feeling uneasy.He has been refusing to admit that he is nervous, but he is really nervous about this meeting.Song Wenran was still young when he left, and he didn't experience those sufferings, but he was worried and afraid for a long time, crying every night and wanting to see his mother, but her mother still left.

He still remembers the night before his mother left, she told him that she would not leave and would grow up with her precious son, but when he woke up the next morning, the house was empty and there was no one there, so he went to After looking through his mother's closet and seeing that there was not a single piece of clothing left, he sat in the closet and kept crying. He couldn't even cry, but his whole body was twitching and cold, and he felt that he was about to die.

But after all, he didn’t have to live. In the years of growing up, he kept giving himself psychological hints that he didn’t need his mother, and he could still live happily. This persistence has accompanied him until today.

Song Wenran was concerned about his mother, and didn't notice Wen Wenyao's timidity, but Bai Yangyu did. He put one hand on Wen Wenyao's back, and quietly accompanied him without saying anything.

Wen Wenyao took a deep breath, followed Song Wenran into the ward.

This is a double ward. There is a woman lying on the bed near the door. Her hair is already gray and her face is wrinkled. She looks several years older than her actual age. She frowns slightly, as if in some pain, but After seeing Song Wenran and Wen Wenyao coming in one after the other, he insisted on sitting up.

"Wen Ran," she called first, and then her eyes stayed on Wen Wenyao, exploring with some caution.

Song Wenran took a step forward, "Mom, brother and I came back to see you."

Mom's eyes widened, but the wrinkles at the corners of her eyes became deeper. She looked Wen Wenyao hard, and whispered, "Wen Yao?"

Wen Wenyao stared at her for a while, but didn't call out the word "Mom".

There was a very young man sitting beside the hospital bed. When he saw Song Wenran, he stood up and called out, "Brother."

Song Wenran nodded to him and asked, "Where's Uncle?"

The young man looked at Wen Wenyao and Bai Yangyu, and replied at the same time: "My father has something to do, so he can come here in the afternoon."

Mom said at this time: "Let your brother sit down."

The young man seemed a little hesitant, he moved away from the chair behind him, and retreated to the head of the bed, wanting to let Wen Wenyao sit.

But Wen Wenyao didn't sit down, he said to his mother, "I'll come and see you."

Mother nodded quickly, leaned on the hospital bed, her eyes were red, she said: "You have grown up, I heard from Wen Ran that you are excellent, so I am relieved."

Wen Wenyao looked at her like this, and didn't ask her loudly why she ignored him for so many years, nor did he want to hug her and cry, but said calmly: "Don't worry, I live Very well, you just need to live your life well and take good care of your body."

Mom's tears fell.

Song Wenran pulled toilet paper from the bedside table to wipe her tears.

The nurse came in from the outside and announced the preparation for the operation.

The conversation was interrupted, and the mother got off the bed by herself, and followed the nurse outside in slippers.

Wen Wenyao accompanied Song Wenran to wait for the result of the operation. After knowing that the operation went well, he stood up and said to Bai Yangyu, "Let's go first."

Song Wenran also stood up, "Brother, are you leaving?"

Wen Wenyao nodded, "I know you're worried, so stay with her and I'll go out with Yangyu and we'll talk about it when we go back to the hotel at night."

Song Wenran knew that he had no position to persuade Wen Wenyao to stay with him, so he could only respond: "Okay, call if you have something to do."

Bai Yangyu didn't say anything, and accompanied Wen Wenyao out of the hospital, and the two of them took a taxi to the commercial center in the city.Now that we have come so far, Wen Wenyao feels that we should leave some memories in this city.

When I met my mother today, Wen Wenyao felt that he was really relieved for a moment. Seeing her thin and old appearance, he felt the powerlessness in her frail body.All kinds of people in this world can't ask everyone to live a strong life. In the face of the hardships of fate, if they can't bear it, they have to be submissive. She has no ability to raise her two children.

Whether it is him or Song Wenran, it is impossible to say who is luckier than the other. Since they have all survived the hardships of fate, let's live well.Hatred and complaints are, in a sense, a kind of self-punishment, not letting others go and not letting yourself go.The next time he has a chance, he might come here, sit down and have a meal with his mother calmly, and then sincerely hope that she can live her life well.

Sitting in the food street in the city center, after eating a bowl of the famous jelly, Bai Yangyu made a speech: "It's not delicious."

Wen Wenyao looked at him with his head propped on one hand, "You can't say it's delicious until you finish the whole bowl."

Bai Yangyu nodded, "I don't think it tastes good from my mouth to my intestines."

Wen Wenyao said, "Is evil disgusting?"

Bai Yangyu raised his head, stared blankly at the commercial plaza at the end of the food street, and suddenly said to Wen Wenyao, "Teacher, let's get married."

Wen Wenyao looked in the direction of his line of sight and saw a statue of a giant panda erected in the center of the commercial square. The giant panda knelt on one knee and looked up into the air with a ring in its hand, as if it was proposing marriage. In the air, another giant panda was lying on the top floor of a commercial building, and seemed to be rejecting the marriage proposal and fleeing the scene.

The giant panda who proposed marriage was obviously a business plan about diamond rings, but Wen Wenyao still found it a bit interesting. He looked at the giant panda lying on the roof of the building and asked Bai Yangyu, "Does the law agree?"

Bai Yangyu said: "I propose marriage, what does the law have to do with it? I will support you in the future, but the law will not support you."

Wen Wenyao heard this, looked at him and smiled, "I want you to raise me?"

Bai Yangyu got up, went around and pulled him up as well, and walked quickly towards the commercial square.

Wen Wenyao asked him, "Where are you going?"

Bai Yangyu replied: "Buy a ring."

Wen Wenyao stopped, "Are you crazy?"

Bai Yangyu looked back at him, "I'm not crazy, I'm serious." After speaking, he continued to pull Wen Wenyao forward.

Wen Wenyao followed him slowly and said, "Where did you get the money?"

Bai Yangyu said very frankly: "My dad's money."

Wen Wenyao was angry and funny, "Do you want to be ashamed?"

Without even thinking about it, Bai Yangyu said, "No, I'll kneel next to the giant panda and propose to you later."

Wen Wenyao suddenly had goosebumps all over his body, "No, I can't afford to lose that person."

Bai Yangyu stopped in his tracks, "Then I will propose to you wherever you can accept it."

There were people coming and going around the food street, the two were holding hands, and people passing by would glance at them from time to time, but they didn't attract too many people's attention.

Wen Wenyao saw the earnest light in Bai Yangyu's eyes, he suddenly felt that the soft place in his heart was touched, so he whispered to him: "You ask me now."

Bai Yangyu asked strangely: "What?"

Wen Wenyao said, "Marriage proposal."

Bai Yangyu was stunned for a moment, and when he realized he was about to kneel on one knee, Wen Wenyao kicked him on the knee, threatening him to leave immediately if he dared to kneel, so he gave up, only looked at him and said seriously: "Teacher, Shall we get married?"

Wen Wenyao smiled and said, "Okay."

Bai Yangyu immediately smiled, and his eyes couldn't help turning red, he said, "Buy a ring!" He turned around and pulled Wen Wenyao, and strode towards the commercial square.

The author has something to say: The giant panda who proposed is in Chunxi Road, Chengdu, but the city in the article does not refer to Chengdu, so I borrowed it

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