When the fierce and foolish meet the pure fishing system

He Feng didn't know how long he had waited, it felt as long as a century.It's always like this when waiting for the bus. When you need it, it always doesn't come. When you don't need it, it just goes by one by one.Someone was sitting on the bench in the station. Although there was still a lot of space, he didn't want to stay in the same space with others, even if the space was public and open.

He stood outside the pavilion of the station, leaning his back against the stop sign outside the pavilion, and beside the platform was a street lamp. At this time, the dim light shone down from above his head.He looked up at the light above, and could see some tiny flying mosquitoes flying around, and the light shining on them made people feel the vitality.

In any corner of the world, there will always be some creatures who are running around for unknown things, but in fact, everything about them is dispensable.

He was thinking about these negative things again, if it was Luo Yunting, what would he think?Will this person tell himself that for all the lives in the world, existence is their most important meaning.He imagined the appearance of Luo Yunting saying this to himself—probably tilting his head slightly to think, with a serious look, and then his voice was soft and soft, like warm sunshine.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help curling the corners of his mouth.

Inadvertently glanced into the distance, the bus was driving towards the station with the front lights on.

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The bus was relatively empty, and it was about this time that it was relatively late.He put his hands in his pockets and walked to the last row by the window.

Looking at the street outside the window from the car is different from looking at the street when walking on the road. When walking on the street, there will be a feeling of walking in this world-at that time, looking up at the sky, you will feel There was a huge, transparent substance that pressed him to the ground, to this street, to this city, to this world.However, the feeling of sitting in the car is different, maybe because the car is an independent space, maybe because sitting in the car will be farther from the ground than walking on the ground, he will feel that he seems to have a moment , truly disconnected from the world.It's an amazing feeling.

The street lamps are going backward one by one, and the street trees are also going backwards one by one. Some cars and cars on the road are far away from him, and some are very close to him, as if they are only separated by two panes of glass. , They drove away from him one by one.Many lights coming from unknown sources flicker, making the city blurred and the world illusory.

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It was almost eight o'clock when He Feng arrived at Li Yihuan's house.He stood downstairs at Li Yihuan's house, sent him a message, and then put the phone back in his pocket.Soon, the phone vibrated, he took it out to check, and Li Yihuan replied to the message.

"Come up."

He Feng has come to Li Yihuan's house countless times, but he has never been back to his own home. He is much more familiar with Li Yihuan's house than his own.When he was in junior high school, he often went to Li Yihuan's house. During the summer vacation after the high school entrance examination, he almost stayed at Li Yihuan's house.

He likes Li Yihuan's mother very much, she is a lovely woman, that woman is like a forever young child, always full of expectations and enthusiasm for life, kind and gentle but a little confused, such a person may be born to be loved and loved by others But she didn't have such good luck.

The corridor was originally dark, but as soon as he stepped in, the sensor light turned on.Up a few steps, there is a metal anti-theft security door with a digital disk and a camera.He pressed the door number of Li Yihuan's house, and the door opened after a while.

Li Yihuan's house is on the third floor. It is a duplex room with a lot of space.The door was open when he went up.

He changed his shoes and went in. Li Yihuan sat alone on the sofa, the whole room was very dark, only a small lamp on the coffee table was on, emitting a dim light.

"Auntie isn't there?" He asked as he walked in.

"Well, she's been on a business trip for the past two days and won't be back until next week."

He nodded, turned around and closed the door, then walked to Li Yihuan and sat down.

Li Yihuan was leaning on the sofa, the light couldn't reach that part, and the whole person seemed to be trapped in that shadow.He Feng couldn't see Li Yihuan's face clearly, but he seemed to be able to feel this person's exhaustion and melancholy in his heart.

He sighed softly, and said in a low voice, "I've only been away for a few days, how did you become so virtuous?"

Li Yihuan curled up on the sofa, with his hands on his knees, looking in the dim light, his outline was sharp and thin.He Feng couldn't help thinking, is Li Yihuan so thin?Or what about lights and shadows?Or has he lost weight in the past few days?He didn't know either, he just felt that Li Yihuan looked very tired right now.

He Feng rarely saw Li Yihuan like this.Li Yihuan, like his mother, seems to never run out of energy, always seems to be happy, always seems to be able to find interesting things in life, seems to be fooling around every day, and then be happy.

Li Yihuan like this made his heart hurt a little, he could understand him, he could understand him, he knew why he was like this, he knew his pain and exhaustion.

There is only quiet air flowing slowly in the whole room, and the dim light on the coffee table is better than nothing.

Li Yihuan suddenly turned over and hugged him like a child.Li Yihuan's body is very warm, heavy and thin.He Feng let him hold him, and then slowly put his hands on his back.

Li Yihuan said in a low voice: "He Feng, tell me, why are things in this world so difficult?" His voice was deep and soft, but like in the past, he didn't have those other emotions, But He Feng knew that the calmer he was, the sadder he would be.

He didn't wait for He Feng's answer, but continued: "When I was young, I always felt that I was omnipotent. I sometimes thought, why am I me? Why can I feel myself? Why? In this world, only I can feel myself?"

He paused, then continued, as if explaining: "I know you can understand what I'm talking about, it's like a game, it seems that everyone in this world is an NPC, and only I am the protagonist, it seems that this world is made for Created by me—this kind of me should be omnipotent. I can solve all the problems in this world. If there is anything difficult for me, it must be a test, just A twist in the story, I can always get past it, because there's nothing I can't fix."

At this time, Li Yihuan's voice became a little sad, and his voice became very soft: "But, it's not like this. Many things are so difficult that I can't solve them, or even think clearly. Now I know How ridiculous my previous thoughts are, everyone is an insignificant individual, and everyone's busy life is not worth mentioning in the eyes of others, just like a flying mosquito under the light, one more is not worth mentioning One more, one less, no one cares—this world wasn’t made for me, this world wasn’t made for anyone, it’s just there.”

Li Yihuan stopped and didn't continue talking. He Feng patted him on the back lightly and didn't say a word.

He Feng understood Li Yihuan better than anyone else.

——You must not think that Li Yihuan is hypocritical.You might think that it all started when he fell in love with a girl, but couldn't figure out his feelings. At this time, another person liked him, and this person happened to be his cherished friend. , so he started to get upset.

How could it lead to those other things?How could all this sentimentality be aroused?Each of us, the older we get, the more we lose something. Losing those things is the price we have to pay for growing up. It seems that only when we lose those things can we become adults step by step.

It seems that all children yearn to grow up. When they grow up, they seem to be able to do whatever they want, control their own lives, become beautiful, smart, and better able to live in this world.

But there is always a group of people who don't want to become adults, because they don't want to lose the things that must be lost to become adults-they understand that these things are the most precious, and once these things are lost, they will never lose again. I can't find it anymore.

What are these things?

Maybe it's pure sensitivity - ignorance of everything, but kindness to everything, and then giving all energy to everything.This is what Li Yihuan looks like.This is how he takes his feelings seriously. He is willing to devote all his energy to thinking and dealing with them. But if a person can think clearly about everything, he cannot be called a person. Human energy is limited, so many People have learned to perfunctory, muddled through, swallowed, and given up—this makes their survival in the world easier, this is the truth they learned after hitting a wall, so they are no longer ignorant, and gradually no longer kind , no longer sensitive, became numb, and finally became the appearance of an adult.

Li Yihuan doesn't want to become like this, he still treats the things that adults have to deal with like a child, that's why he is so tired and painful.

He Feng understands him, understands him, because they are the same.

[The author has something to say: I changed the cover, I hope you like it, it is my drawing of Luo Xiaocao and Brother He Feng, the original picture is on Weibo~

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