There is ample time

Wen Wei said, "Let's go out and talk."

Lu Wenwei couldn't believe it: "What did you say?"

Ding Yibo was sandwiched between the two, looking at Zou Fei almost beggingly, trying to break free from his shackles.

"Let you go in and wait!" Zou Fei shouted, pushed him into the room, and closed the door with his hand.He let out a breath, his chest rose and fell violently, and turned to face Lu Wenwei, "Either go out and talk, or we can talk here."

Lu Wenwei was trembling with anger, never thought that the house she bought with money would not have the right to step in at this moment, but she had no intention of playing childish games with Zou Fei, staying here to waste time or making a scene would be a waste Waste of time, what she wants is a solution.

Ding Yibo leaned against the door, listening to the sound of the two walking away outside the door, he slowly squatted down.He has imagined countless times that if he is lucky enough to go to the last step with Zou Fei, what he will do and what he should do when he needs to face Zou Fei's family and external pressure, he even thinks it out and perfects it for himself. A set of rhetoric that is enough to convince others. In his vision, he is brave and fearless. He will stand in front of Zou Fei to protect him from others' harm, and prove with heroic courage that he will Let Zou Fei be happy, and the two men can be together well.

But the reality is that he was so scared that he didn't even have the courage to look directly at Lu Wenwei. He was like a fool, he couldn't say a complete sentence, he could only hide behind Zou Fei and tremble, but he still wanted to move others.

Ding Yibo lowered his head and cried silently, he hated his cowardice, hated his cowardice, he didn't know what kind of ending he would be waiting for, did he mess up his future with Zou Fei with his own hands, he lost everything Faith, in the abyss of hopelessness awaits the final judgment.

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Ms. Lu please come on stage (????????????)

Xiao Ding's challenge begins

I'm a little blue letter angel

35.

In the box, Zou Fei and Lu Wenwei sat silently facing each other. They had been in for 10 minutes, and neither of them spoke.In the end, Lu Wenwei couldn't hold back anymore, and didn't want to waste time on meaningless waiting. She knocked on the table with a cold face and said, "Give me an explanation."

Zou Fei raised his eyes to look at her, and he leaned lazily on the back of the chair, with no shape, only the fingers under the table tapping on his thighs showed his anxious and agitated heart, he said in a deep voice: "It's nothing Easy to explain, just as you think."

"...What am I thinking?! I think you are just ordinary friends!" Zou Fei's personality is very similar to that of Lu Wenwei. He always speaks directly and admits mistakes, which is a rare thing that Lu Wenwei can be proud of. Advantages, but now, she really hopes that Zou Fei can hesitate a little bit, even if it is an ambiguous excuse.

However, Lu Wenwei was doomed to be disappointed. Zou Fei smiled sarcastically as if hearing a joke: "Ordinary friend, what are you talking about with me now? If you really think so, then I have to correct it. I am not just with him. Classmate relationship, we still—"

"Shut up!!" Lu Wenwei finally broke out, and the expression on her face was no longer calm. She was afraid of hearing the conclusive words from Zou Fei's mouth, "You, what do you know? How dare you do such a thing? Didn't you think about it for us? Others don't tell you, your grandfather and your father, how do you let them face this matter, huh? You are really too indulgent..."

Zou Fei lowered his eyes silently, and waited for her to finish cursing before saying: "I will talk to Dad and Grandpa myself, I don't need you to come forward."

This is an attitude that must be persisted to the end.Lu Wenwei didn't know what he was obsessed with, because of a boy who said he would have a showdown with the whole family, so what if the showdown happened, did they really think that life was as simple as you like me?

Lu Wenwei is not ignorant, but has seen a lot. As early as when she was studying abroad, there were already several gay couples around her, both male and female. At first, she was extremely shocked and did not understand. This was contrary to her original concept It was completely contrary. However, after a few contacts, she discovered that these people were no different from ordinary people. They had no eccentric behaviors or extreme thoughts. They ate together, attended classes, and participated in various activities. Although she still can't agree with them, she still chooses to respect them.It’s just that the stories of these people are often not happy. Some dropped out of school because they were discriminated against and bullied after coming out of the closet. ...It is undeniable that there are people who have been together from beginning to end, but if this is the case abroad, how much pressure will they face at home?

"Zou Fei, don't think that if your grandfather dotes on you, you can do whatever you want. I don't care about the ridiculous things you did before. Now that you are about to graduate, why should you be more mature?" What is old man Lu? He has led half his life in the army and fought in battles for half his life. He is used to domineering. He has always been one-sided. Lu Wenwei still loves and fears him now. If he knew that Zou Fei liked someone of the same sex, he would rather kill Zou Fei than Will agree, "Your grandfather's health has been getting worse and worse in the past two years, and the blood pressure check was not good some time ago. You still want to stimulate him? Who is responsible for something?!"

Zou Fei listened expressionlessly, before saying after a while: "Then keep it from him for the rest of your life."

Lu Wenwei thought she had heard it wrong, but she never expected that Zou Fei would say such a thing, and when she regained her senses, she suddenly raised her arms and scolded sharply: "Are you out of your mind, what nonsense are you talking about? !"

Zou Fei raised his head and looked directly at her, with firmness in his eyes that did not evade the slightest bit.The slap didn't go down in the end, Lu Wenwei put down his hand, tiredness appeared on his face, he turned his head to the side and stopped talking.

After all, Zou Fei felt sorry for her. He held her hand, softened his posture, and begged in his voice, which is unique to a child's parents: "Mom, you just need to give us a chance. I promise you, when you see him I'll fall in love with him too, dad and grandpa will slowly figure out a way, okay?"

Lu Wenwei trembled, Zou Fei had never begged her for anything in such a tone, even when he wanted a toy so much when he was a child, he stubbornly waited until he had saved enough money to buy it, but now he is willing to learn to let go of his stubborn desire for another person. self-esteem.She closed her eyes, not knowing whether it was her hands shaking or Zou Fei's, and finally she said: "No, I don't agree, and you don't want to be stubborn with us, you know your grandfather's temper, he has plenty of it." Tough means and contacts to deal with some things, don't make him angry."

Zou Fei's eyes became colder, he let go of Lu Wenwei's hand, stood up, his tone was not without disappointment: "I thought you would support me. Don't try to make plans for him, I will decide on this person."

After the conversation was over, Zou Fei left the room without looking back, only the unfinished cup of coffee on the table was still steaming.Lu Wenwei maintained the posture just now without moving, as if he was still. After a while, he exhaled lightly, and sat alone in the box for another half an hour before leaving.Why doesn't she feel wronged, Zou Fei can live for herself, but she can't, she has passed the age of being desperate, and she has to be responsible to many people.The fetters of the family are like this, when they are tightly bound together, it is also impossible for them to escape.

Zou Fei didn't go home right away, he smoked a cigarette in the basement by himself, and waited for the smell to dissipate before going upstairs.

Ding Yibo changed back to his own clothes, and sat at the table with his back straight. He didn't turn his head immediately when he heard the voice, as if he mustered up his courage before looking over, and saw that Zou Fei was the only one, his tense shoulders loosened slightly Come.

Zou Fei looked at his reddish eye sockets, his heart tightened for a while, he took off his shoes, went to sit beside him, smiled suddenly, touched his head and asked, "Why, are you so frightened to see my mother?"

Ding Yibo nodded, he knew Zou Fei was just comforting himself, he smelled smoke.

"That... Auntie, is it okay? Do you want to..."

"No." Zou Fei interrupted him unceremoniously, lay back, and leaned half of his body on his shoulder, "Why don't you care about me? Why do you care about her, she is much better than me."

Ding Yibo moved his shoulders, trying to make Zou Fei lean more comfortably, "Didn't you say...she is your mother, and she will be..."

I couldn't continue the second half of the sentence, I was a little too embarrassed, as if I was saying an oath.

Zou Fei was taken aback, looked down at him, his eyes were full of tenderness, the unhappiness in his heart was swept away, and he said with a smile on the corner of his mouth: "I never said that."

Ding Yibo was in a hurry, he raised his head and saw Zou Fei's expression, only then did he realize that he had been deceived again, he stretched out his hand to hold Zou Fei's hand, as if talking to him, but also as if telling himself: "I... I I won't give up, so you...wait for me."

Wait until I become braver and stronger to take on our future.

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I think this chapter is very sweet!Not abusive at all!So it can't be counted in the abuse chapter! (?????)???

36.

After returning to school, the two of them went to and from get out of class as usual. Although they didn't bring up the incident again, what happened can't be regarded as non-existent. Now that Lu Wenwei knew about it, he would definitely take measures. It was only a matter of time.Both of them were hiding things in their hearts, and they were not very excited when they met. Sometimes in the middle of the conversation, they would suddenly fall silent, and each lowered its head in a daze.

Zou Fei was worried that Ding Yibo would stay alone, afraid that Lu Wenwei would look for him again in private, and would stay by his side except for classes, let alone part-time jobs. Whenever Zou Fei had no classes, he would find a place nearby to stay the whole time. Sit and wait for him to finish.Like a mother animal who is extremely protective of her cubs, she cannot allow the child to leave her sight for a moment.

At first Ding Yibo thought that Zou Fei was just afraid that he couldn't figure it out, but later he vaguely guessed some reasons and simply resigned.