Project to Eliminate White Moonlight [ABO]

Cheng You is a rare understanding person.

Cheng You can see through life and death and love, he arranged all his funeral affairs, including finding a thought for Li Tuan, and finding Mu Zhi as a substitute for Li Tuan.

Standing in Li Tuan's position, Mu Zhi saw Cheng You off on his last journey.

When Mu Zhi looked back at the cemetery, he saw a figure in the distance, holding a black umbrella, standing far away, through the fog after the heavy rain, Mu Zhi could not see clearly.

But Mu Zhi could feel that it was Li Tuan.

Mu Zhi couldn't see Li Tuan's expression, but he felt that Li Tuan was crying.

He cried very sadly, but he couldn't make a sound.Even if his lover is buried in the ground, he can't just send a white flower to his lover.

How absurd is the fight between rich and powerful families.

Mu Zhi looked at Li Tuan from a distance, and after the funeral, he silently stood beside Li Tuan.

Li Tuan's eyes were red and swollen, and tears still remained on his face. He silently looked at Cheng You's tombstone in the distance, and asked softly, "Xiao You should have asked you to draw a portrait, right?"

Mu Zhi nodded, and said cautiously: "Yes."

He didn't even dare to speak loudly, for fear of breaking the superficial calm that Li Tuan worked so hard to maintain.

"Did he tell you not to finish the painting?" Li Tuan lowered his head and smiled self-deprecatingly, "In order to leave me with a memory, let me think about him, and live a good life?"

Mu Zhi froze for a moment, then said softly, "How do you know?"

Li Tuan smiled, tears fell again.

How could he not know what Cheng You was thinking?

Cheng You lived so clearly and arranged his own funeral, how could he not arrange for him, Li Tuan?

After all, Li Tuan is Cheng You's lover.

They know each other well, and they have a tacit understanding.

No one needs to say much, they understand it.

"Who told me..." Li Tuan raised his hand to cover his eyes, "It's his lover."

Mu Zhi patted Li Tuan's shoulder at a loss, and said softly, "Cheng You wants you to come out and live a good life."

"It's easy to say." Li Tuan squatted down on the spot, his voice hoarse, "It's not that easy! I love him."

I love him.

I love him so much that my whole heart is on him, and now that he is buried here, my heart is gone.

Mu Zhi held an umbrella for him, and after a long time, said softly: "Li Tuan, if one day I can hold a painting exhibition, I will definitely put Cheng You's portrait at the most important position."

Li Tuan laughed out loud and cried, "You are in debt yourself, and Lin Ye won't help you, how could you hold an art exhibition?!"

Mu Zhi dimmed his eyes, and his voice trembled a little: "Then if I hold an art exhibition, can you come out?"

Li Tuan wiped away his tears, looked at the wooden branch with hazy eyes, his lips parted and closed for a long time, then tremblingly said: "...OK."

Muzhi may never be able to hold an art exhibition, maybe it will be in a few years.

In fact, none of them care about this, they just give themselves a reason to persevere or eventually give up.

It is too painful and painful to miss the dead lover forever.

Li Tuan was afraid.

Mu Zhi knew that Li Tuan was afraid, so he gave Li Tuan a reason.

In fact, Mu Zhi was also afraid.

It's exhausting to insist on loving someone who doesn't love you.

Mu Zhi and Li Tuan hid in the dark place of the cemetery, Mu Zhi held an umbrella for Li Tuan, and Li Tuan squatted on the ground crying silently.

None of them spoke, and everyone was full of fear and panic about the future.

One will never be loved, and the other will never be loved.

It has been raining for a long time.

When the weather finally cleared, Zhou Rong came to the door again and asked for money.Mu Zhi's heart was still immersed in the grief of Cheng You's departure, and there was no extra emotion to sympathize or anger at all.

Muzhi gave Zhou Rong the real estate certificate of the house in Jiangping, Qinzhou.

"This is the pension prepared for you." Mu Zhi said weakly, "This is the house I prepared for you, Mom, that's all I have, you can figure it out."

After finishing speaking, Mu Zhi closed the door of the apartment, no matter what Zhou Rong said at the door, Mu Zhi would not open the door.He was lying on the bed, smoking one cigarette after another, and the cigarette butts were thrown on the ground casually, and the whole room was filled with smoke.

Muzhi doesn't want to worry about it anymore.

All his paintings are gone, his friend Cheng You is dead, and the person he loves hasn't even said a word of care, but instead fooled around with other people, and ruined the painting exhibition he had been looking forward to all his life.

Now he has nothing, living in a run-down apartment, and even the rent is used to pay off his gambling debts.

He's going to sleep on the street.

Muzhi threw the cigarette butt on the ground, laughing out loud at himself.

This is his life.

How ridiculous.

Mu Zhi didn't want to cry at all, his heart was numb, and he didn't have any extra emotions to stimulate tears.Mu Zhi lay empty on the bed for a long time, got up, and rode his bicycle to the bar.

The owner of the bar where he usually played the guitar knew him, so it was considered safe. Muzhi sat on the bar and ordered a glass of the strongest drink.

The bartender also knew Mu Zhi, and asked, "How can you drink such a strong drink? Can you bear it? Didn't Alpha accompany you?"

Mu Zhi said with a self-defeating smile: "Whether he can take it or not, as for Alpha, he has a fart."

The bartender raised his eyebrows, poured out a glass of wine and placed it in front of Mu Zhi.

Mu Zhi raised his head and drank it. The strong wine was bitter and spicy, and his tears finally flowed out.

Mu Zhi sat on the bar counter, holding an empty wine glass in his hand, and wept without image.

He finally returned to this chaotic and corrupt world.

Bitter and spicy, no one can go through the world of shit without crying.

"Mu Zhi?" Xiao Liang's surprised voice came, "Why are you here?"

Mu Zhi raised his head in a daze, saw that it was Xiao Liang, he was relieved, and then cried with red eyes.

"Xiao Liang. Am I a waste?" Mu Zhi yelled in the bar where the music was shaking, "I'm really, really useless!"

"What are you talking about!" Xiao Liang went to help him distressed, "You are the most gentle person I have ever met!"

"Gentleness is useless! I'm not gentle! I'm just a bastard." Muzhi was drunk and cried loudly, "I can't keep anything! I have nothing! Why am I still Alive!"

Xiao Liang helped the drunk Mu Zhi to a quieter corner, and asked, "Did Lin Ye bully you?"

Mu Zhi looked at him blankly, smirked and shook his head.

No one bullied him.

Lin Ye didn't, Zhou Rong didn't, and Wen Ming didn't either.

They just don't care about him.

Lin Ye doesn't care about his love, Zhou Rong doesn't care about his suffering, Wen Ming doesn't care about his dream.

No one bullied him, they just loved themselves more, and no one cared about him.

It's just that he doesn't care, it's not bullying or anything.

"Xiao Liang..." Mu Zhi cried aggrievedly, his voice trembling, "I really like painting, I want to open my own art exhibition, I really, I really seem to have my own art exhibition."

"I don't want to pay off my debts, I don't want to be on call, I want to lose my temper, and I want someone to spoil me." Mu Zhi grabbed Xiao Liang's sleeve, "What does it feel like to be spoiled, I don't know what to do?"

Xiao Liang stared at him blankly, then suddenly hugged him tightly, and said in a trembling voice, "Stop crying, stop crying, we don't like forests anymore, don't we like forests and fields, okay?"

Mu Zhi burst into tears in the deafening music: "How can I not like Lin Ye! I don't know what to do!"

He just doesn't know!

How can you not love someone!

How can long-term pain be worse than short-term pain in a relationship?How can we give up on a person immediately, if we can be deeply sad, it will be better than being late day by day.

Muzhi doesn't remember what happened afterwards.

He cried and cried, and fell asleep drowsily.

Xiao Liang took Mu Zhi back to his own apartment by taxi. When Xiao Liang got off the car and went upstairs with Mu Zhi in his arms, he didn't see the forest under the trees in the distance.

Lin Ye looked at Xiao Liang and Mu Zhi quietly, his expression turned cold.

Mu Zhi had quarreled with him before, and he hasn't heard from him for a long time. Ever since Lin Ye messed up Mu Zhi's art exhibition, Mu Zhi hasn't given Lin Ye any news.

Lin Ye never bowed his head to admit his mistakes, and he forgot why he quarreled with Mu Zhi. If Wen Ming hadn't said that Mu Zhi's painting exhibition had failed, Lin Ye wouldn't even remember that Mu Zhi was still angry with him.

Lin Ye felt a little guilty towards Mu Zhi, and after struggling for a long time, he called Mu Zhi, but Mu Zhi didn't answer.Lin Ye called several times, but Mu Zhi didn't answer once.Lin Ye thought that something had happened to Mu Zhi, so he ran to Mu Zhi's apartment without even having a company meeting, but as soon as he got out of the car, he saw Xiao Liang going upstairs with Mu Zhi in his arms.

The trace of different feelings in Lin Ye's heart disappeared completely just like that.

He turned around and left, driving to the beach.

The sea breeze came head-on, and the chaotic and sensational emotions in Lin Ye's heart calmed down a lot.

He didn't know what was going on with him, he only knew that he was very angry.

Mu Zhi was with other Alphas, which made him angry.

Lin Ye sat in the car, smoking a cigarette irritably, and sat in the car all night in such an agitated mood.

the next day.Lin Ye kicked open the door of Mu Zhi's apartment.

"Pack up your things and follow me." Lin Ye's shirt was crumpled and his tie was draped over his shoulders, "immediately, live with me."

Muzhi had a headache after being hungover, and asked, "What?"

Lin Ye slammed the door shut, pressed the wooden branch against the wall, and kissed him madly.

"Live with me." Lin Ye said unsteadily, "Immediately, live with me."

Mu Zhi was stunned for a long time, pushing away Lin Ye who was biting and biting on his lips, his voice was a little trembling, and there was unstoppable expectation in his eyes: "...Why, why do you want to live with me?"

Lin Ye was a little stiff for a while.

Why do you want to live with Muzhi?

Because of jealousy, because of anger, because I hate other Alphas being close to the wooden branches.

Because of possessiveness.

But perhaps, there is a deeper feeling than possessiveness, an inexplicable impulse in it, Lin Ye can't understand it, can't see it clearly.

"Because I love you." Lin Ye blurted out, but hesitated a little, "...maybe."

Mu Zhi stared at him blankly, and suddenly shed two tears.

Many years later, Lin Ye still doesn't know why he said that.

Looking back after so many years, Lin Ye has long been unable to touch his emotions and state of mind at that time, but everything is blurred, like looking at flowers through fog.

He only knew that he who said "maybe" at that time was the biggest idiot in the world.

He loves sticks.

Not maybe loved, not loved.

He loves sticks.

For him, Mu Zhi has long surpassed the meaning of a substitute. From the first time we met in the rain when he was young, Mu Zhi has been an amazing gem in his life for him.

Since then, he has seen gemstones of various colors, but he has never encountered a more stunning existence than Mu Zhi.

He is the twilight of his boyhood.

Dyeing the warmth of the entire sky.

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