Project to Eliminate White Moonlight [ABO]

What does ten years mean?

It seems to have different meanings in different contexts.

Ten years ago, Muzhi was just 20 years old.

At that time, the family had to provide for his younger brother to go to school, and Zhou Rong didn't buy him a mobile phone. When it was snowing heavily, Mu Zhi, wrapped in a coat and scarf, queued up at the phone booth just to call Zhou Rong.

A few minutes of phone calls are the joys and sorrows of the family, and the suffering of Muzhi is unspeakable.

Ten years ago, in order to save money, Mu Zhi only ate one meal a day, and when he was most hungry, he drank plain water.At that time, when I saved money, I went to the bank to send it back. Every time the girl working at the counter saw him, she would smile shyly.

Ten years ago, the main means of transportation were old buses and bicycles, and even the trains were green leather trains. When Muzhi went home, he ran to the train station to buy tickets, followed by a car of people standing or sitting or squatting Huddled together, they swayed through large wheat fields and snowfields.

Ten years ago, Mu Zhi met Lin Ye for the first time.

On the bus in the deep twilight, the man had gentle and clean eyes, golden hair on the tip of his hair, and when he smiled, even the wind was gentle.

Sitting next to the wooden branch, his hair curled up by the long wind, he asked, "What's your name?"

Six years ago, Mu Zhi had sex with Lin Ye for the first time, and it was also his first time. In the small hotel near the school, no ID card was even required for registration.

Small hotels like that six years ago are everywhere, with mattresses on the floor, simple toilets, a square TV, and a window sill that pretends to be a petty bourgeoisie, with a potted flower on it.Old and shabby, the white sheets always have a post-love feeling.

Mu Zhi grasped Lin Ye's sleeve helplessly, Lin Ye held his hand carefully and persistently, interlocked his fingers, and then kissed him.

Taste it lightly, and then the water will flow for a long time.

Everything seems to be immersed in early spring, about to wake up, not yet clear.

Ten years, for Mu Zhi, means all his enthusiasm and love.

Like the half of a candle, burning and consuming, the last bean candle is extinguished under the gust of wind and rain.

He is tired.

He burned it all out, and now with a handful of black ash, even the remaining warmth is an extravagant hope.

When Mu Zhi came out of Lin Ye's villa, he still brought his photo album with him. In it, he left behind his self-loved bits and pieces with Lin Ye.

When Mu Zhi came out of Litang Garden, he only brought his mobile phone and ID card with him.He protected his abdomen and turned out from the balcony on the first floor, only then did he realize that he didn't bring a photo album.

Mu Zhi thought for a while, the burning pain on his face made him make up his mind, and ran away without looking back.

He is too tired.

He was fed up with Lin Ye's cheating again and again, his mischief again and again, and his neglect again and again, and he couldn't stand Lin Ye's intensified viciousness.Lin Ye not only beat him, but also tied him up, trying to force him.

Muzhi loves Lin Ye, but he doesn't like Lin Ye who uses beatings to force him.

Mu Zhi doesn't want to see Lin Ye again, not at all, even if he sees Lin Ye tomorrow to apologize, Mu Zhi will go crazy.

He's fed up, he's fed up with forgiving again and again, he's fed up with forcing a smile every time he's hurt, he can't stand his child living in this environment for the rest of his life: Dad is a shady lover, My father cheated all the time.

Even if his child has no father, he will leave here.

He doesn't want his children to go their own way, repeating his past, he doesn't want his children to be like himself in the past, watching his father beat his mother.

Mu Zhi walked straight along the road, walked out of Litang Garden, and got on the bus to the train station.Sitting on the bus, Mu Zhi opened the ticketing software, but didn't know what to do.

He didn't know where he should go.

It is impossible to go back to my hometown of Qinzhou.

Father is a drunkard and has long since disappeared.The mother is addicted to gambling, and dotes on her younger brother Konoha, and keeps asking him for money to give to her younger brother, but Konoha is as addicted to gambling as her mother, and she doesn't make any progress at all.

For Muzhi, his home is the abyss.

A bottomless quagmire.

The only place that can be called home is Lin Ye's villa, and now he has been kicked out, so naturally he has nowhere to go.

Where are you going?There are nineteen states in Moyang. He has stayed in Yanzhou for so long, where should he settle down?

Muzhi didn't know where to go.

In fact, he really wanted to have a home. He used to save money to buy a house in his hometown of Qinzhou. Unfortunately, in order to pay off his brother Konoha’s debt, the house was sold to others.

Mu Zhi approached the train station in a daze, and walked all the way to the counter.The lady at the counter yawned and asked, "Hello, where do you buy the ticket?"

Tickets are now self-service ticket sales, and there are really few people who come to the counter to buy tickets.

Mu Zhi stared at her blankly, and asked: "Move the car and leave immediately, where are you going?"

The young lady was stunned for a moment, checked the computer, and said, "The bullet train half an hour later goes to Youzhou, but it's a standing ticket, and it goes to Qinzhou—"

"Youzhou. I'm going to Youzhou." Mu Zhi said, "Standing tickets are fine."

The young lady glanced at him worriedly, and when handing over the ticket, she still asked, "Are you all right?"

Mu Zhi took the ticket and smiled wearily: "I'm fine."

Unrelated people even knew to ask about his condition, but no one cared about the people around him.

How ridiculous.

When Mu Zhi stood on the bullet train, someone patted him on the shoulder.

Mu Zhi looked back alertly, only to find that it was Li Tuan.

"Li Tuan?" Mu Zhi was taken aback, "You, you, why are you here!?"

Li Tuan raised his eyebrows: "Li Ge is going to Youzhou with Xiao Liang, my big brother, I have to find out the truth, right? I can't just deceive my young master away by just one person."

Mu Zhi nodded in a daze, and said, "You are such a good brother, I really envy Li Ge."

Li Tuan looked Mu Zhi up and down, and asked, "Is that what you mean when you say you won't come back? Where are you going?"

Mu Zhi took a step back alertly, and said, "I don't know."

Li Tuan sighed: "You don't have to worry about me, I have something wrong with Lin Ye, and I won't help him."

Mu Zhi shook his head and said, "Mr. Li, I won't bother you anymore, you go slowly."

Li Tuan didn't force it, he just walked a few steps and asked, "Would you like to come to the first class seat? Are you pregnant?"

Mu Zhi was startled, subconsciously covered her stomach and backed away again and again, people around looked at Li Tuan and Mu Zhi curiously, Mu Zhi blushed.

Li Tuan sighed, grabbed Mu Zhi's wrist, led him to the first-class cabin, and said, "This kind of thing can be found out with a little care. Let's go, just treat it for the sake of the baby."

Mu Zhi blushed and nodded silently.

When Mu Zhi sat down on the seat, Li Tuan poured him a cup of hot milk and sat on the seat next to him.

"What happened to your face?" Li Tuan asked.

Mu Zhi half closed his eyes, concentrated on drinking the hot milk, and said, "It's nothing."

Li Tuan is four years older than Mu Zhi, and is a famous wealthy single Alpha.

Usually, he always looks like a steady big brother. I don't know how many Omega are vying to marry him.

Li Tuan crossed his legs, covered Mu Zhi with a blanket, and said, "Did Linye hit you?"

Mu Zhi said, "No."

Li Tuan asked again: "Who hit you?"

Muzhi was a little irritable and shouted: "No! I said no! No, no, no!"

Li Tuan looked at him quietly, the emotion in his pitch-black pupils was incomprehensible.

"It's fine if you don't have one." Li Tuan covered the blanket and said, "I said long ago that the forests are not worth it."

Mu Zhi looked out of the window quietly, and suddenly asked, "Li Tuan."

Li Tuan let out a surprised "Mmm".

"Tell me, what are my ten years to Lin Ye?" Mu Zhi pressed his forehead to the cold glass and asked.

"I don't know." Li Tuan confessed.

"But if it's me." He said, "In the past ten years, day and night."

"It's all about you."