Green Lin Dust

Shu Jun came out quietly and closed the door behind him.

He didn't mean to sneak out, but he said that he wanted to go out to see how the wind was blowing in Jiangling City, and Xue Kaichao would rest for a while.

But even if he didn't sneak away behind Xue Kaichao's back, as long as he lied to him, Shu Jun would feel very uncomfortable.

He hadn't been in the Dharma Palace for long, but Xue Kaichao's attitude was so clear that Shu Jun had been tempered during this period.

Xue Kaichao's requirements for people are first of all to be obedient, and then to be useful. Likes and feelings are the last, not necessarily without them, but they will never be the most important.Although You Yu and the others have their own personalities, in front of Xue Kaichao, they are actually just cultivated knives, each with its own use.

A knife held in the hands of its owner must be obedient, and if it is useless, it will not be called a weapon.

Shu Jun knew that he was not out of this category, and although Xue Kaichao would not tell anyone what he did wrong with an angry face, everyone would think that if he did something wrong, there would be no turning back.It is a ridiculous dream to pin hope on those who have the power to control their own life and death to be merciful and considerate.

Xue Kaichao just talked less and was definitely not lenient. Originally, Shu Jun never had the courage to disobey him, nor did he want to disobey him.

His life has been like water in a shallow dish, which can be seen through at a glance, and there are no twists and turns.But Xue Yelai gave him countless painful dreams, and he met an old friend in Jiangling City.

In the past, there was no choice, Shu Jun just had to concentrate on doing what Xue Kaichao wanted to do. He didn't have to be afraid of being abandoned, and he didn't have to be afraid of having nowhere to go. It was a gift of fate that he could even stay by Xue Kaichao's pillow.

But he had already accepted this future, and the blood and hatred brought him back to the point where he was helpless and even wanted to destroy the Great Wall himself.

Passing by him in the daytime was the young disciple of the Longevity Gate, Shu Jun thought he had a kind face at first sight, but suddenly remembered who it was at the second sight.

Lingju's family had an elder brother who was taken away by the immortal teacher on the mountain when he passed by. He remembered this when his memory was still incomplete.It's just that after all, it's a long time ago, and Shu Jun has never thought about what the other party will be like when he grows up.

For the past few days, he has always been in a state of anxiety, wanting to find the other party to confirm whether he has admitted the wrong person.He hasn't figured out what to do after they really recognize each other.But in the past few days, Shu Jun felt that his skin was burned every time he came into contact with Xue Kaichao.

What people need most is peace of mind.

If he didn't want revenge for the village, he felt uneasy, but if he wanted revenge, he didn't make up his mind to really give up everything.It was really only at this point that he suddenly realized that he had nostalgia for Xue Kaichao.Maybe he was just doing what he wanted with Xue Kaichao, but Xue Kaichao was a life-saving grace to him, and he never expected to get good things, even if that person didn't belong to him at all, he couldn't let him go decisively.

If there is no more decision, Shu Jun knows that he will reveal himself soon.

He is not good at hiding from Xue Kaichao, he is already very guilty, and the other party is sensitive, it is absolutely impossible not to find out.At first, he used the reason of wanting to take revenge alone to justify his revenge without going through the Dharma Temple or Xue Kaichao, but he was afraid that Xue Kaichao would be involved in his deep hatred. Now Shu Jun has seen this involvement in his dream, let alone noticed by him.

He was very confused, so he had to go out with an excuse to relax outside.

Xue Kaichao doesn't like to wander, probably because he has become a habit of meditation for many years, and he doesn't think it's very interesting outside.This also made it easier for Shu Jun to think wildly and feel depressed outside.

For a moment, he despises himself for having no integrity, he really is not a loyal person, he can't make a decisive decision to give up the current life to take revenge, and at the same time he sneers at himself, the current life does not belong to you, if Xue Kaichao didn't fancy him at that time, he didn't Tell him to go down, but didn't take him away, so doesn't he know what kind of life he is living now?

Although the fate of a person is not destined by the sky, there is such a thing as chance, so what can you do? Is this luck cultivated by you?

no.

So he must you?

Not really.

A thing that can be replaced at will, delusional forever is already ignorant, if you really think that your current identity belongs to you, it is even more a joke.

Shu Jun felt sad and hated himself for being indecisive and sad, and walked forward along the road that divided Jiangling City into two with his head bowed.He was still wearing the clothes of a little Taoist priest. The girls in the flower building across the river saw him with sharp eyes, and happily solicited him softly, not because they wanted to do business with him, but just as a joke.

For a moment, the stretches were full of flowery branches and trembling, Shu Jun looked up, even though he was melancholy, he couldn't help but feel that the world is very cute, but he is really boring and hideous.The more he thought about it, the more he got into the corner of the horn, and he already hated himself and gave up, only showing a slight smile, and then the corner of his mouth fell down again as if being pulled by an invisible weight.

A young voice suddenly spoke from behind him, with a slight trill: "Xiao Shu...is that you?"

Shu Jun turned his head and saw the man standing on the white marble bridge behind him.He took a deep breath, walked forward, stood together with the strange yet familiar disciple of the Changsheng sect among the misty and misty tangled threads of the willow shade, and whispered: "Do you recognize me?"

That person was less worried than him, so he was much more excited. He stretched out his hand to hold his wrist, almost crying, and he was quiet and indifferent: "How could I not recognize you! You have suffered!"

There is no reason to say this, but it is not wrong. Shu Jun's eyes are sore and hot. Apart from the hurt of old people reunited and Yi's hometown is no longer there, there is also an inexplicable sense of grievance. .He sniffed and called hoarsely, "Brother Zhou..."

As he spoke, it seemed as if he was about to cry.

His neighbor's elder brother, his original name seems to be Zhou Dafu, because Shu Jun was still young when he left, so he can't remember exactly, but he does remember that he often called his little brother Zhou and played with him.Although life in the countryside is poor and boring, Shu Jun's family had land when he was a child, and there was spare money for him to go to the village to learn and enlighten, so he didn't need him to help the family with anything, and often played wildly outside.

The two are at least playmates who have grown up together for a few years.Shu Jun's relatives and villagers all died together, and it seems that he is the only old friend left.

This little brother Zhou seems to have gone to the Longevity Gate at the beginning, and now he is living a good life. He really came down to travel, but when he came across the Meng family, he couldn't walk around casually for fear of bumping into this mess, so Drowned in Jiangling City.

Shu Jun had to hide the real experience of the two communicating on the bridge in recent years, and never revealed Xue Kaichao's true identity. He only said that he escaped by chance after his family was destroyed, wandered all the way, got into a theater troupe, and was rescued by his master. There is nothing to worry about serving Master Yunyou now.

And this little brother Zhou has now been given the name Zhou Yun by his master, and he is one of the most talented disciples in the new generation of the Changsheng sect, so he was able to travel at this age under hard work.

"Actually... a few years ago, half a month after the village was burned, I had a family leave and went down the mountain to find you. You were only this tall when I left," Zhou Yun compared his height with his hands in front of him , Shaking his head: "I want to ask Master to take you away too. I don't have much comfort at the foot of the mountain, and I can't broaden my horizons, but Master has no such intention, saying that he only wants one apprentice. I originally wanted to take you with me that time, but Knowing that you are likely to have been buried in the sea of ​​flames..."

Shu Jun has changed so much, of course Zhou Yun is no longer that wild kid back then, his every move has the demeanor of a fairy, and now he is someone everyone looks up to when he goes out.Although the Longevity Sect came from the same source as the Qingjing Sect, and the Taoism is almost the same, it is more determined to forge ahead, expanding its territory, and recruiting more disciples, and it is very prosperous.Zhou Yun can be ranked among them, and his talent is not low.

Knowing that Shu Jun was also happy for him, unexpectedly after Zhou Yun said this, he grabbed his wrist again, and even unconsciously pulled towards him, asking in a low voice, "Come with me, Xiao Shu, I can protect you now! Now that I have found you, I will never be separated from you again!"

Shu Jun was stunned, trying to stand up so that he wouldn't pull him away, and mutteringly refused: "But, I have a master..."

Zhou Yun closed his eyes in pain, without losing any strength in his hands, staring into his eyes coldly and oppressively, and asked him: "Do you think I will look down on you? Why don't you tell me the truth?"

Shu Jun was speechless, so he could only ask back: "What should I tell the truth?"

In fact, Zhou Yun is only a few years older than him, Shu Jun is about as old as he is, and Zhou Yun is in his early twenties, but after all, he has experienced in the teacher's school, and his temperament and demeanor are beyond ordinary people, and it is very scary to be solemn.Seeing that Shu Jun didn't say anything, Zhou Yun slowly let go of his hand, looked at him with painful but self-blaming eyes, took a long breath, seemed to suck in the infinite depression, and suddenly reached out to touch Shu Jun's head: "Yes My fault, I wish I could have gone down the mountain before that fire, or found you sooner after. I thought I was different now and could save you, but every time I come to see you, I always I found that you have fallen deeper, and I can't catch you."

He sighed again: "You don't have to hide it from me, I won't underestimate you because of this. I've seen it... Your master actually regards you as a furnace, right? The two of you really don't look like a master and apprentice .”

Shu Jun didn't expect him to say this, the original emotion was wiped out, his face turned red at first, remembering that Xue Kaichao had gone out several times in the past few days, the two of them always made some small moves when walking together, sometimes it was dark or there was no one around, It's not that they haven't kissed and hugged.

He didn't think too much about it at that time, instead he used it as a haven of escape, unexpectedly being seen by Zhou Yun, he was very embarrassed for a while.Seeing that the other party cared about him after all, he stared at him with a good look and asked him to give him an answer to leave, but he calmed down.His face was still red, and Shu Jun heard himself say: "I won't leave, he... I did it voluntarily, and I'm not a furnace."

Yes, although it is not a furnace, it is not necessarily much better than a furnace.But as soon as Shu Jun said the words, he found out that he really didn't want to leave.

And Xue Kaichao has absolutely no possibility of giving up his own things. In fact, his life has been decided when he met the other party and will not change.

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This chapter finally begins to touch on the real issues between the two.That is, Xiao Xue will not treat anyone as his own kind, so the division of people in his eyes is mine and not mine, it's none of my business and killing them.But before Xiaoshu didn't want to go forward, I just did mine, because it was useless to think about the future.Now I'm starting to think, if revenge and staying can't have both, would he still want to take revenge?Now I haven't decided whether to take revenge or not, but I have realized that I can't leave, and my heart is quite stable. (Xiao Xue, someone here is going to kidnap your wife!!!!)