Green Lin Dust

Shu Jun is not familiar with You Yuan, but he also knows that she is very scary.She didn't show up much by Xue Kaichao's side, and she was always wandering outside. She was Xue Kaichao's other pair of eyes besides Youquan.But unlike Youquan, she doesn't like to laugh, she doesn't care about anyone she sees, and doesn't care about them.Others didn't say they were respectful to Xue Kaichao, at least they wouldn't disobey them easily.

You Yuan was not afraid at all, and often spoke out against him. His cold and tough style was quite similar to that of Xue Kaichao.

Even if he knew that she liked to sleep in flowers and sleep in willows when she was away, Shu Jun was already afraid of her enough, let alone at this time.

You Yuan just looked at him without saying anything, the chaotic pupils under his seat were as scarlet as blood, he paved the ground impatiently, and turned around slowly.

The blood in Shu Jun's whole body was cold, even if Youyuan turned his back to him, he didn't dare to do unnecessary things, and immediately followed her when she looked back and signaled with her eyes.

Without Xue Kaichao's order, You Yuan would not have come out.So where was she and what did she see?How much does Xue Kaichao know?

Everything Shu Jun did at Xue's house tonight is irrefutable, and he knows that he can't refute it. He originally thought that he would be known tomorrow, and he never thought that he would find out that his hell was outside after stepping out. Brought by the abyss.

Back to Taoyuan, Youyuan stopped at the door, and the ancient monster disappeared in a puff of black smoke. Youyuan stretched out his hand to push the door open, and said the only sentence to him tonight: "Go in!" Bar."

She looked neither sad nor happy, she was neither surprised nor angry at what he did, she didn't show any emotion, and her whole body was completely dark.

The closer Shu Jun got to the Taoyuan, the more dazed he became, his mind went blank, he stared at her blankly, and barely understood what she meant that Xue Kaichao was waiting for him inside, and he was immediately terrified.You Yuan didn't make a sound anymore, Shu Jun looked at the few candles in the dark courtyard gate, and after a while regained his senses, he found that she had disappeared without a sound.

The yard was very quiet, there was no sound at all, but it was raining again.Shu Jun's clothes were already half wet, he finally walked in muddy, but he couldn't think of anything, he didn't even know how to explain, how to confess his guilt, he just kept walking inside in a daze.

The deep darkness enveloped him, but it could no longer make him feel safe. He was clearly approaching the person he trusted the most in this life, but because he knew that he had betrayed him, and this deed had been discovered, he was afraid and at a loss. Stumbled and fell down the steps.

The night rain in early summer is pattering, and the wind is echoing in the bamboo forest. After listening to it for a long time in such a silent night, I also feel cold and lonely.

Shu Jun saw a figure reflected on the wooden door covered with paper in front of him, it was Xue Kaichao sitting upright.He must be sitting not far from the door, so Shu Jun could see such a clear figure.

He suddenly felt terrified. It was the fear of a child who got into trouble outside and didn't dare to cry after returning home. He knew that he had caused trouble to his parents but couldn't hide it.

Shu Jun didn't pay attention to how he was approaching, and staggered to the door, and was about to reach out to push the door, but Xue Kaichao who was inside said, "Don't come in."

Unexpectedly, there would be such a sentence, Shu Jun trembled all over, unable to support anymore, slipped down, limp and knelt on the ground, still trying to get close to the door, what he said was instinctive nonsense Nonsense: "I know I was wrong, I am guilty, my lord... my lord..."

Xue Kaichao sighed softly, and Shu Jun choked up.

"You go." Shu Jun heard him say.

Walk?What does go mean?

Shu Jun's chest hurt like suffocation, and he raised his hand to scratch at the door, and suddenly found that the blood on his body was diluted by the rain, and the door was dyed a light red.He couldn't understand what it meant to walk, but he felt powerless as if his bones had been taken away from him. He was shaking violently, and tears welled up in his eyes. He didn't even know where the tears came from. He obviously shouldn't be the wronged person.

He came to see Xue Kaichao for the last time. He would rather die, and he would plead guilty, but he couldn't leave. He never thought of leaving.

Xue Kaichao inside had no intention of seeing him again, and his voice was even more ethereal and indifferent to Shu Jun's ears.It was clearly the same as before, but it was so cold that it made people despair.

Shu Jun jumped on the door and burst into tears, panicking and telling the whole story: "I was wrong, I did many things without telling the lord, I killed the lord's family, but he...but he also killed my whole family , killed my village, my little sister was only four years old, she was burned alive, I can't watch them being killed, but I'm greedy for life...they watched my wife die...don't it be damned Isn't it them? The dead ghosts haunt me day and night, I can't wake up, I can't wake up from the nightmare..."

He even forgot that he didn't want to tell Xue Kaichao that his mother was abandoned by his father's family.

Xue Kaichao didn't want to listen any more: "I know."

Just these three words, Shu Jun was stunned.

He was already in tears, but he didn't know that Xue Kaichao knew all about it.

Xue Kaichao said inside: "Otherwise, why do you think you can come back safely?"

Shu Jun shook his head in despair, and suddenly threw himself on the door, making a loud noise.He had walked into any place where Xue Kaichao was located countless times, but now he couldn't knock on this door, nor could he pick it open.As long as Xue Kaichao is unwilling to see him again, he will never see Xue Kaichao again.

He no longer wants to see himself.

Shu Jun is full of only this sentence, and only one obsession left, no matter what, he must see Xue Kaichao for the last time, he is willing to die, this is his due ending, but he can't fail to see him.

This door is as solid as a mountain, and he is the lonely ghost who was suppressed at the foot of the mountain. If Xue Kaichao doesn't want him, who is he?

Shu Jun never thought of being let go, he was ready to die long ago, he didn't regret it, and even felt that this was the right thing to do.

While weeping, he tried to squeeze open the door in front of him, clasping his fingers tightly in the crack of the door, trying to pull it open with brute force.All he could see was the shadow reflected on the door, and he felt pain just looking at it, a pain that pierced his heart.He went to a dead end, he first turned his back on Xue Kaichao, why didn't he kill him, didn't hate him, just let himself go?Where else can he go?

However, no matter how hard he tried, the blood on his hand was rubbed against it, and it was no match for Xue Kaichao's strength.

He didn't die, but he was abandoned.

Xue Kaichao didn't have to kill him himself, as long as he abandoned him calmly and indifferently, Shu Jun would be devastated, as if he had been killed a thousand times or ten thousand times.

Xue Kaichao heard him crying, and could see him scratching the door, knowing that he was about to cry and bleed, but he never approached him an inch, let alone let him in, he just said one more sentence: "Let's go, Haoshuang The knife is also left behind. I don't want your life, and I don't want your death, you go."

Shu Jun leaned against the door and burst into tears.He was usually extremely cautious, and he would never be the slightest bit rude, but now he forgot his persistence and duty—maybe he had forgotten it a long time ago, and cried while crying: "No, I won't go! I No, I left the lord, where else can I go? I was wrong, lord, don't want me, don't want me!"

It was raining at night on the porch, and Shu Jun was crying as if he had died once on the porch.But there was no movement in the house.Shu Jun seemed to be completely shattered by Xue Kaichao's words. The previous heavy blood debt had been paid, and the grievances around him seemed to have dissipated. The source of pain became Xue Kaichao.

He thought well at that time, death is always the easiest way, anyway, after death, he will know nothing, even if he is defeated, he will belong to Xue Kaichao until his death, which can be regarded as consummation.

He didn't want much, but he didn't expect that Xue Kaichao could let him die thousands of times while taking his life, smashing him into pieces, not caring about anything, just leaning against the door and crying loudly, the more he cried, the worse he was. Fear, the more he cried, the more desperate he became, the more he cried, the more he knew that this was the hell on earth, and the most painful time for him was now.

If a person doesn't want much, shouldn't it be easy to achieve what he wants?Shu Jun has always taken himself too lightly, life and death seem to be an easy decision, but just telling him to leave, never to appear in front of Xue Kaichao again, is clearly regarded as being forgiven and let go, but he feels that at this time he On the contrary, he wanted more. He originally insisted that he was not qualified to think too much, but now it came to his mind.

He had to admit that this was untimely and unworthy greed.

His tears ran dry, his heart was dry, and there was still no movement inside, no sound at all.Shu Jun couldn't open the door, and didn't dare to do anything else.He stroked the Haoshuang knife, and finally untied it slowly, and put it in front of him.

This was the time, the moment he had been waiting for.He once persuaded himself not to think about whether Xue Kaichao liked him, and not to ask for things he shouldn't ask for. As long as he can save one day, he should cherish this day.Just as if you can live a day, then live a day, and how long you live is earned.

If it wasn't for luck, he would have died long ago.

If it wasn't for Xue Kaichao's refusal, he would be dead by now.

Leaving Xue Kaichao and returning Haoshuang Dao, how is it different from being dead?

Shu Jun bowed quietly, resting his forehead on the back of his hand, thinking silently for a while, and found that he had lost his mind.How could Xue Kaichao change?How could you give up everything you own?How can you let yourself go?Even if he killed himself, it was just to deal with his own things, but he just said repeatedly, let's go.

Shu Jun would rather die, but he also knows that he can't seek death here, that's different.One is the destination he has long thought of, and the other is just fear of sin.

He got up slowly, and suddenly realized that it was not that he had no personal affection for Xue Kaichao in the past, he just knew that he belonged to Xue Kaichao in this life, and it was impossible to leave, so it didn't matter what identity or relationship, he was not afraid.

There is retribution for being confident, because Xue Kaichao didn't always hold him in his hands.

Shu Jun finally left.

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The first volume is over, and the next volume will be opened tomorrow.