The finale

Cheng Shuling and Lu Songyu were going downstairs for dinner, and they said this on the way: "The principal is really a bit crazy, he actually wanted you to be the host of the meeting."

Lu Songyu was also taken aback, and Cheng Shuling quickly comforted him: "What are you panicking about? Just ignore him, Teacher Cheng will block you."

Lu Songyu nodded, like a child who was bullied outside and went home to find an adult to support him. If it wasn't for being outside, Cheng Shuling would have hugged him in his arms and ruined him for a while.

After the two of them sat down in a shop downstairs, the group had already discussed shooting videos.

Consulting Zhu Fangting: On Wednesday, we will shoot the annual meeting blessing video, and everyone should dress better.

Mathematics Liang Dan: Don't you want to talk?

Gu Chunlian: I must say it. Everyone should say a few words of New Year greetings. It is best not to repeat them.

Physics Luo Jia: I think this requirement is too high, and what everyone said together will be hanged and beaten by the row opposite me.

The row of classrooms opposite Luo Jia is No. 10 to No. 12, which are Lu Songyu, Cheng Shuling and Shi Yungui respectively.

Yuanzi: I think Teacher Gu's arrangement of classrooms is really spiritual.

Gu Chunlian: Where is it?I just see where I have time and stuff people there!

Mathematics Cheng Shuling: Since you are so afraid of being hanged and beaten, it is fine for our group to send Yun to be the representative.

Chinese Shi Yungui: Since we are so afraid of being hanged and beaten, we will send a math teacher as a representative.

Cheng Shuling smiled and wanted to reply, when another sentence popped up on the screen: I agree.

It was Lu Songyu, the first time Lu Songyu spoke in this group.

Jin Ling: Tsk tsk tsk, Cheng Shuling, have you been isolated?

Yuanzi: Cheng Shuling dug a hole, and Yungui and Teacher Lu buried him together.

Physics Luo Jia: I always thought that Yun Gui and Cheng Shuling were in the same group, but I didn't expect that she and Teacher Lu were in the same group.

The messages on the phone screen continued to pop up, but Cheng Shuling put down the phone and looked at Lu Songyu playfully: "What are you doing? Harm me with outsiders?"

"No," Lu Songyu quickly explained, "I was just kidding you."

"Are you happy? I see you can't hold back your laughter."

Sure enough, Lu Songyu didn't hold back, he just laughed, and then nodded silently.

"As long as you are happy."

This day is the last day of the year. Last time, Cheng Shuling wanted to ask Lu Songyu what gift he wanted, but not only failed to ask, but also made the two of them feel heavy all night. Fortunately, nothing happened in the end, otherwise Cheng Shuling Depressed to death.

But what should be asked tonight has to be asked. After both of them took a bath and lay on the bed, Cheng Shuling asked: "It will be the New Year's Eve later, although our New Year's Eve has no sense of ceremony, but Mr. Lu, what do you want?" You can say, I will definitely satisfy you."

Lu Songyu was lying flat, looking at the shining white ceiling: "Will you help me achieve whatever I want?"

Cheng Shuling didn't immediately agree, but said slowly: "I have dated many girlfriends before, but none of them lasted long. An Wenwen, that is, when my last girlfriend broke up with me, she said that she didn't feel it. I wanted to create a future for her, I couldn't understand it at the time, I only knew that I talked to all the girls like this, but the first night I brought you back, I understood, and I kept sprouting in my heart according to you The urge to change my appearance, I began to think, if you don’t want to live here, let’s change places, if you don’t like working in KK, let’s change jobs, if you can’t take care of yourself, then I’ll take care of you every day You may not know that every day I am with you, I have a lot of thoughts about you in my heart, and I gradually understand that this is the so-called love."

"I have been in love many times, but it was only when I met you that I realized what love is. From the moment you caught up with me and let me take you home, my only thought is to accompany you to do everything you want to do thing."

Lu Songyu thought, Cheng Shuling's words are really nice, and every time he speaks, he wants to cry, and now he is the same, he sniffed, with a nasal voice: "I think, all the way north, south along the coast."

This wish is a private one. This is what the senior said when he was with him. At that time, he lay on the senior's naked/naked chest and lit a cigarette. After taking a deep breath, he said slowly: "We We want to see all the beautiful scenery in this world together, and kiss every tender morning. All the way north, south along the coast."

"Okay, go all the way north and go south along the coast."

So Lu Songyu stood up with a smile and gave him a long kiss.

He still remembers the day when the senior went to Beijing, the golden sun shone through the window in the early morning, and Lu Songyu's bright eyes reflected the dazzling light. He lightly touched the senior's lips, and whispered in his ear: "Every day A tender morning kiss."

The senior smiled, and gave him a loud "boo" on his face: "When I come back, I will take you all the way north and south along the coast."

But the senior didn't come back.

Lu Songyu thought, maybe this is an unlucky wish, he shouldn't say it again, and he shouldn't bring the past of himself and his senior into Cheng Shuling's life, but since he went to school, he knows that there are not only Since that dilapidated small village, he has longed for this matter for a long time.

Seeing his pensive look, Cheng Shuling knew that this wish was not simple, but he knew that just saying it would consume all of Lu Songyu's courage, so he stopped asking, and only said softly: "Okay, next year, I will definitely take you there."

Cheng Shuling agreed, and Lu Songyu cried again.

"Why do you keep crying?" Cheng Shuling didn't support his head with one hand, and wiped his tears with the other hand, pretending to be relaxed, "Why don't you ask me what I want?"

Lu Songyu was a little surprised, he had known Cheng Shuling for so long, and Cheng Shuling hadn't asked anyone for anything yet! "Then what do you want? I'll try my best."

Cheng Shuling wanted to prevent him from saying I love you, but it was a bit like taking advantage of the fire, and it was best to wait for him to say it himself, otherwise it would be useless to say it, so he kissed his earlobe and said: "I want to You must live with Teacher Lu, no matter who dies first. If I really leave him behind for irresistible reasons in the future, I hope he will not blame me, let alone himself. He is the best teacher in the world. Remove ignorance, drive out darkness, I know he can, don't I?"

Lu Songyu didn't answer, just raised his head and let the tears flow down to the earlobe kissed by Cheng Shuling.

"You just promised me that you will do your best."

Lu Songyu nodded very slowly: "I will try my best."

"Okay, it's all right."

The time has passed 11:30, outside the window, the nightlife in N City has just begun.

Lu Songyu hesitated for a while, and said, "Actually, our New Year's Eve can also be very ceremonial."

"What kind of ritual?"

Lu Songyu pushed his hands on the bed, sat up neatly, and took off his pajamas in twos and twos, exposing his naked upper body.There are many criss-crossing scars on his body, deep and shallow, although the color and traces have gradually faded with the passage of time, they can still be seen.

Cheng Shuling hadn't recovered from the shock that he took off his clothes voluntarily, and fell into a new round of shock and confusion.This night was the first time he saw Lu Songyu's body.

"This is..." Cheng Shuling's movements were light and slow, and he touched a long and thin welt on his waist with his fingers. Last time, Lu Songyu almost lost his mind in the middle of the night because of this, and the wound has faded a lot The second color left only a shallow layer, but Cheng Shuling seemed to think that it would still hurt.

"Before I completely left that family, they often beat me, mostly to vent their anger. Anyway, I was born with original sin, and anything can be blamed on me." Compared with that night, Lu Songyu's tone was much calmer, he thought , This is Cheng Shuling's credit.

"I look like this, do you want it?"

Cheng Shuling sat up, and for a while didn't know how to answer. Lu Songyu was a little aggressive tonight, and didn't give him too much time to think: "Don't tell me, you never prepared for this."

"Well, I'm just a little surprised," Cheng Shuling finally turned his head around, and murmured, "To be honest, I've been preparing for a long time."

Lu Songyu reached out to unbutton Cheng Shuling's pajamas: "I've already taken it off, why are you still wearing it?"

Cheng Shuling laughed, and simply took off his clothes by himself: "I have class tomorrow, what should I do if I'm tired?"

"No, just once."

"I thought I would have to wait a long time before this first time." Cheng Shuling pushed Lu Songyu onto the bed with force.

There were only a few scars on Lu Songyu's back. Cheng Shuling's heart was grabbed hard, and the blood in his whole body was about to burst out. He hugged Lu Songyu and kissed him from his collarbone up to his ear: "What will happen in the future?" Tell me, don’t be afraid of anything, I’m here!”

Lu Songyu once really thought that he was invulnerable, but Cheng Shuling's words in such a low voice defeated him.He wanted to cry, wanted to cry loudly, to cry out all the grievances and panics he had suffered for so many years, but he just put his arms around Cheng Shuling's waist, lowered his head and bit down hard on Cheng Shuling's shoulder.

Cheng Shuling didn't dare to move, and endured the pain, only wondering if he was going to bite off this piece of meat, and in this pain, he finally understood that Lu Songyu's past pain could not be explained clearly in a few words of.

When Lu Songyu raised his head, Cheng Shuling finally heaved a sigh of relief. Seeing that there was blood on his shoulder, he comforted him: "It's okay, it's all over, huh?"

"En." Lu Songyu nodded, and then handed over everything from his body to his mind, only feeling Cheng Shuling's breath around him, his body, his breathing, and his voice.Lu Songyu felt relieved in that atmosphere, and finally felt the long-lost security and belonging.He closed his eyes, and gradually left the ground in a daze, floating up in the air all the way, and saw his senior.

"Senior, will you blame me?"

Will you blame me for falling in love with you?

The senior returned him a familiar and bright smile, touched his face with a generous palm, and said softly, "Don't smoke anymore."

The author has something to say: So what, let’s use our imagination~