The finale

Although Principal Cheng was strict with Cheng Shuling when he was a child, he really gave him a lot of room for choice, so Cheng Shuling was never afraid of him, and it was the same this time.But Cheng's mother is different. She has worked in the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention after graduating from university. AIDS is what she comes into contact with every day, and it is also what she fears the most. Although everyone knows that homosexuals should not be discriminated against, in fact Anti-homophobia is indispensable, but her own son turned around and fell in love with another man.

How can she accept this?

Lu Songyu was still sitting upright on the sofa, Cheng Shuling didn't care about him when he came out of the study, and just said, "Wait for me a little longer."

Cheng's mother was already crying in the bedroom. She was rarely wronged. Whether it was at school or at work, before or after marriage, she always cried just to be moved, and she never lost her composure like today.

"Mom," Cheng Shuling leaned closer to her, "it's me."

Cheng's mother took a look, wiped away her tears, and moved away.Cheng Shuling saw a pile of used paper balls on the bedside table.

"What are you worried about? AIDS? The infection is not caused by homosexuality, but by not wearing a condom. Don't you know better than me?" Cheng Shuling loves her own mother, but she can't bear an ignorant mother, let alone her I don't know, Cheng Shuling couldn't figure it out even more, "You have been in the CDC for so many years, how come you are still like those people outside who open their eyes and talk nonsense?"

Cheng's mother took out a few tissues and blew her nose indiscriminately, her speech was still unclear, with a strong nasal voice: "I know, if it was someone else, I wouldn't say a word! But can you do the same?"

"What's different about me? I have hands and feet, a nose and eyes, why is it different?"

"You are my son, this is different!" Cheng's mother burst into tears and burst into tears, "Mom knows you are just for fun, you have always been like this, haven't you? Tell Mom that you are just a whim, just looking for novelty That's all."

Before Cheng Shuling came in, he thought that he would comfort his mother, but he suddenly found that once everything was involved with Lu Songyu, he would never give in: "I'm serious, I've never been so serious."

"I won't accept it."

"Then you don't accept me. Anyway, you just don't accept me in this matter. He is not in your acceptance range." Cheng Shuling suddenly lowered his volume and said in a low voice, "He is mine."

Lu Songyu didn't know what they were talking about, but he heard faint cries and quarrels.He knew it was because of himself. From the first moment he saw Cheng's mother, he knew that he was not a lucky person, and it was not unreasonable for Ke's love to say that.

Before Lu Songyu had time to think wildly, Cheng Shuling came out: "Let's go, we're going back."

Lu Songyu glanced in the direction of the bedroom, the crying hadn't stopped completely, he hesitated for a while, then got up and followed Cheng Shuling away.From entering to leaving, Lu Songyu didn't say a word. Those who didn't know thought that Cheng Shuling had brought a mute back. The mute was still calm when he stepped on Cheng Shuling's little electric donkey, and didn't ask any questions that should be asked.

"If you are unhappy, we will not come back in the future." Cheng Shuling said.

But Lu Songyu remained silent.

Cheng Shuling knew what Lu Songyu was thinking, and immediately blocked his mouth when he got home: "I know what you are thinking, but you are not allowed to say it, after tonight, you are not allowed to think about it again, I have nothing to do with you It doesn't matter, my mother also has the same attitude when I bring other men."

"But you originally liked women." Lu Songyu finally opened his mouth, his tone was calm, like a pool of stagnant water.

"Really? Then how do you explain that I have a bunch of girlfriends and am not married?"

"You just haven't met the right person."

Cheng Shuling's face turned cold, "Are you determined to push me away?"

"I just don't want your parents to be sad about it."

"That's why you make me sad?" Cheng Shuling was amused by his bullshit logic, "You fucking fell in love with me, you don't care if others are hurt or not!"

"It's not someone else," Lu Songyu looked up at him, "at least for you, it's not someone else."

Cheng Shuling was exhausted that night, he sighed, hugged Lu Songyu lightly, and whispered in his ear: "But you are not someone else to me!"

At Cheng Shuling's parents' house, Cheng's mother cried for a long time before she realized that the food was not cleaned up. When she came out, she saw that Principal Cheng had poured out the food and was about to wash the dishes. She finally stopped her emotions and broke out again: "You are him!" Dad! Why don't you talk about him? You have let him do it since you were a child, now it's all right, something big happened!"

Principal Cheng wiped her hands, helped her to sit on the sofa: "What am I talking about him? He is such a big man, he knows what he wants."

"What shall we do after that?" Mother Cheng leaned on Principal Cheng's shoulder, "Will he break up with him?"

"How can you be such a mother?" Principal Cheng couldn't help laughing, "You are so anxious that your son has no relationship, and you are looking forward to breaking up when you have a partner."

"I don't want this kind of object!"

"You don't want it, what does it have to do with him? He's in love!"

Principal Cheng is a very open-minded person. In fact, Cheng's mother is not very conservative. She never interfered with Cheng Shuling's puppy love, skipping classes, or resigning.When Cheng Shuling was in college, she and Principal Cheng went back to see Cheng Shuling. The classmates all said that Cheng Shuling's family was so perfect, some of them were so envious that their eyes fell out.

However, she would rather now that she had never been so enlightened.

This night, principal Cheng was the only one whose mood was not affected.Lu Songyu's heart was ready to move, but Cheng Shuling kept holding him down. Cheng Shuling had to be on guard all the time, lest accidents happen suddenly.

But in the end, something went wrong.

After the second model, it was the Ching Ming holiday. Most of the non-senior students did not come to class, but the senior students, especially those who were full-time, were still in class.Cheng Shuling and Lu Songyu were busy with each other, explaining the test papers and doing analysis, so busy that they were dizzy. The other teachers were also the same. Gu Chunlian had even started calling part-time teachers non-stop.

On this day, a new student came, who only took mathematics, didn't say anything, and only said one sentence: "As long as you can take the mathematics of Teacher Cheng Shuling, nothing else is a problem."

Gu Chun's brain was about to explode. He just contacted a part-time physics teacher in the morning, but the teacher couldn't talk about it in the afternoon. She had no place to cry, and now she had to make time for Cheng Shuling.

"Can you go to the freshmen from six to eight, and push the evening students to eight to ten?"

It's four o'clock now, and before Cheng Shuling's mind rested, Gu Chunlian gave him a heavy bomb.In fact, during the summer vacation, there are often occasional extra classes, and there are times when you can’t eat dinner, but the busyness at that time was pure physical and mental fatigue, and now there is the pressure of the college entrance examination. A student is a mountain. With ten mountains of gold and silver pressing on his head, plus the signboards of the entire campus, Cheng Shuling couldn't even breathe.

"Do I have to do it?" Cheng Shuling saw a part-time teacher entering and leaving the campus ten days ago. High school mathematics is popular, and Cheng Shuling alone would blow up the campus long ago.

"Yes, the student said that he can only take your class, as long as he can take your class, he can do anything." Gu Chunlian almost begged him, "Mr. Cheng, work hard, we will raise the price for you next year."

Cheng Shuling laughed, and he agreed after laughing.

Lu Songyu knew that he had added classes, so he prepared lessons in the classroom after class, waiting for him to go home together.He couldn't be free now, and when he was free, he would think wildly. Cheng's mother's crying sound appeared and disappeared in his mind, and the guilt was like the waves in a dream. Wave after wave, it was about to drown him.

Cheng Shuling's students were crazy in class and didn't take a break at all. One walked and the other came. Cheng Shuling didn't even have the time to go out to get a glass of water. He kept talking until his throat was dry and smoking. It was hard After the class, the whole person collapsed on the chair tiredly, and he didn't even have the thought of going home, so he just wanted to go to sleep directly.

Lu Songyu saw his students leave, but did not see Cheng Shuling coming out, so he felt sorry for him, so he went to his classroom: "Cheng Shuling?"

Cheng Shuling heard his voice, but he was really exhausted. After a while, he said something like spinning silk: "Teacher Lu, get me a glass of water."

The sound has changed.

Lu Songyu nodded, and went out in a hurry, looking for a disposable cup, his hands were shaking as if someone had stolen something.

There were only the two of them left in the campus, and Cheng Shuling followed, sat on the sofa, took Lu Songyu's water with one hand, and held his still trembling fingertips with the other hand, raised his head and drank the water in one gulp, then forced himself to fight Spirit: "It's okay, it's okay, go home."

For some reason, Lu Songyu couldn't speak, as if he was the one who had been in class for more than ten hours in a row, so he nodded stiffly.

Cheng Shuling was probably tired after class all day, and he felt uncomfortable riding a small electric donkey on the road, so he didn't dare to drive fast, and he didn't dare to tell Lu Songyu.As soon as he entered the house, his eyes darkened for a while, and he staggered a bit. Fortunately, he supported the wall in time and did not fall directly to the ground.

Lu Songyu's face turned pale immediately, and immediately hugged him: "Cheng Shuling, what's wrong with you?"

Cheng Shuling stood leaning against the wall for a while, with stars still appearing in front of his eyes, so he slowly moved to the chair with the help of Lu Songyu: "It's okay, it's normal."

Lu Songyu looked at Cheng Shuling's face as usual, and he didn't feel uncomfortable, but he didn't dare to rest assured. Tears suddenly overflowed his eyes, heavy, but they didn't fall.

"What's the matter with you?" It was Cheng Shuling who was dizzy, but he wanted to worry about Lu Songyu in turn.

Lu Songyu suddenly squatted on the ground, covering his face with his hands: "I thought it was me, I thought it was because of me, I thought I really..."

"Lu Songyu!" Cheng Shuling uttered such a loud voice for the first time, as if to fill the whole house.He knew that Lu Songyu had this idea since the day he returned home, and he suppressed it for a few days. He couldn't hide anything after his fall, but why would Cheng Shuling want to? "How can you say that? What do you think? What do you think? You think I'm going to die because you're with me, don't you? Look at me!"

Lu Songyu was dragged up from the ground by Cheng Shuling, his white and thin wrist was strangled so hard that his bones seemed to be pinched and deformed.He cried embarrassingly, with tears all over his face, he turned his head away, not wanting to be seen by Cheng Shuling.

Naturally, Cheng Shuling was not much better, his eyes were red, and the liquid in his eyes blurred his vision. He felt that he almost wanted to kill Lu Songyu. Yes, he wanted to kill Lu Songyu. His Lu Songyu.

Fuck anyone close to you!I want to see if you can die!

"Say you love me, say it! If you dare to say it, I will live! Say it!"

No one has ever seen such an out-of-control and terrifying Cheng Shuling. Lu Songyu lost his soul in an instant. When he didn't pay attention, Cheng Shuling threw his whole body against the wall, knocked his head back heavily, and made a heavy muffled sound.

The author has something to say: So what, these chapters are the most abusive part of the whole text, I think it’s okay~

Teacher Cheng: I don’t think so.