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There are not so many teachers living in the teacher's apartment, but basically all the teachers are allocated a single room for rest, such as lunch break.

Wei Lu's apartment is on the fifth floor. After getting out of the elevator, Xia Xingcheng looked around vigilantly to see if anyone was there. When he saw no one, he was relieved, turned around and immediately held Wei Lu's hand.

"Why are you in a hurry?" Lu Wei looked at him with a half-smile.

"This is how underground love works. You must always be on high alert. It would be bad if any door opens." Xia Xingcheng still showed a little nervousness in his eyes, and his eyeballs were still looking around. The influence of sexual love is not good, so if you want to be intimate at school, you can only do it secretly.

Seeing Xia Xingche's cute and funny look, Lu Wei couldn't help laughing again, stretched out his hands and rubbed his head and coaxed:

"There will be no one, there is no teacher living on this floor, I specially chose five—"

Confident words were slapped in the face in the next second, Wei Lu watched the door of a dormitory not far away suddenly open, and stopped with his hand rubbing Xia Xingcheng's head.

Xia Xingcheng's eyes widened suddenly, and he was so nervous that he immediately pulled Wei Lu's hand down, quickly moved two steps away from Wei Lu, put his hands against the seam of his trousers, straightened his body and began to read aloud:

"Prosperity, democracy, civilization and harmony, freedom, equality, justice and the rule of law, patriotism, dedication, integrity and friendliness!"

Fang Zhiqing was about to go to the dining hall to have lunch, but as soon as he opened the door, he was startled by the sudden upright recitation in the corridor, and clapped reflexively:

"Good, good, good."

It was only later that it became clear who the person who came was full of righteousness. It wasn't his father Lu Wei and his young genius Xia Xingcheng. He pressed his chest against the door and gasped for breath.

Lu Wei: "..." There was a little bit of embarrassment on his face, but fortunately it was Fang Zhiqing: "It's you."

Xia Xingcheng relaxed when he saw that it was the familiar Teacher Fang: "Scared me to death!" Then he gave Lu Wei a vicious look: "Are you a crow's mouth!"

The innocent Teacher Lu shrugged.

Fang Zhiqing had lingering fears in his heart. A list of core socialist values ​​hit his head. He was relieved when he saw these two people, and then looked at them with interest: "What are you doing? Both of them have frightened faces on their faces. Afterwards, I still have lingering fears. Why did Xia Xiaotian come to the dormitory with Teacher Lu, did he come to look for me?"

Xia Xingcheng could hear the teasing tone and muttered in a low voice: "It's not..."

Lu Wei saw that Fang Zhiqing hadn't left yet: "The art museum's schedule may be a little tight."

Fang Zhiqing's expression immediately became serious, and he looked down at his watch: "I'm going to be late, my girlfriend invited me to dinner, let's go first."

After speaking, he turned the corner and walked towards the elevator, walking very fast, for fear that Wei Lu would say another cruel word about not giving a schedule.

Xia Xingcheng took a step back and pulled at the wall. He watched Fang Zhiqing get into the elevator and heaved a sigh of relief.

"It scared me to death. Fortunately, I was upright and memorized a section of the core values ​​of socialism. It was Teacher Fang who came out. Fortunately, I am smart." After speaking, he turned his head and smiled at Lu Wei with a look of asking for credit: "I am Not very smart~"

Lu Wei leaned on the wall with one hand and bent down to kiss his lips, then looked down at him and smiled softly:

"Well, my Chengcheng is really smart."

Xia Xingcheng was caught off guard by being kissed and didn't even react. When he realized that Lu Wei had already left, he immediately raised his head and stared with dissatisfaction.

Seeing his unhappy look, Lu Wei thought he was angry at him for stealing a kiss, and was about to say sorry.

"Why don't you kiss longer, I don't feel it, ah, it really is." Xia Xingcheng licked his lips as if thinking about something.

As everyone knows, this is getting angry.

The bright red tongue, as always, could always arouse the vague feeling in his heart. Lu Wei still propped his hands on the wall behind Xia Xingcheng, looking down at Xia Xingcheng, his eyes under the glasses gradually deepened.

"Xia Xingcheng, do you think I'm old?"

Xia Xingcheng raised his head in doubt, thinking that this guy must not be confident again, so he casually said a rainbow fart:

"Don't listen to those people, they are all blind. An age like yours is the best age. You are 28 years old, with a perfect figure, a calm and restrained temperament, a handsome appearance, and a successful career. Your little boyfriend thinks that I picked up a pie that fell from the sky, it is perfect, super perfect, where can I find such a first love!"

After speaking, he smiled and gave him a thumbs up.

The fire that Wei Lu had been aroused was extinguished in an instant, not because he didn't feel it anymore, but because he was reluctant.Looking at Xia Xingcheng who just reached his neck in front of him, in his eyes this guy was still small and cute, and he really didn't want to touch it.

It's not too late, baby.

It's just that he will be worried that this guy will dislike him if he sees someone better in the future. After all, there is a ten-year difference between them, which is already an age that cannot be crossed.

Although I thought about these things at the beginning, there will always be concerns about gains and losses.

Xia Xingcheng felt Lu Wei's mood changes, and was a little worried when he saw that people were silent and did not speak. He grabbed Lu Wei's hand and asked, "What's the matter? Someone said you again?"

This made him suddenly think that when he was in Laojie, Wei Lu had asked him such things several times. Does Wei Lu care about age?Or are you worried about the age difference between them?

Looking up at Wei Lu, just as Wei Lu was looking at him, it was amazing that he seemed to understand what Wei Lu meant.

This man is afraid, is he worried that he will lose him when he grows up?Or do you feel that you are too young to have confidence in this relationship?

"Lieutenant Lu, do you mind things bigger than me?" He asked tentatively.

Lu Wei looked away and his expression returned to normal. He took out the key from his pocket, and then walked towards his dormitory holding hands:

"A bit."

The dormitory is at the end of the corridor, and there is a safe distance from the front, rear, left, and right dormitories.

Lu Wei opened the dormitory door and turned sideways to let Xia Xingcheng behind him in. Just as he was about to turn sideways, Xia Xingcheng behind him pushed him in, and the door closed with a bang.

He staggered two steps and stood firm, then frowned, looking at Xia Xingcheng for no reason.

Xia Xingcheng closed the door and stood at the door with an extremely serious expression, his eyes slightly narrowed with displeasure: "Wei Lu, you can't do this, you want to go back on your word if you offended me?"

"I didn't go back on my word." Now Wei Lu realized that the question he just asked made this little guy sensitive, and he felt apologetic: "I like you very much."

"If you like it, then try your best to like it. Why are you afraid." Xia Xingcheng slowly approached Lu Wei: "I like it if I like it, and you like it if you like it. It has nothing to do with age or gender. There is nothing to be afraid of."

Lu Wei's heart was shocked, yes, why did he always think about his age, seeing Xia Xingcheng walking up to him, he suddenly felt that he was not even as good as this guy.

Xia Xingcheng stood still in front of the person, looked up into Lu Wei's eyes, clenched his hands into fists and made a crisp sound, gnashing his teeth:

"Anyway, you definitely can't run away. If you dare to break up, show me."

Lu Wei saw that there was grievance in his eyes. Although his tone and actions were fierce, he still couldn't hide the emotion in his eyes. His heart softened, and he knew that it was completely unnecessary for him to ask such a question.

Just as he was about to step forward to give someone a hug, this guy jumped up and hung on his body, startling him.

Xia Xingcheng clamped Wei Lu's waist with his legs and hugged Wei Lu's neck tightly with his hands, looked at Wei Lu with a fierce look and warned seriously:

"If you dare to go back on your word, I will definitely beat you to death. I finally like someone. Although I am a little older, I dote on me so much. What will I do if I am gone!"

How can this person leave, absolutely can't leave, he can't imagine what he will do if Lu Wei suddenly disappears one day.

Just thinking about it for a moment makes me feel like the sky is falling.

Lu Wei supported his hips with his hands to prevent him from sliding down, and when he heard Xia Xingcheng's grievance, he scolded himself a few more words in his heart: "Sorry, I won't say anything in the future, I like you."

He was just worried, but now it seems that such worries are purely unnecessary. They have long been unable to live without each other. Although they haven't known each other for a long time, it seems that they have been engraved into their souls and blended into their blood, becoming each other's indispensable oxygen. .

"I like you too..." Xia Xingcheng looked down at Wei Lu with his head down, his eyes were stained with water, the fierce look just now was gone, and now he is a pitiful little girl: "Don't ask your age if you're okay, I I don't mind, even if you are 38 years old, I don't mind. What I like is you, your character, your gentleness, and it has nothing to do with age. If you ask me, I will think that you must dislike me for being too young, or It’s just that you despise yourself for being too old.”

Lu Wei kissed the person on the lips in distress, went to the bed and sat down on his lap, he looked up at Xia Xingcheng: "I know, I won't say it in the future."

Only then did Xia Xingcheng put away his pitifulness, leaned on his shoulder and hummed, and then he didn't make another sound. He knew that this matter could be over.

All they need is a simple 'Yes, I am', 'Yes, you are' and everything can be resolved.

The two sat hugging each other like this, and they didn't feel unnatural without speaking, but cherished such time.

"Chengcheng, have you made an agreement with your brother?"

Xia Xingcheng was looking at the dormitory. The single teacher's dormitory only had a bed, a wardrobe and a desk, and a balcony outside. It was easy to see at a glance, and it was more than enough for one person.

When he heard Wei Lu's question, he shook his head: "He must have something he didn't tell me, and I'm not sure if my memory is complete, only my mother committed suicide in front of us is certain, is it specific? I really don't know why, and I feel like Xia Xingche couldn't tell. So I asked him if there was anything he didn't tell me. I already wondered if he was sick, but he just didn't say anything. Just now I Seeing that his hand was injured, I was a little worried that he would do something stupid. But I told him that I would give him time, hope he can think about it again, if he said it, I would forgive him, I don't care about anything gone."

Lu Wei pinched the back of Xia Xingcheng's neck to relax and did not speak.

"I definitely blamed him for hurting me, but every yard counts, and I don't want to see him have an accident." Xia Xingcheng said sullenly: "Brother Wei, I don't know how you got out in the first place, but I know depression must be scary, you must have had times when it was scary, right?"

"Yes, very sad." Lu Wei hugged him tightly next to his ear and said, "I am a physical disease that must be controlled with drugs. Once I stop the drug, I will have an attack. All emotions cannot be controlled. But I found Hope, under the control of spiritual comfort and drugs, I came out, I have used it for almost 20 years, and these 20 years seem to have passed a lifetime."

Xia Xingcheng lowered his eyelids, his slender eyelashes fluttered on his eyelids as if he was holding back, he tightly wrapped his arms around Wei Lu's neck, trying to comfort him with warmth: "Brother Wei, you will always be with me from now on, I won't Leaving you. But when I think of Xia Xingche, I feel very sad. He shouldn't be like this. He... is so stupid, he takes everything on himself, and he doesn't say anything. I keep saying that I'll give him a chance and he just doesn't say anything. .”

"Groups with precarious mentality are sensitive and fragile. They don't want to expose their fragility to the outside world. They would rather bear it by themselves and pretend to be strong and cry silently behind their backs. They need a lot of patience and care to make them grow up slowly. It’s a difficult step to have the courage to face your own problems, because they don’t want to admit that they have problems, they also want to be normal, they’re okay.”

Hearing Lu Wei's gentle voice, Xia Xingcheng felt even more uncomfortable: "Brother Wei, would you do it at that time? You always cry alone."

"I won't cry, because I can't cry." Lu Wei smiled, such a smile seemed to let go of the past: "Then I met maddog's painting, and then I started crying, which is a kind of progress. Because I feel the power to break through the shackles eagerly in your paintings. Since then, I have started to face up to my own problems and have not escaped. Until now, I can control my emotions well without drugs, and with your appearance, You are my medicine."

"I also hope that when Xia Xingche meets such a person, let him come out, let him face up to his own problems, and stop avoiding them."

"Yes, everything will be fine, and you will be fine too." Lu Wei felt the numbness from the rubbing of the hair on his neck and shoulders, his arms tightened around the person, his eyes dimmed, he really wanted to be Xia Xingcheng's everything, to shield him from the wind Yu solved all the unhappy things for him: "I will protect you."

He is no longer the former Lieutenant Lu, the current Lieutenant Lu is already powerful and invulnerable.

Xia Xingcheng felt a little sad when he heard what Lu Wei said, so he simply held Lu Wei's face and kissed him several times to ease his emotions. He will not leave Lu Wei, and they will all be well.

There are always more ways than difficulties.

Lu Wei was caught off guard by the kiss: "...a little strength."

"You have to work harder to express my love for you, you know?" He thought about taking one step at a time. His dream has not yet begun, and he must not drive himself crazy for the sake of his original family. The future belongs to him. something he has to do.

If the road is bumpy, he will work hard to overcome it.

"Then kiss me." Although there was helplessness in Lu Wei's voice, it was full of indulgence.

The two simply lay down on the bed and got tired of it for a while, slowly sweeping away the bad mood just now, the time passed quickly, the lunch break was not long, and now there is not much left.

"Your dormitory is a bit small." He lay on Wei Lu's chest and looked at people and said, "Although it's small, it's not bad, but it's a pity that I can't show up here, otherwise we can sleep here."

He had already decided not to go back to the dormitory. Now facing Xia Xingche, he was not only angry, but also what was hidden behind it. He didn't know whether to uncover it right now.

In fact, he knew that as long as he went back to find his father, he would find out, but did he really want to reveal everything?

Could the events behind it make him sadder?

Probably.

"Chengcheng, don't hide your emotions in front of me, I feel it. But if you don't tell me and I know it, then I will feel uncomfortable." Lu Wei turned over and pressed the man under him, with his arms on the side of his face, forehead On the contrary, he reflected Xia Xingcheng in his eyes from a short distance away: "You must say when you feel uncomfortable, and I will tell you when I feel uncomfortable, okay?"

The almost begging voice belonged to Lu Wei's tenderness, his pity and empathy for Xia Xingcheng.

He clearly knows how important an invincible spiritual fortress is. He doesn't want his beloved baby to bump into such a wall so hard, and he doesn't want the baby to crash into the world of adults so quickly, stumble and burst into tears. ,He did not want.Because he used to be like this, he didn't want Xia Xingcheng to be like this.

Such a baby deserves to be pampered happily.

So he was guiding Xia Xingcheng to express his discomfort and not force himself to smile.

like now.

Xia Xingcheng felt the breath that was close at hand. They pressed their foreheads to let the breath entwine each other. Even Lu Wei's voice became intimate. He hugged Lu Wei's neck: "Okay, I will definitely say it."

He could hear that Wei Lu was feeling bad, and he knew that his depression would affect Wei Lu. If he was sad, would Wei Lu feel even more sad, so he had to cheer up.

What is in front of him now is that the difficulties have passed, as long as he clenches his teeth and perseveres, he will surely be able to keep the clouds open, and no one will stop him, because he has an honest reason to fight, and no one will use inexplicable reasons to stop him from pursuing himself dream.

He can do it, thinking of Lu Wei, he feels that he is full of strength.

Lu Wei bowed his head and kissed his lips, the gentle warmth melted the coolness on his lips, and after touching the tip of each other's tongues, it seemed that his restraint exploded instantly, and the two embraced tightly to deepen the kiss.

The panting breath is like an aphrodisiac in the ear, and the breath is entwined with temperature, all of which comfort the two hearts who have the same feeling. They use sadness to collide with emotions, and then turn their emotions into lingering love.

Xia Xingcheng felt Lu Wei's tenderness towards him. From head to toe, this man cared for him with tenderness, almost wanting to drown him in love.He was so stupid that he hadn't been sure before, Wei Wei was so obvious that he still didn't dare to say it.

So he must cherish this hard-won relationship now, and he will not let it go easily.

The two were panting until the end of the kiss, looking at each other as if they could melt into each other's eyes and get drunk.

Xia Xingcheng laughed out loud, he rubbed Wei Lu's neck and hugged him tightly: "Brother Wei, I'm happy now, not sad, so don't be sad either."

"Then promise me to come to my house on weekends, and I'll celebrate your birthday."

Lu Wei thought that everything he had prepared was a birthday surprise for the little guy, and he hoped that he could truly enter Xia Xingcheng's world.

Xia Xingcheng felt the strength of Lu Wei hugging him, and laughed out loud: "Why are you hugging him so tightly, I won't run away."

"This feels real." Lu Wei said, "There are still 32 hours until the second anniversary of our relationship, do you want to celebrate?"

"...Little baby, are you so sentimental?"

Lu Wei turned his head and kissed the person on the lips again: "We who study art are very romantic, aren't we?"

"Oh, I've only been in love for a day, and I really didn't realize it."

"I'll cook for you on the night of your birthday."

Xia Xingcheng was a little shocked: "You can still cook?"

Lu Wei immediately regretted these words, pursed his lips and remained silent for a few seconds: "Forget it."

On the first day back in the old street, the braised pork that Xia Xingcheng wanted to eat turned into black charcoal meat, as if it was still vivid in my memory. Sure enough, love makes people blind. He is obviously a kitchen idiot. He insisted on calling him a chef, but he still said that he did not regret it. kind of.

He looked at Xia Xingcheng's expectant face and really regretted why he wasn't a chef.

It seems that Aunt Luo must teach him a few tricks quickly.

Xia Xingcheng was looking forward to it, and quickly clapped his hands: "I knew you were great, baby, so I'll go to your house the day after tomorrow during the holiday. I'll draw first to find out how you feel, and then you can cook. What do you think of my distribution of work like this?" ?”

As soon as Lu Wei heard that Xia Xingcheng wanted to paint, he had an idea in his mind. The studio is on the second floor, so he can think of a way to opportunistically on the first floor and call Aunt Luo over.

"Very good, the job assigned by the leader is very accurate."

Satisfied, Xia Xingcheng leaned back on Lu Wei's shoulder, hugged him and smiled, "Oh, this kind of life is so beautiful. Although I am still poor, I am already headed towards a happy life."

He didn't want to contact his father, because his father's silence for such a long time had already told him that he didn't want to mention the past, and this man just wanted to escape.

Since seeing him would be sad and dare not come to see him for such a long time, well, from now on he must have a good life, a very good life.

Because he has a dream and has Wei Lu, this kind of life is enough for him.

He will have another home, and this home will be his safe haven.

He is not afraid.

Lu Wei hugged him distressedly, and his eyes became more and more determined from an invisible angle. No one would have the opportunity to bully his baby again.

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