poorer than

After lunch, he accompanied Wei Lu to the hospital. He had no chance to accompany Wei Lu before, and this time he had to accompany him for everything.

The more I listened to the doctor, the more I felt uncomfortable. None of these Lu Wei had ever told him.

"Does the hand still feel numb?"

"It's when you wake up in the morning, and it's relieved after you're active."

"Does it hurt when you hold it tightly?"

"sometimes will."

The doctor put down Lu Wei's hand and said: "Nerve damage does take a long time to recover. Fortunately, the nerve was not directly injured. Usually, the use of the right hand should be reduced, such as carving stones. It helps nerve recovery and blood circulation in the hands. If it is inconvenient, you can ask your family members to help you massage, try to ask family and friends to help you, and you may not feel any changes when you massage yourself."

Lu Wei turned his face to look at Xia Xingcheng: "Did the family hear that?" But when he saw Xia Xingcheng's red eyes, he was stunned: "What's wrong?"

"...Why didn't you tell me?" Xia Xingcheng held his hand and felt that he was really careful. He lowered his head and squeezed the palm of Lu Wei's right hand as if he was holding Buddha's feet temporarily, and muttered softly: "I can't. Let the doctor say that the family members don't care, but I care about you very much."

Lu Wei thought what was wrong, he laughed and rubbed the guy's head when he heard it: "What are you thinking about?"

The re-examination was over in about half an hour, and the two walked out of the consulting room hand in hand, but Xia Xingcheng found that Wei Lu was leading him upstairs.

"What are you going to do, don't you go back and rest?"

"I want to take you to see your eyes. I didn't have time in the hospital on the National Day last time. This time I want to take you to have a look."

Xia Xingcheng's footsteps stopped, as if he had been stabbed by something sad that shouldn't be poked, he stood there in a daze, he looked up at Wei Lu who was one step ahead of him, his eyes flickered slightly:

"...Huh? My eyes are fine."

The thing about the eyes is unspeakable sadness. All the discomforts are not as bad as the pain of eye injuries. Recently, the eyes seem to see green frequently. Is there a problem?

He was suddenly a little panicked when Wei Lu mentioned it like this.

Because the last time Xia Xingche pushed him against the wall, he felt very uncomfortable. The back of his head was uncomfortable, and then a large green color appeared.

"Don't make me worry, at least let me rest assured after the inspection, okay?" Wei Lu noticed his strangeness, reached out and held him with his right hand, his eyes were gentle: "It's okay."

The scar on Wei Lu's right hand rubbed against the palm of his hand, as if silently comforting him, he nodded slowly after feeling it, because Wei Lu couldn't always worry about him, he had to think more about himself.

So they went to the eye doctor.

"Does it hurt me so much?"

Xia Xingcheng felt a little pain when the doctor knocked down somewhere on the back of his head, so he couldn't help frowning: "A little bit, a vase was thrown here a year ago."

"Did I just pass out or something?"

"I was dizzy for a while before I lost consciousness."

"How does it feel when you wake up?"

"I'm dizzy, but I can't see anything. I was blind for two months during that time. After recovering my eyesight..." Xia Xingcheng looked at the calendar on the table thoughtfully: "After recovering my eyesight, I will start to read the calendar." I realized that everything was green, but after slowly recovering, I only saw blue things as green. The doctor told me that it might be because I have blue-green weakness, which is why this happens.”

The doctor understood, then took out the booklet of color blindness test from the drawer, opened the page with the green pattern, pointed to it and asked, "Can you see the pattern clearly?"

Xia Xingcheng looked at the blue pattern in front of him and quickly said: "8." After realizing that it might not be blue, he was stunned: "Is this green?"

"You can see the patterns accurately, but you can't distinguish the colors. This should not be the case after you were injured. How did you find that you can't distinguish blue and green?"

"...I found out after I got out of the hospital that I saw those green trees that were blue."

"Was there before?"

He was silent for a while before nodding: "Well, but it's not that serious." The blood-stained blue skirt flashed across his mind, and then gradually turned dark green, and he couldn't help but frown. pain.

Why did you think of this again?

"Will there be any discomfort accompanying it?"

"... There will be large patches of green in front of my eyes, very disgusting and dizzy."

"Aside from being hit on the head a year ago, have you suffered any trauma to your head before? For example, have you fallen?"

He hesitated for a while before saying: "I lost my memory when I was a child, but I just remembered it recently, but I don't know if I lost my memory because of being scared or something else."

His mother's crazy appearance appeared before his eyes again. The bloody hands were like demons, who would harass him in the middle of the night like a nightmare, thinking that he could forget it, but once it was mentioned, it was like the flesh was torn apart, revealing the scars There are many traces.

It seems that there is something he has forgotten, a memory that he dare not delve into.

"It is recommended to do an EEG first and then do a further observation to see if it is the cause of trauma or mental reasons, because you should have green vision, and the situation of green vision is very complicated. It needs to be checked before analysis, and it needs to be done as soon as possible. processing."

Mental reasons?

Xia Xingcheng felt a chill rushing up from the back of his spine. The doctor's words seemed to be an unexpected surprise attack by surprise, and a feeling of uneasiness spread in his heart. He grabbed the seat as if he was looking for support, as if he had suppressed him for a long time and did not want to be discovered. The secret will be revealed to the public.

Suddenly, he didn't know why he was like this. The piercing fear was like an invisible needle piercing into the flesh, sliding up bit by bit, and a memory flooded into his mind instantly.

——Have you heard, I must help my mother fulfill her wish of painting!

That arm tightly strangled his neck, he could barely breathe, his vision gradually blurred, and there was a touch of color that he remembered deeply.

The blood all over the sky engulfed the woman in the water-blue dress, and he could still hear the woman's hoarse voice. The suppressed and fearful emotions made his brain seem to be tightly strangled by someone's hands.

The blood slowly turned dark green.

"...Isn't that right?" His voice seemed hoarse.

Doesn't seem to be frightened?Did he lose his memory because of being frightened?

Just fucking pinched him?

Lu Wei felt that something was wrong with Xia Xingcheng's mood, he stretched out his arms to put his arms around his shoulders and expressed concern: "What's wrong?"

The doctor observed his reaction and said: "It is certain that the problem of green vision is a mental abnormality caused by some kind of stimulation to the visual cortex of the brain, because this kind of green vision often appears with stimulation, it should be something you have encountered before. Major stimulation, this is not an eye disease, but the blindness caused by the back of the head being smashed last time may be due to intracranial damage. I think there are two reasons, but I am not sure, so it is recommended to check the brain CT and go to the neurology department have a look."

Lu Wei frowned. When he held Xia Xingcheng's hand, he felt his palm trembling. He asked the doctor, "So this is not color weakness, is it?"

The doctor shook his head: "It doesn't count."

"What kind of inspection is this usually?"

"The suggestion is to do 24-hour EEG monitoring. This needs to be hospitalized for observation. You can go to the neurology department to find out the specific situation." The doctor looked at the slightly pale boy: "Don't worry, if you don't have dizziness and vomiting in normal times There shouldn’t be any major problems, don’t put too much pressure on yourself, relax, and do a checkup to avoid other situations.”

"Is that so?" Xia Xingcheng felt a little puzzled.

Why is he so resistant, is the memory he recalled really complete?

How does it feel like he didn't remember anything.

Seeing that there seemed to be something wrong with Xia Xingcheng, Wei Lu asked people to sit on a chair outside first, and then talked to the doctor about the situation. However, he couldn't make an accurate judgment because he hadn't checked yet, so he made an appointment for the items that needed to be checked first, and waited for Xia Xingcheng to recover. He brings people over again.

After walking out of the department, he looked at the depressed young man sitting on a chair beside him with his head bowed, and suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.

"Chengcheng."

Xia Xingcheng raised his head and smiled when he heard Lu Wei's voice: "Can we go?"

Lu Wei saw how far-fetched the smile was, he walked up to the person and knelt down, raised his hand to stroke Xia Xingcheng's lips: "If you don't want to smile, don't smile, it's not pretty."

"... Oh." Xia Xingcheng replied softly with downcast eyes.

The two of them walked out of the clinic building holding hands. On the way to the parking lot, Wei Lu could feel Xia Xingcheng's emotional changes. He asked after he got into the car.

"Is there anything you want to say?" He leaned forward and asked warmly as he fastened his seat belt.

"I feel like I've forgotten something." Xia Xingcheng still looked out of the window from Wei Lu's movements, thinking: "The scene of my mother committing suicide that day flashed through my head just now, she strangled my neck , I almost suffocated, yes, she strangled me, so when my dad said he wanted to kill me, he was planning to strangle me."

Lu Wei paused for a moment with his seat belted hands, his eyes suddenly covered with a layer of deepness: "...what?"

"That's why I felt a little uncomfortable just now." After Xia Xingcheng suddenly realized, he felt a little uncomfortable in his heart. He bent down and buried his face in his palm: "In my heart, my mother is a very special existence, because my forgetting made her never exist. However, I kept her deep in my heart with fantasies. When I saw you sewing clothes that day, I thought that the image of my mother should be like you, with a calm and gentle tenderness, but why is it like this. " He turned his head and looked Xiang Lu Wei's eyes were slightly red, and his eyes flickered: "She wants to strangle me, so cruel."

The last three words seemed to be spoken out with all the strength in his body, with a forbearing hoarseness.

Lu Wei hugged him into his arms and exerted a slight force on his arms. Even the icy lenses couldn't block the turbulent emotions under his glasses. He gently kissed Xia Xingcheng on the ear, but his eyes were full of sullenness.

"Don't be afraid, baby, I'll be with you."

Xia Xingcheng felt the strength of Lu Wei hugging him, and his mood gradually calmed down. After all, he had already suffered a lot of blows, and this one was not bad.

It's just disappointment, and the last bit of fantasy has been shattered, but luckily there is still Lu Wei.

"It's okay, Brother Wei, I just sighed, and I was a little scared. After all, I didn't know that something was wrong with me. As the saying goes, a friend in adversity sees the truth. It really took a lot of hardships for me to meet such a good person. Come on. Don’t worry, I’m a little scared, but you’re here, I’m not afraid when you’re here, I’m not afraid of anything.”

He was just afraid that Wei Lu would leave him.

"I will not leave you."

Xia Xingcheng turned his face and bit Lu Wei's ear, and said in a low voice, "Then you can sleep by yourself tonight, I'm going to study, okay?"

Wei Lu: "...I won't leave you but you want to leave me?"

"No, I really have something important to do, and I'll come back when I'm done."

Wei Lu released him, frowned and observed: "Don't you want to hide and cry? What the doctor said is only suspicion, and we will make a judgment after we check it. Don't want to know?"

"No, I said I'm going to study." Xia Xingcheng leaned into his ear and said, smiling slyly.

The young man's laughing voice was clear and slightly green, as if he was teasing something.

Lu Wei couldn't help but put a kiss on his lips, and even took Xia Xingcheng's lower lip in his mouth after he touched the water, and the tip of his tongue lightly brushed the soft lips, outlining the reluctance of the upcoming parting.

It's okay to do anything, as long as you don't hide and cry.

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At this time, the atmosphere in Building F 408 is very delicate.

"Xia Xingche, have you found out that this man, Wei Lu, has unruly intentions towards Xia Xingcheng?"

"Take your hands away." Xia Xingche lay on the bed for a morning rest, glanced at Jiang Chengyun, who was shamelessly rubbing against the bed, and put his hands on his waist in an unruly way: "Speak if you have something to say."

Jiang Chengyun lay on his side with his head supported and looked at Xia Xingche beside him: "No, what I said is true, I met Lu Wei before, but he was not like this at that time, he used to have long hair and a beard , looks a bit sharp brother, completely different from now! Besides, he is the neighbor of Xia Xingcheng’s rented house, which means that they have been together for a long time, and I have seen Xia Xingcheng chatting with Lu Wei several times. It's a smile, and it's a very sweet smile, it feels like these two are in love."

"That's my brother's business. Didn't he say he doesn't like him? Why do you care so much about his dating?" Xia Xingche turned his face to look at Jiang Chengyun with a different emotion in his eyes.

"No."

Perhaps because of the close proximity, Jiang Chengyun could smell the faint smell of mint tobacco on the person beside him.

His eyes fell on Xia Xingche's side face. He had been thinking about the impact of this man's abstinence but wild contradictory aura for the past few days.

The moment Xia Xingche turned his face to the side, he met this man's eyes, and there seemed to be something burning in his eyes at any moment.

Xia Xingche was slightly stunned. He looked at Jiang Chengyun with an emotion he couldn't see through, as if he had found a prey.

I don't know how long they stared at each other, and after the two of them reacted, they turned their faces away in unison.

Xia Xingche: "That—"

Jiang Chengyun: "...that"

The two spoke at the same time again, and the atmosphere suddenly returned to the embarrassment and... ambiguity just now.

Jiang Chengyun licked his dry lips and lowered his head to look at his hands, both of which were clasped unnaturally: "I, no, do you think we two..."

Feeling a little smack?

Just when the two of them were swaying, the door of the dormitory opened quietly again, quietly, a figure crept into the room, closed the door carefully, and then did the same thing as last time. He eavesdropped on the position and squatted under the big wardrobe.

I saw a head sticking out tentatively first, and I saw curiosity and gossip in the eyes half covered by the wardrobe. When I saw the two people on the bed, I opened my mouth in shock, as if I had a premonition that some restricted-level scenes would happen , quickly took out the lollipop in his pocket, and was about to watch a live version.

It just so happens that he came back to learn skills, so let's learn from the younger brother and Fa Xiao who are now in love.

The one squatting next to the closet was Xia Xingcheng who had just returned from eating and drinking outside.

It was not easy for Wei Lu to coax him, but he returned to the dormitory decisively. He didn't know why he was so eager to learn something, he just wanted to let Wei Lu think about him.

Who knew that the two of them were in the dormitory again as soon as they came back.

"Aren't you going to train this afternoon? Go back quickly." Xia Xingche lifted the quilt and wanted to get out of bed, but his hand was held.

"Xia Xingche, actually, I found you to be really awkward, like you have always cared about Xia Xingcheng but you never said it, you didn't burn all his paintings and you didn't say it, you didn't say that You study hard so that you can finish the book quickly and inherit the family business to protect him, and he doesn't even say that he has a little...feeling for me, so you are so painful?"

Xia Xingche felt a little touched by the first three sentences, because they were all remembered by Jiang Chengyun, but he felt that there was something wrong with the latter sentence.

He frowned and looked at Jiang Chengyun with some doubts: "Who has feelings for you?"

Jiang Chengyun had a face of understanding: "I know you have liked me for a long time, and I have seen it all, so don't be shy."

Xia Xingche looked at him with a half-smile, and his face darkened suddenly in the next second, he stretched out his arms to hook his neck and pressed hard into his arms: "Who likes you, you must have some brain problems!"

"Cough, cough, work harder, what are you doing so vigorously, if you kill me, who will like you." Jiang Chengyun said it hurts, but the corner of his mouth is smiling: "Hey, what I said is true, You said that you have asked me for help a lot since you were young. I have never helped you. Although sometimes I feel that your temper is really bad, but I still can't help but want to help you. I feel that sometimes you Still pretty pathetic."

Xia Xingcheng said with sugar in his mouth, "???"

There must be something wrong with Jiang Chengyun's brain. It sounds like he likes his brother, not him, okay?

Xia Xingche couldn't understand what Jiang Chengyun said, he looked down at the person and smiled: "No wonder Xia Xingcheng always says you are stupid, simple-minded and well-developed limbs, obviously you like me, why do you say I like you? ?”

The warm breath in the ear and the teasing tone were undoubtedly the fuse.

Jiang Chengyun's hands grabbed Xia Xingche's shoulders and pushed him down on the bed. His legs straddled the person's side, and he looked down at Xia Xingche below him, with sporadic or otherwise obvious hotness in his eyes.

"Xia Xingche, I finally understand that you are provoking me." He suppressed the trembling of his voice and looked at Xia Xingche deeply. It is only now that he feels it. It turns out that the desire to protect and the desire to love are completely different. Feel.

He is used to Xia Xingcheng, this guy has been very small since he was a child, and he has always been used to protecting him.But Xia Xingche was different, maybe he never realized that he was soft-hearted towards this person, and he had different emotions.

He felt it after drinking these few times, the menacing feeling, the urge to confess.

"I didn't provoke you." Xia Xingche's expression was still very calm, but there were ripples in the depths of his eyes.

"Then let's watch."

"Look at it, just look at it."

Xia Xingcheng: "..." So the confessions between other boys are so wild?

He tilted his head and thought about him and Wei Lu. If he was riding on him now, Wei Lu looked at him with downcast eyes and said:

——Xia Xingcheng, let's watch.

Unconsciously, I thought of Lu Wei's eyes when he lost his temper that time, it was very fierce.

Then he definitely won't reply 'Look at it, just look at it', but humming.Because he is cowardly, he can't do it to other people, but to Lu Wei, he wants to coax him uncontrollably.

Looking enviously at the two interacting on the bed, he sighed and said, "That's great~"

After speaking, his expression froze immediately, oh shit, he forgot that he was eating melons, and as expected, the two people who got up and down on the bed turned their heads to look at him at the same time.

"Hehehe..." He smiled at them awkwardly: "I didn't mean that, why don't you continue?"

With a guilty conscience, he quickly stood up and wanted to get out of the way, maybe because he stood too hastily, his eyes were a little swaying, and he quickly held the wardrobe door to stabilize his body.

"Watch your head!"

Xia Xingche's panicked voice sounded next to his ears. Before he could react, his head hit the corner of the open closet door. The pain caused him to hug his head quickly. There were bursts of dull pain in the back of his head, which was not very comfortable. He frowned.

He gasped and rubbed his head and looked at them: "Sure enough, I got retribution for peeping at you."

The moment he raised his head, his expression froze.

Why can't I see it?

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Today is Mo De's affectionate codewriter rabbit. I was tired of scolding Jiang Wenxu all night yesterday.

The new article "Pretend to Be Good" will open this Sunday, and I'll double open it, ah, it's so exciting, remember to come and join us, the international custom red envelopes will be distributed to the audience.