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The content of this movie at noon is really exciting. It tells the story of a seductive teacher who is a gentle teacher in the daytime and a sexy little wild cat in the evening.About 419 objects on the Internet went to the restaurant to eat, and the serious and dull little brother was teased under the table.

The movie lasted for an hour and a half, and Xia Xingcheng and Jiang Chengyun ate seven or eight lollipops to relieve their emotions. Xia Xingche really didn't want to watch it, so he brushed up the postgraduate entrance examination questions, which was very Buddhist.

After watching it, Xia Xingcheng still couldn't get enough of it, he glanced at Jiang Chengyun: "It's the first time I've watched such a movie, it's really exciting."

Jiang Chengyun put aside the hot mobile phone and took the clean lollipop stick in his hand: "I'll do it occasionally, I'll watch it when I need it."

Xia Xingcheng's blood boiled when he thought of the gentle and bespectacled teacher in the movie becoming so sexy at night, so he thought about Lu Wei.

...I thought about half of it but stopped abruptly.

I don't know why I feel a little chilly.

It seems that Wei Lu is not very suitable for provocative sex, so what about him?

I also couldn't imagine the scene where I teased Lu Wei under the dining table, so I couldn't help shivering, or I should think about it first, I dare not.

"Hey, forget it, I'll practice it after a while, I'm afraid of being scolded by Wei Lu." If Wei Lu gets angry and throws paper at him again, he will really cry.

Jiang Chengyun crossed his legs and glanced at Xia Xingche, who was brushing the questions aside: "Take your time, there is still a lot of time." After speaking, he glanced at the phone: "I should go to train you two to have a good chat, I will flash first."

Xia Xingche saw that Jiang Chengyun was about to turn over and get out of bed, so he subconsciously grabbed Jiang Chengyun's wrist, and there was a dependence in his eyes that he didn't even notice, but he let go in the next second, and lowered his eyes to cover up the strangeness in his eyes. .

Seeing this guy's reaction, Jiang Chengyun leaned into his ear and said, "Now is the chance for you and Xia Xingcheng to have a good chat. The relationship between the two of you depends on whether you can talk to him with your heart and soul. Xia Xingcheng is not in the heart. Tough people, just tell him what you want to say, don't beat around the bush. It's not easy for you to play well when I'm here, don't always rely on me." He said and rubbed his head: "Okay, I'm leaving, tonight See."

Xia Xingche didn't speak any more, just watched Jiang Chengyun walk towards the door, just stretched out his hand and touched his ear, which seemed to still be numb from the warm breath just now.

The dormitory quickly quieted down, and the awkward atmosphere gradually spread, as if Jiang Chengyun was really different without Jiang Chengyun.

Xia Xingcheng sat on the chair and looked at Xia Xingche on the bed. He felt that there were still some things that he needed to ask more clearly: "Xia Xingche, let me ask you, did mother do anything else besides hugging me?"

These words undoubtedly made Xia Xingche recall what happened at that time. Ripples appeared in the bottom of his eyes as if the thick fog had been lifted, and he was silent for a while before opening his mouth:

"Hold on to you."

Xia Xingcheng was stunned, didn't he? He heard his father say the same thing a while ago, but he didn't pay attention at that time. Thinking about it carefully, he didn't seem to have this paragraph in his memory——

At this moment, a picture flashed through my mind.

The smiling face of the woman in the water-blue long dress became distorted again, like a terrifying devil, stretched out her hand and tightly grabbed his neck, and the feeling of being unable to breathe made him suffocate for a while.

--Mother……

——Don't call me, I'm not your mother! !

——I am Chengcheng.

——Who is Chengcheng, I don’t know, I only know that you made me unable to draw, it’s you, it’s all you! ! !I want you to die, why don't you die, I can continue to draw after you die!

The picture suddenly became distorted, and the studio became like a bizarre world.

The mother who pinched him had a ferocious face, and the figure shaking outside the door was tall, and there was the sound of a child calling.

Why is it different every time I see it?

Sure enough, he should have asked his father to ask about it last time.

"At that time, my mother was ill. She knew who you were but still pinched you so cruelly. If you hadn't bitten your mother's hand tightly to let her let you go, I might really have lost you forever." Xia Xia Xing Che pursed his lips and tried to stabilize his emotions. The torment in the depths of his eyes seemed to force him to recall the scene at that time: "I am useless."

Xia Xingcheng pulled the chair and sat in front of Xia Xingche, his eyes full of suspicion: "I didn't see my mother pinching me in the clip I remembered last time. Did she really pinch me?"

What a ruthless mother, thanks to the fact that I have worked so hard to paint in order to fulfill her wish.Dad was also cruel, and kept it from them for so long.

He and Xia Xingche are really miserable children.

"Well, she stabbed herself and then choked you."

"What about dad?"

"He hasn't come home yet. When he comes back, his mother has already jumped down and died."

"How was I?"

Xia Xingche frowned and thought about it, and he said what impressed him the most: "I remember that you fainted after being frightened, and after waking up in the hospital, you didn't remember anything, and then you hated me very much. "

Xia Xingcheng asked tentatively, "Then do you know how your parents' feelings were before?" He already knew his father's complicated feelings for his mother, but Xia Xingche didn't know, should he say it?

"Probably not very good."

He looked at Xia Xingche's face full of doubts, and now he can conclude that Xia Xingche must have forgotten:

"I had a dream last time. I dreamed about my parents. Although I couldn't see my mother's face clearly, I felt that it was because my father said that he was sick so it was better not to see us. He also said that my mother was almost injured when she was ill. That’s why I arranged for my mother to live next door. It’s not because my mother was forced to get sick by her father, but she had it very early, and it’s not because she was locked up in the house and forced to die, but because she couldn’t Control yourself to take extreme actions." After speaking, he looked at Xia Xingche, carefully observing Xia Xingche's reaction.

He no longer has any memories of before the age of six in his mind, and the things he recalled may be things he forgot, and it was because of this that it led their relationship in the wrong direction between their parents and them.

But now he was only worried about Xia Xingche, he hoped that Xia Xingche would come out and get out of the abyss that shouldn't be like this.

Xia Xingche was stunned by what he said. In fact, he had the impression that the relationship between his parents was not very good, but he was a little confused by what Xia Xingcheng said. After all, it happened when he was very young.

"……I do not know either."

Xia Xingcheng sat with his arms around the back of the chair. Looking at Xia Xingche, who was so big and his eyes were still red, he felt mixed feelings in his heart. He suddenly felt very uncomfortable.When he was in the hospital, what the doctor said made him worry about whether he would really have something wrong with his head one day, such as losing his memory or going blind again.And will Xia Xingche lose control of his emotions again because of being stimulated, and a tragedy that no one wants to see will happen.

Thinking of the large green dots that frequently appeared in front of his eyes recently, and the blackness in front of his eyes just now, these made him full of fear.

There is nothing more important than life, nothing is more important than life.

"Xia Xingche, tell me what's wrong with you, okay?"

Xia Xingche's body froze, the words seemed to be some kind of suggestive words, he subconsciously held his scarred arm as if seeking comfort, but because he was wearing a sweater, he couldn't touch those bumps, so he couldn't help feeling uneasy. Opening the strap, the movement is very urgent, the breathing becomes a little short, and the uncontrollable emotions are ready to come out.

But when the watch fell to the floor with a 'snap', his nerves were jerked violently, he came back to his senses, and took a heavy breath as if he was still in fear.

Panting, he raised his head to meet Xia Xingcheng's eyes. There was no fear in those eyes as he had imagined. His bright pupils reflected his slightly embarrassed appearance. He tremblingly covered his right wrist. He touched, touched the past The scars left behind, his invisible scars are all his cowardice.

He didn't dare to look directly at Xia Xingcheng's drooping eyelids anymore, the concern in those eyes was so obvious, he felt uncomfortable because of the obviousness, why did he always trouble his brother again, should he finish reading quickly and leave here, Shouldn't he appear in front of his brother again, so that he is not a trouble, and can also cover up the fact that he is sick.

Just let him bear it alone.

"Tell me, just tell me alone." Xia Xingcheng's eyes fell on all Xia Xingche's uneasy movements, and then the uneasiness in his heart was ready to come out, accompanied by a lot of wild thoughts, this guy would never really do it It's silly.

After saying this, the atmosphere plummeted. He hugged the back of his chair and waited for Xia Xingche's answer, but he felt that Xia Xingche's silence at this time was depressing. This kind of silence was mixed with extremely complicated emotions, so complicated that he You can feel how strong the emotions are in the struggle.

His eyes fell on Xia Xingche's head that was not raised, and he couldn't understand why Xia Xingche refused to say anything. Did he think he would be afraid?

"Xia Xingche, I'm not afraid of you, but can't you let me know?" Xia Xingcheng reached into his pocket as if thinking of something, then took out a lollipop from inside and threw it to Xia Xingche: "Eat, After eating, I will relieve my worries."

This is an orange-flavored lollipop.

Xia Xingche was slightly startled when he saw the candy hit his leg, and looked up at him hesitantly.

"Orange flavor, don't you like oranges? Here you are." Xia Xingcheng folded his hands on the back of the chair and rested his chin on the back of his hands. He looked straight at Xia Xingche with never-before-seen firmness and encouragement. : "I know you are in pain, but now you are not the only one who is in pain. I have already remembered that this is what we both have to face. It is not you who are facing it alone. You don't need to bear it alone. All the pain is on my heart, do you understand Xia Xingche."

Xia Xingche held this lollipop in his palm, holding it very tightly, as if he wanted to melt the lollipop with the warmth of his palm, he looked down at the words on the lollipop, just looking at the words I think this candy must be very sweet.

"I know, but I really can't get out." Soon the words on the candy paper were blurred by the wet eyes, he seemed to use all his strength to say this sentence, and the hand holding the candy began to tremble: "Just It's like locking myself up and getting used to the airtight suffocation, I can't get out, I tried, I really tried...it didn't work."

He has already tried it with his whole body, even if it is full of scars, it is useless, but that thing has been stuck in his heart and he can't vent it no matter what, he is dumb even when he is hysterical.

"You look at me."

The sound of the chair rubbing against the floor was very soft. Xia Xingcheng didn't make a big move to move the chair away. He stood up and moved it away with little force before squatting in front of Xia Xingche, as if showing his attitude with movements, and then looked up. with him.

This time he showed unprecedented patience to Xia Xingche, because he really wanted to pull his brother out, out of the abyss that didn't belong to them. They were obviously still young, and the future hadn't really started yet, so they couldn't fall into it because of those pains.

Xia Xingche was a little surprised by his behavior. When he met Xia Xingcheng's eyes, his eyes were shrouded in the moist water with a bit of joy. He couldn't restrain his joy in his heart. He held the lollipop in his hand. Slightly loosened, the state of the whole person is no longer tense.

"Xia Xingche, we are facing it now. The past has passed, and if we still can't get out of it, we will destroy ourselves." Xia Xingcheng felt that his thinking was very clear: "I said a lot of things, you say I don’t know, is it possible that your memory is also biased, or you have forgotten, after all, we were so young back then, if you hurt me, you must also be hurt, don’t blame everything on yourself , we are innocent in this matter."

"But I smashed—"

"Don't mention this matter. If I say I don't blame you, I don't blame you. You have to cheer up, you know? The two of us have suffered so many grievances and we can't take it back with dad. Is he such a dad? Don't you think Protect me, but you haven't passed this test in your heart. How can you protect me? How can you protect me!" He patted Xia Xingche's thigh hard, his voice was fierce, and his eyes were fierce: "Cheer up, you know, don't let me I despise you."

Xia Xingche's eyes flickered slightly: "Brother..." Holding the lollipop, he felt that he had become very fragile.

Seeing that he was about to cry, Xia Xingcheng realized that he might be too fierce, so he slowed down his tone: "Anyway, that's what you think, tell me when you figure it out, I will definitely help you, isn't it just a small problem Is it? It’s okay to grit your teeth, as long as you firmly believe in yourself, when you cheer up, then we two will deal with Dad, okay? "

OK?

Xia Xingche looked at Xia Xingcheng who was squatting in front of him without averting his eyes, his eyes were burning. Sure enough, there was only one person who could save him. As long as Xia Xingcheng could be seen in his sight, he would feel very happy.

"Brother, can I hug you?"

"..."

Xia Xingcheng was stunned for a moment, but seeing that the expectation in Xia Xingche's eyes was too bright, he couldn't bear to refuse, so he stood up and bent over to hug Xia Xingche who was sitting at the end of the bed, maybe because he got up too violently and his head was a little dizzy , The dull pain that came from the back of his head immediately made him feel very uncomfortable, and he was a little weak when holding Xia Xingche.

Xia Xingche couldn't stop crying when he felt the long-lost hug. The gloom that had accumulated in his heart for a long time and could not be released seemed to begin to dissipate. He hugged Xia Xingcheng back forcefully.

"Brother, thank you, give me a little more time, as long as you give me a little more time, I'll be fine."

He can.

"……understood."

He didn't dare to let Xia Xingche hear that he was trying to restrain the trembling of his voice, and frowned slightly to relieve the discomfort, but in the next second, his eyes suddenly went dark, and his body froze suddenly, as if he had accidentally triggered it. Feeling a little nauseous somewhere, he immediately let go of Xia Xingche and stood up.

My heart beat fast, and my vision went dark.

"what happened?"

His vision quickly recovered, and he stared blankly at the balcony that was thrown into the sun, staring at the light outside as if greedily. under the trace.

"No, I just feel a little sleepy. I want to go to bed for a while. You should think about how you want to tell me. I'll give you some more time. Do you hear me?"

There was an imperceptible tremor in his voice, and an uncontrollable fear in his heart.

Why is it so.

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