poorer than

"Brother Wei, in fact, I feel that there is something wrong with me recently, and now I feel a little invisible."

The hands around the waist were trembling, and there was helplessness and panic in the voice.

When Wei Lu heard this, he felt his heart hurt like being torn apart, he couldn't help but let go, the plate fell to the floor with a bang, and the marinated ribs scattered all over the floor. The space is extraordinarily piercing and piercing.

The lights above his head were warm and bright, but at this moment he felt completely dark.

"...What?" He didn't care whether his hands were washed or not, and immediately held Xia Xingcheng's face, his eyes were full of panic: "Can't you see it?"

His sanity was broken in an instant.

How could such a pair of beautiful eyes not be able to see, Xia Xingcheng still has to draw, how could it be possible to not see when he just started drawing, so how can it be done?

"It's a bit blurry." Xia Xingcheng shook his head, and after a while, he regained his sight: "It won't happen now."

He looked at Wei Lu in front of him and felt very uncomfortable. He obviously didn't want to say it, but could he not say it, because he was afraid, an unprecedented fear.

"Why didn't you tell me!" Lu Wei panicked, his voice was full of uncontrollable panic, he held Xia Xingcheng's face and looked carefully at these eyes, his eyes were full of fear: "Let me see, look like this Do you understand me?"

Words like this are undoubtedly like a knife being slashed across his heart. What the doctor said in the hospital was a time bomb, which made him feel ups and downs. gotta smash.

How could he endure such a sentence, how could he endure Xia Xingcheng saying that he couldn't see such a thing, no one knows how much he loves this little guy, but he is someone who wants to protect with his life, how can he suffer such grievances at this time , It is obviously going to pass, everything is going to pass.

But rather...

Such a sentence that is just a guess is enough to make him flustered.

Xia Xingcheng looked at the out-of-control panic on Lu Wei's face at this moment, and tears welled up in his eyes again: "I can see it, I must see it. So Brother Wei, do you know how panicked I was when I couldn't find you just now?" , If I call you and you don't answer, I'm afraid you'll dislike me."

What the doctor said was like a ticking time bomb. The sound of the countdown ticking was silent torture, torturing his resistance, but the phone that Wei Lu didn’t answer was the sound of a complete explosion. up.

He did have this problem all the time, but he didn't realize that it might be a big problem, and he didn't even dare to think that it would be a prelude to going blind. How dare he think that his future hasn't started yet? How dare he put it on his own? Everything about myself may be cut off.

But when he couldn't find Lu Wei, he felt that everything was over.

In his heart, he has long put Wei Lu at home. He has Wei Lu alone. Wei Lu is his father, his mother, his brother, his boyfriend, his whole world, the whole world I can't find them all, can you not be afraid?

very scared.

Wei Lu hugged him tightly into his arms, as if he was trying to confirm the person in his arms, his eyes were red: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry... How can I not answer your call, how can I let you go alone, I just I shouldn't let you go back to school alone, it's all my fault, I'll take you to the hospital later, shall we have a look first?"

Fear and panic frightened him. He couldn't imagine what Xia Xingcheng was thinking when he said this, whether he had collapsed, and how he could endure such sadness when he smiled and said goodbye to him in the afternoon.

The pain of tearing the heart.

"Brother Wei, in fact, I have always been able to, but it has become serious recently, and suddenly I can't see you more and more times. I'm very afraid that I won't see you. I'm even afraid that this afternoon will be the last time I see your face." Xia Xingcheng Taking a deep breath, and smelling the smell of Wei Lu, he felt that his whole world was occupied by Wei Lu.

The sense of security instantly made him feel safe.

"Good boy, don't be afraid." Lu Wei hugged the person in his arms even tighter, the red eyes made him constantly condemn his negligence, and he turned his head and kissed Xia Xingcheng's temples as if to comfort him: "...I was wrong, and I will always be happy in the future." I won't miss Xia Xingcheng's call."

Xia Xingcheng felt Lu Wei's fear and raised his hand to pat him on the back: "That's why I didn't dare to say it. I was very scared when I was in the hospital, and I was afraid that I would be found out. I was really sad when I heard the doctor say that. Panic, but I don’t want you to worry about me, I’m afraid you will, I’m afraid you’re worried, but I can’t stop talking now, what if something really happened.”

He didn't dare to think about it and dared not reveal it, Wei Lu was too important to him, what should he do if he said that Wei Lu was so uncomfortable now, if something really happened.

"How can you not say it!!" Lu Wei was angry and heartbroken. He endured his temper but did not restrain himself a lot. He let go and stepped back two steps towards Xia Xingcheng, holding back scolding: "How can you not?" Tell me...if...if..."

He pointed at Xia Xingcheng's hand and kept trembling, he hesitated to say anything when he wanted to scold, especially when he saw Xia Xingcheng's eyes were red and he could only bear it, but he couldn't scold him, how could he be willing to scold, his heart ached so badly.

Seeing that Wei Lu was really angry, Xia Xingcheng was a little scared, he opened his arms and asked for a hug from Wei Lu, his eyes were full of grievances:

"I know I was wrong, Brother Wei, please hug me..."

"Stand still!" Lu Wei calmed down his emotions and pointed at the position in front of him.

Xia Xingcheng pitifully lowered his hands and moved two small steps to the side, so he didn't dare to stand in front of Wei Lu. Wei Lu was really fierce when he was fierce, just like now.

Moving around, I didn't pay attention to the flour scattered under my feet, and when I didn't pay attention, my feet slipped and let out a cry.

Lu Wei quickly stepped forward to grab him, and pulled him into his arms.

He didn't fall down and was pulled straight into Wei Lu's arms by Lu Wei, but the moment his forehead hit Lu Wei's shoulder, he felt nauseated and nauseated, and a large green flashed in front of his eyes again. The flash made him dizzy, and his body was a little weak.

This time it was more difficult than before.

"Did you almost fall because you didn't pay attention? Do you dare to be disobedient?"

It's strange, why does Wei Lu's voice come from far away, isn't Wei Lu hugging him?

"Wei..."

He didn't even have time to call Brother Wei for a second, and his consciousness was instantly swallowed up by the darkness, and he didn't even have time to panic.

As soon as Wei Lu finished speaking, he felt that the person in his arms suddenly became very heavy. He knew that his heart was hit hard the moment his head was hanging heavily on his arms. He lowered his head slowly, and his pupils shrank suddenly.

Xia Xingcheng in his arms was so pale that his eyes were closed.

In an instant, the coldness that surged from the soles of his feet swept across his whole body, as if he was frozen so that he could not move.

The hospital at night seemed to be shrouded in darkness, which made people feel terribly depressed, and the pungent smell entangled their breath tightly.

"He has a medical history, and the situation is very complicated. When he was six years old, he was treated for intracranial congestion caused by cerebral hypoxia. Because the hematoma was small, he was treated conservatively. The occipital lobe was compressed. The recovery effect should not be good. The patient's own physical problems. The head was injured by a heavy object a year ago, and the intracranial congestion directly compressed the occipital lobe, resulting in temporary blindness. After the congestion was removed, the vision recovered. Now the examination shows that the congestion has not been completely eliminated, and the occipital lobe is compressed again If possible, surgery is best."

"...will you lose your eyesight if you press the occipital lobe again?" Wei Lu heard the trembling in his voice, and he looked at the doctor.

The doctor nodded: "Yes."

Lu Wei stayed where he was, would he?

How could it be, how could his Chengcheng be invisible just as he was about to start painting.

"However, his intracranial congestion has not reached the point where he needs surgery. It depends on whether he can heal and eliminate the congestion by himself. This operation is risky. You have to wait until he wakes up to check the state of his eyes. If the frequency of blindness is too high, then Surgery must be done, and it is best if it can be cured under conservative observation, and surgery is the worst policy.”

"But why did he faint?"

"The back of the head is the center of life. He has been injured twice. Any bumps and bumps will cause lesions, especially he just had a craniotomy a year ago. If this patient is clear, he should pay attention to it. If he himself It's hard to say if he's going to bump into something in his life without knowing what's going on, any bump to the back of the head for him right now is going to hurt him a lot."

Lu Wei's expression became more serious: "His hypoglycemia is very serious, whether he will fall or not..."

"Yes, because the patient is a young man, any strenuous exercise will put him at risk. Because of this, he needs to be conservatively observed, stop all strenuous exercise, and first observe to see if he can eliminate the congestion on his own. If not, he must undergo surgery. But Surgery is a high-risk operation. The patient’s blood pressure is low. It is recommended to take good care of the body and observe conservatively. If the congestion can be eliminated through conservative treatment, surgery can be avoided, and the congestion will not completely compress the optic nerve of the occipital lobe. This is the most serious situation. .”

high risk?

Lu Wei felt that his heart was so painful that he couldn't breathe. Why did this happen?

"Mr. Lu? Mr. Lu?"

Suddenly feel dizzy.

I don't know how long it took him to realize that he was sitting on the chair, and the doctor looked at him worriedly.

Seeing that he had recovered, the doctor breathed a sigh of relief: "You seemed a little uncomfortable just now, I helped you to the chair, are you okay?"

Lu Wei touched his heart, yes, he felt very uncomfortable.

"The patient is still young, and it is very likely that he is not aware of his own problems and pays little attention to them. For example, bumps and bumps are easy to get injured again, so family members should pay more attention, and there is another aspect that needs attention."

"What?" Lu Wei listened very carefully, for fear that he would miss any point that needed attention.

"The patient's medical records include not only temporary blindness, but also temporary amnesia. Most of the amnesia is mental, and it should have been caused by stimulation. This morning, I probably learned about the situation of green vision, so what needs to be paid attention to is not only Physiological and psychological problems, this needs to be observed more, it is best to... Let a psychiatrist counsel, psychological reasons will affect the physical state."

"……I see."

"When the needle is pulled out, a nurse will come, just call me if necessary."

"……it is good."

Wei Lu watched the doctor walk away, and finally he was the only one sitting on the cold chair in the long and narrow corridor. The incandescent lamp was dazzlingly white, causing eye pain, headache, and heart pain.

In the end, the body he was supporting could no longer bend down, and slowly lowered his head, hugging the sides of his head tightly, his bony hands turned white from the force, and the sobbing sound was restrained and painful, like silent hysteria , roaring, the heart is also tearing.

"Why...why...why did you treat my Xia Xingcheng like this."

Exactly why.

What are these parents going to do.

Can you still forgive me?

Thinking of seeing Xia Xingcheng's father's face that day, how could there be such a cruel heart under that face, he didn't know why Xia Xingcheng had suffered so many injuries, why he still tortured him like this, why he desperately held it in his palm to protect him People want to be hurt like this, is the pain reversible?irreversible.

Why didn't he stop his gaze eight years ago, why didn't he stop watching that child, why did he listen to the agent saying that maddog doesn't like to be known, so where is he not known, he is enduring the pain, if he stopped back then If it is downloaded, then it will not be what it is today.

Even if he was hurt by his mother, if he appeared, Xia Xingche could be prevented from another heavy blow. Any damage has already been done, and it is irreversible. The danger is imminent on Xia Xingcheng's head.

It will fall anytime, in the blink of an eye.

The moment he raised his eyes, bloodshot eyes ferociously fell on the corners of his eyes, like a wild beast preparing to wake up and roar wildly.

He took out his mobile phone to call his assistant, and the moment he connected, he issued an order without delay, with a hoarse and cold voice:

"Come over to the hospital now. I have some information that I need you to pass on to Mr. Xia of the Xia Group. Come here as soon as possible. I want to pass the information tonight."

"And help me find out who Xia Xingcheng's mother is, I want it tonight."

The tone was extremely cold and he said that he and Wei Lu who were still crying were two people.

After hanging up the phone, he changed back to the helpless and sad Wei Lu, only Xia Xingcheng's Lu Wei.

He was leaning on the back of the chair alone, the coldness penetrated his clothes and fell on his body, but it was not as good as the pain in his heart. He thought he could control it and deal with the problems that he needed to face in the future, but he overestimated Xia Xingcheng's love for him. His influence, this boy has existed in two different forms in his heart for eight years, and now it is the treasure that he must carefully care for and cherish at the tip of his heart, and it is his last strength.

The moment he fell down, he felt that the whole world was dark, and the indestructible instantly turned into ashes.

Can he still sit still?

Time is cruel. It takes away countless good things that you want to be greedy, and all that is left is grief. If you don't solve this kind of pain, you will only completely swallow up the remaining good things and leave only pain.

The boy he cared for was reluctant to be sent into the world of adults, he just wanted to surround him with innocence and romance, so he must be good.

No one can hurt his Xia Xingcheng again.

Raising his hand to wipe away the tears on his face, his eyes were determined, letting go of the tenderness that was only revealed in front of Xia Xingcheng for the time being.

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Lu Wei: You don't want to see my Chengcheng again, it's useless to beg me, I'm blackened.

Chengcheng: Brother Wei, give me a hug QAQ, don't be angry.