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Yu Xingshu heard that he wanted to tell him something, and seeing Xu Mu's serious expression, he thought it was something important.He stood up and sat back down, and the expression on his face also became serious with him, but he didn't imitate it, winked and winked, which still made people feel cute.

Xu Mu was thinking about how to say the words so as to cause the least harm to Yu Xingshu. Since it was unavoidable, he thought of reducing some harm.He thought about it for a long time, and Yu Xingshu, who was sitting across from him, couldn't keep the seriousness on his face. He looked at him with curiosity in his eyes, wondering why he didn't speak.

"Xingshu." Xu Mu finally spoke after being silent for a long time. Yu Xingshu immediately cheered up to listen to him after hearing the voice.

"We don't want to meet again in the future, we are not suitable." Xu Mu finished this sentence slowly. It was not as easy as he thought to say this sentence, and his palms were already tense. A thin layer of sweat.

Yu Xingshu didn't seem to understand what he meant, he sat on the chair in a daze for a while, and then he came back to his senses, the joy in his eyes no longer existed, replaced by a layer of faint sadness.His tone was no longer the excitement he had just now, and he lowered his head and said in a low voice, "I know. Getting along with people like me is boring. There is no novelty at all, and people don't even have the desire to understand."

Seeing him almost in tears, Xu Mu wanted to comfort him, but she withdrew her outstretched hand.Since everyone said it was inappropriate, then don't leave any hope, lest both of you feel uncomfortable.He took a tissue and pushed it over, and said softly, "Wipe your face, don't feel sorry for someone like me, I'm not good enough for you."

Yu Xingshu raised his head, and there were traces of tears on his face.Xu Mu handed the paper to him, thought for a while, and continued, "I've always pretended to be someone else, and I think it's unfair to you. You deserve better love, but I can't give it to you now."

Yu Xingshu didn't speak, and kept clutching the tissue in his hand.He picked up the bottle of perfume from the chair and put it in front of Xu Mu. After calming down, he said, "Since it's agreed that we won't contact each other in the future, I can't accept this gift. You can take it back."

"This one is different. This one is for you to celebrate your entry into the company. Even ordinary friends can give it away." Xu Mu wanted to put it back, but Yu Xingshu was determined not to accept it, "The same, I don't have any ordinary friends, no one Give me a special gift, you should take it away, I don't want to keep it at all." He lowered his head again after speaking, tears were about to flow from his eyes.

Seeing that he was so determined, Xu Mu didn't shirk again, put the lid back on and put it aside.

"I'm leaving first." It was almost time for the afternoon class, and Yu Xingshu wanted to go back.Xu Mu felt a little guilty and said he wanted to send him back, but Yu Xingshu refused and insisted on going back by himself, so Xu Mu had no choice but to agree.

Standing on the second floor, Xu Mu looked downstairs.Yu Xingshu held the pastry that Aunt Fang gave him just now in his hand, paying attention to the traffic around him, and wanted to hail a taxi on the side of the road.He saw Yu Xingshu took out the pastry and took a bite, then put it down and never touched it again.Then the car that Yu Xingshu was waiting for arrived, he got in the car, sat in the back seat, and gradually left Xu Mu's sight.Xu Mu suddenly felt a little uncomfortable in his heart. The feeling was inexplicable, like a layer of dark clouds covering it. It didn't rain, but it was depressing.

Yu Xingshu was waiting for the bus on the side of the road. He shook the bag in his hand, then took out a piece of pastry and put it in his mouth.After chewing it twice, he felt that it was not sweet at all, not as delicious as what Aunt Fang said, so he refused to move the rest.He didn't know what to do now, and he hadn't known Xu Mu for long, but he was used to the existence of such a person.His social circle is very small, and a farewell is enough to make him sad for a long time. He thought Xu Mu would stay, but he didn't expect it to be just a short dream.The feeling he lost after waking up from the dream caught him off guard. He had no choice but to blame himself for making the dream so beautiful that he couldn't accept the gap in reality. He couldn't do anything about the rest.

Su Zhaoxi has been so busy these days that she hardly even has time to order a takeaway at noon.When it was time for the summer vacation, there were more and more operations in the hospital, and there was no regular time for commuting to and from get off work, so he refused to let Lu Yuanting pick him up.Lu Yuanting didn't say much, Su Zhaoxi was busy and he had time, so he started running towards Qi Chen.

Qi Chen failed an exam and is worrying at home.He doesn't have any particularly close friends, so it's good to have Lu Yuanting come over to talk to him.Lu Yuanting saw that he wanted to bury his face in the book, and he stopped smoking.He extinguished the remaining half of the cigarette in the ashtray, walked behind Qi Chen and covered his forehead with his hands in front, letting the back of his head stick to his lower abdomen.

"What are you doing?" Qi Chen was interrupted by him, and the few lines he had just recited in his mind were all forgotten at this moment.

Lu Yuanting rested his hand on his chin, forcing him to look up at himself, and at the same time he lowered his head to meet his eyes.

"Why are you so stupid, you failed the liberal arts exam." Lu Yuanting spoke above him, and Qi Chen looked at the opening and closing of his lips when he spoke, his eyes were a little obsessed.

"I chose science because I didn't want to endorse it. Who knew that I couldn't get rid of this fate when I went to college." Qi Chen said a little angrily.

"Then I'll hire you a tutor." Lu Yuanting gently moved his hand on his neck, Qi Chen felt itchy and wanted to break away from his embrace, but Lu Yuanting did not let go domineeringly.

"It's expensive to have a tutor, I'll endorse it myself."

Lu Yuanting laughed twice and said, "I'll pay for it, so you don't have to worry about it."

Qi Chen thought for a while, the donor's money is not for nothing, and he is not a high-spirited person, he doesn't care about this, so he didn't shirk, nodded and agreed.

After Lu Yuanting returned to the company, he asked his assistant to handle the matter.The assistant already looked down on Qi Chen, but when he heard that he failed the exam and had to hire a tutor, he looked down on him even more.It's not good for a good boy to do something without money. If he insists on being someone else's lover, if his parents find out about it, what kind of trouble might happen.Although he was dissatisfied, he still had to follow Lu Yuanting's orders. After he came out of Lu Yuanting's office, he began to browse various tutoring information.

Su Zhaoxi just had an operation, and now she can hardly stand still.He walked quickly to the department, then slumped on the chair and refused to get up.Wen Chuan poured a glass of water and put it on the table in front of him. Su Zhaoxi looked up at him and asked him:

"Why didn't you have surgery?"

Wen Chuan stood, leaning on the table, and answered him: "I've been a little unwell recently. Director Chang is afraid that I'll faint on the operating table, and if it delays my work, he will do it for me."

After Su Zhaoxi listened, he clicked his tongue twice, pretending to be contemptuous and said to him: "It's just that the person who is only favored by Director Chang is different."

"What are you talking about? He scolded me so badly when I first came here. He really made me want to go back to school." Recalling the scene when he first came here, Wen Chuan couldn't help laughing.At that time, he was worried about whether he would be fired every day, and he always made mistakes. Director Chang had a bad temper and quick temper, and couldn't tolerate the people under his command to make a mistake, so Wen Chuan was often taken to the office to be scolded.Later, Wen Chuan got used to it, became proficient in surgery, and gradually discovered that Director Chang was actually quite a good person, so he settled down.

Director Chang happened to pass by the door of the department, saw them chatting together, with a relaxed look on their faces, and shouted at the door: "Are you all right? I still have time to chat here." With a sharp tone, Su Zhaoxi and Wen Chuan immediately looked towards the door.Director Chang and Wen Chuan met eyes, "Wen Chuan, come with me."

"Here we come." Wen Chuan and Su Zhaoxi exchanged glances, the corners of their mouths twitched towards the door, and then they went out with a smile.

Wen Chuan left, Su Zhaoxi lay down on the table.He was very hungry, but there was not enough time for him to have a meal, and he would have another operation in a while, so he had to pick up the glass of water on the table to fill it up first.Xu Mu went to wash his hands just now, and now he is coming back from outside.As soon as he entered the door, he saw Su Zhaoxi lying on the table, and quickly walked over to him and asked, "Are you hypoglycemic again?"

Su Zhaoxi lay on his stomach, he didn't have the strength to raise his head, his voice was muffled: "It's okay, I'm a little tired, I'll be fine on my stomach for a while."

Although he said so, Xu Mu still took out a chocolate from the drawer and stuffed it into his hand. Su Zhaoxi felt that something was stuffed in his hand, so he raised his head, and there were marks on his face from the clothes .

"You have something to eat first, I don't think you have time to eat at noon today, and there will be surgery later."

Su Zhaoxi agreed, he tore open the packaging of the chocolate and threw it into the trash can, then opened his mouth and ate the chocolate in one bite.After eating, I felt that I had regained some strength, and my brain seemed to be functioning. I raised my head and asked Xu Mu, "Why hasn't your boyfriend come to the hospital to look for you these days?"

It stands to reason that the hospital has been so busy recently, Xu Mu's boyfriend had already run over to bring him meals and squeeze his shoulders, but Su Zhaoxi had seen him a few times a few days ago, but he couldn't see him these days, so he felt a little suspicious for a while.

Xu Mu didn't expect him to mention this suddenly, and was a little at a loss for a while, "We broke up."

Su Zhaoxi opened his eyes wide in surprise, and unconsciously raised his voice a little: "We broke up, didn't you two be fine a few days ago?"

"We just got separated in the past few days." Xu Mu said that he didn't care.

"It's just a split. Don't be too high-sighted. He's in good condition." Su Zhaoxi patted Xu Mu on the shoulder and said to him.

"If it's not suitable, we'll be separated. You've only met him a few times, so how do you know he's well-qualified?" Xu Mu was not convinced, and retorted Su Zhaoxi.

"The parents are also good-looking, and have a gentle personality, and they look at you with liking in their eyes. You can't hide it. This is not enough."

Xu Mu was speechless, Yu Xingshu was really nice, but, he had already settled in someone else in his heart.He looked at Su Zhaoxi, Su Zhaoxi regained his strength at this moment, stood up and stretched, and wanted to go on to the next operation, Xu Mu's eyes contained too much emotion, he couldn't explain clearly.

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