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After staying in the hospital for a few days, Lu Yuanting was taken back to the Lu family. Mrs. Lu firmly refused to let him return to the company and asked him to stay at home for a few more days. Lu Yuanting could not go against her wishes, so he had to stay at home and experience a few The life of a rice bug.

After Su Zhaoxi left last time, he never came to see him again, and he also understood what Su Zhaoxi meant by "in the future", it was just a pretty trick to fool people.

He spent the past few days at Lu's house leisurely. He didn't have to worry about the company's big and small problems immediately when he woke up. There was no emergency call from his assistant, and no one disturbed his recuperation. Life was simply comfortable.So in the past few days, he has gained a few pounds, and his face looks much ruddy.

In fact, he also sneaked out when his mother was not paying attention, and drove to Su Zhaoxi's bookstore to have a look at him.See him sitting in front of the counter smiling and communicating with customers, and see him lazily reading a book on a swivel chair.He only watched from afar, not daring to disturb him, even so, he was still discovered by Su Zhaoxi.

Su Zhaoxi stood in front of his car, staring at him intently, looking about to get angry again.Lu Yuanting quickly got out of the car and walked up to him to explain to him.He was as embarrassed as a primary school student who was caught wrong, his voice trembled for a long time but he couldn't utter a complete sentence.

"Zhaoxi, I, I just pass by me"

Su Zhaoxi interrupted his speech, and asked him sharply what he wanted to do again: "Lu Yuanting, you said it well when we broke up, and you will be a stranger from now on, what's the matter with you running to me every now and then? What about those little lovers of yours, you are so free to accompany them."

He poked at Lu Yuanting's wound every word, and Lu Yuanting immediately frowned in pain.He didn't want to recall the past, he knew that there were many things wrong with him, but he never wavered from the idea of ​​"living with Su Zhaoxi for the rest of his life".No matter how crazy he played before, he still has a place for Su Zhaoxi in his heart.

"Zhaoxi, I know I was wrong, please give me a chance, I will never mess around again in the future, I will listen to whatever you say in the future. Can you give me another chance?"

His voice was trembling, with tears in his eyes, he held Su Zhaoxi's wrist tightly with both hands, trying to grab him tightly.

Su Zhaoxi stopped talking, facing Lu Yuanting who was so submissive, he was not easy to get angry.He pulled out the hand that was held by him, and began to persuade him with a cold face:

"You still want to be more open. After all, you are the only child in the family. Even if you don't get married, you will still have children. What's the point of wasting with me." Before Lu Yuanting could speak, he began to laugh at himself:

"Actually, I should have understood earlier that love with too disparate family circumstances cannot last long. There are too many people to choose from around you. They are better than me and better than me. They should rush to join you. What kind of person can keep you."

The more he talked, the less confident he became, and the more he felt that these seven years were stolen. Such happiness should not belong to him.For a mediocre person like him, all he wanted was stability.

He turned his back and wanted to go back, but the door of the bookstore was still open.Lu Yuanting hugged him tightly from behind, preventing him from walking back.Lu Yuanting bent down, put his chin on his back shoulder, breathed past his ear, and said in a trembling voice:

"Zhaoxi, think about it again, think about it again, it is possible for the two of us."

Lu Yuanting hugged him very tightly, and he struggled secretly for a long time without breaking away.When Lu Yuanting spoke in his ear, his brain would explode. He hadn't been so close to him for a long time, and he didn't react for a moment.

Seeing that he didn't respond, Lu Yuanting cautiously kissed his ear, but Su Zhaoxi came to his senses now and turned his head to avoid it.

"Let me go." He clenched his fists, and his heart was about to burst into flames.

Lu Yuanting stubbornly refused to let go, but stopped and kissed.After Su Zhaoxi struggled twice, his brows frowned, and the anger in his heart became even worse.

He was hugged by Lu Yuanting from behind, and there was no way to attack him head-on, so he pretended not to stand still, took a wrong step back, and stepped heavily on Lu Yuanting's foot.Lu Yuanting immediately cried out in pain, and his arms loosened a little.Su Zhaoxi took advantage of this gap and broke away from his embrace.

He shook off Lu Yuanting, angrily going back to the store, Lu Yuanting followed behind him, reaching out to pull his arm.He threw it off impatiently, and Lu Yuanting pulled it up again, and so on and on.When he walked to the door of the bookstore, Su Zhaoxi finally couldn't hold back his anger and lost his temper at him.

"You have to show some face. You used to be very proud. Who dared to make you so humble. You, Young Master Lu, can afford it. Then what do you mean by sticking it up now?"

After Su Zhaoxi finished speaking in one breath, his chest heaved violently due to anger, he didn't care about Lu Yuanting's reaction, he turned his head and walked into the store, trying to escape from where he was.

Lu Yuanting still didn't give up, and followed him all the way to the store.There were a few customers who were picking books in the store, and they saw Su Zhaoxi coming over and wanted to ask him to pay the bill.

Su Zhaoxi went to the counter and sat down, tried to maintain calmness to pay the bill, and sent him out.This time, there were only the two of them left in the store.

Lu Yuanting stood by the counter, propped his fingers on the table, and kept looking at Su Zhaoxi.Su Zhaoxi stood on the inside, his face was full of impatience, and his eyes were not afraid to meet him.

"Zhaoxi, think about it again, I'm really changing now, just wait for me."

Lu Yuanting's tone was almost begging, Su Zhaoxi couldn't believe it all of a sudden, when will Lu Yuanting bow his head?

He couldn't see Lu Yuanting's appearance like this, so he simply turned his face away and stopped looking at him, but his tone was softer: "I don't need to wait for you, you'd better go."

Lu Yuanting wanted to hold his hand again, making him dodge ahead of time.He lowered his eyes, as if he felt a thousand grievances, and in the end he just said in a muffled voice: "I'll go first."

Su Zhaoxi remained silent, acquiescing to his departure.After Lu Yuanting left, he slumped on the chair, still stuck in the scene just now, unable to recover.Lu Yuanting's submissive attitude surprised him, in his impression, Lu Yuanting has always been extremely proud, as if nothing could make him bow his head.His self-confidence is engraved in his bones, and he never knows what inferiority complex is.Will such a person bow his head for him now?

Lu Yuanting was depressed all the way, he could see the disappointment in Su Zhaoxi's eyes, no longer expecting, no longer gentle to him, only disappointment towards him in his eyes.There was a red light at the intersection ahead, he stopped slowly and waited inside the intersection.He frowned and slammed the steering wheel with his right hand.

If he knew that things would turn out like this at the beginning, he wouldn't have made such a start. At the beginning, he was just talking about playing with Qi Chen, but he didn't expect so many things to be involved later.If only I knew, if

It's a pity that the matter is a foregone conclusion, and it's useless for him to regret it.When the green light ahead turned on and the vehicle was passing, he kicked the accelerator and went straight to Lu's house.

Lu Yuanting left when his mother was not at home, but he didn't expect to see his mother sitting on the sofa when he got home, which made him a little embarrassed.Madam Lu leisurely took a sip of the tea in her hand, then raised her eyes to look at Lu Yuanting, with no anger on her face.

"Are you looking for Su Zhaoxi?"

When Lu Yuanting was hit, he touched the tip of his nose, not daring to look at his mother.

"What are you doing, I won't do anything to him." Mrs. Lu pulled him to sit down, wanting to talk to him.

Lu Yuanting sat down obediently, but the expression on his face was uneasy.Seeing him like this, Mrs. Lu sighed:

"Why do you protect him like this? I won't stop you now. Don't you feel relieved?"

Lu Yuanting shook his head, he didn't think so.He knew it was all for him, and he was grateful for his understanding.

"No, I didn't mean to blame you, don't think about it."

"He came back after getting angry at Su Zhaoxi's again." Mrs. Lu guessed about half of it when she saw his dejected look when he entered the door.

"Or else I'll go find him and talk to him about the matter." Mrs. Lu wanted to share with him.

Lu Yuanting immediately vetoed it. He was afraid that things would become more and more chaotic, "Don't go, I will take care of it myself, just take care of yourself."

This kind of matter can only be solved by the two of them, and no one else can intervene.Thinking of Su Zhaoxi's attitude of rejecting him, Lu Yuanting squinted his eyes in distress.

Su Zhaoxi was stunned on the swivel chair for a long time, facing Lu Yuanting, he really had nothing to do.That person was like his other half of the soul, pinching his soft spot so that he couldn't help but lose his temper.

He fell into an endless loop again, whether to start over with Lu Yuanting or not.Looking back at his past actions, it seems that they are indeed unforgivable, but now that he has made changes, it seems that he is trying to remedy the past, so should we try to trust him?

Su Zhaoxi frowned with a headache, never thought that one day he would have to think about this kind of issue. When he was locked up, he had the determination to be free or die.He didn't have the courage to give an answer. He always liked to avoid questions, so he thought for a long time but to no avail.

In the evening, he made a phone call with his family. Su Yingyue complained that her studies were getting more and more stressful, and she started doing her homework as soon as she got home and put down her schoolbag. She didn't even have time to go shopping with friends on weekends.Su Zhaoxi comforted her with a smile, saying that he would take her here to play during the summer vacation.

When he mentioned this little girl, he became even more upset, because the school said that there would be make-up classes during the summer vacation of the second year of high school, so Su Zhaoxi had no choice but to change the topic.When he was about to hang up the phone at the end, the little girl hesitated and asked about Lu Yuanting again.Su Zhaoxi didn't take the initiative to tell her about this kind of thing, she was full of doubts, so she could only speak by herself.

Unexpectedly, the problem of escaping is now in front of him again, Su Zhaoxi is helpless.The little girl said angrily, "He's dead. I just pulled the weeds from his grave. Have you finished your homework? You're so nosy."

The little girl screamed, scolded the bad guy, and hung up the phone in a hurry. It seemed that she really didn't finish her homework.

Su Zhaoxi lay back on the bed again, staring at the chandelier on the ceiling with empty eyes.These few days he was really upset, why his breakup was so bumpy, didn't others just leave as soon as they said it, why did so many things get involved when he came here.Ever since he broke up with Lu Yuanting, nothing seemed to go smoothly for him.

First, he fell ill one after another, and then he was beaten at the station. Finally, he opened a bookstore, which was always closed frequently.If he didn't have a little savings, he might not be able to support himself.

He buried himself in the pillow in frustration, and stopped thinking about all the issues about Lu Yuanting in his mind, pretending to give up resistance, and wanted to let nature take its course.