Miss Akutagawa has something to say

The crowd went away, the warm yellow spotlights around disappeared, and Ryunosuke Akutagawa found himself standing in a dark space.

Seeing the darkness, Dazai Osamu hugged her from behind, put his head on her shoulder, Dazai Osamu and her fingers crossed, Akutagawa Ryunosuke could feel the warmth from her back.

"Tai, Zai, Ji." Almost gritting his teeth to say the name, Akutagawa Ryunosuke wanted to launch Rashomon to beat Dazai, but Rashomon did not appear after a short wait.

Only then did Akutagawa Ryunosuke realize that Osamu Dazai has a human disqualification, and the ability doesn't work on him. Akutagawa Ryunosuke wanted to turn around and beat Dazai Osamu, but she found that she couldn't turn around, and she seemed to be frozen.

"I haven't seen you in five years, Akutagawa, have you eaten well? You're still so thin." Osamu Dazai took Akutagawa Ryunosuke's hand and felt the body of Akutagawa Ryunosuke, and found that it felt the same as five years ago.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke wanted to speak, but she opened her mouth and couldn't speak, she didn't know how to talk to Dazai Osamu, and wanted to beat Dazai Osamu directly, but her body seemed to be controlled by something, and she couldn't move.

"It's really been a long time..." Dazai Osamu buried his head in Akutagawa Ryunosuke's neck and took a deep breath, and sighed, the hot air soon stained a small piece of skin red.

"Akutagawa, the meal you cooked for me five years ago was delicious." Osamu Dazai closed his eyes and recalled the meal Akutagawa Ryunosuke made for him five years ago, all of which were made of crab meat. At that time, he finished eating with a blank face, and did not praise Akutagawa Ryunosuke.

"You did a good job at that mission, and it was the right choice to silence everything." Osamu Dazai wanted to make up for all the praise he owed Ryunosuke Akutagawa before, because if he didn't say it today, he would never have the chance to say it again.

"Your ability is very powerful, you can use it for multiple purposes, you are not in good health but you have been insisting on high-intensity training."

"...you have always been my pride, Akutagawa."

Akutagawa Ryunosuke's heart trembled, and was tightened by Dazai Osamu's interlocking fingers, and his nails pinched Dazai Osamu's palm, "I don't need your praise, Dazai Osamu."

As early as when Osamu Dazai left, she no longer needed Osamu Dazai's praise.

"You really don't need it?" Osamu Dazai separated Akutagawa Ryunosuke's unconsciously tightened fingers, and a crescent-shaped imprint was pinched out on the palm of Osamu Dazai's hand, and a light blue light glowed around the imprint, Dazai Ji didn't care, he held Akutagawa Ryunosuke's slender fingers gently, "What you wanted most before was my praise."

"I don't need it!...cough cough cough." Akutagawa Ryunosuke raised his voice, his throat coughed because of the raised voice, Dazai Osamu held Akutagawa Ryunosuke's hand and covered Akutagawa Ryunosuke's mouth and nose.

The movements are gentle, this is the softness that Akutagawa Ryunosuke has never felt.

"You must have a lot of questions, wondering why I left for five years?" Osamu Dazai waited for Akutagawa Ryunosuke to finish coughing, and he played with a lock of Akutagawa Ryunosuke's hair, the white end wrapped around Dazai Osamu obediently On the slender fingers.

Osamu Dazai also wanted to tell the whole story, but the explanation of the matter was too complicated, and it would take a lot of time to explain everything clearly, and his strength could not last long, so he could only make up a lie first.

Just let Akutagawa Ryunosuke know that he lost his life trying to save her.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke would believe him.

When Osamu Dazai returned to Akutagawa Ryunosuke's side as a dog, he realized that Akutagawa Ryunosuke had a lot of hatred for him. Although this was expected, he still felt very uncomfortable.

Everything he did was for Akutagawa Ryunosuke, but Akutagawa Ryunosuke didn't know it, and he still resented him. He suddenly understood his feelings in another world.

In another world, in order to save his best friend Oda Sakunosuke, he became the leader of Hong Kong gangsters, but he was treated as a stranger by his best friend, so he jumped off the building and died alone.

Die is lonely and simple.

Osamu Dazai suddenly had the ability to communicate with himself in other worlds when he was 18 years old. At the same time, he also learned that except for his world, Akutagawa Ryunosuke in all other worlds did not survive the winter when he was 18 years old.

And Ryunosuke Akutagawa of his world is already sick in bed.

The fear of Akutagawa Ryunosuke's imminent death spread in his heart. He defected to Hong Kong, went to other worlds, exchanged bodies with demons, gained the ability to go back to the past, went to other worlds, and went back to countless pasts. Akutagawa Ryunosuke's method, but all failed without exception.

The desperate Osamu Dazai chose to exchange souls with the witch, one life for the other, and exchanged his soul for the life of Akutagawa Ryunosuke in this world.

In the countless worlds he has been to, he is the only Dazai Osamu who likes Akutagawa Ryunosuke. In thousands of worlds, she is a one in a million possibility.

Osamu Dazai in other worlds can lose Akutagawa Ryunosuke, but he in this world cannot lose.

Then Akutagawa Ryunosuke successfully lived through the winter of the year he was 18 years old, and gave birth to their child in the spring of the following year. Maybe because he thought it was fun, the witch Ichihara Yuko gave Dazai Osamu a chance to go back and visit Akutagawa Ryunosuke.

Yuko Ichihara may want to see if Osamu Dazai, who is determined to die, still wants to die after seeing his wife and child, and whether he will choose to give up the idea of ​​letting Ryunosuke Akutagawa die with him because of the existence of the child.

Osamu Dazai knew what Yuko Ichihara was thinking, but he went back anyway. He wanted to see Ryunosuke Akutagawa. Even if he went to hell, he would climb up, but the possibility of climbing up again after going to hell was very small, because he Will drag Akutagawa Ryunosuke to hell with him.

Osamu Dazai lost his body when he made a deal with the devil and could only live on the corpse of an abandoned dog.

Osamu Dazai thought of another world. As the leader of Hong Kong gangsters, he jumped off the building alone. He didn't want to die alone. He wanted Akutagawa Ryunosuke to die with him.

Since he has traveled thousands of worlds to save Akutagawa Ryunosuke's life, then Akutagawa Ryunosuke's life is his.

After he saw Akutagawa Ryunosuke full of resentment towards him, he strengthened his mind. He wanted to tell Akutagawa Ryunosuke the reason why he left for five years, and then let Akutagawa Ryunosuke follow her willingly.

He didn't want Akutagawa Ryunosuke to live with misunderstanding and resentment towards him, let alone start a family with other people.

"I'm going to find a way to keep you alive. Do you remember that you were sick that winter?" Osamu Dazai used his five fingers as a comb to help Ryunosuke Akutagawa comb his hair.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke had a serious illness in the winter when he was 18 years old, and the cough was also the bane that fell at that time. At that time, she thought she was going to die, but she survived miraculously, and not long after, Dazai Zhi defected.

"I've been searching for a long time, and finally found a way to cure you."

Osamu Dazai has traveled through many worlds, and he can only watch Ryunosuke Akutagawa die in front of him in each world. He doesn't want her to die, but he has no choice.

In the end, you can only trade with the witch.

"Osamu Dazai, you're still lying to me!" Akutagawa Ryunosuke felt that his strength to control himself was slack, she kicked Osamu Dazai directly, Osamu Dazai let go of his stomach and took a few steps back.

If Osamu Dazai left for five years to find a cure for her disease, she would have died five years ago.

Thanks to Osamu Dazai for making up such a lame lie.

"I didn't lie to you, Akutagawa." Osamu Dazai stood up from the ground, and a part of his stomach turned into light blue stars scattered, which was caused by Osamu Dazai's body being crushed during the fall.

This is a body made of special clay, with the same touch as a real human body, but it is very weak and fragile, and it will shatter with a little force.

"I've spent a long time looking for..." Before Osamu Dazai finished speaking, Ryunosuke Akutagawa grabbed his hand,

"Mr. Dazai!" Akutagawa Ryunosuke ran over to touch the edge of the hole in Dazai Osamu's stomach. The edge is soft and warm, which is the touch of a human body, but the hole in his stomach reminds Akutagawa Ryunosuke what happened just now .

Oda Sakunosuke once asserted when he was temporary but still the psychological counselor of Akutagawa Ryunosuke a few years ago that Akutagawa Ryunosuke seemed to be full of resentment towards Osamu Dazai on the surface, but it was all a disguise. It won't be long before he becomes the Ryunosuke Akutagawa of five years ago.

Before meeting Osamu Dazai, Ryunosuke Akutagawa lived for himself, but he didn't know the meaning of living. After meeting Osamu Dazai, Ryunosuke Akutagawa lived for Osamu Dazai, and knew the meaning of living.

"Akutagawa, these are all caused by finding medicine for you." Osamu Dazai told the truth gently and cruelly, he wanted Akutagawa Ryunosuke to feel guilty for him, and then willingly followed him to die.

"I almost lost my life trying to find medicine for you."

"I can't bear you, so I came back to see you."

"Mr. Dazai, don't worry about those things, let's go to the doctor first!" Akutagawa Ryunosuke grabbed Dazai's hand and wanted to leave. At the same time, the black space began to peel off, and the sound of the concert came from a distance. Penetrating in, the warm yellow light casts down.

Ryunosuke Akutagawa could even smell the faint scent of roses in the air.

Osamu Dazai's power is about to be exhausted, the space he dominates begins to collapse, and next is his body, he needs to persuade Akutagawa Ryunosuke to die with him before this body dies.

But before that, he wanted Nakahara Chuya to give up on Akutagawa Ryunosuke.

"Dazai Osamu, what are you doing!" Ichihara Yuko's voice sounded in Dazai Osamu's mind, "Are you looking for death! Come back!"

He had already lost his body when he exchanged bodies with the devil, and traveled through thousands of worlds with his soul. His soul was already fragile, and it would be torture to randomly enter a body that didn't fit his soul.

If one is not careful, even the soul cannot be kept. What Yuko Ichihara wanted was not a broken soul, but a complete soul. She gave Osamu Dazai a body made of special clay, which can help him absorb the soul. A bunch of souls that are about to disperse, but as long as this body made of clay is broken, Osamu Dazai's soul will escape like dust.

Ichihara Yuko told Osamu Dazai that his special body must not be destroyed by anyone, but it broke immediately.

Dazai Osamu didn't expect Akutagawa Ryunosuke to hit him as soon as he came up, but after thinking about it, he should have hit him too, and he left quietly for five years.

Ignoring Ichihara Yuko's sudden image-destructive roar, Osamu Dazai cut him off from Izuhara Yuko.

Osamu Dazai would rather the soul dissipate than the soul being controlled by Ichihara Yuko.

"Akutagawa, don't panic, what do we have to say when we hear it?" Osamu Dazai pressed Akutagawa Ryunosuke who hurried out to his chest, and he had already seen the light blue soul fragments floating from the hole in his stomach "Help me cover the hole in my stomach." He looked up at Chuya Nakahara who was singing on the stage. He knew that Chuya Nakahara would also use this concert to confess his love to Ryunosuke Akutagawa.

He also knew that Chuya Nakahara had always been paying attention to the position of Ryunosuke Akutagawa, as long as what happened to Ryunosuke Akutagawa's position, Chu Nakahara on the stage would also know it clearly, so Ryunosuke Akutagawa was half leaning on Osamu Dazai's chest This scene in the Central Plains can also see it clearly.

Osamu Dazai let Ryunosuke Akutagawa lean on him just to cover the hole in his stomach, but in the eyes of Nakahara, it was the scene of Ryunosuke Akutagawa leaning on Osamu Dazai.

Osamu Dazai is here, holding Akutagawa Ryunosuke in his arms, and he wants to say something when he sees Nakahara.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke was worried about his body and would definitely urge him to leave quickly. He wanted Nakahara Nakaya to see Akutagawa Ryunosuke eagerly pulling him away from his concert.

Osamu Dazai has always known that Akutagawa Ryunosuke is an emotional idiot. If she doesn't notice that Dazai Osamu likes her, then she must not notice that Nakahara Chuya likes her. If she misses the singing that Nakahara Chuya carefully prepared for her confession Yes, Zhong Yuanzhong will no longer be able to express his love.

"Mr. Dazai, let's go to the hospital first!" Akutagawa Ryunosuke pulled Dazai Osamu, pressed Dazai Osamu in her arms, and tried hard to get out of the crowd.

"No, Akutagawa, let's hear who Chuya wants to confess." Osamu Dazai put his arms around Ryunosuke Akutagawa's neck, the pain of the soul escaping was like the body being torn apart, Osamu Dazai forced him with a smile Akutagawa Ryunosuke looked at Nakahara Chuya.

Zhongyuan Zhongye's gentle singing stopped abruptly, leaving only the lingering music and the noise of the crowd.

Nakahara also planned to confess to Akutagawa Ryunosuke after the song was sung, but unexpectedly, Dazai Osamu came. Akutagawa Ryunosuke leaned on him without any resistance, and pulled Dazai Osamu anxiously to leave .

The noisy crowd was quiet because Chuya Nakahara stopped singing. They looked at Chuya Nakahara who suddenly stopped singing on the stage, and they could feel the sudden change in Chuya Nakahara.

The smile on Nakahara Chuya's mouth disappeared. He saw Osamu Dazai standing with his arms around Ryunosuke Akutagawa's neck and looking at him with a smile. Dazai put his chin on Ryunosuke Akutagawa's shoulder. This is a very intimate pose.

Nakahara couldn't see Ryunosuke Akutagawa's expression either, and Ryunosuke Akutagawa had his back turned to him.

Has Ryunosuke Akutagawa forgiven Osamu Dazai?

When he didn't know.

Are those who abandon their wives and children actually forgiven like that?

The music floating in the air stopped, and Chuya Nakahara waved his hand to cancel the preparations for the confession.

The whole audience looked at Chuya Nakahara, while Ryunosuke Akutagawa looked at Osamu Dazai.

"I'm here to announce something today." Zhong Yuan Zhongya's hand holding the microphone was exposed, and he was trying to restrain his strength.

Osamu Dazai hugged Ryunosuke Akutagawa and looked at Chuya Nakahara on the stage with a smile on his face.

What else does Zhongyuan Zhong want to say?

"I won't sing any more in the future." Chuya Nakahara threw the microphone on the stage and turned away after finishing speaking. After a second of silence, the crowd burst into violent shouts.

What he wanted to convey through singing could no longer be achieved.

"why?!"

"Why don't you sing if you don't sing!?"

"The promised confession turned into quitting?!"

"Akutagawa, did you hear that? Chuya said he won't sing anymore." Dazai Osamu was carried out by Akutagawa Ryunosuke, but he still took a look at the stage, and the people on the stage had already left.

Very good, Osamu Dazai squinted his eyes, and his goal was achieved.

"So it was to announce that he would no longer sing?" Akutagawa Ryunosuke was also very surprised that Chuya Nakahara staged such a big fight to announce that he would no longer sing, "But this is also the choice of the cadres of the Central Plains, and I have no right to interfere .”

"Compared to this, your injury is more important. I will go to the Central Plains cadres to find out the reason later."

Nakahara Chuya often took care of Akutagawa Ryunosuke during the five years when Osamu Dazai left. If Nakahara Chuya had any difficulties, Akutagawa Ryunosuke would not turn a blind eye.

This time Nakahara Chuya suddenly announced that he would no longer sing. It is important, but Dazai Osamu, who has disappeared for five years, is even more important. Akutagawa Ryunosuke can ask Nakahara Chuya why he will no longer sing, but she has a hunch that if this time If she couldn't catch Osamu Dazai, she would never see Osamu Dazai again.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke leaned in Dazai Osamu's arms to cover the hole in his stomach, and in the eyes of others, they were a sticky couple.

"I hope Dazai will tell me where you have been these past few years after recovering from your injury... I will listen to your explanation."

Akutagawa Ryunosuke originally thought that after he met Dazai Osamu, she would directly smash Dazai Osamu, but he did not expect that Dazai Osamu came to her with a look of dying, and the reason why he left for five years seemed to be related to his own life , she couldn't help but softened her heart.

There is no chance to explain, Dazai Osamu thought, because he would let Ryunosuke Akutagawa die with him tonight.

The preferred method of death is of course to enter the water, the water is gentle, gradually lose the control of breathing in the water, the ears and nose are filled with gentle water, that is really a wonderful thing.

After leaving the venue, the sky is full of stars, the night breeze is cool, and the fountain at the entrance is illuminated by colorful lights.

"Akutagawa, help me to sit by the fountain." When Osamu Dazai spoke, he found his voice was very weak, as if all the strength in his body had been taken away. It seemed that he had already lost a lot of souls, and it would not be long. , he will lose even his soul.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke also noticed the changes in Dazai Osamu's body. I am afraid that the current Dazai Osamu can't walk around at will. Akutagawa Ryunosuke quickly took out his mobile phone and called an ambulance. Before that, they can go to the fountain to have a rest.

"Kaka..." Akutagawa Ryunosuke heard a small sound, like the sound of soil breaking apart. Although the sound was very small, it was amplified countless times in the silent night.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke found the source of the voice within a moment.

——It’s Osamu Dazai’s belly.

The previous hole has become bigger. If the previous hole could hold one fist, now it can hold two fists. The surrounding area of ​​the hole is emitting a light blue light, the hole is slowly expanding, and the light blue smoke is drifting away. up in the air.

There are also light blue particles on Akutagawa Ryunosuke's clothes, like floating stars. Akutagawa Ryunosuke looked at the way they came, and there was a light blue line floating, which was light blue smoke and The lines composed of particles also originate from Osamu Dazai's chest.

"Akutagawa, isn't it beautiful?" Osamu Dazai sighed from the bottom of his heart as he looked at the floating line.

The smoke and particles refracted the lights on the side of the road and gave off a dazzling light, floating like a galaxy.

"Mr. Dazai..." Akutagawa Ryunosuke wanted to cover Dazai Osamu's chest with his hand, but when she covered it, the light blue smoke suddenly exploded, because of Akutagawa Ryunosuke's touch, the pain on Dazai Osamu's stomach The hole spread faster, "If I hadn't kicked you just now..." Akutagawa Ryunosuke's voice was already a little choked up.

If she hadn't done something when she first met Mr. Dazai, maybe such a thing would not have happened to Mr. Dazai.

"It's okay, Akutagawa." Osamu Dazai smiled and wiped away the tears from the corners of Ryunosuke Akutagawa's eyes, "It's not your fault."

But the guilt in Akutagawa Ryunosuke's heart was even greater.

"I'm going to die soon, in every sense of the word."

"So, can you die in love with me?"

Before Akutagawa Ryunosuke answered Dazai Osamu, he turned over and pressed Akutagawa Ryunosuke in the fountain. He had no time.

Osamu Dazai felt that his calf had lost his intuition, and the pain of his soul escaping was like a thousand cuts. He had lost consciousness of the pain, and the part below the calf had turned into blue smoke and dispersed in the air.

All that is scattered in the air is his soul.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke was unprepared just now, and was suddenly pressed into the water by Osamu Dazai. The cold water immediately soaked his whole body, and his long black hair floated on the water.

"So, Akutagawa, are you willing to die with me?" Seeing that Akutagawa Ryunosuke did not answer, Osamu Dazai asked again.

Osamu Dazai is really going to die, and he can't even keep his soul. He may not be able to wait for Akutagawa Ryunosuke to die with him, he can only wait for an answer that Akutagawa Ryunosuke is willing to die with him.

All Dazai wanted was an answer.

Osamu Dazai rested his hands on Ryunosuke Akutagawa's head, and the water dripping from his hair fell on Ryunosuke Akutagawa's face. Ryunosuke Akutagawa could see that Osamu Dazai's calf had disappeared from the gap between the two bodies. The blue smoke gathered, as if it wanted to gather into a calf, but it slowly disappeared.

This is no longer a disease that can be cured by human science. What happened to Osamu Dazai?

It's definitely not as simple as finding medicine for her.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke stretched out a hand to caress Dazai Osamu's cheek.

His cheeks were watery, a little icy, but the touch of human skin.

Osamu Dazai put his hand on Akutagawa Ryunosuke's neck, as long as he exerted force, Akutagawa Ryunosuke would die.