Miss Akutagawa has something to say

"Can you blow dry my hair, please?"

Osamu Dazai was making the bed when he heard Ryunosuke Akutagawa's voice.

She leaned against the door frame, her long black hair hanging down her head.The hair was wet, and the water dripped onto the shirt, making the thin material almost transparent.

— as if wearing nothing.

"...Come here and sit down." Osamu Dazai looked away, took out a suit jacket from the closet and put it on Akutagawa Ryunosuke's shoulders.

The suit jacket seemed a bit too big, barely covering Akutagawa Ryunosuke's thighs. The black suit formed a sharp contrast with his fair skin.

...Oops, it seems to be more tempting.

Dazai covered his face.With slightly trembling hands, he picked up a strand of Akutagawa Ryunosuke's hair and let her blow it.

The soft and wet black hair was slowly drying in his hands, and the humming sound of the hair dryer filled the whole room. For a while, neither of them spoke.

When Osamu Dazai was drying his hair for Akutagawa Ryunosuke, he was also thinking about the reason why Akutagawa Ryunosuke asked him to blow his hair.

Why?Ryunosuke Akutagawa wanted to ask her to blow-dry her hair, why is she dressed so, so... it makes people feel uneasy.

Osamu Dazai felt a little confused, what was Ryunosuke Akutagawa doing this for?In her eyes, he should be a stranger now, so he let a stranger touch his hair so unsuspectingly?

Dazai Osamu was happy because of Akutagawa Ryunosuke's intentional approach, but worried because of her defenselessness.

Why did you bring Ryunosuke Akutagawa home...wouldn't it be good to let her live in Chuya's villa?But when this idea came out, Osamu Dazai immediately vetoed it.

At the same time, he felt conflicted, he didn't want Ryunosuke Akutagawa to go into the darkness, but he wanted to hold her firmly in his hand... Ever since the moment he saw Ryunosuke Akutagawa, he couldn't hold back anymore own mood.

To see her, to touch her, to kiss her.

"Mr. Dazai, what are you doing?" Akutagawa Ryunosuke's voice was a little smiling, she could feel Dazai's hand caressing her back, and the hair dryer had long been thrown under the bed.Akutagawa Ryunosuke can outline the shape of Dazai Osamu's hand with thin clothes.

Slender and powerful, the hands pressed against her back were emitting amazing heat towards her body.

"It's nothing... your hair is dry." Osamu Dazai took away the hand that was caressing Ryunosuke Akutagawa's back, and the delicate and soft touch disappeared.

"Mr. Dazai, why did you put your hand on my back just now?" Akutagawa Ryunosuke was still sitting on Dazai Osamu's bed, he saw Dazai Osamu rolled up a small section of his shirt, revealing his well-defined and pale arms.

The lamp in the bedroom is warm yellow, shining gentle light on Dazai Osamu's kite-colored hair, and also shining on Akutagawa Ryunosuke's exposed shoulders.

Osamu Dazai pursed his lips, but did not speak.He just approached Ryunosuke Akutagawa suddenly.

Right now, the distance between the two of them is no more than ten centimeters, Akutagawa Ryunosuke can see the fine fluff on Osamu Dazai's face and the loose bandages.

The slightly cool fingertips touched Akutagawa Ryunosuke's shoulders, Dazai Osamu lifted Akutagawa Ryunosuke's shoulder straps away.

"The straps fell off.

"You picked it apart." Akutagawa Ryunosuke took Dazai Osamu's hand, "Mr. Dazai, don't you have anything to say to me?"

You'd better explain everything that happened, why I can't restrain the pain in my heart when I see you, why you are clearly a stranger, but I think you are very familiar.

"...It's nothing, Miss Akutagawa, it's time to sleep." Dazai Osamu's fingertips left Akutagawa Ryunosuke's shoulders, and the delicate and soft touch disappeared together.

He has endured it for four years, how could he not be able to bear it for a while.

——Her neck was slender and fair, Osamu Dazai couldn't help but leaned over and kissed her neck, through the black hair.

The warmth of the lips can be well transmitted even through the black hair, Akutagawa Ryunosuke's hand clenched and then loosened.

"Mr. Dazai, what are you doing? Kissing me?" Akutagawa Ryunosuke laughed softly, covered his kissed neck and looked sideways at Dazai Osamu.

Osamu Dazai's expression was a rare flustered one, since the first time he saw Akutagawa Ryunosuke, he wanted to touch her, wanted to kiss her... The kiss just now was his rare gaffe.

"It's the mouth that moves first." Mr. Dazai, who was blank for three seconds, gave an extremely lame reason.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke chuckled and planned to forgive him.

"Hey, let me tell you, I have nothing to do with you, right?" Akutagawa Ryunosuke covered himself with the quilt, "I think Mr. Nakahara from before is pretty good. He has beautiful red hair. Seeing me as a homeless The girl who can return will take me in, Mr. Zhongyuan is really a good person."

"I will get married and have children, and I will travel with my husband."

"Oh, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have told Mr. Dazai, after all, we're just strangers—" Akutagawa Ryunosuke was interrupted.

Covering his mouth with one hand, the owner of the hand is Osamu Dazai.

"You, still want to be with someone else?" Dazai Osamu pressed on Akutagawa Ryunosuke, with one hand resting on her head, his eyes were gray and cold.

He never thought that Akutagawa Ryunosuke would be with someone else.He was thinking of getting Ryunosuke Akutagawa to leave her, but kept refusing to think about the possibility of her being with someone else.

If you are with him, you will enter the Mafia, and if you are with Zhongyuan Zhongye, you will inevitably know about the world here... In the end, all he does is to pave the way for others?

Let the one you love leave yourself, forget yourself, and put yourself in the arms of others.

He couldn't do it, and he couldn't do it anyway. When Ryunosuke Akutagawa said that she would be with other people, he regretted what he had done before.

"What?" Akutagawa Ryunosuke smiled, "We are strangers, Mr. Dazai, what does it matter to you whether I am with others or not."

Yes, the current Akutagawa Ryunosuke has nothing to do with him at all, what right does he have to prevent him from being with others.

"We are not strangers!" Osamu Dazai raised his voice rarely, and gently stroked Ryunosuke Akutagawa's face with his hand, "We are the most familiar."

"...Then why did you let me leave without knowing anything?"

"I thought it was good for you to let you go." Osamu Dazai rolled over and lay down beside Ryunosuke Akutagawa.

He always thought that the root of Akutagawa Ryunosuke's tragedy was him, and if they hadn't met, nothing would have happened.

"You let me leave without knowing anything. How do you know that I want to leave? How do you know that my life will be happy after I leave?" Akutagawa Ryunosuke turned his back to Osamu Dazai.She doesn't have the slightest memory until now, but the back of her heart is overflowing and almost drowns her.

She has always felt that she is out of place with her surroundings. The relationship between family members and the jokes of friends are all so false and so far away.It is clearly in front of your eyes, but it seems to be in the sky.

Everyone around is gray.

"...Sorry." Dazai Osamu was stunned for a while, and suddenly hugged Ryunosuke Akutagawa.

He doesn't know, he really doesn't know.He always thought that Akutagawa Ryunosuke was the most painful when he met him.

"If you're with me, there's hell ahead." Osamu Dazai buried his head in Akutagawa Ryunosuke's neck, and a small piece of skin was reddened by his warm breath.

"A place without you is hell."