doomed life

Ten years have passed since Chu Fan disappeared, and they have forgotten Chu Fan in their memories, but Shi Yenan once remembered that there was a person who occupied her heart, her memory, and her longing.For ten years, Shi Yenan has been looking for Xuan Fan all over the world. From the beginning to the end, she is unwilling to accept the fact that Xuan Fan has left, nor does she believe that Xiu Fan will leave her alone in this world.

Chu Weien and Zhan Qing disappeared together with Chu Fan. After the battle between Chu Fan and He Xiujun, Chu Weien and Zhan Qing remembered their past and present lives, and they were destined to meet Chu Fan again.They never thought that they had such a relationship with Chu Fan in their previous life at first, so it is no wonder that they had an inexplicable sense of intimacy when they first met Chu Fan.

"Master, it's been ten years, are you really not going to see her?" Chu Weien asked the person who was sitting in a wheelchair with his back facing her, who was drinking tea with Zhan Qing, using the address from her previous life. She didn't know How to recall how she saw Chu Fan ten years ago, but the memory of her previous life told her that this was the mutilated body of her master in the previous life, who lived and died countless times before she came to the present.This time she funded the award ceremony, Shi Yenan will come back, it depends on the master's intention that she has no plans to meet Shi Yenan yet.

The white-haired man picked up the teacup on the glass table next to him, glanced at Zhan Qing next to him, and muttered to Chu Weien, "I really don't know whether to call you Aunt Nan or Aunt, you are getting more and more verbose." Seeing this mutilated body that was neither alive nor dead, it has gone through thousands of years from the past to the present. She went to see many people, even He Xiujun. He returned to the little Hezi that Chu Mu loved, innocent and kind.She saw Shi Yue's life after reincarnation, and Shi Yue could live a good life without meeting her, but every time Shi Yue reincarnated and lived alone, she saw Shi Yue waiting for someone until she died, That always hurt her heart; she thought that no one would know her, when she met these two people ten years ago in this world, she was suffering from the pain of this immortal body at that time Torture, the side effect of the curse of life and death would come every [-]th full moon night, bringing the torment that life is worse than death, this is the time when she is most vulnerable and delirious.Facing their approach, she wanted to repel them, but she was powerless. When she woke up, she was in this house, and they were crying around her. She saw them clearly, and knew from their tears that they knew themselves.

"Actually, you are more verbose than I am, and you care about her, otherwise you wouldn't have secretly accompanied her to every corner of the world to find someone hiding in the dark, and let Zhan Qing secretly protect her, Every time she is in danger, you just rush out." Chu Weien no longer let the person in front of her pretend to be doing nothing, and there will be a day when she will leave her, and she does not want to see her so alone People, obviously caring, obviously distressed to death, but still unwilling to come forward to see Shi Ye Nan.She also understands Chu Fan's difficulties. It was only a month since she left ten years ago, but in their one month, she has experienced 2000 years from the past to the present parallel to them. She recovered in Chu Yi's body. I lost my memory of Chu Fan in that era 2000 years later, and I used Chu Yi's body to travel back through time and space, and I also carried the mutilated body that was tortured by endless illnesses and pains.Chu Weien knew that Chu Fan didn't want Shi Yenan to see her like this, a monster of different species, ghosts or ghosts, in fact, these were all Chu Fan's own unilateral thoughts, not everyone agreed with her. She thought the same.

"Auntie, I know you are doing it for my own good, but you have also seen me now, so I can't be so selfish and keep her by my side. I just want to see her alive and healthy. I don't want to Because my appearance disrupts her current life, I don't want to send her away from my world again." The person in the wheelchair turned around and looked up at Chu Weien, who was exactly Chu Fan who traveled through the millennium, and she personally sent her away in her previous life The person I love the most, and that person is Shi Yenan's previous life, Shi Yue.It is also predestined for them to meet, know each other, fall in love, and love each other.After all, she couldn't escape the curse of her own life and death, but she didn't want to face it.

Zhan Qing also stood up. She saw that Shi Yenan died for Chu Yi in the previous life, and lived to find Chu Fan in this life. Love really hurts people. "Didn't you see that her life would be better than death without you? But even if she died, you wouldn't let her die."

"I beg you to stop talking, okay?" Chu Fan gripped the cup tightly with heartache, and she was incomplete just like the cup in her hand.These years, she has been missing Shi Yenan all the time, but she dare not go out to see Shi Yenan, she is afraid of herself now.

Chu Weien had no choice but to leave with Chu Fan no matter in the past or present.

After Chu Fan disappeared ten years ago, Shi Yenan lived like a walking corpse under the care of her grandparents. She watched her grandparents wash their faces with tears every day and remained indifferent. She also knew that people outside evaluated her. But she didn't care, she didn't know that she would become what she is now, and the unrestrained and proud Shi Ye Nan in the past would never come back again.

It wasn't until half a year later that Shi Mengde dragged Shi Yenan out of the house, who was hiding every day on vacation, and brought her to Shenghua's work place, hoping that the people of the same age and the youthful sunshine here could infect her.

Shi Yenan got out of the car by herself at Shenghua's sentry box. Every time she took a step, her heart was filled with grief. Standing at the door of Fan Apartment, Shi Mengde, who was worried about following her, immediately asked someone to open Fan Apartment.Shi Yenan walked into Fanyu clutching her chest, her heart ached, there were traces of her life here, what made her so distraught?Touching the handrail of the stairs to the attic, Shi Yenan looked at the glass wall covered with photos, as if it was herself but not her, the self in the photos, she could feel the happiness under the lens.Shi Yenan caressed the photos, the movements, smiles, and eyes of each photo showed traces of two people under the lens, but why was she the only one?Shi Yenan, like waking up from a dream, took off all the photos and hugged them in her arms, rushed out of Fan Apartment, ran to Shenghua's laboratory, put each photo under the microscope, saw the reflection in her eyeballs, and burst into tears. Burst.Memories can be erased, and traces of existence can be erased, but no one can take away the love engraved in her heart.Up to this moment, it took her nearly half a year to wake up from her deep sleep in her own world, remember everything about Chu Fan, and regain herself on the journey to find Chu Fan.

For ten years, she has been wandering in every corner of the world, just looking forward to meeting Chu Fan again and filling the vacancy in her heart.She is also blaming whether her sins are too serious, the old man punished her like this, took away her parents, took away the one she loved, and made her not give even a little thought.When she was busy, Shi Ye Nan was a volunteer doctor in the field. She ran around in the flames of war just to wash away her sins, so that God could return her loved one to her.

This day, Master Ye Nan has become the most influential person in the world after ten years, but none of this is what she wants most. What she always wanted was just a Chu Fan, and she didn't want to come to this award ceremony Yes, but her teacher Lu Wei told her that this might be a more effective way than finding the person in her heart all by herself, so she came here.It was the first exclusive feature for a global media magazine. Before that, no media magazine had captured Shi Yenan. Some people said that she was a legend and a god-like person.

Shi Yenan stood in the center of the podium wearing a white evening dress with a long off-the-shoulder skirt, holding the trophy in both hands, looked down at the trophy in his hand, and then raised his head to look at the guests in the audience, "Hi everyone, I am Shi Yenan. When my name appeared in the eyes of the world, everyone began to be curious about me. Someone once asked me why I wanted to study medicine and why I appeared in a war-torn death zone. I think many people I am very curious that a girl like me is so not afraid of death. In fact, I am also very afraid, but I am even more afraid that I will never see her in this life. Before I met her, studying medicine was just a small thing for me. It’s just a hobby. After I met her, I studied medicine only for her. I hope to give her a healthy body and accompany her through every day. I have appeared on battlefields all over the world, just to find the one who left The people around me. No matter where she is, I will keep looking for her like this. So this trophy weighs too much in my hand, thank the organizers for their great love for me." Shi Yenan expressed a piece of her heart After finishing speaking, facing everyone and the camera, he bowed deeply, and put the trophy in his hand back on the podium, "Finally, I want to use this platform to say to her, Chu Fan, I miss you, I don't believe you You will leave me like this, no matter where you are, even if I find the end of the world, I will keep looking for it, even if I die." Shi Yenan put down the trophy, turned around and left resolutely, leaving the world with a lonely back , this is the first time since the award was created that it has been rejected.

As the organizer's investor, Chu Weien was of course there. After Shi Yenan left, she called Chu Fan, "Did you see it?"

"En!" Of course Chu Fan saw and heard it, and really felt that this time Shi Ye Nan gave her a determination to die, did he make her unable to go on?

"Do you still want to continue like this?" Chu Weien looked at Shi Yenan's leaving back and said to the phone.

"..." Chu Fan didn't speak, put down the phone, and looked at the sky in front of her. Will God let her have happiness?

The most influential awards ceremony is of course the global live broadcast. Because of Shi Yenan, the name of Chu Fan spread to the ears of everyone watching the live broadcast all over the world.

Hao Jianfeng and Li Mixue in Yunjia Village shed tears because of the inexplicable name. They have lived here for more than ten years, as if they understand why they appear here.

In the president's office of the Hao Group, when the person sitting on the office chair heard this name, he didn't know when the pen in his hand left his hand. He touched his cheek and found that his eyes were wet .

In Italy, in Russia, in the whole world... Huangfuxuan, Li Si, Yu Wenen, Gongsun Han, like waking up from a dream, their erased memories are coming back bit by bit because of this name.

Lu Wei, who was sitting in the audience, hadn't heard Shi Ye Nan mention this person for so many years because of this name. It turned out that he forgot.