virtual boy portrait

5. I miss you so much/Aren't you...uh...wow!

Although Xue Kaijie looks a bit fierce and looks old, but for him, who is 34 years old this year, such a face just shows his maturity and stability. Anyone who looks at him is a successful person, but this Success is in quotation marks.

The job that Lu Hui helped Xue Kaijie find was a small company that had just started. Although it also belonged to Lu Hui's company, because it was relatively independent, Xue Kaijie felt that there was nothing wrong with it, and he would not feel like relying on others.On this day, Xue Kaijie came to this company for an interview with the back hair that Pan Junyao thinks is necessary for successful people and a custom-made suit. The interview process was very simple, just asked a few questions, and the interviewer didn't mind Xue Kaijie They came to the interview with crutches, and they all expressed their regrets. After a while, Xue Kaijie walked out of the office building, and heaved a deep sigh of relief.

"Ah—I'm not so nervous on the battlefield." Xue Kaijie said with a smile, when Pan Junyao's voice came from the earphone: "Ah, it's too much, I can only listen to the voice but can't see my Kaijie's heroic appearance What a pity, huh!"

"Didn't I let you see enough that day?"

"My family is so handsome, I can't get enough of Kaijie who fascinates me! How come you don't know that you are shining all the time, damn it."

Xue Kaijie is speechless, this kid is right, why can he say such shameful words in such a serious manner?

Pan Junyao was still complaining: "Is that interviewer interested in you just now? I heard him always talking to you with a smile! Is he as handsome as me? If you are not as handsome as me, you must never think about it. Go to bed Sometimes there is no sense of beauty."

Xue Kaijie: "........."

My God, this virtual Pan Junyao's outspokenness is really like the wave behind the Yangtze River pushing the wave ahead!

"Stop talking nonsense, okay? I still want to work hard. In the future, don't talk nonsense while I'm working." Xue Kaijie instructed earnestly.

Pan Junyao was cute and flattering: "Ann, I will obediently listen to you in this year."

Xue Kaijie suddenly didn't know what to answer, and held the phone face up in his hand. Pan Junyao looked up at Xue Kaijie and couldn't see his expression clearly, no matter how high he jumped, he couldn't see clearly.

"Ah, I'm sorry..." Pan Junyao realized that he had said something wrong just now, and quickly lowered his head to apologize, lying on the edge of the phone, with his big eyes drooping to show that he knew his mistake.

Xue Kaijie glanced at Pan Junyao from the corner of his eye, and said with a shallow smile, "It's okay, I will cherish this year." After speaking, he poked the screen with his finger, which means touching his head.

"Well! I will also stay with you well to make up for the previous regrets." Pan Junyao raised a bright smile, Xue Kaijie looked at this familiar smile, and finally smiled from the bottom of his heart.

In order to celebrate Xue Kaijie's smooth interview, Pan Junyao decided to have a date with Xue Kaijie, an ordinary person who has been in love for seven years but has never had a date.

"Kaijie, take out your phone and take a picture of the movie's schedule for me to see."

"Oh good." Xue Kaijie turned on the camera, clicked and took a picture of the schedule, pretending that he was studying it, but it was actually for Pan Junyao.

"Hmm... pass for romance movies, pass for suspense movies, pass for cartoons, then this one, sci-fi movies, Kaijie, do you like to watch them?" When Pan Junyao still existed physically, the two also had a simple date, but The place of dating is nothing more than the training ground, Xue Kaijie's room, and places around the world that need them, because they have little free time, and the training camp is in a relatively remote place, so the two have never had an ordinary lover date.

"Uh, should be okay? I haven't seen many movies, let alone a movie theater." Xue Kaijie joined the army at the age of 15, and spent half of his life sweating and risking his life to save people. So he never knew much about these things about young people.

"Then let's do this. Boys should like to watch this. You tell the conductor that we want to watch this movie and choose the 2 o'clock show. If you want a seat, choose the middle seat. There should be vacancies on Monday."

"Oh good." Xue Kaijie put the phone in his pocket, followed Xue Kaijie's instructions to buy tickets, and Xue Kaijie successfully bought the tickets after 2 minutes.

Holding a movie ticket in Xue Kaijie's hand, he put the earphones back into his ears, and Pan Junyao's voice sounded: "Oh, yes, the cinema must be kept quiet. I won't be able to talk to you through the earphones for a while, or you can talk to you through the earphones." It would be weird for others to speak."

Xue Kaijie thought about what Pan Junyao said, and then suddenly realized——ah, can't you talk?

"But," Pan Junyao saw that Xue Kaijie's face was about to look sullen, so he immediately said, "You can type, we can pretend to be chatting, but remember to turn down the brightness of the phone!"

"Type? What do you want..." Xue Kaijie was still confused, when Pan Junyao clicked on WeChat, "Oh, don't..."

There was only one dialog box on the WeChat interface, and it was set to the top, which was the chat box with Pan Junyao.

"Ah..." After Pan Junyao lived in Xue Kaijie's mobile phone, he didn't dare to flick around at will, for fear of making Xue Kaijie unhappy, so he was basically only active on the main screen and his room, and suddenly saw the WeChat interface He's kind of... mixed.

The dialog box clearly shows that the conversation time was 10 days ago at 23:13, and the content is——

I miss you so much.

That was a few days before he lived in a cell phone.

"I..." Pan Junyao was dumb. He didn't know what to say at this moment. Although he had all the emotions that Pan Junyao should have, he still didn't know how to speak. I miss you so much and say I'm sorry, but no matter what I say, I can't warmly fill the hole in Xue Kaijie's heart.

"Ah, no, it's okay." Xue Kaijie knew that Pan Junyao must be very complicated at the moment, and he had to do something at this time, so he took the initiative to open the dialog box and displayed the chat history in front of Pan Junyao.

(in order from bottom to top)

-I miss you so much.

- Another little girl gave up my seat to me today, even if I lost my calf, I wouldn’t be so disabled, right? [/sad]

-Suddenly want to work hard, or you will laugh at me, right? [/cute]

-Ah, Mr. Lu invited me to drink today. He is now running his father's company in an orderly manner. I really don't know why such a business-minded person like him wanted to be a soldier.

-This winter is surprisingly warm.

- My dad asked me if I would go home for the New Year this year. I said I would go back. He seemed very happy. Oh, by the way, my sister gave birth to a girl last month. It's called Zhou Shansheng, it's too casual hahahaha.

- I heard that the high-speed rail is going to be connected to my house, and I can visit your parents more conveniently and quickly in the future. Why don't you just call your father-in-law and mother-in-law?Just kidding.

- I suddenly want to quit smoking recently. Is it really old? I think I need to take good care of my body.

(Records from farther back)

-Happy 25th birthday, son of a bitch, so I'm 32 this year?It's a real uncle...

-Delivery is so tiring, even more tiring than training!

- Guess what Lu Hui did after he left the army?You will never guess!He is actually the son of the boss of a big company, and he inherited a subsidiary company from his father!Why can't I go to the army with such good conditions?

- Jun Yao... I miss you so much.

- It's been a month.

-Jun Yao I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry... (Sorry xN)

Pan Junyao didn't have the guts to continue reading the content further on, because he was already in tears and almost collapsed.

Xue Kaijie listened to the real heart-piercing cries coming from the earphones, but his heart was very peaceful.

The guilt and longing that entangled me day and night, the thoughts that imprisoned me all the time and couldn't see and touch, can finally be spied on by you, and finally let you see my childishness.

You always say that my mind is too easy to understand, that emotions will be written on my face, but it really doesn’t work. After I met you, I have been working hard to be an image of an elderly person, even though I only I am only 7 years older than you, but I still feel that I have the responsibility to guide you well. However, all of this fell apart in the aftershock of you rushing towards me regardless of your own safety.

"Don't cry, I will feel distressed." Xue Kaijie rubbed the phone screen with his thumb, comforting Pan Junyao who was crying.

"That's right... um... wow!!!" However, Pan Junyao couldn't say a complete sentence at this moment, big and big teardrops kept rolling out of those peach blossom eyes, and snot and saliva flowed everywhere. Xue Kaijie couldn't help feeling the rapid progress of science and technology, which is too real.

"Don't cry, open your eyes and I'll show you something." Xue Kaijie tapped his finger on the screen, he exited the chat window, clicked on his circle of friends, tapped the screen to signal Pan Junyao Looking at the screen, Pan Junyao wiped away his tears with his sleeve indiscriminately, and his vision became a little clearer. He saw that there was only one message in Xue Kaijie's circle of friends, which was from three years ago. A group photo, but it is actually a group photo of all members of the storm team. When the photo was taken, Xue Kaijie and Pan Junyao happened to be next to each other, so Xue Kaijie cut out the part of himself and Pan Junyao separately. In the photo, Xue Kaijie posed seriously. Looking like a soldier, he was serious and unsmiling, while Pan Junyao put one arm on Xue Kaijie's shoulder, gesticulating "yeah" mischievously, and looked at the camera with a very bright smile. There is a description next to the photo——

I like you too, very much.

Xue Kaijie seemed to be recalling the happy times before, he sat on the waiting chair, propped his chin and said, "I wish I could have smiled at that time, but now it's so stupid, I can't stand it myself."

"That's right, I told you before that you should smile more, how about a smile for ten years?" Pan Junyao seemed to have recovered a little, and stopped crying.

Seeing this, Xue Kaijie poked Pan Junyao's head with his fingers, and smiled dotingly: "Are you surprised, I didn't expect me to act like a baby with you in this kind of place, in fact, I was also scared by myself ,Hahaha."

There were not many people in the theater on Monday, but Xue Kaijie, who was wearing a suit, leaning on crutches, and smiling at his mobile phone for no reason, was very attractive.

"Does your leg hurt?" Pan Junyao wanted to take a good look at Xue Kaijie's leg, but Xue Kaijie refused.

Pan Junyao only knew that Xue Kaijie's leg had been amputated after he was "reborn", but he never asked Xue Kaijie about it because he thought it would touch Kaijie's scar and remind him of that mission. sad.

"It hurts, why doesn't it hurt? During the amputation, I cried just like you did just now. Fortunately, I didn't let you see, otherwise I won't look up in my life." Xue Kaijie told his own affairs in a very gentle tone, like It was as calm as chatting with a friend I hadn't seen for many years, "Although I was given anesthesia at the time, it was here that hurt me more."

Xue Kaijie pointed to his chest, and then fell silent. He suddenly didn't know how to express the guilt he had borne for so many years and the longing that tormented him to the point of going crazy.

After a while, he bent down holding the mobile phone, put his forehead against the screen of the mobile phone, and said softly: "But it doesn't matter anymore, now you are in front of me, you will make me laugh, you will cry because of me, that's it enough."

"Hmm..." Pan Junyao said, "As expected, I really like you the most!"

Pan Junyao, who regained his energy, immediately put the embarrassing image behind him, and kept jumping up and down to ask Xue Kaijie to kiss him. Xue Kaijie looked like "I really can't do anything with you", and after bending his waist even deeper , hid the phone in front of his chest, and secretly kissed the screen.

At this time, the theater sounded the announcement: ""xxxxx14" at 3:[-] is about to start, and the ticket inspection is now..."

Xue Kaijie stood up, glanced at the phone screen and said with a smile, "Let's go."