Qing Yu's Qing Yu of Love

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Daewoo perspective, micro-abuse, he.

In September, the weather gradually turned cooler.

At [-]:[-] in the morning, Feng Jianyu opened his eyes in a daze. The dim light in front of the window made him happy. It was raining outside, so he didn't need to get up early to run around.He quickly closed his eyes and continued to sleep, for fear that someone would find him awake and take him for a walk in the rain. He slept too late last night, and there is no limit to eating and drinking with this group of people, so he won't go next time.

Feng Jianyu pulled the quilt, wrapped himself like a silkworm chrysalis, buried his head in the soft pillow, closed his eyes and continued to sleep.

The sound of ding ding dong dong rain came from the window, and the air-conditioning swished into Feng Jianyu's bed, no matter how tight the quilt was, it didn't help.Feng Jianyu's mind gradually cleared up, showing a faint smile, stretched out his right hand from under the quilt, and carefully explored the position behind him.

Only cold sheets.

The person exuding a hot breath at that moment, with such a clear smile and such a real sense of touch, but when he opened his eyes, everything he was familiar with was gone, and the temperature in his body seemed to be losing bit by bit.

He retracted his hands, curled up his body into a ball, and waited for his slowly awakening mind to suppress the reluctance and pain that lingered in his heart little by little.

As that day drew closer, such mornings became more and more frequent.

Feng Jianyu is a person with good living habits.Don't drink alcohol, don't go to bars, exercise regularly, and even quit smoking.

Live almost religiously.

It was raining this morning, so he couldn't go for a lap, so he got up on time, made a hearty breakfast for himself, looked at the work to be done today, and then came to the theater early to prepare.

He graduated from graduate school this year. He loves the stage and the feeling that his soul has become another person. He simply works in the teacher's theater troupe, trying to get in touch with various roles. As for the big screen, he has long since given up thinking about it. up.

Everyday life is running circles, eating, acting, sleeping, full and boring, but he always shows a warm and satisfied smile.

This is the life he has always wanted, and he dare not expect anything else.

After he cleaned the theater from front to back, the actors arrived, and when they saw the training room was cleaner and tidy than usual, they were joking with Feng Jianyu, "Brother Yu, you are so kind, there is no such thing as this yet. Find a daughter-in-law? Let us as a couple really have no idea, maybe one day the daughter-in-law will run away with you!"

"Then why don't you hurry up to please your brother Yu? Please have a hard meal!" Feng Jianyu replied with a smile, and faint lines had begun to appear in the corners of his eyes.

"That's a must, Brother Yu, you choose a place!"

When the text message sounded, Feng Jianyu took out his mobile phone and seemed to have stopped breathing. It was the number, and it was the first time in three years that he sent a text message to himself.

He closed his eyes, slowly adjusted his breathing, entered the unlock code bit by bit, and judged the content of the text message in his heart.

Are you ok?

Feng Jianyu's nose was sore, and his vision gradually became blurred. He tried hard to control his emotions, and the hand holding the mobile phone trembled slightly.

"Brother Yu? What's the matter? What happened?" The junior asked worriedly when he saw Feng Jianyu's reaction.

"Ah, it's okay." Feng Jianyu replied.

"Well, don't run away that night. No matter how many times I want to invite you, I can't catch anyone."

"Success, don't run."

Because of the upcoming school celebration, the play only rehearsed for half a day, and the actors all went to rehearse for the party in the afternoon.

Feng Jianyu never participated in such activities. He suddenly didn't know what to do by himself, so he went back to the apartment and took out his professional books to read.

All afternoon, I didn't turn a single page.

It wasn't until his younger brother called him to have dinner that he came back to his senses, it was already dark.

The place for dinner is still the snack street behind the school, it’s bustling, and the little things are delicious and cheap, the most popular is the barbecue restaurant. In summer, my brothers are sitting on the side of the road, drinking cold beer, blowing There is no haze in the smile forever.

This was Feng Jianyu's favorite place before, but now, it is the place he fears the most.

But it's not good for him to refute the face of the younger brother. With so many people rehearsing until night, can't they change places collectively because of his hypocrisy?In the end, I had no choice but to bite the bullet and sit down to talk with everyone, talking about my idol.

"Of course my favorite is Wang Qing! He has a good family background, good looks, high acting skills and singing skills are all top-notch! He has been popular for so long without a single scandal! What he wants in the end! That is our senior brother! He is a role model for us to strive for!" ’” one of the girls said excitedly.

Feng Jianyu's hand paused unconsciously, and the gesture of rejecting the beer slowed down.

Wang Qing was simply a bomb, and immediately ignited the atmosphere at the dinner table. Everyone was discussing in a hurry, but they didn't realize that Feng Jianyu, who was sitting on the side, drank an unknown number of bottles of wine quietly, and finally became unconscious. The younger brother sent him home in a hurry.

Feng Jianyu probably felt very uncomfortable. He kept saying something, but couldn't make a sound, so he could only silently read it in his heart.

The younger brother thought that he had an upset stomach, so he found some anti-alcohol medicine and gave him a drink, then left.

Feng Jianyu got out of bed by himself, found the bathroom with dizzy eyes, turned on the faucet without adjusting the water temperature, and cold water poured down from his head, making him shiver.

"Wang Qing! How did you adjust the water temperature? Grandpa froze to death." Feng Jianyu yelled unconsciously, and then froze in place.

The name that he tried to keep tightly in his heart for so many years was casually said, and those warm or painful memories burned him all over his body again and again in this midnight, in the wet bathroom.

Even if I start running in the morning, cooking, buying clothes meticulously, quitting smoking, and trying to forget everything he once brought, my heart will still miss every second of him being by my side uncontrollably. The happiest time is also the strongest chain, allowing him to live forever in the summer of 15 years.

After sitting in the bathroom for half a night, he went to bed without wiping his body wet. The window that was still open from the morning brought cold wind, blowing continuously into Feng Jianyu's quilt.

He caught a cold without any suspense.

The slightly higher temperature on his body and the hazy feeling made him fall asleep continuously, and he just missed the time for the morning run.

For the first time in three years.

It was already noon when Feng Jianyu woke up again. He looked at his mobile phone and saw that it was all missed calls from his teacher. He hurriedly called back, explained the reason for his absence, and then asked for leave.The teacher could hear the weakness and exhaustion in Feng Jianyu's voice, so he didn't blame him, and comforted him not to worry about resting at home for a few days.

After hanging up the phone, Feng Jianyu looked blankly at the spotless apartment he had tidied up, and grinned.

Every time you appear, my life is turned upside down.

He took out his phone, looked at it for a long time, and then deleted the text message.

It was already the day of the school celebration when Feng Jianyu returned to school again.This time the cold was more severe than expected, and it took nearly a week to recover. Fortunately, the part he was in charge of did not perform, otherwise it would be a hassle to recruit people to replace him.

This school celebration has been prepared for a long time, and it is naturally very lively. All the seniors of the past, who are a little famous, are invited back to their alma mater to participate.There was a faint expectation in his heart, but he suppressed it fiercely, sitting on the chair in the venue, as if he was on the floor.

Suddenly overwhelming screams pierced into the eardrums, Feng Jianyu felt his heart beat faster and faster, he hurriedly looked up the stage, and it really was the tall but thinner boy.

"Thank you all, I am very honored to be invited to my alma mater..."

He has changed, becoming more gorgeous and delicate, and the edges and corners that used to be polished by time have become dazzling shining points.

But he didn't seem to have changed, he still had that curved smile, that deep voice, and those bright eyes.

Feng Jianyu's eyes were wedged on Wang Qing's body, and he sank more and more with his every move, but when Wang Qing's eyes looked here, he suddenly stood up and fled.

Feng Jianyu went to the classroom where they spoke for the first time.

The autumn sunshine, with a different kind of strong color, shines into the classroom, giving people a misty feeling.

Daewoo closed his eyes, enjoying the warmth of the sun shining on his skin, calming down his manic heart little by little.

Suddenly, a pair of hands covered Feng Jianyu's eyes, the broad palms were covered with salty sweat, which was the most familiar feeling in my memory.Feng Jianyu immediately choked up and couldn't say a word.

The person behind him was Wang Qing who had hurriedly finished his speech after seeing Feng Jianyu leave the venue.

Wang Qing moved his hand down slowly, across the tear mole at the corner of his eye, across the thin cheek, and finally tightened his arms and hugged Feng Jianyu tightly.

"Why don't you text me back?"

Feng Jianyu opened his mouth, but didn't know how to answer.

"Daewoo, I have already stood at a high enough place, there are no more voices of opposition, let's start again."

The person in his arms trembled slightly, and it took a long time before he nodded heavily.

END