Don't be sulky

Son? Zhou Rusi looked at the cigarette in his hand, "This is your house, why are you avoiding me?"I don't like smoking, but I don't care about you either. "

Bian Yi's expression suddenly became ugly.

Since the two were together, he has been in a state of worrying about gains and losses.

At that time, Zhou Rusi's promise was too light, and his tone even gave people the illusion of casualness. He thought of that scene countless times, and always felt that if he was a few seconds slower, Zhou Rusi would change his mind.

After a long silence, half of the cigarette was thrown on the ground, Bian Yi stared at him and said in a deep voice, "Who cares about you?"

"...What's the matter with you?" Zhou Rusi felt that there was something wrong with Bian Yi at the moment. He glanced at the other party and bent down to pick up the cigarette butt that Bian Yi had just thrown on the ground. Curiously put it in front of his nose and sniffed it. This action made his nose twitch slightly, and his slender chin was hidden in the shadow. From Bian Yi's perspective, it looked like a child sobbing when he was wronged for a moment.

Zhou Rusi was about to get up when he was hugged tightly from above, his hand was crooked, and the cigarette fell to the ground again, Bian Yi suddenly rubbed his neck and said hoarsely: "Dumpling..."

"What's the matter with you?" Zhou Rusi didn't push him away, he was a little helpless, "My dad would smoke whenever he was stressed, did you have any pressure because of our relationship? Actually, if you feel now... "

"no!"

Zhou Rusi was a little taken aback.

Bian Yi suddenly lied: "I didn't make the dumpling stuffing today."

Zhou Rusi didn't understand why he mentioned dumplings, and said in a daze, "Who made that? It's quite delicious..."

Bian Yi was going to throw the blame on Chen Xiang, but upon hearing what Zhou Rusi said, he immediately straightened up and looked at him.

Zhou Rusi is not an elm head, looking at Bian Yi's reaction at this time, and after a series of thoughts, he knows what's going on right away.He pushed Bian Yi away, and suddenly leaned against the wall, covering his stomach and laughing: "Bian Yi, don't you never joke with others? How can you misunderstand something so obvious? I laughed so hard..."

Bian Yi just looked at him and smiled without explaining.

Zhou Rusi didn't know that Bian Yi was never dull when it came to communicating with people, but only when facing him, would he carefully analyze and magnify every word he said back and forth, but the result was counterproductive .

Zhou Rusi laughed enough, so he raised his eyes to look at Bian Yi, and found that his expression was no longer as depressed as before, and his mood also improved. He crossed his legs and came up with the idea of ​​chatting with Bian Yi .

"Do you know why I like to eat dumplings?"

Bian Yi looked at him: "Why?"

"When I was in the orphanage, dumplings were something that could only be eaten during the winter solstice and the Spring Festival. There was meat inside and the stuffing was very fragrant. Almost all the children I knew didn't like eating dumplings. But every time every child I could only get one bowl of dumplings. There were a few children who could eat very much and they liked to snatch others. I was the thinnest among them at the time. The Zhou family adopted me. Every time I make dumplings at home, I can eat several bowls of them. I eat them in a hurry, like a starving ghost who has no food. Dumplings are great. At that time, the children in the house next to the wall didn’t like to eat. The adults always chased after the children and said, “It’s time to eat.” I’m making dumplings, and I’m afraid I won’t like it, so I told me that if I’ve been called by this name for a lifetime, I won’t be short of dumplings.”

Zhou Rusi didn't tell anyone in the Zhou family about the experience in the orphanage.

He didn't feel sorry for himself and felt that it was a period of suffering. Compared with some children who went missing or deviated from the social track later, he often felt lucky for himself.

Bian Yi looked at Zhou Rusi for a long time, he opened his mouth and was about to say something, the phone rang suddenly, he opened it and found that it was Feng Wei's phone, Zhou Rusi snatched it immediately after seeing it, and then smiled at Bian Yi: " I'll pick me up!"

But as soon as he pressed the connection button, Bian Yi snatched the phone again, and then he just heard the other party call Auntie solemnly, and then said "um" a few times, and finally said "I'll send him back later" just hung up.

Zhou Rusi put his arm on his shoulder and smiled: "Oh, you're so good. How can classmate Bian Yi send me back?"

Dongyi Villa District is quite far from Chenxi Road, and it may be tiring to ride a bicycle there.

Bian Yi let him press down: "My dad keeps a car for me at home." Then he added, "I passed the driver's license test during the summer vacation."

Zhou Rusi looked unexpected: "Are you already eighteen years old before the summer vacation?"

Bian Yi explained: "The age on my ID card is one year older than my real age." After speaking, he took out his ID card and showed it to him.

Zhou Rusi put down his arms after taking a glance, and bent down again to pick up the cigarette butts on the ground: "Underage brat..."

"..."

The two went back to the study room to pack up the information books. Before leaving, Bian Yi carried a pile of books and walked to the garage. Zhou Rusi didn't think much about them. Those books were basically selected by Zhou Rusi and he filled in some books. Bian Yi put the book in the car, and then helped Zhou Rusi fasten his seat belt.

The car drove in front of the residential buildings in the community, Zhou Rusi got out of the car, Bian Yi got out of the car, and then took out the pile of books to go upstairs with him, Zhou Rusi stopped him, stared at the book in his hand and said: " What are you doing? Isn’t this something you learned to use yourself?”

Bian Yi raised his eyelids: "It's for you."

Zhou Rusi was silent, and said: "The routine is quite deep, and you still lied to me."

Bian Yi hurriedly said, "I'm afraid you won't come."

Zhou Rusi took the book in his hand, among which he had actually done several sets of simulation papers, but he didn't say anything.He turned the book upside down, found it was quite heavy, and said with a smile: "Okay, thank you very much for thinking about my studies...Think about those who say you are a bad student, if you see this scene, you probably must Cry! You go back first, and you don’t need to help me up, or I will send you downstairs again later, and it will be endless.”

After finishing speaking, he entered the residential building and waited for the elevator. Bian Yi watched him completely disappear from sight before returning to the car. He opened the window, and after a while, the familiar window on the fifth floor lit up. Then slowly start the engine and leave.

After finishing his books, Zhou Rusi went to take a shower. After coming out of the bathroom, he wiped his hair and went back to the bedroom to turn off the computer that he turned on when he came back. However, he found a new email before turning off the computer.

He opened it casually, and after reading the contents, his hand holding the towel slowly dropped.

"Zhou Rusi, I know you probably don't want to read my letter. But recently I heard about you being smeared on the forum. I still want to explain. Although Lin Huan gave me the whole process of the video , but I never thought of using it to destroy you, I don't know if you ever doubted me, but I really didn't.

After Lin Huan asked to break up with me some time ago, I have already figured it out, liking is a personal thing, not being equally responded is not disappointing, I really shouldn't impulsively use your sexual orientation to pour water on that matter A handful of oil, I was ignorant and made a mistake at that time, and I didn't ask for your forgiveness. I may not contact you again in the future. I hope you are well. "

——Shen Xinxin

Zhou Rusi didn't think about how Shen Xinxin's attitude changed so drastically in just a few months from this email, he just paid more attention to the amount of information contained in one sentence.

Lin Huan took the initiative to break up with Shen Xinxin.

Seeing this news, no one should be surprised.

The person who wanted to get Shen Xinxin the most, after exhausting all means and finally got it, gave up on his own initiative.

The computer had been turned off, Zhou Rusi looked at the pitch-black screen, but did not leave, the window was open, the cold air in the night seeped into the room and climbed onto his skin, and the dusty memory suddenly opened.He remembered what happened the day before the college entrance examination when he hadn't repeated his studies.

Lin Huan said to him: "I really miss you so much, I forgive you, tomorrow... don't take the college entrance examination."

At that time, according to the incident where he tied Lin Huan up and locked him up for one night, not long after, there were still some things he didn't know at that time.

The author has something to say: I secretly crawled out to tell everyone that the sentence that my classmates didn’t say at that time was actually——

"Your grandma didn't lie to you."

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The first time Zhou Rusi was said to be gay was the day after he was drugged in a bar.

He called to confirm that Lin Huan was fine - he just answered Shen Xinxin's call and left early, but found something wrong halfway, so he went home to rest.

Zhou Rusi breathed a sigh of relief, he didn't mention what happened that night.

Because it was cold outside at night, Zhou Rusi asked for leave and didn't go to class that day, Feng Wei was busy with work, so she poured him a cup of hot water and put it on the bedside, so that he could call her whenever he felt uncomfortable, and then went Hospital.

He was woken up in a daze by the ringing of his mobile phone, and Li Dawu's voice was surprisingly loud: "Da Sisi! You didn't come to class today. I don't know, Shen Xinxin, she actually made a fuss about our basketball club! We have to find him desperately." You, you still say you, say you are gay! Why did you see you having sex with a man with your own eyes! You also said you like Lin Huan! My God, many people know now, and the most terrifying thing is that some people still believe it. Donkey kicked?"

Zhou Rusi's expression changed from initial stiffness to seriousness, and he slowly got up from the bed: "I'll go back to school in the afternoon."

"Ah? Aren't you still sick?"

"Small illness, it's all over." Zhou Rusi had already got out of bed, he hung up the phone, opened the closet, changed his clothes, and went downstairs in his school uniform. While waiting for the bus, he kept looking at Lin Huan's name in the address book with his mobile phone. , He wanted to send Lin Huan a message, but he clicked into the message bar several times, but he couldn't type any words.

When he arrived at the school just after school, the crowd was crowded and surging. When he walked in against the crowd, many eyes would fall on him intentionally or unintentionally, with different colors.

Along the way, he heard someone say, "I don't believe it, I never believe that Senior Zhou is gay! That's my male god! Shen Xinxin must not be able to catch up with love and hate!", and some people said, "It can't be It was groundless, and Shen Xinxin said that she saw it with her own eyes. If it was a lie, Zhou Rusi could expose her. Let's see what he says later..." However, what scares him the most is "Thinking carefully, I'm terrified. A beautiful woman like Shen Xinxin has been chasing him for so long without seeing him falling in love, but she stays with Lin Huan all day, I think they are probably the same, but they haven't made it public!"

Zhou Rusi could bear such remarks, but he didn't dare to imagine Lin Huan's expression when he heard these words.

When he walked to the corridor, he saw Shen Xinxin who was going downstairs with a bag on his back. The other party stopped and looked at him.

Zhou Rusi said, "How do you know?"

He has no intention of defending his sexual orientation, and the psychological distress he has faced when facing this issue has turned him from pain to numbness.He was afraid that his secret would be discovered by others, but when that day really came, he realized that he also had some pleasure. He was afraid of being known by Lin Huan, and he was so eager for him to know.

The only thing that made him feel at a loss was that Lin Huan was criticized in this matter.

Shen Xinxin clenched her fists: "Are you admitting it?"

Zhou Rusi looked at her.

Shen Xinxin's eyes suddenly became wet, and her voice was hoarse: "Last night, were you at the bar on Wuhua Street?"

Zhou Rusi frowned. He remembered that Lin Huan had told him that he answered Shen Xinxin's phone call last night, but halfway home due to physical discomfort, but if Shen Xinxin knew that Zhou Rusi was still in the bar, it would not be impossible for Shen Xinxin to come alone.He guessed that she should have seen a picture of herself with the bartender when she came here, and that's why she made such a fuss today.

He didn't think about why Lin Huan didn't ask him to leave when he left. He just thought that the other party couldn't drink in the first place, and he had taken medicine after drinking a little, so he forgot about him.

Zhou Rusi replied: "Yes."

Shen Xinxin gritted her teeth, and slammed the bag in her hand onto the railing of the stairs: "Zhou Rusi! How, how could you... I really want to ask you now, what are you thinking about Lin Huanqi? Stranger The man is just wearing the same clothes as Lin Huan, and you can pounce on him so cheaply, how dare you have a face! You are obviously a man, why would you... You like men, tell me the fuck! I will definitely leave Far away! But what do you want me to do now?!"

"I've been rejecting you very seriously, and I don't remember giving you any illusions." Zhou Rusi looked away from her and looked at the students who kept spying back and forth, with a flat tone, " What do you do? Didn't you already react to that?"

"...Zhou Rusi!"

Zhou Rusi left, he was not in the mood to chat with Shen Xinxin anymore.He went to the basketball club, but still couldn't find Lin Huan, and he didn't answer Li Dawu and Xu Qi's questions.In the end, he went around the entire campus, but he didn't see anyone he wanted to see.

There were few people on the boulevard, so he called Lin Huan, and it took several calls before someone answered, but the other party was Lu Cheng, who said that it was inconvenient for Lin Huan to buy things temporarily, and asked him what he needed.

His mouth squirmed slightly, and he hung up without saying anything.

Zhou Rusi's footsteps became more and more frivolous. He went to a hot drink shop outside the campus to buy a cup of hot tea to drink. The warm current melted the chill in his body. He sat in the corner and looked down at Lin Huan's photos, and then began to lose his mind.There were people entering and leaving the hot drink shop, his eyes were all on his mobile phone, and he forgot to pay attention to the two people sitting behind the high chair, one of them was the one he wanted to see the most at this moment.

The light on the phone screen went out, Zhou Rusi pressed it again, and Peng Hui's voice suddenly came from behind: "Cousin, why don't you answer his call, just tell him clearly and stay away from him in the future."

Zhou Rusi's hands froze, and the phone almost fell off. He wanted to turn around, but found that he didn't have the strength to stand up at all.

Lin Huan: "It's not that simple."

"Okay..." Peng Hui sighed and couldn't help asking him, "But why have you been so calm until now? It's not like being liked by a girl, this kind of thing is scary, okay?"

The other party was silent for a moment: "It's not that you are calm, it's that you already knew."

Peng Hui exclaimed. Unexpectedly, the waiter brought over what they ordered, jasmine tea and hot coffee.Peng Hui picked it up and took a sip, and said, "But you know why don't you stay away from him?"

Lin Huan reminded him: "Shen Xinxin."

Peng Hui knew what he meant. Lin Huangao fell in love with Shen Xinxin at first sight as soon as he was in high school. Later, he learned that Shen Xinxin was in love with Zhou Rusi, the main player of the school team. Then he joined the school team, and his relationship with Zhou Rusi became more and more complicated. good.

Shen Xinxin would come to see Zhou Rusi every time he played, but Zhou Rusi never gave her a good face, so Lin Huan became the existence among them to reconcile the awkward atmosphere every time.

Who is Lin Huan? Peng Hui knows that he is cold on the inside and hot on the outside, and it is easy for people to let go of their guard when getting along, even if the other party is someone he can't hate.

"As for? You really like her that much?"

Lin Huan replied: "Of course."

Peng Hui asked curiously, "How did you feel when you found out that Zhou Rusi had taken a fancy to you?"

The other party paused, then smiled slowly: "What mood? It's disgusting."

In the end, Zhou Rusi's phone slipped out and fell onto the wooden board with a dull bang. He reached out to pick it up, and the boy on the screen caught his eye just like a real person.The boy had a familiar smile on his face, but it was as bitingly cold as the cold wind of the first month.

When the phone was picked up, Lin Huan and Peng Hui had already noticed him.The two stood up and watched this scene. Peng Hui took a deep breath. The other person's expression was really not good-looking, but he was not too surprised. He looked down at Zhou Rusi's helpless appearance standing up while supporting the table.

His face was pale and colorless, and the hands supporting the table trembled slightly, but he tried his best to maintain his balance.

Ten seconds later, Zhou Rusi's hand completely left the cold table. After he stood up, he walked past Lin Huan without saying a word.

Lin Huan wanted to say something, but he spoke first: "I'm sorry."

The voice was weak and the tone was very light.

That sentence of apology was what he said to Lin Huan for the criticism he had suffered now. When Zhou Rusi looked for him everywhere to call him, he had a lot of things to say in his heart, thousands of words, and this sentence was one of them.

There was a strange color in Lin Huan's eyes, and he said, "No need."

Zhou Rusi pursed the corners of his lips, lifted his foot that had stopped, and went straight past him.

Some things are a deep fog, even if people can't get rid of it, it will dissipate under the influence of various factors, it may be as slow as a million years, or it may be as fast as an instant.

Even if something like that happened, Zhou Rusi would still always pay attention to Lin Huan.In the stadium, in the classroom, in the shade of the road, and in my own secret heart.

When the countdown to the college entrance examination was stuck in single digits, Zhou Rusi accidentally learned of a video during Shen Xinxin's endless entanglement, which was filmed when he and the bartender were having an affair at the bar.Shen Xinxin didn't go to any bar that night, and didn't even answer Lin Huan's phone call, but received a video file from Lin Huan late at night.

That was the trigger/trigger that made Shen Xinxin go crazy with love.

And when Zhou Rusi walked all over Wuhua Street with a little luck, and finally learned that he was drugged, after Lin Huan had contact with the bartender, a crazy idea suddenly popped up in his mind.

I don't want to love someone so painfully again.

He has never been a kind person, tracing the deepest essence of his heart, and he never thought of being a good boy praised by others.All his good qualities such as demeanor, aggressiveness, and optimism are the disguise of his strength when he was in the orphanage in order to compete with the children around him and to be picked by good people.Later, he was adopted by the Zhou family, and in order not to be abandoned, he worked harder to engrave these qualities on himself.

But he never thought about what his real self would look like, whether he would become a heinously evil person?Will it be so presumptuous to do something recklessly?

In fact, he thinks he can.

Zhou Rusi called Lin Huan in that unforgettable bar.When he went out, the sunset in the sky was red hot. He forgot how much wine he had drunk, but his consciousness was still there. When he saw a person walking slowly from a distance, he felt that he could draw the specific outline of the other person with his hands.

The strength he has accumulated from years of practice can allow him to suppress boys who are as tall as him, although it is more difficult.

There are small hotels everywhere in the alleys of Wuhua Street, Zhou Rusi found the one that the man took him to that night.

Small and dark.

He unsteadily opened the old curtains, and the hustle and bustle of the street outside could still be transmitted here, with the smell of vulgarity and fireworks.He stood there, with a dim light hanging at the end of his eyes, reflecting different kinds of depression.

Zhou Rusi turned around.

Lin Huan was tightly tied to the bed with a rope. He gave up struggling and only asked, "What do you want to do?"

"Don't ask that." The boy walked over and squatted down slowly in front of his bed, "I want to do too much."

It seemed to be a dream shrouded in clouds, the dusty air conditioner was whistling slightly, and the not-so-bright lights shone into each other's eyes. He only remembered pressing himself up and biting each other's neck, nose The time was something he had fantasized about many times. It had a faint taste of a man, no different from boys of the same age, but it made him deeply involved.He bit his skin hard, and the other party moaned, and then the dream began to become blurred.

When Zhou Rusi woke up, he was lying on the ground. On the bed was the neatly dressed but injured Lin Huan. His face was covered with dry dark blood, and his hands and arms were bruised and purple.The sunlight outside the window fell on his body, brightly highlighting the torment he suffered last night.

Zhou Rusi stood up, and he looked down at his hands.There were sounds of doors opening and closing and walking in the corridor next door, and the smell of alcohol on his body still lingered all night... He squatted on the ground, and his body suddenly began to tremble violently uncontrollably.

The door of the room was knocked open by someone at some point. It was Lin Huan's classmate who had received the message and brought the Lin family over.

Amidst the screams one after another, someone came to beat him, someone wanted to call the police, and someone questioned him sharply... But Zhou Rusi did not respond from the beginning to the end.

Because after that dream, he didn't remember what he did to Lin Huan.

The author has something to say: Today is the winter solstice, everyone should pay attention to keeping warm from the cold!The author, who was kneeling on the keyboard, decided to eat dumplings...

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Make up classes after the National Day holiday, and the results of the first monthly exam have come out. Most of the students in Zhou Rusi’s class did well in the exam. Turning to koi may be able to counterattack, running the train with a mouth full of words, it doesn't look like a serious gentleman.

Zhou Rusi is the second in the class this time, and the top eight in the stage.He was a well-known top student in Zhaohe before, and now he is a repeat student. This result is not surprising.

After class, the group discussed the question types. Li Dawu stared at Zhou Rusi's face and recalled the scene from the last time. He wanted to ask something, but he couldn't ask.

The four people in the group, except for Zhou Rusi and Li Dawu, the other two are girls. They rarely have contact with Zhou Rusi. Public opinion is flying all over the sky, and he doesn't hate him because of those rumors.Several people discussed very naturally. One girl even pushed her book in front of Zhou Rusi to ask him questions, and Zhou Rusi also explained it to her seriously.

Li Dawu suddenly thought of a way to get the answer without asking. After a short period of psychological struggle, he glanced at the teacher who was filing on the podium, and secretly took out his mobile phone, stood up the book, and pointed the camera at the teacher. Zhou Rusi and the girl's direction.After the topic was finished, the girl leaned her head over to watch the process again, and the corners of Zhou Rusi's mouth just twitched.

Li Dawu meticulously took a picture of the two of them closest to each other, then shamelessly wrote on Weibo, "My daily life in senior year, work hard!", added this photo and sent it out .

Li Dawu knew a few people from the Hengchuan school team, and some of them had a good relationship with Chen Xiang, and Chen Xiang got close to Bian Yi, so he could chatter in Bian Yi's ear at any trouble.

Li Dawu felt that there was a high probability that Bian Yi would see this photo.In fact, the picture in the photo is nothing, but if Bian Yi and Zhou Rusi are really in that kind of relationship, seeing such a picture will make him a little uncomfortable, just like if he likes a girl, even if the girl is with another A gentle word from a boy will make him unbearable.

Men understand men, Li Dawu thinks he is a very wise person.In the comments, he liked a few members of the Hengchuan school team, and soon the other party politely liked and forwarded them, and some of them even attached comments to cheer him up.

Then there was no movement on Weibo.

Li Dawu swiped back and forth unwillingly for a long time, and just when he was about to doubt himself, a message finally popped up in the background.

"[Chen Xiang in winter] followed you."

Less than a minute later, he received a private message: Dude, who is that girl?Oh, I don't think so, just ask [smiles] for others.

Li Dawu sighed, looking at Zhou Rusi's back, he wanted to cry: "My Da Sisi..."

When school was over at noon, Zhou Rusi planned to go to the cafeteria with Li Dawu to eat, but the other party suddenly said that his stomach hurt and went to the toilet.He was not in a hurry, and took out the notes he had compiled in the morning to review while waiting for someone. Before he could turn a page, he saw someone coming from the classroom window.

He just glanced at it, his heart skipped a beat, and he got up and strode out without closing the notebook.

Zhou Rusi walked up to that person: "Why are you here?"

Bian Yi took out a pen and handed it to him.

During the three days of the National Day holiday, Zhou Rusi basically stayed with Bian Yi every day, but they all studied at Zhou Rusi's home for the sake of studying.Once Bian Yi didn't bring a pen, Zhou Rusi gave him his own pen, but when he sent him away, he found a pen in his coat pocket, he didn't know whether the other party meant it or not , did not break through.

Zhou Rusi took the pen in his hand, it was not the original one, the pen case was silver carved and plated with gold, it was very beautiful.Zhou Rusi was a little surprised: "Pelikanm900? It's quite expensive, right?"

Bian Yi didn't answer his question, just looked at his mouth and said, "Let's have dinner together."

"Okay, I'll go talk to Li Dawu and go out with you."

Bian Yi held him back: "No need, just eat in your cafeteria."

Although he didn't know what he was thinking, Zhou Rusi didn't refuse.

When Li Dawu came out and saw Bian Yi, he wanted to die very much. The three of them went to the cafeteria together, with different moods.Zhou Rusi acted quickly this time, and helped Bian Yi make a meal, and the three of them sat down at random.Zhou Rusi doesn't like carrots very much, but this time there are one-third carrots in the dish.As soon as he picked it up and was about to swallow it, he suddenly remembered that Bian Yi who was sitting across from him seemed not to be picky about dishes with carrots when he ate at his house.

There was no carrot on Bian Yi's dinner plate, so Zhou Rusi raised the carrot slices near his mouth, and asked Bian Yi with a smile, "Do you want to eat?"

When Bian Yi picked the carrots from Zhou Rusi's dinner plate to his own plate little by little, Zhou Rusi also started to eat the meat on Bian Yi's dinner plate.Li Dawu looked at his plate full of meat, and pushed it to Zhou Rusi to pick it up.

Almost at the same time, Bian Yi stopped.

Just when Zhou Rusi's chopsticks were about to touch Li Dawu's dinner plate, Li Dawu suddenly realized that he was not a person suitable for death, so he picked up the dinner plate as quickly as possible , under Zhou Rusi's perplexed gaze, he stood up and greeted the school team members who were eating together in front of him loudly, and thought it was natural, but actually walked to the seat next to those people and sat down unnaturally...

Zhou Rusi: "Why is he acting weird today?"

Bian Yi didn't speak, and lowered his head to eat the carrots from Zhou Rusi's dinner plate.

When the two of them were halfway through eating, Zhou Rusi noticed that Bian Yi's gaze suddenly started to look at the row of dining tables on the right, and then he looked at it for a long time.Zhou Rusi followed his gaze and found a girl sitting at the outermost table on the right, who should have just come over from lunch.

It was his classmate named Du Yu, who was in a study group, and Du Yu asked him questions in the morning class.

Although the girl's appearance is not outstanding, she is still quiet and beautiful overall, with good facial features, unassuming attire, and an unobtrusive temperament on her body. It is not unusual for boys to look at this kind of girl more often.

But Bian Yi stared at it for too long, and didn't move the food again. Zhou Rusi felt full soon, so he put down his chopsticks and made his voice a little louder.

Bian Yi finally shifted his gaze back to him.

"I am full?"

Zhou Rusi nodded.

Bian Yi lowered his head and ate all the carrots on the plate, and didn't touch the other dishes. When the two left after delivering the plate, Zhou Rusi noticed that Bian Yi looked back at the girl again.

It was still early in the afternoon when class started, Zhou Rusi didn't go back to the classroom, he said he wanted to go for a walk in the back playground, Bian Yi accompanied him, Zhou Rusi was rarely silent.

When the two walked to the playground, they met Lu Cheng who kept shooting under the basket.

There were always few people on the back playground, the basketball was hit and flew towards the two of them, Zhou Rusi raised his arms to catch it firmly, Lu Cheng turned his head and looked at them in surprise.

Zhou Rusi blew the dust off the blue ball, then threw the ball over.

Lu Cheng caught it and said thank you in a low voice.

There was an indescribable atmosphere between them.

Lu Cheng turned around and continued to shoot. Before the two men walked away, he kept looking at them out of the corner of his eye. Because of this distraction, the ball that was originally easy to shoot bounced off the frame again and again, and finally , He directly smashed the ball to the ground in a distracted manner.

After Zhou Rusi spared the playground for two laps, Bian Yi didn't know what he was thinking at first, but after meeting the girl who was discussing with Zhou Rusi on the way, he stopped walking.

He even felt that this meeting was intentional in a narrow sense.

In fact, Zhou Rusi did it on purpose. He overheard people chatting and knew that Du Yu liked to take a walk or read in the back playground after dinner.

He wanted to see Bian Yi's reaction, but as expected, Bian Yi's gaze fell on the girl again.

Zhou Rusi clenched and loosened his fist, stared at Bian Yi and said with a smile, "I want to skip class this afternoon."

His tone was very flat and relaxed, as if skipping class was just an ordinary thing like eating.But in fact he never skipped class.

Bian Yi frowned: "Skipping class? Where are you going?"

"I can go anywhere, and I can also go to your house." Zhou Rusi suddenly turned around and walked backwards. Skipping class, no experience, take me with you, and do whatever you want."

Bian Yi was stunned for a moment: "Stop making trouble."

"Stop making trouble?" Zhou Rusi felt a faint fire in his heart, but he couldn't express it, so he quickly accelerated his backwards, and forgot to pay attention to a stone thrown into the middle of the road behind him. As soon as he hit it, Bian Yi rushed over and hugged his extremely lean body, but luckily he didn't fall down.

Zhou Rusi pushed him away: "I'm serious. I just want to be such a bad student who doesn't obey discipline. You can take me with you or not..."

Bian Yi stared at his open and closed lips, which looked wet and limp, and suddenly wanted to kiss him, and he had endured this since seeing Zhou Rusi until now.Zhou Rusi was still waiting for his answer, Bian Yi stepped forward and grabbed Zhou Rusi's hand: "You said it yourself."

Zhou Rusi thought a lot about the journey from school to East Italy.In the eyes of most people, homosexuality is not a serious matter that can be raised to the surface. If a person is bisexual, but later becomes interested in the opposite sex inexplicably, and if he is on the side that is sincerely thinking about him, this is a big problem. Never a bad thing.

Zhou Rusi felt bad.

The two walked into the villa, Bian Yi turned back to close the door, Zhou Rusi looked at his back, and suddenly rushed over and threw Bian Yi to the ground, Bian Yi was shocked to see him pressing down on him, and was about to ask him what he did Yes, Zhou Rusi kissed her all at once.

He kissed very urgently, without any skills at all, sucking, licking and biting Bian Yi's mouth over and over again, unrestrained like a cat with teeth and paws eager to be fed.

The surprise in Bian Yi's eyes quickly turned into grand desire, and his breath was disturbed.Zhou Rusi didn't pay attention to his changes, and still kissed him indiscriminately, the voice in his throat sounded a little pitiful: "Bian Yi, I didn't tell you clearly before, but now I have to remind you that when we are together, you just want to If you can like me, if you dare to empathize with me, I will kill you..."

As he said that, as if to prove something, he gnawed blood on Bian Yi's lips, then lowered his head and licked it down again, the blood had a slightly salty taste.

Zhou Rusi felt very uncomfortable, like returning to the helplessness and despair of being unable to control the other person's feelings when he first liked someone, so he could only choose to use this coercive method to express his thoughts.

Bian Yi didn't even frown, he stared at Zhou Rusi for a few seconds, then suddenly turned over and pushed him down, holding his face with his broad hands and began to kiss him fiercely.The tongues of the two were entangled instantly, and Zhou Rusi hummed in a low nasal voice, feeling as if he was about to suffocate.

The body began to lose control, and the fast-flowing blood made Zhou Rusi unable to tell whether it was reality or a dream. He couldn't help but raise his hand to wrap around Bian Yi's neck tightly, and suddenly felt the other's gradually stiffening organs below him, and the two tightly hugged each other. Posted together, he finds himself shamefully reacting too...

The desire that could not be released and did not dare to release made Zhou Rusi's heart agitated like electric current, and gradually became sad, and he let Bian Yi explore in his mouth without moving.

Sensing something wrong with Zhou Rusi, Bian Yi