Xia Yu Youze

Yu Chen'an had to go home after lying in the hospital for a whole day, and locked himself in the room all day when he got home, his grandmother was about to die of panic.

"Chenchen has never been like this before, what a cheerful child before," the old man said to Yu Ying, wiping away tears, "Did he get bullied at school?"

Yu Ying put down her coffee and said lightly, "No, it's his own problem, don't worry about it."

The old man was a little angry: "This is your own son...you don't care about me and your father!"

Yu Chenan's grandfather read the newspaper and didn't speak.

Yu Ying took a sip of coffee calmly: "We can't control it, he can only figure it out by himself."

The old man did not speak, and began to wipe his tears again.

The curtains were drawn tightly, and the room, which could not see a ray of sunlight, was dark.

Yu Chen'an stuffed himself under the quilt, forcing himself not to think about anything.

As soon as he closed his eyes, his mind was full of images of Xia Ze kissing that person, he was really going crazy, he was so uncomfortable that he was about to suffocate.

Yu Chenan tried his best to comfort himself not to cry, but tears flowed out uncontrollably. He felt ashamed, but he couldn't restrain himself, just like he liked Xia Ze.

That person...is Zhao Yiyan.

Wiping his face carelessly, Yu Chenan took out his cell phone, hesitated for a long time, and turned it on.

The battery of the mobile phone has long been fully charged, but he is afraid, afraid that his expectations will be in vain, which will be even more desperate for him.

Seeing Xia Ze's missed call, tears flowed down again almost instantly. There was also a text message, and Yu Chenan opened it with tears in his eyes. He was still looking forward to it, hoping that Xia Ze would send it, and looking forward to Xia Ze's explanation.

Another anonymous text message:

You are gay.

Yu Chen'an looked at the phone in astonishment, his eyes blurred with tears revealed he couldn't believe it, he didn't know what to do, he typed tremblingly: Who are you?

This time the person replied quickly:

Do you think he will like you?

Stop dreaming.

How can someone like you have the face to come to school?

Please don't bother him again, will you?

You know what, you're really disgusting.

you are really disgusting...

Yu Chenan slammed the phone against the door and couldn't help trembling.

Is he disgusting?Maybe.

Did Xia Ze know?How would he see himself?Do you also feel bad...

Go away and don't come back.

run away, run away...

"What's wrong with Chenchen?" Grandma's anxious voice sounded outside the door, "Open the door."

Yu Chen'an calmed down slowly, walked to the door, picked up the mobile phone with the black screen thrown into the trash can, opened the door, and showed a pale smile to the people outside: "It's okay grandma, I accidentally knocked something off .”

"It's fine, come down to eat, there is your favorite braised pork ribs.

Yu Chenan nodded, and went downstairs with the old man.

Yu Chenan came to the dining table and sat next to Yu Ying.

Grandma picked up a piece of ribs for him, "If you like it, eat more."

Yu Chenan smiled and said yes.

At this moment, his favorite taste is as bland as white water in his mouth. He resisted the soreness in his heart and took small bites.

Yu Ying glanced at him, and asked lightly: "Is the fever gone?"

"Much better." Yu Chenan replied.

"Now that it's done, go back to school tomorrow." Yu Ying took a bite of the food.

Yu Chen settled down, and then slowly said after a while: "I don't want to go to school..." He looked at Yu Ying, "I want to go abroad early."

Yu Ying didn't speak, his grandmother quickly said: "Chenchen, you are too young now, let's talk about it later, this matter is not urgent."

"I really don't want to go to school, so let me go abroad." Yu Chenan insisted.

What else did his grandmother want to say, but his grandfather said in a deep voice, "Okay, let him make his own decision."

Yu Ying asked blankly: "Is this the choice you made after you figured it out?"

Yu Chenan hesitated for half a second, then nodded.

"Molly is over there too, don't bother her too much." Yu Ying said lightly.

Yu Chenan knew that she agreed, "Thank you mom."

"Xiaoying, Chenchen is still young, how can he take care of himself in a foreign country?" His grandmother was about to cry again.

"It's good for him to go out for a while," Yu Ying said to Yu Chen'an again: "I will help you arrange the school and house, and the rest depends on you, can you do it?"

Yu Chenan nodded.

He is not sure, but he really doesn't want to go to school anymore, he is afraid that what awaits him after returning is only deeper despair, he is afraid to see the person standing beside Xia Ze, originally thought he would be willing to look at Xia Ze silently Ze Xingfu, now I realize that I am not that noble.

Besides, that text message...

Yu Chen'an didn't want to think about it, and stood up abruptly when tears were about to flow down: "I'll go back to my room when I'm full, grandpa, grandma, mom, eat slowly."

"Why do you eat so little?" Grandma asked anxiously.

Yu Chenan smiled apologetically, "I'm really full." He turned and left the restaurant.

Yu Ying looked at Yu Chenan's back as she left thoughtfully.

Yu Chen'an hasn't come to school for six days, and his mobile phone is always turned off and can't get through.

"Don't worry about it, I'll go back and see if it's the holiday tomorrow," Shi Jing comforted, "He should be better after he has had a cold for so many days, maybe he will come to school tomorrow!"

Xia Ze glanced at Shi Jing, and said lightly, "I'll go with you."

Shi Jing was not used to Xia Ze's appearance, and patted him on the shoulder, "It's normal to have a cold, everyone has been sick before..."

"The question is, do you know how he got sick?" Ye Jincan interrupted Shi Jing, "You don't understand how uncomfortable he was at that time."

"I've asked you many times where you went that night, but you just don't want to tell me, and now you keep a straight face, what can I do?" Shi Jing was a little annoyed.

Ye Jincan didn't speak.

Shi Jing frowned and said unhappily: "Forget it, if he can't get through with his phone and home phone, he can call his mother and ask how Chen'an is doing, so that you don't feel depressed all of you." He took out his phone and handed To Ye Jincan: "If you have her phone number, you can call."

Ye Jincan took it, and the phone rang twice before being picked up. "Hello."

Yu Ying's cold voice made Ye Jincan feel nervous, "Hi... Auntie Yu, I'm Jincan."

"Well, what's the matter?" Yu Ying asked.

"I want to ask if Chen'an has recovered from his fever, and when will he come to school. His phone has been disconnected, so I called you." Ye Jincan said.

After half a second of silence on the phone, he said, "Chen'an has gone abroad."

Ye Jincan held the phone tightly, speechless in shock, and the unknown mist slowly blurred his eyes.

Seeing Ye Jincan like this, Xia Ze frowned, Shi Jing was stunned, he knew Ye Jincan was about to cry.

"When?" Ye Jincan asked.

"Yesterday's plane, I will send someone to pick up his things, don't worry, this is his own choice." Yu Ying said lightly.

Ye Jincan looked up at the ceiling, trying not to let her tears fall, "Thank you, Aunt Yu, I understand."

As soon as she hung up the phone, Shi Jing said urgently: "Damn, what the hell did you say to scare you like this?" Suddenly thought of something uncomfortable, "Could it be that Chen An has some terminal illness and is about to die?"

Ye Jincan didn't answer his words, but just looked at Xia Ze, "Come out with me, I have something to tell you."

"Is there anything that you don't want me to hear? Chen'an is also my brother, okay?" Shi Jing was dissatisfied.

Ye Jincan said lightly: "This is a private matter between me and him."

Shi Jing lay on the bed sullenly and covered the quilt without saying anything.

Ye Jincan and Xia Ze walked to the playground, Ye Jincan turned around and punched him without saying a word, Xia Ze didn't fight back but asked: "What's wrong with Chen'an?"

Ye Jincan roared: "He is gone and will never come again, are you satisfied?"

Xia Ze asked in a daze: "Where did you go? What do you mean by not coming back?"

"Why don't you ask yourself?" Ye Jincan excitedly grabbed Xia Ze's clothes and said, "What the hell did you do that night when he picked you up back to the dormitory? What the hell did you do that night? What? I don't understand why he likes you so much, why he throws away everything here because of you! Why does he only have you in his heart!"

Xia Ze felt very painful at this moment. He looked at Ye Jincan and said in a hoarse voice: "Chenan... likes... me?"

Ye Jincan blurred his eyes and slowly let go of Xia Ze's clothes: "Yeah, he likes you and I like him, isn't it ridiculous? The boy I like likes you."

Ye Jincan looked at Xia Ze and asked: "Since you don't like him, why make him feel bad? Now that he's gone, what do you want me to do? Do you know how long I've liked him?"

Xia Ze smiled, and asked back with red eyes: "Then how long have I liked him, do you know?"

Ye Jincan looked at Xia Ze in disbelief, speechless for a long time.

"Why didn't he tell me that he liked me?" Xia Ze felt that he was really suffocating, "Why?"

On the day of seeing off the plane, Yu Chen'an's grandmother kept reminding him to pay attention to this and that with dim eyes. She was very reluctant to let her grandson go.

Yu Chen'an softly comforted the old man beside him: "Okay, grandma, I will take good care of myself when I grow up, you don't have to worry."

The old man wiped away his tears, "When Chenchen gets there, remember to call grandma."

Yu Chenan nodded with a smile, "I know, I won't forget."

Yu Ying said lightly: "Go, it's time."

Yu Chenan said goodbye to them, pulled the suitcase and walked more than five meters away, turned around and waved with a smile, tears overflowed from the corners of his eyes.

We who are too small in this world are not good at parting. People only define parting as tears of sadness and reluctance.

Yu Chen'an never thought that he would leave resolutely like now, how much he wished to see a familiar figure in this empty airport, how much he wished to be able to take a look at that person, even if it was only for a moment.

But the reality is cruel, he has no choice.

He can only wish happiness to the person he has cared about for a long time in his heart.

Goodbye, Xia Ze.

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The last wave of dog blood, I hope _(:з」∠)_ well~(￣▽￣～)~