Xia Yu Youze

Yu Chenan soaked in the bathtub for a long time, thinking a lot, because he knew that Xia Ze also liked him, and was so happy, he ignored many existing problems. At the beginning, because he wanted to forget, when the two families proposed engagement, Yu Chenan did not object or agree. He knew that things after Yu Ying's decision would be difficult to change, and at that time he was also thinking that maybe this was the best way to forget Xia Ze, but what happened now was simply a dream.

He knew he regretted it.

It wasn't until the water temperature turned cold that Yu Chen'an's thoughts were pulled back. He got up, walked out of the bathroom door with a towel around his waist.

Find a loose sweater and gray sweatpants in your closet.

After changing, he lay on the bed in a daze, unwilling to go downstairs, unwilling to hear their decision again.

He knew that he was cowardly, and he was obviously unwilling but unable to resist.

The ringing of the mobile phone broke the silence at this moment.

Seeing Xia Ze's name displayed on the screen was a great comfort to Yu Chen'an, and the existence of emotions similar to 'touching' made his eyes a little blurred.

Gently slide the answer button, "Chenan," Xia Ze's deep and gentle voice came from the other end of the phone, "Go home?" Almost instantly, Yu Chenan's tears still flowed down.

Why would she always be different in front of Xia Ze?

"Xia Ze...do you love me?" Yu Chen'an choked up.

The person on the other end of the phone answered "Love" without even thinking about it. He paused again, his voice revealed worry and anxiety, "What's wrong with you?"

"...Even if I have a fiancée, you will always love me, right?" Yu Chenan asked cautiously, he was looking forward to and afraid, he wanted to know Xia Ze's answer.

There was silence on the other end of the phone, and he could only hear the sound of shallow breathing.

This was the last result Yu Chenan expected. He covered his eyes with the back of his hand and asked in distress, "Can't you...?"

There was still a long silence in response to him, Yu Chenan felt that he would collapse in the next second, and begged: "Say something...whatever it is..."

"I will still love you..." Xia Ze's voice was a little different from usual, "Even if you have a fiancee."

"What happened?" Xia Ze asked.

"I'm afraid of losing you..." Yu Chenan said, "I want to see you... come to my house..."

There was a knock on the door, and Yu Chenan knew that it was Molly who called him downstairs for dinner.

"is it okay?"

"Okay," Xia Ze smiled warmly, "I'll come here now, wait for me."

After hanging up the phone, Yu Chen'an went to the bathroom to wash off the tears on his face, put a hot towel on his eyes, and opened the door after making sure that nothing could be seen from his appearance.

"Chen'an, are you angry?" Molly asked with an aggrieved expression.

Yu Chenan knew that she was worried about him, but he really couldn't smile at her now, "No, let's go down."

Molly nodded, she was very happy when she saw Yu Chenan knock on the door, just now she thought that Yu Chenan was angry and didn't want to talk to her anymore, so she waited outside the door for a long time, she was really scared.

She understood that Yu Chenan didn't like that topic, and she also understood that Yu Chenan didn't love her.

In the past, she always followed him and called him "Brother Chen'an". Gradually, she didn't want to call him "Brother". When she understood this emotion, she realized that she fell in love with him without warning. , she knew very clearly that there was someone in Yu Chenan's heart that he couldn't let go of no matter what.

Although she doesn't know who that person is.

Molly followed Yu Chenan downstairs, suddenly tugged at the corner of his clothes and whispered: "Chen'an, it's okay if you don't want me, I don't want to force you."

Yu Chen settled down and didn't speak.

Molly also stopped and cried: "Are you very resistant to this?"

Yu Chen'an turned around and looked at her, "If you don't want to, is there still a chance to go back on it now?"

Molly bit her lip, holding back her tears, "It's too much for you to say that."

Yu Chenan sighed, "So what else can I do? It's already like this." He raised his hand to touch Molly's long hair, "Don't think too much, this kind of emotion is not suitable for you."

Molly stepped forward and hugged Yu Chen'an, buried her head in his chest, and said, "Chen'an, no matter what the result is, I will still like you."

Yu Chenan didn't push Molly away and let her hold her, this is what he wanted to say to Xia Ze.

I will always be there, whether it ends or not.

Molly's mood changed quickly. She was still sad just now, but when she arrived in the hall, she was a lively and cheerful little sparrow, smiling happily, as if nothing had happened.

At the dinner table, except for Yu Chenan, the other four people chatted happily. When the three elders mentioned the marriage contract several times, they were all brought up by Molly with a miraculous haha, so they didn't say it again.

Yu Chenan knew that Molly was for him, he felt that he was useless, but he couldn't be brave enough to confess his yearning frankly.

After dinner, Yu Chen'an didn't stay at home because Xia Ze wanted to come to see him, and Yu Ying didn't keep him either.

Seeing that the time is almost ten o'clock, Xia Ze should be arriving soon, thinking of this, Yu Chen'an speeded up.

When he arrived at the entrance of the villa, he saw a black car parked in front of his house from a distance, and Yu Chenan knew that it was Xia Ze's car.

Some nervous approach.He got out of the car and walked to Xia Ze who was leaning against the car door, "Xia Ze, I..."

Xia Ze didn't give him a chance to continue, so he pulled him away and hugged him tightly, "It's as long as you're fine."

Yu Chenan was taken aback for a moment, and then hugged him, "What's going to happen?"

Xia Ze didn't speak, but tightened his grip on Yu Chen'an.

Xia Ze hugged him all the time, except for the sentence 'It's just as long as you're fine. ' and nothing else was said.

"Xia Ze?" Yu Chenan patted him on the shoulder lightly, "Let's go in, it's cold outside."

In autumn, nights like this are bound to be cold, and they don't have much to wear.

Xia Ze buried his face in Yu Chen'an's neck, and he remained silent and didn't intend to enter the room.

"What's wrong with you?" Yu Chenan worried.

Feeling the uneasiness in his tone, Xia Ze shook his head, hesitated for a while, and said, "I thought...you gave up."

Yu Chenan knew what Xia Ze meant by 'giving up', and frowned: "I never said that."

He will not let go of Xia Ze's hand.

Xia Ze smiled, "You called and cried like that, and there was no one at your house, I thought something happened to you." Xia Ze let go of Yu Chenan, lowered his head slightly to meet his eyes, and asked with a smile, "Do you want to scare to death? me?"

Yu Chenan felt embarrassed at the mention of crying, blushed and thought aside, "Yes, I'm sorry, I, let's go in."

Xia Ze said yes, it was fun to see Yu Chenan's awkward look, and suddenly raised his hand to stroke his hair, and said with a smile: "Chenan, why are you so short?"

What kind of divine turning point is this?Wasn't she still warm just now?

Yu Chen'an immediately became embarrassed, frowned and slapped Xia Ze's hand off angrily, "You're just a little taller than me."

Yu Chen'an ran his hand over the top of his head and compared it with Xia Ze, probably reaching Xia Ze's nose. I remember that Yu Chen'an only reached Xia Ze's chin when he was in high school. At that time, he obviously ate no worse than anyone else, but his height was 175. The current Xia Ze Ze was a little taller than before, Yu Chenan said proudly: "Are you still calling me short?"

"Even so, you are still shorter than me." Xia Ze was determined to tease him.

Yu Chen'an felt that Xia Ze was back in junior high school as if he was in trouble with Shi Jing again, so he said expressionlessly: "The guest room was not cleaned, I'm sorry, you sleep on the sofa tonight." After speaking, he turned and left.

Xia Ze has always felt that Yu Chen'an is really like a child who hasn't grown up sometimes, he stepped forward to hold his hand, and followed him into the room with a smile.

Yu Chenan didn't say anything, but his heart was warm. He suddenly felt that he didn't have to worry so much, because he had Xia Ze.

Yu Chen'an said to let Xia Ze sleep on the sofa, but in fact, after taking a shower and drinking milk, he dragged Xia Ze to nest on his big bed.

Yu Chen'an turned his back to Xia Ze and said nothing.

Xia Ze saw Yu Chen'an's nervousness, felt that he was awkward like a girl, pulled him into his arms amusedly, put his arms around his waist and gently kissed his hair, and said softly: "Good night."

Yu Chen'an's back was pressed against Xia Ze's chest. For some reason, being held in Xia Ze's arms like this made him feel at ease, and he fell asleep after a while.

It was almost noon the next day, and Yu Chenan opened his eyes in a daze. He was still in Xia Ze's arms, but this time he was facing Xia Ze, and most of his body was pressed against Xia Ze.

Yu Chen'an embarrassedly retracted the foot that lay across Xia Ze's thigh. It was unimaginable that this sleeping position was actually made by himself.

As soon as he moved like this, Xia Ze woke up, and asked sleepily with his messy hair: "What time is it now? When did you wake up?"

"It's almost eleven o'clock, I just woke up." Yu Chenan looked at the time and said.

Xia Ze closed his eyes and said yes, then asked: "Are you hungry?"

Asked by Xia Ze, Yu Chenan felt that his stomach was hungry, hugged Xia Ze's waist and said, "You cook it for me, I'm hungry."

Xia Ze opened his eyes, smiled and said: "Okay." Then he got up and got dressed.

After Xia Ze got dressed, he had to wait for the old man Yu Chenan to get dressed.

Yu Chenan's laziness was not ordinary lazy, he helped him put on his clothes and hooked Xia Ze's neck to let him carry him to the bathroom, and he closed his eyes to enjoy the whole process.

Xia Ze helped Yu Chenan squeeze the toothpaste, and stood by the sink with him to brush his teeth.

They are one tall and one short in the mirror.

Yu Chenan felt that he and Xia Ze were really like newlyweds. He hoped that Xia Ze would be the first one he saw when he opened his eyes every morning. He hoped that Xia Ze would always treat him so well.

Just thinking about it makes me happy.

Xia Ze was busy in the kitchen, Yu Chenan was sitting on the sofa in the living room acting as an uncle, watching TV while drinking milk, and glanced at Xia Ze from time to time.

Such a scene was very familiar, and suddenly there was a feeling that everything I did with Xia Ze before was a practice for the future.

Yu Chen'an walked over and hugged Xia Ze from behind, and said with emotion: "I am so happy to have a wife like you." After speaking, he rubbed his face on Xia Ze's back.

Xia Ze's hand for cutting potato shreds suddenly stopped, and said with a smile: "Who do you say is the wife?"

"You." Yu Chenan rubbed against Xia Ze.

Xia Ze put down the knife, turned around and looked at Yu Chen'an with a smile, "Are you sure?"

Yu Chenan nodded with certainty.

Xia Ze oh laughed and said, "In this case, then you wake me up, help me get dressed, carry me to the bathroom, help me squeeze toothpaste, cook for me, make milk and..."

"Stop!" Before Xia Ze finished speaking, Yu Chenan couldn't stand it and interrupted immediately, pulling his face resentfully, "Okay, I'm my wife."

Satisfied, Xia Ze bowed his head and kissed Yu Chenan's mouth, and said softly: "My wife obediently go to the living room and wait, and I will call you when the meal is ready."

Yu Chenan blushed embarrassedly and nodded.

He can get used to doing anything, but Xia Ze can make his heart beat faster when he touches him, and Xia Ze just called him "wife". If anyone other than Xia Ze called him that, he would definitely be very upset Angry, the person who said this was replaced by Xia Ze, and the softest part of his heart felt warm as if he had been hit.

Yu Chen'an was no longer in the mood to watch TV, sitting on the sofa, thinking about Xia Ze's kiss all the time, Xia Ze's mouth was limp.

He has never been like this with others before, Xia Ze is the first and the last.

When Yu Chenan was still wandering, Xia Ze called him to eat, and rubbed his hair with a smile: "Why are you so obsessed?"

Yu Chenan sat down on the chair, "I didn't think about anything, I'm very hungry, let's eat."

Xia Ze has always remembered what Yu Chenan likes to eat and what he doesn't like to eat, so he made fried potato shreds and tomato scrambled eggs for him. (As mentioned earlier, Xia Ze only knows these two things.)

Even though it's been so long, Yu Chen'an still has an unusual preference for potatoes and ribs, Xia Ze knows it, but he can't control ribs no matter what.

The long-lost sense of familiarity moved Yu Chenan so much that he wanted to cry.

"I remember that you made me the same thing before." Yu Chen'an stared at the plate and said.

Xia Ze nodded, "So you still remember."

"How could I forget it?" Yu Chenan raised his eyes, his eyes turned into crescents with a smile, "I will never forget anything about you in my life."

Xia Ze pursed his lips, with a smile hidden in the corner of his eyes: "Let's eat, I'm hungry too."

"Ah."

Xia Ze's cooking skills are obviously much better than before, the salt is just right, and the eggs are cooked without shells.

"Is it delicious?" Xia Ze asked cautiously.

Yu Chenan nodded, "It's delicious, I'll eat them all."

Xia Ze smiled, eyes crooked: "Okay."

He was also very happy to meet Yu Chenan.