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Shen Jiyun walked towards the pine forest.

After buying the ranch, Shen Jiyun didn't come here many times.Maybe it was because of the expectation of the future, he became busier than before, thinking of ending all that quickly.As he said, rather than waiting for someone to rescue him, he prefers to uproot the nightmare of the past with his own hands.

Ryan let him go, is everything really over?What would happen if Ryan changed his mind one day?What would happen if one day Ryan died at the hands of others and the people under him made a comeback?

After so many years of training, the most important thing Shen Jiyun has learned is - don't leave your own destiny to others to decide.

Shen Jiyun brought Laian back to the country and put him on the ranch, asking people to keep an eye on him.According to reports from his subordinates, Ryan is very obedient and has never been out of the ranch. He does what the doctor tells him to do. I heard that doctors and nurses like him very much. He can often chat with them about professional matters. Just a long time.

Shen Jiyun also saw the photos.

In the photo, Ryan tidied himself up. Perhaps it was because of his thinness. The years did not leave any traces on him. He was clearly no longer in his teens or twenties, but he still looked like a half-grown boy. With soft short hair and blue glass-like eyes, he has a slight smile on his face, as if he is having a good time every day.Occasionally, he notices that someone is taking pictures of him, and he will smile more openly towards the camera.

It was only after seeing that smile that Shen Jiyun put down what he was doing and came over.

There are too many uncertainties in Ryan, he is not at ease.

He was afraid that Ryan would do something to other people.

He was also afraid that Ryan would do something to him.

No matter how unwilling he was to admit it, Ryan was the most difficult "nightmare" for him to decide.When he walked to the hospital that day, he saw Ryan sitting on the window sill, with his feet hanging in the air, quietly looking at the vast and boundless night sky.

In an instant, he saw the day when they first met again.

That day when he walked out of the bookstore, he suddenly saw this little doll across the road.He was holding a puppet that was smaller than him. The puppet looked a little strange. It didn't look like a child's toy, but a clown with a ferocious face painted on it.Such a weird puppet made the little doll weird too.

He couldn't help but take a second look.The little doll was very beautiful, and her skin was as fair as a lovely porcelain doll.Why are you sitting there?Where are his parents?Such a big sun, this little baby just sits under the sun, will he suffer from heat stroke?Such a small doll will not be abducted, right?

Such a small doll, sitting there quietly by himself, looks very lonely.

He was about to cross the road to ask, but found that the little doll suddenly moved.The little doll ran over stepping on the zebra crossing, with thin beads of sweat all over his head, he opened his mouth to say something, but in the end he didn't say a word, just hugged the weird puppet with one hand, and held him tightly with the other. corner of the clothes.

At that time, he would never have thought that just because the little doll liked him, he would be given to that little doll as a "gift".

And it is a toy that gets tired of playing quickly and is thrown away.

The past flooded my mind like a flood.

Shen Jiyun paused.

There is nothing to be softhearted about such a person.

Shen Jiyun lifted his footsteps and walked forward on the soft pine needles.After a while, he saw Ryan.Ryan was talking to a strange young man.

Today, someone from the orphanage in the city brought the children to play in the ranch, and Ryan followed them to pick up pine cones in the pine forest to do handicrafts.With a smile on his face, Ryan whispered something to the young man. Occasionally, he would pick up a pine cone and gesture at it, and the young man would lean over and discuss with him happily.

Shen Jiyun looked at it for a while, then turned around and walked back to the pasture along the way he came.The people in the ranch are always very enthusiastic. Shen Jiyun sat down, ate something under the hospitality of the other party, and listened to the other party happily talk about the situation of the ranch.

After noon, Ryan and his party came back.Before anyone entered the room, Shen Jiyun heard Laian's voice: "Uncle Buhe, the children are all back. Don't worry, I've counted them, and none of them are missing. Is lunch ready? We're all hungry—" Before finishing speaking, Ryan paused.

Ryan stared blankly at the people sitting in the room, unable to complete a simple sentence.Many thoughts flashed through his mind, but in the end he just put a smile back on his face slowly: "Brother Shen, you are here."

Shen Jiyun said "um", and asked others to invite others to eat, leaving Laian alone.

Ryan received Shen Jiyun's response, not to mention how good he was, naturally he didn't think about anything, and happily sat down according to Shen Jiyun's instructions.

Shen Jiyun tapped on the table with his fingers.

Ryan looked at the unfinished food on the table, and immediately moved his chopsticks knowingly, and picked the places that Shen Jiyun had picked up.

Shen Jiyun sized up Laian.

Ryan is very good at acting. After being sent here, he behaved like a cheerful and lively boy. He probably learned a lot of the characteristics of a young man from his handsome nephew. He acted very well and managed the ranch. Uncle Bucher liked him very much when he mentioned him.He observed Ryan eating happily, trying to find some flaws, but found that Ryan's performance was flawless, and even he couldn't find anything wrong.

It's as if this person is really so obedient.

It was as if the man was so innocent.

But if he believed it, he would be really naive.

Ryan was full, wiped his mouth clean, and looked up at Shen Jiyun who had been watching him.He was happy in his heart, but he couldn't help showing it on his face: "Brother Shen, why are you here?"

Shen Jiyun didn't answer him.

Ryan assured him: "I didn't do anything."

It's just to confuse others with an innocent appearance.

Shen Jiyun didn't speak, and raised his hand to caress Laian's rosy lips with his index finger.Ryan was raised well in the ranch, his complexion improved a lot, and his lips no longer felt dry.

Laian froze for a moment, opened his mouth to enclose Shen Jiyun's finger.

Shen Jiyun looked at him.

Ryan licked the slender fingers with his tongue.

Shen Jiyun's eyes dimmed, he withdrew his fingers, resisting the urge to slap Laian severely.It's not that he doesn't want to make Lean hurt, but he just doesn't want to turn back into that cold-blooded animal with a violent personality who can't control his inner sadistic desire.If he couldn't even control himself, wouldn't he be following the wishes of that long-dead devil?

That kind of out of control, once is enough.

Ryan said, "Brother Shen, I'm full."

Shen Jiyun said "hmm" again.

Ryan was quite active: "Brother Shen, let me take you to the place where I live now!"

Shen Jiyun didn't say anything, and let Lean pull him away.He wanted to see what Ryan could do.

Ryan's room was quite spacious and well lit. There wasn't much decoration inside, only soft blankets were spread on the floor.

Ryan said: "I usually stay in the room and read, and I can read everywhere, leaning on the chair, sitting on the carpet, lying on the bed, whatever is comfortable. I read a lot before and didn't like to read. books, such as philosophy, anthropology, adventure stories, reasoning stories, love stories." He moved his eyelashes, hiding his blue eyes underneath, allowing people to detect the emotions hidden in his eyes, "Brother Shen, you Let me be obedient and I will be obedient, I will not go anywhere."

Shen Jiyun sat on the side of the bed, watching Laian who had been trying to speak.

Lai'an's heart jumped a few times, and suddenly he understood, half kneeling in front of Shen Jiyun with a smile on his face, and untied Shen Jiyun's belt, and helped Shen Jiyun relieve his desire with his mouth.

Shen Jiyun's face was calm and unwavering, he only stretched out his hands to stroke Laian's soft hair, and gave Laian small instructions from time to time to make Laian work harder.

It was very quiet in the house.

Before Shen Jiyun could vent his anger, the phone on the desk rang suddenly.

Ryan ignored it.

The phone kept ringing.

Shen Jiyun pushed him away: "Go and listen."

Ryan said: "I won't come to me for anything urgent..."

It's a pity that Shen Jiyun no longer let him approach.

Ryan could only answer the phone.

On the other side of the phone was the young man who brought the children over to play. He said with some embarrassment that they were going back, thank you Ryan for your hospitality.Ryan was about to say goodbye to the other party, but felt that Shen Jiyun had already walked behind him.

Ryan couldn't hear what the young man said on the phone for a while.

When Shen Jiyun took off his clothes, Laian could barely hold the phone in his hand.

The young man wanted to hear from Ryan about the analysis of several problem children.

Laian received Shen Jiyun's "continue to talk" eyes, so he could only try to calm down and listen to the young man talk about the things that the children usually caused, and use the remaining rationality to analyze and judge mechanically, and then suppressed his voice. With trembling intentions, he answered the young man.

When asked how to guide the second child, Shen Jiyun twitched in his body.

Ryan felt that every muscle in his body was tense, and his body was trembling slightly. At the same time, he was analyzing in his mind why the child did that kind of thing, and why Shen Jiyun did that kind of thing.He wanted to hang up the phone right away, but he was afraid of interrupting Shen Jiyun's rare interest, so he could only hold back the pain and pleasure, swallowed back the groans and gasps that were about to overflow in his throat, and answered all the young man's questions intermittently .

Feeling that Shen Jiyun had been released in his body, Leian ended the call and leaned weakly on the table.

Shen Jiyun has already pulled away.

Ryan supported the table to stand upright, but his body swayed limply. He couldn't stand up, so he could only continue to lean there and wait for his physical strength to recover.

An arm wrapped around his waist, and then his whole body was hugged.

Feeling that he fell into Shen Jiyun's arms, Laian trembled slightly, not daring to reach out to hug Shen Jiyun's neck, for fear that Shen Jiyun would throw him away if he moved.

Shen Jiyun carried him to the bed.

Laian lay down obediently, knowing that Shen Jiyun was about to leave again, blinked his eyes, and couldn't help asking: "Brother Shen, are you jealous?" Knowing that the possibility is very small, Laian still has a little bit of expect.Maybe Brother Shen has at least a little bit of possessiveness towards him?Maybe Brother Shen would care if he saw him hanging out with others and heard them calling?

Shen Jiyun looked at Laian.

Ryan's eyes were full of smiles.

It doesn't matter if you really don't care, maybe Brother Shen will be angry when he hears what he said?No matter what, it's fine, as long as Brother Shen stays for a while longer, he will be very happy.

The image of Laian talking to the young man in the pine forest flashed in Shen Jiyun's mind, and he looked at Laian's smiling eyes, and after a long silence, he finally opened his mouth: "Yes."

The smile on Ryan's face suddenly cracked.

Shen Jiyun turned around and walked out.

Leian jumped up from the bed at once, quickly caught up with Shen Jiyun with bare feet, and hugged him forcefully.

Ryan shouted: "Brother Shen, Brother Shen, Brother Shen..."

Do not lie to me.

Ryan couldn't say this sentence, he could only let the tears fall silently.

Brother Shen, don't lie to me, I will believe it.

Shen Jiyun broke his hand away.

Ryan hugged tightly.

Shen Jiyun said coldly: "Let go."

Ryan shuddered.

He obediently put his hand down.

Shen Jiyun turned around and looked at Leian.

Now Ryan has no threat to him.

He could turn Ryan into a corpse if he wanted to.

Or become an obedient dog.

Whether Ryan is acting or being sincere, it doesn't make much difference to him-even if what Ryan says and does is acting, then he has to act obediently for the rest of his life.

Shen Jiyun said: "If you take good care of your body, you can work by my side."

Ryan immediately said: "My body is already healed!"

Shen Jiyun glanced at him.

Ryan thought of the embarrassment he had been unable to stand just now, and was at a loss for words for a moment, so he could only say: "...Brother Shen next time you come again, I will definitely not be like that."

Shen Jiyun lifted his foot and walked out again.

Ryan didn't catch up this time, nor did he try to keep him back. He was only thinking about how to take care of his health next time.When he recovered from the "exercise plan", he found that it was dusk outside, the golden sunset was about to set, and the afterglow came in from the window, making him feel warm.

Is a man like him entitled to happiness?Can someone like him be forgiven?All kinds of thoughts flashed through Ryan's mind, and finally swept them away without hesitation.

He doesn't care if he is qualified or not.

Anyway, Brother Shen said that as long as he takes good care of his body, he can be allowed to come to his side.

Brother Shen believed what he said.

He can definitely stay by Brother Shen's side——

He can definitely stay by Brother Shen's side forever and never leave again.