after a hangover

After Zhang Weiwei left, Chen Wenxuan lay on the bed in a daze staring at the drip, he knew that Zhang Weiwei must have seen the matter between him and Qin Heng, and this was just the beginning, people live in groups, no one will live alone, and there will be more in the future Many people know about him and Qin Heng.

But he is not afraid of other people's opinions. Since the "school girl incident" happened, he has been living in other people's gossip, so even if he and Qin Heng are known by others, it will only become a joke in his mouth again.

What he is most afraid of is his family. The three old people in the family are worried about him. They have hoped that he will be successful in the future since he went to school in the county.High school entrance examination, college entrance examination, job hunting, he has always planned himself according to the path that a normal man should take, and now he only needs to get married.

But a marriage without love is just a tragedy, just like a marriage with a school girl. He didn't know until the end that the school girl and the boy in the sports school have never broken contact. He is just a spice in their love. It will only work when they are separated, and he has become a doomed cannon fodder in this relationship between the three.This incident had a great impact on him. He began to be afraid of marriage, and he didn't want to touch love again.

But now, the mysterious thing of love knocked on his door again, and he couldn't resist the temptation, and stretched out his hand again.

Qin Heng is different from a school girl. No matter in which respect, Qin Heng is more trustworthy, and it is more difficult to be with him.He didn't know if it was right for him to take this step. He failed the ardent hopes of the three elderly people in his family, violated the traditions of this society, and just wanted to be with Qin Heng.

He is afraid of getting hurt, but he is even more afraid of loneliness. It is too lonely to be alone. The word "lonely forever" is like a shady curtain over his world, and Qin Heng's appearance seems to open a gap in his world. The sunlight can shine in, so that he can complete this one-way trip without a person.

Just what to do at home?

Never expect a traditional rural family to understand homosexuality, even if it is the same as being left-handed, and being with a man will always be associated with the word "killing children and grandchildren".

How do you tell them that the son you worked so hard to confess all your life fell in love with a man? joke.

These words are too cruel for them, he is their hope in this life, they have been poor all their lives, and they have been ordinary all their lives, they long to see the word outstanding in him, they long for him to be the envy of others, not a Infectious patients that everyone hides when they see it.

The longing for Qin Heng and the guilt for his family were pulled back and forth in Chen Wenxuan's brain, and the pain caused by it was far greater than the wounds on his body.

Chen Wenxuan didn't want to think about it anymore. Let's be an ostrich. After all, he is still young, and his family still doesn't urge him to get married. Taking advantage of these few years to earn more money, he brings his parents and grandpa to Pingcheng. The matter of Qin Heng can also reduce the harm caused to them by some outsiders.

So he likes the city, not only because the living standard in the city is higher than that of a small county, but also because the people in the city are indifferent enough, and they don't like to gossip about others like people in small places.

Having figured this out, Chen Wenxuan sighed. He glanced at the bottle, and there was almost no medicine left, but Qin Heng hadn't come back yet, which made him a little anxious. He couldn't ring the bell to find a nurse in his current state, but The medicine will be gone soon.

Just as the rest of the medicine flowed into the drip pot, the door of the ward was pushed open, and Qin Heng walked in with two bags.

"Hurry up and ring the bell to find a nurse to pull out the needle." Chen Wenxuan said eagerly.

Qin Heng glanced at the infusion tube, quickly put down the things in his hand, and rang the bell beside the bed.After ringing the bell, he turned off the switch to adjust the flow rate, and said to Chen Wenxuan: "You are hungry, I went to the store in the east of the city to buy you some fish soup, their soup is very good, I don't have time now Go home and cook soup for you, let’s drink some of this first.”

Just as Chen Wenxuan was about to ask Qin Heng and Zhang Weiwei left without saying anything, the nurse came in. After she pulled out Chen Wenxuan's needle neatly, she told him to take his medicine on time, and then stopped for a while before going out.

Chen Wenxuan watched the nurse go out and looked at the door for a while, when Qin Heng beside him suddenly asked, "Does that nurse have big breasts?"

"It's not bad." Chen Wenxuan replied casually, but he immediately came to his senses, he couldn't laugh or cry: "I'm not looking at her, I'm just, just..." He paused, his face turned red "I just want to see if she has gone far. I want to go to the bathroom."

Qin Heng suddenly laughed. He sat beside Chen Wenxuan, put his arms around Chen Wenxuan's shoulders, and said deliberately: "Please, please, I will help you."

"Hey!" Chen Wenxuan knocked off Qin Heng's hand on his shoulder, blushing even more, "It's obviously my disadvantage, okay, if you don't help, forget it, I'll do it myself." After speaking, he pretended As if going to the ground.

Qin Heng pushed Chen Wenxuan back on the bed and apologized again and again, "No, I was wrong, I will help, I will help."

Chen Wenxuan snorted, "You guys, it's worthless if you get caught, really."

Going to the toilet this time was still very awkward, Qin Heng still helped Chen Wenxuan take off his pants, then withdrew to the side, leaving the rest to Chen Wenxuan to do by himself, but he was whistling on the side very badly, Chen Wenxuan was flushed with embarrassment , not at all embarrassed.In the end, Qin Heng finally realized his conscience and stopped this "dehumanizing" behavior.

Not long after Chen Wenxuan went to the toilet, Qin Heng put the small table and prepared to pack his lunch, all the teachers from Chen Wenxuan's school came to the hospital.

Chen Wenxuan was still very moved when he saw all the colleagues who came to visit him. He usually doesn’t know how to socialize, and he only chatted with colleagues at work. They all came to see him in the hospital.

The colleagues were all very nice, a group of them came to the hospital quietly, and left quietly after chatting with Chen Wenxuan briefly.

Chen Wenxuan looked at the piles of presents brought by his colleagues, and said to Qin Heng: "This is great, there are several cartons of milk alone, and the two of us can't finish a bag every day."

Qin Heng didn't take it seriously and said, "Drink more, just because you also need calcium supplements. Okay, let's eat first. The fish soup will be cold in a while, and the fish soup will become fishy when it cools. Come, eat."

After eating, Chen Wenxuan originally wanted to sleep, but he always felt like he had forgotten something. He sat on the bed and thought about it for a long time, and finally remembered what he forgot—he forgot to call home.

"Hey, bring me my phone, I'll make a call." Chen Wenxuan felt that after talking to Qin Heng, he became more and more proficient at manipulating Qin Heng.

"Why? You don't play with your mobile phone when you are free. Your eyes are already over 200 degrees. If you continue to play, you really need to wear glasses." Qin Heng sorted out the things brought by Chen Wenxuan's colleagues, and heard Chen Wenxuan's words. Did not leave to get him a cell phone.

"When did I tell you that my eyes were over 200 degrees?" Chen Wenxuan wondered, he didn't remember that he told Qin Heng, but he didn't expect Qin Heng to answer, because he didn't remember whether he said it or not Yes, this question popped up in his mind and he pressed it back, "I just wanted to call my mother, but I haven't called her for half a month."

This time Qin Heng passed his hand to Chen Wenxuan obediently, but still asked: "Didn't I say that I am here to take care of you? Your mother is getting old. If you tell her that you are injured, she will do something when she is in a hurry." Even the elderly can't stand the excitement."

Chen Wenxuan took the phone, nodded and said: "I know, I just want to give her a call, just say something to reassure her, I usually call her back every half a month, today is just the day to call, If I don't call, she should be worried. You go outside the door to see if there are nurses, and don't let them come in and say something after I call, so my mother is really easily irritated."

After hearing this, Qin Heng opened the door and looked outside, then turned to Chen Wenxuan and said, "No one, don't worry, I'll watch."

Hearing what Qin Heng said, Chen Wenxuan called with confidence.

The ring rang for a long time and the old lady didn't answer it. Just when the color ring was about to end, the old lady answered the phone, and a full-spirited voice came out of the receiver accompanied by various noises, "Old son, why are you doing this?" Call later, there is no class today?"

Chen Wenxuan looked at the screen of the mobile phone that showed 23:[-], and suddenly regretted that he had made this call without thinking ahead, but fortunately, he had been a teacher for a long time, and the words of Circus came casually, "Well, I don't have class in the first period in the afternoon. Give you a call, where are you now, why is it so noisy around you?"

"Me, guess what?"

It seems that the old lady is in a good mood today, Chen Wenxuan asked with a smile: "Playing outside?"

"Can you guess again?"

The answer just now was incorrect, and Chen Wenxuan began to think of other answers, but before he could think of one, a phrase familiar to people all over the country suddenly came out—"Beer, drink, mineral water, chicken feet, ham, and a big bowl of noodles are here." Ah, come on, close your legs."

Chen Wenxuan: "!!!" Why is the old lady on the train? !

"Where are you on the train?" Chen Wenxuan asked in disbelief.

"Oh, I let you hear it," the old lady's voice sounded very happy, "I took your father and your grandfather back to my hometown in Guanli (Note)."

"What are you going to do in Shandong?" Chen Wenxuan was completely taken aback by his mother's words. Now that the land will be confiscated, why did the three of them go to Shandong?

"Your grandma has a cousin in Guanli, who is over 70 this year. She wanted to come to us when your grandma died, but she never came because she couldn't take a car. Her daughter called me last month. A phone call, saying that the old lady is not in good health recently, and she feels that her days are numbered, and she wants to see your father again. I think it will not be easy for the old lady, so I will take your father and your grandfather with you. "

Because the old lady was too noisy around her on the train, and the phone calls were also long-distance, Chen Wenxuan hung up after talking to her.

In fact, when talking about grandma, Chen Wenxuan didn't really want to continue talking. The death of grandma has always been a thorn in his heart, and he would jump out to stab him from time to time. Although it has been a long time, it is not as sad as before But it still hurts every time I think about it.

Chen Wenxuan grew up on the back of his grandma, and grandma was sometimes even more important to him than his mother.

His grandmother is a very strong old lady with a net height of 1.7 meters, while his grandfather is less than 1.7 meters.These two people of unequal height gave birth to his father, who grew to 1.8 meters.Later, his father married his mother who was 1.5 meters tall and gave birth to him. He worked hard to grow to 1.7 meters three.

His figure followed his mother's, and he grew thin and small since he was a child. His grandma always felt that he couldn't help touching him, for fear that he would fall, so he stayed on his grandma's back until he was six years old.

His grandma is from Shandong, and later married to the Northeast, so she can speak Shandong dialect, and he grew up with her, so he naturally learned Shandong dialect.He remembered that when he was a child, the neighbor's aunt and aunt asked him, "Xuanxuan, what about your feet?" He lay on his grandmother's back and raised his feet innocently, "Jeez!"

Later, when he grew up, friends around him began to laugh at him for speaking Shandong dialect, so he gradually began to speak Northeast dialect, but he still spoke Shandong dialect when talking to his grandma at home.

After he went to school, grandma's health became worse and worse, but she kept keeping it from him because she was afraid that he would worry.Later, when he was in his senior year, she began to stay in the hospital because of complications from diabetes.

At that time, he was anxious to marry his school girl because the hospital said that his grandma's body was exhausted, and if he still had any wishes, he should hurry up, and don't let the old man go away with worries.

Thinking of this, Chen Wenxuan felt a faint pain in his chest. He is now with a man. If grandma knew about it, she might be so angry that she would ignore him.

Because this phone call caused sadness, Chen Wenxuan felt that Qin Heng was not so happy about confessing his love to himself.

That night, despite Chen Wenxuan's refusal, Qin Heng pushed the two beds together in the ward, and he slept on Chen Wenxuan's left side.

This is the first time Chen Wenxuan has slept with someone else since he grew up, and he is not used to it, but when he thinks that that person is Qin Heng, he is still a little excited in his unfamiliarity.After turning off the light, he lay flat on the bed, and heard Qin Heng's even breathing, but he knew that Qin Heng was not asleep.

After a while, Chen Wenxuan said, "Why do you like me? I have nothing special about me."

He couldn't see Qin Heng's expression, but only heard his answer, "Then why do you drink water? What's so special about plain water?"

"Because it is a necessity to maintain life, don't change the subject." Chen Wenxuan said dissatisfied.

"I like you like a person drinks water, because you are a necessity to maintain my life."

Qin Heng's calm and powerful voice came from beside his ears, and Chen Wenxuan blushed suddenly. Qin Heng seemed to have changed since he confessed his love, and he was so provocative.

Chen Wenxuan blushed from Qin Heng's answer, and didn't speak for a long time. When he fell asleep vaguely, Chen Wenxuan sighed and said: "Qin Heng, don't lie to me, I can't bear being fooled."

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Note: Guanli refers to Shandong. There are many old people around Hua who married from Shandong to the northeast. They call Shandong Guanli. Hua guesses that going from northeast to Shandong needs to go through Shanhaiguan, so the old people call Shandong that.

Finally, I won't update it tomorrow, the saved manuscripts are not enough, so I will restore the previous update time first, love you all, huh!