after a hangover

The moment he entered the door, Chen Wenxuan found a huge telescope on the balcony, and the whole room was so familiar that he thought he had returned to seven months ago.

He was frozen in place like a stone sculpture, and he could hear Zheng Qing calling him constantly behind him, but found that he couldn't move at all.Finally, Zheng Qing pushed him, and he woke up like a dream, and made way for Zheng Qing.

Seeing that Chen Wenxuan was stunned, Zheng Qing didn't know what happened, but Qin Heng was too heavy on his back, he didn't have time to worry about why Chen Wenxuan was in a daze, so he decided to send Qin Heng back to the bedroom before coming back to see Chen Wenxuan.

Zheng Qing sent Qin Heng, who was as heavy as a pig, back to the bedroom, and put Qin Heng on the bed, he was relieved.When he was walking out, he suddenly found a problem, these two people lived together, why is there only one pillow on the bed?But the question flashed through his mind for a moment and then disappeared.

After Zheng Qing walked out of the bedroom, he found that Chen Wenxuan was still standing blankly at the door, and couldn't help asking: "Mr. Chen, what's wrong with you?"

Chen Wenxuan looked at him, and reluctantly said: "It's okay, I suddenly remembered something just now, so my mind was distracted, I'm sorry."

After hearing Chen Wenxuan's answer, Zheng Qing didn't think too much, and said straightforwardly: "It's okay, then I'll go back first."

"Okay, thank you."

Chen Wenxuan sent Zheng Qing to the door, and watched him go downstairs before closing the door.

The security door slammed as it closed, and he felt his heart slam with it, then stopped beating.He walked into Qin Heng's bedroom like a walking dead. Qin Heng was lying on the bed and was fast asleep, but he hadn't taken off his clothes yet.

Chen Wenxuan walked to the side of the bed and looked at Qin Heng's face. It was a face that anyone would think was honest and honest. It had thick eyebrows, big eyes, a straight nose, and thick lips. He was still on it a few hours ago. Take a bite.

why?

Chen Wenxuan couldn't figure it out, why did he lie to him?To see myself trusting him like a fool, loving him, having fun, feeling fulfilled?So everything in the past two months has been fake?

When Chen Wenxuan thought of the end, his legs softened and he sat on the bed directly. The bed trembled under the pressure, and Qin Heng turned over with the trembling of the bed.

After sitting for an unknown amount of time, Chen Wenxuan's legs became numb. He limped up and walked into the living room.This is the third time he has walked this road. He walked slowly step by step, and every step he took was like a knife piercing his heart. He still remembers how he felt when he walked this road seven months ago of.

The telescope on the balcony stayed quietly in the corner, with a layer of dust already deposited on it, Chen Wenxuan didn’t use it, but stood on the balcony and looked through the glass, the opposite was also a balcony, without the curtains, you can see through the glass Indoor, but can't see the details clearly.

As if possessed by a demon, he took a few steps back and stood behind the telescope.Sure enough, it is much clearer with a telescope, you can see it in the living room, and you can see clearly what interface the computer is on on the coffee table, and it is still on the "Five Kills" interface.

Chen Wenxuan let go of the hand holding the binoculars like an electric shock. He lives under the surveillance of others every day, being watched every minute and every second.After a few seconds, he felt all the hairs on his back stand up.

Then he quickly walked back to the bedroom, where Qin Heng was still sleeping, Chen Wenxuan took out the phone from his pocket, clicked on it, and the screen saver on it was him.He pulled Qin Heng's finger to unlock the lock, and the wallpaper was still him.He opened the photo album again, and there were more than 500 photos in it. He clicked on one at random, and it was him, and he clicked on several consecutive photos, all of them were him.Some went to work with a blank face, some went to the supermarket with a relaxed face, and some played games at home with a smile on their faces.He clicked through one by one, even he himself didn't know that he had so many sides.The last photo was taken two years ago.

Finally, he opened the cloud album, and it was full of his photos.Chen Wenxuan let go, and the phone fell on the bed, with the screen down, covering those photos.

Chen Wenxuan stood there blankly. He never looked at Qin Heng's phone, so he didn't know that there was such a big surprise in this phone.

Looking at Qin Heng who was sleeping soundly, he suddenly wanted to wake him up and ask him carefully, what kind of mood do you have in saying you like me after sleeping with me twice?Do you know how tormented and scared I was?Or do you enjoy them?

Chen Wenxuan stared at Qin Heng, until he tasted the smell of blood and found that his lip was bitten by himself.He raised his left hand to wipe the corner of his mouth, and there was a patch of blood on the back of his hand.

But the pain in the mouth is no match for the pain in the heart. Qin Heng stabbed too hard. If he hadn't entered his house by accident today, would he have kept this matter from him for the rest of his life?No, how can there be a lifetime, he is just a toy of Qin Heng, no one will treat the person he loves like this.It is said that love is the exchange of sincerity for sincerity, but what Qin Heng wants is not love, he is a skilled hunter who wanted to play a game on a whim, so he used sincerity as bait to attract him, and in the end he not only failed to get Qin Heng's Heart, and lost his own.As for Qin Heng, he was already prepared to leave it on the ground at any time and step on it a few more times.

After wiping the blood on the back of his hand on his clothes, Chen Wenxuan decided to go home. This room felt suffocating, as if staying for a second longer would kill someone.

But the moment he turned around, Chen Wenxuan suddenly noticed a diary on the bedside cabinet. He flipped through the diary, and there was a pen in the diary, and it happened to be the most recent one.

"September [-] is cloudy

I think he likes me, but he obviously had a girlfriend before, so I'm not sure.

Today's leg hurts, so I can't follow him, or I will be discovered by him, as sensitive as a rabbit.

want to fuck him. "

When Chen Wenxuan saw the word "fuck", he closed the diary with a trembling hand, and then left Qin Heng's house as if fleeing. In his panic, he didn't realize that after he turned around, the person who was sleeping soundly on the bed Qin Heng opened his eyes and watched him leave.

Chen Wenxuan walked in a hurry, he seemed to be holding his breath until he got home, the moment he closed the door, he breathed a sigh of relief, his legs softened and he sat on the ground.

Sitting on the ground, Chen Wenxuan suddenly felt that his vision was a bit blurred, he blinked vigorously, and there were two darker water halos on his dark pants.

He wiped his eyes fiercely, crying for a pervert is not worth it, maybe the more you cry, the happier he will be.But the tears still fell like he didn't want money, he wiped away one after another, and finally slapped himself, "Crying for a pervert, Chen Wenxuan, the bigger you are, the more capable you are..." At the end, He finally couldn't bear it and buried his face in his knees.

Just this time, from now on, I will never trust anyone again, even if I really want to die alone in the house, and wait until someone else calls the police to find out, it is better than being played like a fool.

After crying enough, Chen Wenxuan got up from the ground. Although he was sad, he did not lose his mind. The doctor said that his legs should not catch cold now.

No one keeps the earth spinning. Chen Wenxuan changed clothes, washed his face, brushed his teeth, and washed his feet with one hand.When he finally lay down on the bed, he found that it was possible for the earth to leave Qin Heng, but it seemed that he couldn't.The plaster cast on the arm was loosened, water was spilled everywhere in the bathroom, and I almost fell when I walked to the door.He looked at the other pillow next to it, wiped the corners of his eyes, and covered his face with the quilt.

After being bored in the quilt for a while, Chen Wenxuan lifted the quilt, and he desperately hypnotized himself in the quilt, and he would be fine after a short sleep.But now this trick is useless, Qin Heng exists in his mind without leaving any gaps, in life, even the quilt smells like a fucking orange.

No sleep for one night.

This was the first time Chen Wenxuan suffered from insomnia since he grew up. He stared at the ceiling all night. He couldn't help it. As soon as he closed his eyes, it was all Qin Heng. He talked, laughed, kissed him, teased him, played games with him, Cook him in the kitchen, and finally, cheat on him.

At around six o'clock in the morning, Chen Wenxuan's cell phone rang. He picked it up and saw that it was Qin Heng.When Chen Wenxuan saw this name, his heart ached, and then he pressed the button to hang up, and put the phone back where it was.But after a while, the phone rang again, and it was still Qin Heng. This time, Chen Wenxuan didn't press the button to hang up, and turned off the phone directly.

He can't see anything about Qin Heng now, but there are traces of Qin Heng everywhere in this house, they are like a knife, ready to strike in his heart all the time.

The phone was silent, Chen Wenxuan decided to get up and clean up, throwing away everything that should be thrown away.

Pillows in the bedroom, quilts, photos on the bedside, razors in the bathroom, facial cleanser, and tooth cups for lovers.

Chen Wenxuan's heart hurts every time he cleans up something. Qin Heng has already taken root in his life, surrounded him in every way, and now he wants to tear them apart, but every movement is a heart-piercing pain .

When the bathroom was cleaned up, a lot of Qin Heng's things had been taken from the living room, and Chen Wenxuan walked slowly to the kitchen, where there were still a lot of Qin Heng's things.Just as Chen Wenxuan walked to the door of the kitchen, there was a sound of opening the door, and Chen Wenxuan froze in place, forgetting that Qin Heng still had the house key in his hand.

Qin Heng quickly opened the door. After entering the door, he saw Chen Wenxuan standing at the kitchen door. His things were piled up on the floor of the living room. The hand that closed the door paused, and then said in a hoarse voice: "What are you doing? I I drank too much yesterday, I...you know it all."

He used an affirmative tone, so he already knew that he had been found out, but he still wanted to continue lying, but found that there was really no way to continue?

Chen Wenxuan looked at him standing there, after one night, blue stubble appeared on his originally smooth chin, his eyes were full of red blood, and his body was still wrinkled from yesterday's suit.Chen Wenxuan suddenly wanted to laugh, he knew that he was definitely not going anywhere, but he still wanted to laugh, what is Qin Heng, a bitter trick?After stabbing someone, it's not easy to make yourself miserable to show yourself.

The more Chen Wenxuan thought about it, the angrier he became. He happened to be holding Qin Heng's water cups. They were a pair, and he also had one.He casually threw the water glass at Qin Heng's feet, and the water glass shattered to the ground with a bang.He looked down at the water glass that was broken into several pieces, and said in a low voice: "Put the key on the tea table, pack your things and leave here."

After he finished speaking, he wanted to go back to the bedroom and didn't want to see Qin Heng again, but just as he turned around, Qin Heng behind him suddenly said hoarsely: "Chen Wenxuan, I didn't mean to lie to you."

This sentence was like a pinch of flames igniting the explosives on Chen Wenxuan's body. He turned around suddenly and stared at Qin Heng, "Okay, explain why you follow me every day, spy on me, take pictures of me, and why you slept with me for two hours." You didn’t dare to show your face this time, and you pretended nothing happened, that’s what you call liking!”

The last few words were shouted by Chen Wenxuan. He stood there with his chest heaving and heaving. Finally, he gritted his teeth and said, "Your liking is really disgusting."

Qin Heng swayed after he finished speaking. After he stabilized, he wanted to take a step forward but didn't dare. He just kept saying on the spot: "No, no..."

Chen Wenxuan looked at him, wishing to have ten or hundreds of tooth cups smashed in his hand. The reason why he stayed here was to listen to Qin Heng's explanation, but he seemed stupid, and only said that sentence .

Chen Wenxuan glanced at Qin Heng in disappointment, turned around and prepared to go back to the bedroom, but Qin Heng spoke again, "When I was 22 years old, I was injured by a landmine while performing a mission, and my right leg was shattered, because my right leg was broken before. I was injured and the doctor said I might not be able to walk for the rest of my life."

Chen Wenxuan stopped, but did not turn around. Behind him, Qin Heng continued: "At that time, my father had just passed away, and the family's business also had problems. My brother was busy managing the business, and my sister-in-law was pregnant again. My brother didn't dare to let her take care of me. I stayed in the hospital alone, and only my sister-in-law would sneak out to see me every afternoon. She was pregnant with twins and her belly was scary. Later, I didn't Dare to let her come."

"At the beginning I lived in a single ward, but it was too quiet, so I asked my brother to transfer me to a general ward. There were two patients in that ward, one was a middle-aged man who lost his right hand due to a safety accident Man, the other is a student who lost his left leg in a car accident."

"At that time, I was very jealous of that student. He had no family, but he had a good teacher who always visited him in his free time. When the elder brother next to him was in pain, his wife would hug him and talk to him in a low voice. The student on the other side sometimes cried out for pain, and tears flowed down in pairs when he was in pain, and his teacher was comforting him and wiping his tears at the same time. But for me, there was nothing.”

"But one day, that teacher reached out to me."

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