after a hangover

After returning from the hospital last time, although Qin Heng did not appear in front of Chen Wenxuan, he kept delivering food to him, put the food in a thermos bucket, put it at the door of his house, and then knocked on the door and left.

Chen Wenxuan sent him a text message the first time Qin Heng delivered food to him, telling him not to deliver anymore, but Qin Heng continued to deliver after saying "I see".When he sends it to him again, he won't reply.

Those few days were cloudy, Chen Wenxuan felt a little sour when he thought that Qin Heng had to travel so far to deliver his meals.The next morning, he still couldn't hold back and called Qin Heng.

The call was quickly connected, but Qin Heng did not speak, and Chen Wenxuan didn't know what to say.He called on impulse, but as soon as Qin Heng connected, he regretted it, but he was still unwilling to hang up, feeling that if he hung up first, he would lose.

Chen Wenxuan competed with himself for a long time, but Qin Heng was still silent.

In the end, it was Chen Wenxuan who compromised. He knew that Qin Heng was a weak person, and once he decided on something, he would go all the way to the dark side, and he couldn't survive him.

"Don't deliver food anymore. I will order takeaway in the future, and I won't let myself be hungry. The weather is bad these days. You, you should stay at home and don't come out."

After Chen Wenxuan finished speaking, he hung up the phone in a hurry. He didn't know how Qin Heng would react after he finished speaking. After he finished speaking, he felt that there was something wrong with what he said. Vague and misleading words.

After regretting for a long time, Chen Wenxuan sent another text message to Qin Heng: [Don't come, give me some time, let me think about it. 】

This sentence is sincere, and he really needs to think about a question now-whether his feelings for Qin Heng can withstand the harm caused by Qin Heng's deception.

There is no doubt that he likes Qin Heng.

He lived to the age of 28 and met many people, but none of them made him so worried. When Qin Heng was happy, he was happy, and when Qin Heng was sad, he was also sad.When I can't see Qin Heng, I will think about what he is doing, and whether I will also think about myself.When I see him, I want him to get closer to me, I want to hug him, I want to kiss him, I want to do more intimate things with him.

If this is not liking, he really doesn't know what is liking.

He once gave up his family's ardent expectations for him because of this love, spent countless nights thinking about the future of himself and Qin Heng, and trying to find a way to make his family accept Qin Heng.

But just after he had thought everything over and was ready to burn the boat, he encountered a bigger problem——Qin Heng lied to him.

Up to now, he can't use words to describe his feelings when he found out that Qin Heng lied to him. His soul seemed to be free from his body. As a bystander, he watched himself discover everything in Qin Heng's house, and then went home step by step, and finally Qin Heng came to the door, and the two broke up.

Then his soul came back into his body and became two people, arguing in his head every day.One said that he loved Qin Heng, while the other said that Qin Heng lied to him.

Chen Wenxuan spent a week thinking about this problem, and then he found that this problem was like a math problem that he made mistakes in high school, no matter how he solved it, there was no solution.

During this period, he stayed at home. He knew that no matter how many times he said, as long as he went out, Qin Heng would still follow him, and perhaps after being discovered by him, he would follow him in a fair manner.

Sure enough, when he went out to the supermarket to buy things that time, Qin Heng followed him all the time. Although he didn't show up, he still felt it. He just pretended not to know and let him follow.

He didn't know why Qin Heng liked him, because he helped him once in the hospital?

Don't be kidding, it's the 21st century, and it's not like living in a chat room. If you help someone once in a while, they will promise you with their body.

Chen Wenxuan couldn't figure it out, and when he looked at the photos last time, he found that the earliest photos were two years ago, but he met Qin Heng in the hospital three years ago, where did he go in the middle year?

Only now did Chen Wenxuan realize that he really didn't know anything about Qin Heng, so he sent himself to Qin Heng in such a daft way.

Chen Wenxuan didn't know how Qin Heng was doing these days, but he probably wasn't too bad.He could tell that when Qin Heng came to the house that day, the emotion in his eyes was not fake.

After this period of precipitation, Chen Wenxuan was able to look at the problems between himself and Qin Heng calmly, but he still didn't have the courage to ask Qin Heng to explain it to him, but Qin Heng seemed to have listened to his words and never appeared again.

Time passed unhurriedly, and it was Xiaonian in a blink of an eye.

On the morning of Xiaonian, Chen Wenxuan got up early, and agreed that he would go home for the New Year this year, and he bought the ticket a few days ago.

He kept the injury a secret from his family all the time, so he waited until the high school was on vacation to buy the ticket, so that he could recuperate from his injury, and the old lady would not feel too distressed when she saw him injured when he returned home.He bought a ticket for [-] o'clock, and he had to get home at [-] o'clock in the afternoon, and then he had to take a taxi from the county to return to Qingyuan.

Last night, he packed up his things.

He never went back home after arriving in Pingcheng, because he was afraid that he would be treated as a joke after returning home and gossip behind his back all day long.He has lived outside for more than four years and has never returned home. This time he felt like returning home when he was just in college. After packing up his things, he always wanted to check over and over again, for fear that he might lose something.In fact, apart from a few changes of clothes, what he had left was a few woolen sweaters bought for the elderly at home, and there was only a small box in total.

The joy of going home diluted the sadness of breaking up with Qin Heng, but soon, this joy disappeared.When Chen Wenxuan walked out of the community with his suitcase, he felt someone following him, and this person could not be anyone else, only Qin Heng.

Chen Wenxuan stopped after feeling that Qin Heng was following him. He knew that Qin Heng must be hiding in a corner and watching him secretly.He didn't go out these days, and the curtains on the balcony were tightly drawn. According to what he knew about Qin Heng, he should have been in a hurry.

"Come out, I want to talk to you a few words."

Chen Wenxuan wants to give Qin Heng a chance, and he also wants to give himself a chance. He is serious about this relationship, and Qin Heng must be too.So instead of delaying the time and making both of them sad, it is better to make it clear in a few words.

As soon as Chen Wenxuan finished speaking, Qin Heng walked out from a corner near the security room at the entrance of the community, and stopped three or four meters away from Chen Wenxuan.

Chen Wenxuan's eyes turned red when he saw Qin Heng. He was unshaven, his eyes were black and blue, and the padded jacket he was wearing fit him a month ago, but now he was so fat that he could almost fit another one.

"Didn't I tell you to stay at home, why did you come out again?" Chen Wenxuan said hoarsely.

Seeing Chen Wenxuan talking to himself, Qin Heng took a step forward excitedly, but after hearing what Chen Wenxuan said, he backed away and said at a loss: "I, I just came out for a walk, I didn't, I didn't follow you on purpose, I... "..." As he spoke, his head lowered, "Chen Wenxuan, let me follow you. I won't do anything, and I won't disturb you. Just let me follow you."

Chen Wenxuan glanced at Qin Heng, blinked, and asked, "Why do you have to follow me?"

Qin Heng looked at him without blinking, and said hoarsely, "I can't do without you, I can't do anything without you."

Chen Wenxuan was blushed by his sudden love words, he looked around, no one was there, then he breathed out and said: "Qin Heng, you know I like you, right?"

Qin Heng's expression changed when he heard Chen Wenxuan's words. He just wanted to speak, but was blocked by Chen Wenxuan's next sentence.

"You should also know that I am very angry that you lied to me." Chen Wenxuan said, exhaled again, and the breath he exhaled turned into white mist and quickly dispersed in the air. He continued: "How can our relationship be Not being able to continue depends on whether I can accept that you lied to me. If I can, then we are still together. If not, then we are really over. But now the problem is, I don’t know if I can Accept. So I’m not lying to you by telling you to give me some time, I’m really thinking about this issue seriously. I’m going home now, and I’ll stay for about ten days. I’ll think about our relationship in these ten days, I'll give you a clear answer when I come back. These days, you, yourself, have to be good, don't spoil yourself like this. "

Qin Heng's expression changed again and again when Chen Wenxuan said these words, and after he finally finished speaking, he changed back to his honest and honest face.

Chen Wenxuan didn't pay attention to these. After he finished speaking, he kept thinking whether he forgot to say something or whether he said too much.

When Chen Wenxuan saw that Qin Heng didn't respond after he finished speaking, but just looked at him fixedly, he couldn't help being a little embarrassed, "Then I'll go first."

After speaking, he turned around and wanted to leave, but Qin Heng suddenly said behind him, "I'll see you off."

Chen Wenxuan just wanted to say no, but Qin Heng had already run back into the community, and drove the car out after a while.

Seeing that Qin Heng had already driven out, Chen Wenxuan didn't show any pretense, and handed the suitcase to Qin Heng to put it in the trunk, and then sat in it.

After Chen Wenxuan got in the car, he didn't speak a word. From the way Qin Heng walked, he knew that Qin Heng was going to the bus station.He doesn't know why Qin Heng knows him so well, but now he doesn't want to know the answer to this question. Qin Heng has too many secrets. If he and Qin Heng are together in the future, he will naturally know. At the same time, if he knew it, it would only add to the sadness.

After arriving at the bus station, Qin Heng helped Chen Wenxuan put the suitcase away, and bought a bunch of food for Chen Wenxuan.Chen Wenxuan was blushed by his fuss, and pushed him to leave, but no matter what Chen Wenxuan said, Qin Heng just stood outside the car and did not leave until the car started and left the station, he still stood there.

Chen Wenxuan saw Qin Heng's figure getting smaller and smaller through the car window, and he suddenly felt that the question seemed to have been answered.