after a hangover

At ten o'clock in the evening, Chen Wenxuan had been locked outside the bedroom door for almost two hours, and he felt like he was being mutilated, every minute was like a knife being cut on his body.

When he and Qin Heng were discovered by his mother, he felt that the blood in his whole body stopped flowing. He pushed Qin Heng away like an electric shock, deceiving himself that his mother didn't see what he and Qin Heng did just now. .But the old lady's next sentence shattered his fantasy. Not only did she see him kissing Qin Heng, but she also started looking at the two of them from the moment he went downstairs.

"Chen Wenxuan, since you are afraid of Xiao Qin's coldness, bring him up to talk."

Chen Wenxuan didn't pay attention to Qin Heng's reaction. He was like a mouse being stared at by a cat. He had no time to care about his companions, only full of fear.

In the end, it was Qin Heng who gave him a hand, "Let's go, Auntie has seen everything."

The upstairs window was closed, and Chen Wenxuan seemed to wake up suddenly. He took Qin Heng's hand and ran upstairs, "Go, go, my mother has a heart attack!" When he said the last sentence, he directly shouted out.

The two ran all the way upstairs. When they reached the door of their own house, Chen Wenxuan stopped suddenly. He wanted to open the door, but his hands trembled so much that he couldn't open it no matter what.

Qin Heng shook Chen Wenxuan's trembling hand vigorously, "Let's go." After speaking, he opened the door for Chen Wenxuan.

In the room, Chen Wenxuan's mother was sitting upright on the sofa with her back facing the door, she didn't turn her head when she heard two people coming in.

After Chen Wenxuan entered the door, he subconsciously shook off Qin Heng's hand, looked at his mother's back, opened his mouth a few times, and finally shouted, "Mom—"

The old lady's back moved a bit, but she still didn't look back.

Chen Wenxuan's tears came down instantly. He wanted to go up to see if the old lady had a heart attack, but just as he was about to lift his leg, his leg gave way, and he knelt down on the ground with a plop.

Both the old lady and Qin Heng were taken aback by Chen Wenxuan's reaction. The old lady turned around instantly, and Qin Heng hurriedly tried to help Chen Wenxuan up.But Chen Wenxuan pushed Qin Heng's hand away, stood up with his left hand, staggered to the sofa and stopped, and said in a choked voice, "Mom, are you feeling uncomfortable? Have you brought any medicine?"

The old lady stared at Chen Wenxuan for a while, closed her eyes, and when she opened them again, her eye circles were red, "Chen Wenxuan, tell me the truth, is it because of him that you said you didn't want to get married in the new year?" She As he spoke, he pointed at Qin Heng who was standing at the door.

Chen Wenxuan didn't answer the fucking question, but choked up and asked again: "Mom, are you feeling uncomfortable?"

The old lady stared at Chen Wenxuan, her voice suddenly raised, "I asked you if it was because of him that you didn't get married!"

"No, no..." Chen Wenxuan knelt directly at his mother's feet, his voice was so choked that he could barely speak, "Mom, I beg you, please, take some medicine, don't scare me... ..."

Qin Heng walked from the door to the sofa, and knelt down at Chen Wenxuan's fucking feet with a plop, "Auntie, don't blame Chen Wenxuan, it's all my fault. If you want to beat or scold me, come at me, but can you first Take some medicine, if you hurt your body, Chen Wenxuan can't stand it."

The old lady glanced at Qin Heng, then at Chen Wenxuan who had red eyes on one side, raised her finger to the bedroom slightly, "It's in the schoolbag."

After she finished speaking, she closed her eyes, her back was no longer straight, and she leaned directly on the sofa. She seemed to be ten years older in an instant.

Chen Wenxuan seemed to stand up to get the medicine after his mother finished speaking, but he couldn't stand up after trying several times, finally Qin Heng patted him on the shoulder, got up and went to the bedroom.

"Chen Wenxuan," the old lady didn't open her eyes, and her voice lowered, "Why don't you get married? Tell the truth."

Chen Wenxuan wiped the tears off his face with his sleeve, and said in a hoarse voice: "Everything I told you during the Chinese New Year is true, I didn't lie to you, even if I didn't, I don't plan to get married. "

"Just because of Bai Zhi? Then can't you change someone? There are plenty of girls in the world, you, why should you..." The old lady didn't say the following words.

When Qin Heng came out of the bedroom, he just heard that sentence. His expression changed and then returned to the original, and he went into the kitchen to pour water without saying a word.

"I tried it, but it doesn't work. I'm scared when I want to marry a woman now... I, I'm not with him because of anything else. Mom, he is sincere to me..." Chen Wenxuan stared Following the pattern on the floor tiles, he said every word carefully, and his voice became softer as he spoke.

Qin Heng came out of the kitchen with water, went to Chen Wenxuan's mother and knelt down again, and handed the medicine and water to the old lady.

The old lady looked at the medicine and water in her hand, and then at the two people kneeling on the ground, tears also came down.She took the medicine from Qin Heng's hand and ate it with water.

"Small, Qin Heng, come here, I want to talk to you." After taking the medicine, the old lady slowly stood up from the sofa, and when she walked to Chen Wenxuan, she whispered: "Chen Wenxuan, stand up , wait outside."

Chen Wenxuan looked up at his mother, a tear flowed down from the corner of his eye the moment he looked up.

"Mom..." He looked at his mother with some trepidation, didn't know what to say after saying one sentence, and knelt on the spot blankly.

"Wipe the cat piss off your face and stand up," the old lady repeated.

Qin Heng took out a few sheets of paper from the paper drawer on the coffee table and handed them to Chen Wenxuan. Chen Wenxuan hesitated, took it, and wiped his face carelessly, but he still didn't get up.

"Chen Wenxuan, I'll make you stand up! Manly man, kneel down and kneel down to your ancestors. If the ancestors of the old Chen family are not here, who are you kneeling to?" The old lady finally couldn't hold back the anger in her heart, and shouted at Chen Wenxuan sharply.

Chen Wenxuan pursed his lips tightly, raised his hand to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes, and tried to stand up with his left hand, but because he had been kneeling for too long, his legs were already numb, and he tried several times without success.Qin Heng wanted to help him, but he pushed him away.On the fifth attempt, he finally stood up, staggered to his mother's side, and said in a hoarse voice: "Mom..." But just after finishing this sentence, he couldn't continue.

He originally wanted to say "Mom, forgive me, Qin Heng and I really want to be together", but he didn't dare. The old lady's eyes were like a knife, and he didn't dare to look directly at her.

The old lady ignored Chen Wenxuan, but turned and walked to the bedroom, "Qin Heng, come in with me."

Qin Heng stood up slowly from the ground, and when he walked to Chen Wenxuan, he shook his hand.

Chen Wenxuan stood on the spot and watched Qin Heng follow behind his mother, his right leg was still a little limp, his eyes started to turn red again, his cowardice still hurt the three people he loved the most.

The old lady entered the bedroom and sat on the bed. She watched Qin Heng close the bedroom door, and then knelt down at her feet.

"Don't kneel to me, you can't kneel to me." The old lady said bluntly.

Qin Heng didn't get up, but said: "You are Chen Wenxuan's mother, that is, my mother. I should kneel down to you. Besides, I have never had a mother since I was a child. I don't know what it is like to have a mother. Last time at your house, you told me I was looking for clothes, making ginger syrup, that was the first time I knew what it was like to be loved by my mother, and I should kneel down to you."

What the old lady was going to say was blocked by Qin Heng. She remembered that the child in front of her was also poor, and she had no mother since she was a child.She sighed and swallowed the vicious words she wanted to say, and the room fell into silence for a while.

Qin Heng kept kneeling on the ground, seeing that Chen Wenxuan's mother didn't speak anymore, so he said: "Auntie, I know you love Chen Wenxuan very much. I love him too. Although my feelings for him are not as good as you and uncle, but I am Apart from you and uncle, the people in this world who wish him the best, if being with him has any bad influence on him, I will not choose to be with him."

After hearing this, the old lady couldn't help but sneered, "It doesn't matter? When he is with you, he will be judged by the people around him, and he may even lose his job. Chen Wenxuan is a teacher. How can the public want a man who likes him?" The male teacher? How do you let him live in the future? If he doesn’t go out, he won’t live anymore? "

"Then he won't be judged when he is with Bai Zhi?" Qin Heng straightened his back, put away his honest and honest face, and looked sharply at Chen Wenxuan's mother, "Do you really think you are Chen Wenxuan's mother?" Are all the decisions right? He doesn’t like being a teacher, and you forced him to apply for a teacher’s training. As a result, he is not doing well in his job, and he is beaten by his own students; you will look forward to him once he graduates Seeing him get married, he obediently got married, and in the end, that woman didn't love Chen Wenxuan at all, and even gave him a cuckold. Auntie—"

As Qin Heng said, the corners of his mouth curled up slightly, and he looked up at Chen Wenxuan's mother, "Don't you think you have raised Chen Wenxuan? You always feel that you are doing everything for him, and you have to do everything for him since you were young. Decided, now you have raised him so much that you don’t know how to live. Even if I am with him, you have made the decision. We split up, but what about the future? You will take care of him getting married and having children , but you will always grow old. When you are old, who will make decisions for him? Or do you just want to control him now, and let him go when you can no longer control him? Auntie, you don’t love him, do you? kill him."

The old lady's mouth moved, but she didn't refute Qin Heng. Her eyes were no longer aggressive, and she seemed to be lost in thought. Obviously Qin Heng's words touched her heart.

Qin Heng lowered his head and lowered his voice: "Besides, do you think he can still like women? If he still likes women, why hasn't he looked for them after four years? Auntie, don't you understand your son? He is timid and has already been frightened by the incident with Bai Zhi. "Once bitten by a snake for ten years, I am afraid of well ropes", I think you know that even if Chen Wenxuan is not with me, I am afraid that he will not be able to find him again. One, unless you force him again. But think about the first two things, do you dare to force him again?"

"And you can also see that Chen Wenxuan and I are happy after being together. He is born with a childish temper, with emotions and sorrows on his face. Do you think that the video between him and you is different from before? I like it I have been with him for four years, and I hold him in the palm of my hand when he is with me. I just want to make him happy and not make him suffer. Except for not being able to bear a child for him personally, I can guarantee that I am more than anyone else. It's all good, and besides, he also has feelings for me. If you want to have a grandson, we can go to surrogate now, and the incense of the old Chen family will never be broken. I know that everything you do is for the good of Chen Wenxuan, but this kind of Is it good to make him like it? What do you think?"

The old lady's tears came down again. She remembered that when Bai Zhi just ran away, Chen Wenxuan was bored at home all day. She was afraid that he would take advantage of them not paying attention. Quit, just stay at home and watch over him.At that time, she thought, she only had such a son in her life, how would she live without her?Afterwards, he left for four years and didn't even dare to go home. She knew her own son was born soft-tempered and couldn't support the house.Later, he became more cheerful during this period of time, and she thought that the child was thinking about it, but who knew it was because of this.She wants him to be good, but she only has such a son, only such a son...

"But it's wrong for two men to be together..." the old lady couldn't control her emotions, and said with a sob.

"Auntie," Qin Heng walked to the bedside cabinet and took out a few pieces of paper and handed them to the old lady, "There is nothing wrong, life is for yourself, not for others. You have also been rumored by others over the years , you should also know what people are like now. They wear the skin of benevolence, righteousness, propriety, wisdom and trust, but they do not do human things. If life is lived according to other people's words, how can people live? Let me tell you the truth Last time, Chen Wenxuan was beaten not only with one arm broken, but also with a fractured right leg and a kick in the waist. Do you think this kind of work is still necessary? He just found a job now He earns more than now, you don't need to worry about him because of the world, even if something happens, I will protect him, and I can't let him be wronged."

The old lady covered her face with a tissue, her body trembling uncontrollably.

Qin Heng took a few steps forward, "Auntie, I was a soldier, and what I say is what I say. Chen Wenxuan and I can't bear the pain. I dare to guarantee this sentence with my life. I told you so much today. Duo, if you don't agree with us, I will leave, I don't want Chen Wenxuan to be in the middle; if you agree, I will dare to call you 'Mom', I have no mother since I was a child, now I call you 'Mom' , you are just like my own mother, I promise to treat Chen Wenxuan well, please rest assured."

"You go out," said the old lady with a sigh, "Leave me alone for a while."

Qin Heng barely stood up from the ground, bowed to the old lady on the bed, and limped towards the door.

When he walked to the door, he suddenly said, "Auntie, it doesn't really matter what we decide, what matters is what Chen Wenxuan thinks, what do you think?"

The old lady didn't answer, and she couldn't see the expression on her face with her head down.

Qin Heng waited for a while without waiting for a response, turned around, opened the door and went out.

The author has something to say:

Emma, ​​this chapter is more difficult than any other chapter, if there is something wrong, please forgive me.