Religious

Green fingers pinched the hem of the clothes.

Excessive force resulted in a pale color, and the originally beautiful fingers looked more like works of art.

It's okay, Ming.

Not alone.

Reassured, he relaxed the strength in his hand, leaving evidence of his fear.

There are deep wrinkles in the clothes.

Seeing this, the remaining tension completely disappeared.

Turning his face to Yu Chengmin, he mocked himself in a relaxed tone, "When the president was young, he suffered the same pain as me... no, it should be more than that, but he was able to overcome the difficulties. In comparison, I am really cowardly. "

"I think that in order to become a parent, one should have a certain degree of awareness." Mo Yu's eyes were dyed a deeper color, "It is a matter of making a child a healthy adult in body and mind, and giving him a happy future. If not, we must work hard to implement it.”

Did not confront her directly.

But it easily destroyed her sense of inferiority.

That's right.

Not that she should be strong.

It is the 'family' who should give her a place where she can settle down.

Ming looked straight into those deep eyes.

I understand the emotion in that.

Mixed with sadness, anger and disgust.

——Even if you can’t do it, try your best to implement it.

I used to care about this.

The emotions that remain in the memory resonate with this sentence.

It's good at all, I hope to love her herself.

Rather than as a tool to make the family prosperous.

The deep color in the eyes disappeared, replaced by a little surprise, "Ming Sang?"

The visual and auditory senses received Minato's surprise at the same time, and the tactile sense, which was a few beats slower, felt moist at this time.

It turned out that she had burst into tears at some point.

"President, it turns out that I also longed for the love from my family." I cried and laughed, as if laughing at my own stupidity, "But I gave up when I didn't even know it."

Yu Cheng, who hadn't reacted yet, heard her continue, "The president said: If you don't expect, you won't be disappointed. Right? Although it's very capricious, I don't want to actually verify whether they love me or not. I was hurt, so—I want to throw away all the remaining expectations.”

"Have you made up your mind?"

"Yes, I will not run away again."

She was not the president at that time, so pure, so hardworking.

Being too kind is just giving the other party a chance to hurt themselves.

Simply deny it completely.

...But, it's so empty

Is this the void caused by the lack of love for more than ten years?

The hem of the clothes was ravaged again.

"President, can you hug me?"

"..."

The gradually increasing surprise melted in the black eyes, and then dissipated.

so beautiful.

Ming just sighed in his heart, and has already fallen into the embrace of refreshing breath.

Yucheng Minato's skin exudes heat, and the temperature is high, which is proof that he has bathed.

Different from other girls.

Powdery smell.

perfume scent.

Sweet to unpleasant smell.

——There is no president.

Like the taste of nature.

The good smell can calm people's mind.

Even so, she still couldn't calm down.

Stretching out her hands to wrap around her slender back, she drew her fingertips together, trembling her lips that were not as rosy as before, begging in a warm voice, "Tighter up."

"..."

"not enough."

"……how about this?"

"It's still not enough."

"..."

Yu Chengmin frowned lightly, feeling that the other party was strangling her, but he didn't have the thought of breaking away.

There were tremors from her close body, and the sobbing so close at hand made her think of...

Like a drowning person, holding on to life-saving driftwood.

The right hand increased the weight, and the left hand was raised, and the white and beautiful hand shuttled through the black and soft hair.

Ming was taken aback by Yu Chengkou's actions at first, and then realized that the other party was touching her head, the tears that had stopped gushed out again, and cried even harder.

Crying like a child, helpless and lonely.

----

"Have you calmed down yet?"

"Yes, I'm really sorry..." Pursing her lips, her voice was hoarse, "Please let me wash your clothes."

Not only did she wet the clothes that the president lent her to wear, but even the front of the T-shirt on the president's body could not escape.

"It's not a big deal, don't worry about it."

"No, please let me wash."

Seeing her insistence, Yu Chengmin stopped talking, went to the closet and took out two coats, "Change them out."

"Are you here?"

"We're all girls, doesn't it matter?"

It seems that there is a basin of cold water pouring, cooling the whole heart.

Those unknown emotions cooled down in an instant.

The bitterness in his heart spread to his mouth.

Yes, they are all girls.

What is there to care about?

In order to convince yourself, repeat it in your heart over and over again.

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"I always feel much more relaxed," Ming held the water glass, rubbing the body with his fingertips, "It turns out that 'giving up' is not that difficult."

The remaining expectations flowed away along with the tears.

"Do you know the answer?"

"Well, the answer is to give up."

Yes, giving up has always been the easiest and once and for all method.

I didn't think in that direction because I had expectations.

That's what I said, but... "If you do this, there will be a lot of trouble later."

Only by giving up the identity of 'Ando Nozomi' and everything I have so far can I start again and be my true self.

But let's not mention the attitude of the Ando family, she has no independent financial ability, and there is no way to survive after she leaves.

Besides, it is impossible for the Ando family to let her go, and they will do everything possible to stop her.

Yu Chengchen is a smart person, so he naturally hesitated clearly, "If you don't realize it, you can only choose to be patient or give up your senses like I did back then."

No no, generally speaking, the latter option would not be there... Ming couldn't stop the corners of his mouth from twitching, and complained in his heart.

But she agreed with the chairman's statement.

"Haha——" Ming stretched his waist, and sighed unbecomingly, "Why did this kind of thing happen to me and the president?" It's so unfair.

"We owe them that."

"Ugh?"

"To be precise, we owed them in our previous life." The tone sounded calm, but the clenched hands betrayed emotion, "You will not become their child for no reason, the world is fair, if you now The relationship is not good, and you are the oppressed party, which means you owe them in your previous life."

It turned out to be the case.

It's causality.

Understanding is understanding, but the sense of imbalance in my heart has intensified instead.

"However, I don't agree with this kind of fairness." Yu Chengminou's voice was obviously displeased this time, "People are composed of memories, feelings and values, even if they are the same soul, the me in the previous life and the me in this life are already They are completely different people, why should I bear everything by 'I who don't know anything'."

Ming did not respond to this statement.

There has never been such a thing as fairness in the world.

she thought so.

The author has something to say:

In fact, I have always written according to my feelings.

Hanari Minato's character design was fixed from the beginning, but Ando Nozomi (Akira)'s was very vague.

Forming while writing: She is a person who often escapes, unable to face things that will 'affect' her, including her true self, including her feelings for Yu Chengmin.

Because Yu Cheng came together, she faced herself.

What about the feelings for Yucheng Minato?Mouri can only say: She will never face it by herself.

But I don't dislike her personality, I can even be considerate.

Humans are such creatures. When encountering unsolvable problems, they just run away or seek help from others.

Like Minato Yu, there are really not many people who still bite the bullet and choose to face alone when they are beyond the scope of their abilities.

From this difference, it can be seen that Yucheng Minato became a strong person in the process, while Ando Nozomi (Akira) was still a weak person.

It is only natural for the weak to depend on the strong.

That's why this article is called 'Christian'.This is the story of Ando Nozomi (Akira), and in the end she regards Hanari Minato as a story of faith.