King of Ensemble [Entertainment]
Chapter 74
Gu Xiang knew that this was all his own choice, and there was no regret medicine for the path he chose, and he didn't regret it either.
He and Xu Qing chose different paths from the very beginning. Xu Qing could endure, persevere, and always remain the same. His heart was as pure as the white snow on a high mountain that had never been polluted by the world.
If it was a long time ago, Gu Xiang would not believe that such a person existed. He has seen the warmth and coldness of the world, and he knows what human nature is. Always keep it clean and sunny.
But Xu Qing is such a person.
That's why Gu Xiang couldn't help but like him, wanted to get close to him, and wanted to make friends with him.
Even though he once made fun of and despised such an innocent self, when this innocence was placed on others, he couldn't laugh at it, he could only envy.
He has no one to rely on, and he still has a huge burden. If he wants to struggle out of the quagmire, he must use a different method from others.It doesn't matter in any way, it doesn't matter if he is shamed, as long as he can achieve his goal, as long as he can survive the quagmire, he can do anything.
Mouths are always on other people's faces, and others can say whatever they want, but life is their own, so what if others say it badly?As long as you live well, that's enough.
He has always thought this way, so he has always come this way.
When Di Xing approached him, he was panicked, embarrassed, ashamed and even angry at first.
Especially in that narrow room, with his elder brother's greedy look, it was as if a slap had been slapped hard on his face.
He is so proud, especially in front of Di Xing, he can't allow himself to look back a little bit, in his own heart, his position with Di Xing seems to have not changed, he is still the one who was brought by his parents to attend the charity dinner, Wearing a suit, the young master with a bright future, and Di Xing, is the heir who will inherit the Di family.
But the gap in reality made him unacceptable, and also made him unable to face up to the fact that he was no longer the same as Di Xing.
They couldn't even stand on the same line, and they were separated into two different worlds.
Di Xing's world is the glamorous world he was used to, but from now on, he has to live in the quagmire.
This is the truth, but when the facts were clearly magnified in the small rental house, he felt that he couldn't stand it at all, couldn't stand Di Xing's sympathy, pity, or observe him as a curious object.
He couldn't take it.
And at this time, he discovered that Di Xing had a "sexual interest" in him.
Gu Xiang knew that he had grasped at that straw.
As long as it's not sympathy, pity, or curiosity-seeking mentality, just being interested in his body, Gu Xiang was redeemed at that moment.
He can use his body, his appearance, and everything that belongs to him to enclose the heart of this superior man.
He hasn't lost yet, he even experienced a twisted sense of pleasure and excitement.
Look, this man who can have whatever he wants, is attracted by himself and chases after him, he will never get his heart, this is his biggest hole card.
He wanted to catch Di Xing, he hung on to Di Xing, and when he wanted Di Xing to taste something sweet, he would give it to him. When he didn't want to, he could even hang up Di Xing's phone and not see him for several months.
Even though he often sees scandals about Di Xing and his lovers, he doesn't care because he knows that person is only crazy for himself.
As long as he expresses a little bit, Di Xing's eyes will be on fire, he can't wait, his movements of almost swallowing himself can give Gu Xiang pleasure, he controls this man in the purest form desire, he believed, no one else could.
After Di Xing helped him make his debut, he only saw Di Xing occasionally, and all his thoughts were devoted to his own career.
He seemed to want to prove something, kept improving himself, kept attacking, obviously everything was going well, until he met Wei Yiquan.
He thought that Wei Yiquan was the same as Di Xing, so he didn't feel any guilt in associating with him.
He didn't care who his body belonged to, it was one of his capitals, even Di Xing never asked him to be loyal, and he never asked Di Xing for anything.We all know that this is fair.
But after dating for almost a year, Gu Xiang knew that Wei Yiquan was not the most suitable person.
He is not the same as Di Xing at all, even though he doesn't really love himself, he is a loyal person to his feelings.
Such a person, Gu Xiang can't deceive, nor can he just put on a show.
For the first time, he violated his principles, did not put interests first, and left Wei Yiquan.
Even if Mr. An was very angry, even if he gave up the best opportunity, even if Di Xing found out about it later, unexpectedly, Di Xing didn't ask to see him for the first time.
After the matter of Xu Qing and Wei Yiquan was not a secret in the circle, Di Xing finally contacted Gu Xiang.
"Is this okay?" Di Xing asked, "Aren't you uncomfortable?"
Gu Xiang had just got off a dinner party at that time, and he was dizzy from drinking, and said in a daze, "What? What's the pain?"
Di Xing paused, then said: "Wei Yiquan is with someone else, won't you take it back?"
Gu Xiang chuckled happily: "Why did I snatch it back? I dumped him."
Di Xing didn't speak for a long time, finally sighed and said, "Where are you, I'll pick you up."
That night, Di Xing and Gu Xiang fell in love madly, and Gu Xiang was dizzy. He vaguely felt that Di Xing was different from usual, but he couldn't tell what was different.
Di Xing tormented him until dawn the next day before allowing him to sleep. When Gu Xiang woke up at noon, Di Xing had long since disappeared.
This is always the case.
Gu Xiang stayed on the bed for a while—he had never woke up with Di Xing, and every time he woke up in Di Xing's bed, he would always feel cold hands.
Thinking of Wei Yiquan and Xu Qing, of Wei Yiquan's vigilance against himself, of Wei Yiquan's defense of Xu Qing, Gu Xiang suddenly felt tired for the first time in his life.
Maybe it's getting older.
Coming out of Di's house and returning to his apartment, Gu Xiang turned off his cell phone, locked himself in the bathroom and looked at himself in the mirror.
The beauty that is praised by others, the temperament that is praised by others, so what?
Gu Xiang stretched out his hand and touched his face. A few years earlier, his skin seemed to be smoother and more hydrated. When did it start, and he was no longer young?
Di Xing is not young anymore, and has never had any heirs.Even if he needs to be adopted in the future, or find someone to give birth to, it seems that it has nothing to do with him.
He never thought that he would be with Di Xing forever.
Di Xing probably didn't think about it either.
But what Miss Zhou said inexplicably hit somewhere in his heart, and the pain made him almost breathless.
To marry... the future master...
Gu Xiang turned on the faucet and washed his face vigorously - that's all for now, Gu Xiang, that's all for you and Di Xing.
You can play your own way, and you don't need to care about who the other's body belongs to. You think it's fair, but all this can only end here.
Di Xing is getting married, this farce should be over.
Di Xing held several meetings in a row, and when he finally had time to eat takeaway, he realized that it was already night.
He sat in the spacious office, staring at the boxed lunch in front of him, amused in his heart: Who would have imagined that the dignified Di family ruler would not have time to eat all day, and even had to eat takeaway boxed lunch?
He swallowed the cold box lunch in a few mouthfuls, and drank a large glass of water before calling Gu Xiang.
Gu Xiang's phone was turned off.
Di Xing frowned, only to realize that there were several missed calls from the housekeeper on his phone.
While getting up to take his coat, he called back: "Hello? Uncle Li?"
"Sir," Butler Li whispered, "Miss Zhou and Master Zhou are here and have been waiting for you all day."
Di Xing paused for a moment with his clothes: "Where's Gu Xiang?"
"Master Gu..." Butler Li hesitated, "Master Gu left at noon."
Di Xing's face darkened: "What did Zhou Zhixun say? Or what did Zhou Yaning say?"
Butler Li: "This..."
Di Xing said coldly: "I'm not coming back today, they will wait as long as they like."
Butler Li hurriedly said: "Miss Zhou means that she wants your explanation."
"I have nothing to explain. I've made my words very clear." Di Xing said, "It's her, what does it mean to bring someone to the door? You tell her that the marriage contract is decided by the older generation without authorization. Never agreed, let her and Zhou Yaning not have any misunderstanding."
Di Xing opened the door of the office and strode out: "The Di family is in my hands now, and besides, I have nothing to do with her brother."
Di Xing drove directly to Gu Xiang's apartment, but found no one there.
He had a spare key to the apartment, and found that Gu Xiang had indeed come back, but the suitcase was gone, and a lot of clothes were missing from the closet, and the phone was thrown on the coffee table, and he didn't bring it with him at all.
Di Xing sat on the sofa at Gu Xiang's house and called Mr. An.
"Mr. Di, I really don't know." Mr. An wanted to cry but had no tears. "I have been looking for him this afternoon, but I can't find anyone. His phone is turned off."
Di Xing frowned: "Do you know where he is most likely to go?"
"This... how do I know about this." Master An said cautiously, "It's not like you don't know him, he doesn't like to talk to others, he takes care of everything by himself, he has his own opinions, and no one can influence him he."
Master An hesitated for a moment: "You, did you quarrel with Xiangxiang?"
Di Xing didn't answer him, but thought for a while and asked again: "Did he mention that he wants to travel recently?"
"This has happened before," Mr. An hurriedly said, "Half a year ago, half a year ago, I said that I wanted to go out to relax, take a break, and said that I wanted to go to Iceland. At that time, we still had a lot of work in hand, and I let him rest Thoughts, I guess there was no time for him to rest in the past two years, but now..."
Mr. An paused for a moment, then realized later: "No way? Xiangxiang... no way??"
Di Xing hung up the phone directly, and called his acquaintance at the airport to check the entry and exit records.
"Yes," someone quickly replied, "Gu Xiang, I'm flying to Denmark at six o'clock in the evening."
Di Xing sighed and hung up the phone.
Sitting in Gu Xiang's apartment without turning on the light, Di Xing seemed to still be able to feel the breath left by Gu Xiang a few hours ago.
Gu Xiang has never traveled far without saying hello to himself, this is the first time, and he hasn't brought his mobile phone.
He knew Gu Xiang well, and he knew what it meant—don't look for me anymore, don't chase me anymore, we're done.
Di Xing took a deep breath, lay down on the sofa, and closed his eyes.
He and Xu Qing chose different paths from the very beginning. Xu Qing could endure, persevere, and always remain the same. His heart was as pure as the white snow on a high mountain that had never been polluted by the world.
If it was a long time ago, Gu Xiang would not believe that such a person existed. He has seen the warmth and coldness of the world, and he knows what human nature is. Always keep it clean and sunny.
But Xu Qing is such a person.
That's why Gu Xiang couldn't help but like him, wanted to get close to him, and wanted to make friends with him.
Even though he once made fun of and despised such an innocent self, when this innocence was placed on others, he couldn't laugh at it, he could only envy.
He has no one to rely on, and he still has a huge burden. If he wants to struggle out of the quagmire, he must use a different method from others.It doesn't matter in any way, it doesn't matter if he is shamed, as long as he can achieve his goal, as long as he can survive the quagmire, he can do anything.
Mouths are always on other people's faces, and others can say whatever they want, but life is their own, so what if others say it badly?As long as you live well, that's enough.
He has always thought this way, so he has always come this way.
When Di Xing approached him, he was panicked, embarrassed, ashamed and even angry at first.
Especially in that narrow room, with his elder brother's greedy look, it was as if a slap had been slapped hard on his face.
He is so proud, especially in front of Di Xing, he can't allow himself to look back a little bit, in his own heart, his position with Di Xing seems to have not changed, he is still the one who was brought by his parents to attend the charity dinner, Wearing a suit, the young master with a bright future, and Di Xing, is the heir who will inherit the Di family.
But the gap in reality made him unacceptable, and also made him unable to face up to the fact that he was no longer the same as Di Xing.
They couldn't even stand on the same line, and they were separated into two different worlds.
Di Xing's world is the glamorous world he was used to, but from now on, he has to live in the quagmire.
This is the truth, but when the facts were clearly magnified in the small rental house, he felt that he couldn't stand it at all, couldn't stand Di Xing's sympathy, pity, or observe him as a curious object.
He couldn't take it.
And at this time, he discovered that Di Xing had a "sexual interest" in him.
Gu Xiang knew that he had grasped at that straw.
As long as it's not sympathy, pity, or curiosity-seeking mentality, just being interested in his body, Gu Xiang was redeemed at that moment.
He can use his body, his appearance, and everything that belongs to him to enclose the heart of this superior man.
He hasn't lost yet, he even experienced a twisted sense of pleasure and excitement.
Look, this man who can have whatever he wants, is attracted by himself and chases after him, he will never get his heart, this is his biggest hole card.
He wanted to catch Di Xing, he hung on to Di Xing, and when he wanted Di Xing to taste something sweet, he would give it to him. When he didn't want to, he could even hang up Di Xing's phone and not see him for several months.
Even though he often sees scandals about Di Xing and his lovers, he doesn't care because he knows that person is only crazy for himself.
As long as he expresses a little bit, Di Xing's eyes will be on fire, he can't wait, his movements of almost swallowing himself can give Gu Xiang pleasure, he controls this man in the purest form desire, he believed, no one else could.
After Di Xing helped him make his debut, he only saw Di Xing occasionally, and all his thoughts were devoted to his own career.
He seemed to want to prove something, kept improving himself, kept attacking, obviously everything was going well, until he met Wei Yiquan.
He thought that Wei Yiquan was the same as Di Xing, so he didn't feel any guilt in associating with him.
He didn't care who his body belonged to, it was one of his capitals, even Di Xing never asked him to be loyal, and he never asked Di Xing for anything.We all know that this is fair.
But after dating for almost a year, Gu Xiang knew that Wei Yiquan was not the most suitable person.
He is not the same as Di Xing at all, even though he doesn't really love himself, he is a loyal person to his feelings.
Such a person, Gu Xiang can't deceive, nor can he just put on a show.
For the first time, he violated his principles, did not put interests first, and left Wei Yiquan.
Even if Mr. An was very angry, even if he gave up the best opportunity, even if Di Xing found out about it later, unexpectedly, Di Xing didn't ask to see him for the first time.
After the matter of Xu Qing and Wei Yiquan was not a secret in the circle, Di Xing finally contacted Gu Xiang.
"Is this okay?" Di Xing asked, "Aren't you uncomfortable?"
Gu Xiang had just got off a dinner party at that time, and he was dizzy from drinking, and said in a daze, "What? What's the pain?"
Di Xing paused, then said: "Wei Yiquan is with someone else, won't you take it back?"
Gu Xiang chuckled happily: "Why did I snatch it back? I dumped him."
Di Xing didn't speak for a long time, finally sighed and said, "Where are you, I'll pick you up."
That night, Di Xing and Gu Xiang fell in love madly, and Gu Xiang was dizzy. He vaguely felt that Di Xing was different from usual, but he couldn't tell what was different.
Di Xing tormented him until dawn the next day before allowing him to sleep. When Gu Xiang woke up at noon, Di Xing had long since disappeared.
This is always the case.
Gu Xiang stayed on the bed for a while—he had never woke up with Di Xing, and every time he woke up in Di Xing's bed, he would always feel cold hands.
Thinking of Wei Yiquan and Xu Qing, of Wei Yiquan's vigilance against himself, of Wei Yiquan's defense of Xu Qing, Gu Xiang suddenly felt tired for the first time in his life.
Maybe it's getting older.
Coming out of Di's house and returning to his apartment, Gu Xiang turned off his cell phone, locked himself in the bathroom and looked at himself in the mirror.
The beauty that is praised by others, the temperament that is praised by others, so what?
Gu Xiang stretched out his hand and touched his face. A few years earlier, his skin seemed to be smoother and more hydrated. When did it start, and he was no longer young?
Di Xing is not young anymore, and has never had any heirs.Even if he needs to be adopted in the future, or find someone to give birth to, it seems that it has nothing to do with him.
He never thought that he would be with Di Xing forever.
Di Xing probably didn't think about it either.
But what Miss Zhou said inexplicably hit somewhere in his heart, and the pain made him almost breathless.
To marry... the future master...
Gu Xiang turned on the faucet and washed his face vigorously - that's all for now, Gu Xiang, that's all for you and Di Xing.
You can play your own way, and you don't need to care about who the other's body belongs to. You think it's fair, but all this can only end here.
Di Xing is getting married, this farce should be over.
Di Xing held several meetings in a row, and when he finally had time to eat takeaway, he realized that it was already night.
He sat in the spacious office, staring at the boxed lunch in front of him, amused in his heart: Who would have imagined that the dignified Di family ruler would not have time to eat all day, and even had to eat takeaway boxed lunch?
He swallowed the cold box lunch in a few mouthfuls, and drank a large glass of water before calling Gu Xiang.
Gu Xiang's phone was turned off.
Di Xing frowned, only to realize that there were several missed calls from the housekeeper on his phone.
While getting up to take his coat, he called back: "Hello? Uncle Li?"
"Sir," Butler Li whispered, "Miss Zhou and Master Zhou are here and have been waiting for you all day."
Di Xing paused for a moment with his clothes: "Where's Gu Xiang?"
"Master Gu..." Butler Li hesitated, "Master Gu left at noon."
Di Xing's face darkened: "What did Zhou Zhixun say? Or what did Zhou Yaning say?"
Butler Li: "This..."
Di Xing said coldly: "I'm not coming back today, they will wait as long as they like."
Butler Li hurriedly said: "Miss Zhou means that she wants your explanation."
"I have nothing to explain. I've made my words very clear." Di Xing said, "It's her, what does it mean to bring someone to the door? You tell her that the marriage contract is decided by the older generation without authorization. Never agreed, let her and Zhou Yaning not have any misunderstanding."
Di Xing opened the door of the office and strode out: "The Di family is in my hands now, and besides, I have nothing to do with her brother."
Di Xing drove directly to Gu Xiang's apartment, but found no one there.
He had a spare key to the apartment, and found that Gu Xiang had indeed come back, but the suitcase was gone, and a lot of clothes were missing from the closet, and the phone was thrown on the coffee table, and he didn't bring it with him at all.
Di Xing sat on the sofa at Gu Xiang's house and called Mr. An.
"Mr. Di, I really don't know." Mr. An wanted to cry but had no tears. "I have been looking for him this afternoon, but I can't find anyone. His phone is turned off."
Di Xing frowned: "Do you know where he is most likely to go?"
"This... how do I know about this." Master An said cautiously, "It's not like you don't know him, he doesn't like to talk to others, he takes care of everything by himself, he has his own opinions, and no one can influence him he."
Master An hesitated for a moment: "You, did you quarrel with Xiangxiang?"
Di Xing didn't answer him, but thought for a while and asked again: "Did he mention that he wants to travel recently?"
"This has happened before," Mr. An hurriedly said, "Half a year ago, half a year ago, I said that I wanted to go out to relax, take a break, and said that I wanted to go to Iceland. At that time, we still had a lot of work in hand, and I let him rest Thoughts, I guess there was no time for him to rest in the past two years, but now..."
Mr. An paused for a moment, then realized later: "No way? Xiangxiang... no way??"
Di Xing hung up the phone directly, and called his acquaintance at the airport to check the entry and exit records.
"Yes," someone quickly replied, "Gu Xiang, I'm flying to Denmark at six o'clock in the evening."
Di Xing sighed and hung up the phone.
Sitting in Gu Xiang's apartment without turning on the light, Di Xing seemed to still be able to feel the breath left by Gu Xiang a few hours ago.
Gu Xiang has never traveled far without saying hello to himself, this is the first time, and he hasn't brought his mobile phone.
He knew Gu Xiang well, and he knew what it meant—don't look for me anymore, don't chase me anymore, we're done.
Di Xing took a deep breath, lay down on the sofa, and closed his eyes.
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