Dawn Redemption

A ray of light, from the morning sun outside the window, penetrated through the gaps in the curtains.It seems to be able to see the dust floating in the light beam.Stretching across the bed, it is like a horse training, reflecting the outline of the sleeping body clearly.The fair skin also seemed to glow with a soft warm light.

Finn slowly opened his eyes, facing the pair of brown eyes looking at him.

He didn't know how to define it, but he seemed to see love in those eyes.

"Good morning." Noah reached out and rubbed Finn's messy hair, "Are you feeling uncomfortable?"

boom.All the crazy things from last night suddenly exploded in Fein's mind. The place was still sour, but he shook his head: "No." Then he curled up his legs subconsciously.

"Go take a bath, it will be more comfortable." Noah got out of the bed and sat up.

As the quilt slipped, Finn was secretly taken aback.It was too dark last night, so I didn't take a closer look at his body.Although I know that Noah is definitely not the kind of fat uncle who sits in the office all day and has a beer belly, but for a man who is approaching middle age, the muscles full of strength are too perfect, so tough. The muscular lines bring out the great charm of male animals to the extreme.At the same time, the sporadic scars that had begun to turn light in color made this body a bit more wild and aggressive.

Noah closed his eyes and rubbed his sore temples.Sure enough, it will still have an impact.he thought.Turning around, he saw Fein's surprised eyes with some jealousy: "What are you thinking?"

"Ah, no." Finn came back to his senses, thinking of his actions just now, "Are you... not feeling well? Have a headache?"

Noah shook his head: "I'll tell you. Go take a shower, your clothes are outside, and they shouldn't be dirty. I'll get mine for you, and you wear them first."

"Okay, okay." Fein obviously wasn't quite used to this more friendly speaking mode, and stuttered for a while, "Thank you."

Crash.When the quilt was lifted, Noah turned over and pressed on top of him, stretching out his hand to pinch Finn's chin, "Little guy, talk to me in private and use honorifics in the future, and I'll fuck you."

Looking at the sly smile on that face for the first time, Finn couldn't help but shudder.And before being wrapped in the quilt, he hadn't noticed that his naked body was covered with embarrassing red marks.

But only for a moment, and then Noah regained that serious expression, let go of his hand and rubbed Finn's smooth cheek with his thumb.Fein learned his lesson and quickly rolled over and got out of bed. Suddenly, as if he remembered something, he suddenly squatted down and pulled out his clothes from the pile of crumpled clothes that were casually thrown out of the bed at the foot of the bed last night. Pants, put them on in embarrassment.Noah, whose back was turned, looked at his red ears and let out a chuckle.

"The bathroom is over there." Noah held back a smile.Finn nodded hastily and almost rushed into the bathroom at a brisk pace.

He didn't think it was superfluous to take off the pants he put on just a minute ago, even though he seemed to remember that he saw them all last night.

Hot water poured down to wet his hair and body, and he closed his eyes in the mist.

Until now, he still can't believe that everything in front of him is real, even if he realizes that it's just a big dream when he opens his eyes, he also recognizes it.

Even if he didn't give up, he admitted it.

After all, reality is always so surly.There is no fairy tale where all wishes come true, and there is no inexplicable favor.

He gritted his teeth and opened his eyes hesitantly.Slowly, water flowed into the eye sockets, completely blurring the vision.

The feeling of flowing into the water was very uncomfortable, but Finn still fixed his eyes on this completely strange room with his pair of misty blue pupils.Strange, but warm, as if every inch of tiles has his touch.

About twelve hours ago, that man was his superior, his chief, and he would never in his life have delusions about another lifeline that intersected.But now, his breath, his palm prints, and the smile that emerged from his deep pool-like eyes are all completely integrated into the blood and bone marrow, and life can no longer be stripped away.

His hand was trembling a little, he stretched out to his thigh and pinched it hard!It hurts.He was sore from the tip of his nose to his eye sockets, and suddenly felt hot, not because of pain.

It should be water, dripping all the way to the lips, not salty.

"Fin?" The voice outside the door came through the sound of water, "Is the water hot?"

Finn lowered his voice, afraid that his strong nasal voice would be heard: "Well, it's much better than ours."

The man didn't speak, but Finn guessed he nodded reassuringly.He found a product for washing his hair, took only a little, rubbed it into a foam, and applied it to his golden hair.Close your eyes and slowly massage your scalp with your fingertips, it's rare to feel so comfortable.

It's all true and great.

Noah folded his arms and leaned against the door frame outside, hearing the sound of water dripping inside the door.

"Fin, do you want to know?"

"what?"

"About me."

"……Um."

Noah paused for a while, seemed to think for a while, and then said: "My father was also an excellent officer, but he died in the war. Somme, you were not born at that time, But I think you've heard of that place name. My original ambition was to study mechanics, and after that, even though our army was cut, I went to the Military Academy and graduated.

"Since then, I have been serving in the army. Yes, the Wehrmacht, you heard me right. I participated in the blitzkrieg campaign against Poland. For me, the dignity of a soldier is to obey the order and complete the task. I abide by this creed."

"But why..." Finn's voice came out from the sound of water.Noah smiled wryly and shook his head: "Don't worry, there are some things that you don't need to mention. Until the year before last, my troops were organized into the Southern Army under the command of Marshal Rundstedt, and went east to implement the Barbarossa plan."

"The Red Beard Project?" "Yes, that was really the most passionate moment for me as a soldier."

"However, I was injured in the battle of Kiev not long after." Noah sighed, "The explosion happened not far from me, and the shrapnel hit my head. If there is a slight deviation, I will die there It's gone." Fein took a breath, and suddenly remembered that he accidentally touched the narrow scar between his hair last night: "Your scar..."

Noah smiled: "Yes, yes. I recovered after rescue and recuperation, but this little thing was still in my head and I couldn't get it out. I often feel that this is a more glorious existence than a medal, although They still gave me a battle badge."

Finn paused while cleaning, and subconsciously covered his tingling heart.But he didn't make any noise, and Noah outside the door continued talking on his own.

"When the injury was almost unharmed, it was the fierce battle in Moscow. I was eager to go back to fight, but suddenly received an order from above, and I was transferred from the front line of the exchange of fire with the Soviet Union." "Because... the reason for the injury?"

"That's just one aspect. I thought so too. But what I never expected was that the person who summoned me back to Berlin was actually Heinrich Himmler."

Finn probably already knew what would happen next, so Noah continued: "I received a letter when I was recuperating, informing me that I would be transferred from the Wehrmacht to the SS Skeleton Army, but that was because I was not even an official party member. My The reply was that I am willing to obey the arrangement, but my physical condition will not allow me to withdraw from the front line, so I apply to continue to lead my troops in combat. But they obviously ignored this.”

"So, you went to Berlin?" Fein asked. "Meet the national leader?"

"No, I didn't see him." Noah said, "But before returning home, I went to Prague, where I met Heydrich."

"Reinhard Heydrich?"

"That's right. It was him. It was he who told me about the arrangement, purpose, but no reason for my reassignment. At the 'Wannsee Conference' at the end of January, they drew up the ultimate plan of genocide. According to Himmler's instructions, They needed someone to go to Poland to carry out this plan, and that person was me. I was sworn in as a party member when I got home, and then I came to Poland and took over."

Finn washed the foam off his body with water and watched it being swept into the little eddy on the floor.When he was notified to serve as aide-de-camp to the new commander, he thought for a while that he was a senior executive of the SS.But from the moment I saw Noah, I felt that the military temperament exuded from this man, as well as the toughness between his brows and the unconcealable sharpness in his eyes were beyond the reach of ordinary soldiers.

"The towels are on the shelf on the left. They are new." Noah lowered his voice when he heard the sound of water getting quieter, "Maybe it was because of trust that I was transferred here. I never wanted to live up to the trust from above. But In my opinion, talking about genocide and massacres is nothing compared to fighting for territory. I have tried hard to convert this place into a labor camp, but it didn't work. I can't even count the supplies on hand, let alone those Prisoners. How can people who can't eat work?"

Finn wiped the water off his body.He remembered that when Noah first arrived in Auschwitz, he was very concerned about changes in production volume and the issue of supply rationing.At that time, Fein almost broke his leg trying to find out the corruption of supplies in the army.Now I finally figured out the reason for all this.

He unfolded the towel to slightly cover the private parts of his body, and heard Noah say: "I tell you this, just to let you understand that as long as it is not a god, there will always be greater power above power. In such a situation , You must learn to protect yourself, and it’s the same here. I can do my best to protect you, but I really can’t swear to you, even if I am the commander. Look at the Gestapo in the concentration camps. Idle hands, they are not only watching the prisoners, but also watching us, even if they show a little mercy to the Jews, they will be judged as disloyal to the empire."

Finn unscrewed the doorknob, just as Noah turned around and stood in front of the door, supporting the door frame with his hands, leaned down and looked at him with those deep pool-like eyes, and said slowly and clearly:

"So, if you only see our cruelty to the Jews, you should think about it. Among the prisoners, there are also superiors exploiting subordinates. If we don't do this, we will be oppressed from a higher level, even if it is not us, There will be others who will carry on the work. Our ruthlessness now is no different than their bloody fights over bread in squalid barracks, except that we are just above the chain, It's all about survival. That's all."

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Sorry sorry, I went to play a game during the day today, I was tired all day, the update is late