Dawn Redemption

Tossed and turned all night.When he woke up the next day, while sitting on the bed and getting dressed, Finn was a little surprised to find that he had fallen asleep for a while last night, maybe four or ten minutes, or maybe an hour.When he went to Noah's side, he found that he was not as sleepy as he thought.

Anticipating that the conversation would be controlled by Noah, he didn't think too much about what he wanted to say in the apology.

He thought that no one would open the door after knocking, but before he deepened his doubts, he saw Noah's unpredictable face.

"Come in." Noah nodded and signaled, seeing Finn hesitantly stepping up the steps, he turned around and led Finn through the hall and living room, and sat down at the small dining table.Finn saw that there was still a breakfast on the table. Fried eggs and bacon lay on the browned toast, and a glass full of milk was placed beside it.

It seemed that Noah was not going to talk to him about anything at the dinner table, so Finn had no choice but to bite the bullet and sit down, and began to mechanically handle the actually fragrant breakfast.He swallowed almost all the food with the milk, and wiped his mouth with a napkin in embarrassment.

Noah cast a questioning look, and Finn nodded.Noah stood up, summoned a servant, casually pointed at the dining table to signal him to clean it up, and then led Finn into the office.

Finn consciously turned around and closed the door, then walked to the desk.Noah didn't sit down, and paced around a little anxiously as if pondering over his words. After a long time, he said to Finn with his hands hanging down, "You, do you remember what I told you?"

Fein was a little guilty and didn't dare to look him in the eyes, but he still raised his head against the numbness of his scalp.

This man generally does not show his emotions easily.But Finn had been with him for so long, of course he knew whether he was angry or not.

"...remember." He admitted honestly.He will never forget what Noah said, but at that time in front of so many people, facing the arrogant Friedrich, and facing a group of ashen-faced Jews next to him, he couldn't restrain himself.

It is a desire to protect the weak, and it is also a hatred that he wants to kill the hypocritical self that once lived in this body. It is his cry and struggle in this unfair world.Just like he vented his inner anger to those people in previous years, he couldn't restrain this emotion.

But once he calmed down now, he began to reflect on whether his actions were stupid.For making Noah so angry, the fault is still with him.So he murmured and added: "I'm sorry."

Noah grabbed Finn's arm roughly, pushed him into the armchair he usually sat in at work, leaned down with his hands on the handles on both sides, stared at his face and suppressed his temper and said, "Listen! I said, boy, don't be so quick to admit your mistakes. I'm not mad at you for standing up for those Jews. I admire you, really. I admire you even if I were your man, in this day and age, in our In terms of position, there is no one who can persistently stand up for his own ideas, especially speaking for others."

Finn was ready to be scolded, but he was dumbfounded by what he said.But Noah went on to say: "But, listen to me, I won't allow you to be so impulsive and take your own life seriously. You think you can do whatever you want because you are with me? I know you are not This kind of person, I guess you just got dizzy with anger for a while? Okay, you had a good time arguing with him there, your justice was declared, and the person was saved. Have you ever thought about that kind of narrow-mindedness? What if the person turns around and reports this matter to his superiors? If he wants to report directly to his superiors, I can help you block it, what if he makes trouble to the Gestapo?

"Although it's a cooperative relationship, I really can't do anything about those secret police. Besides, I don't care about your background, but it doesn't mean they don't care! I don't know how your information was changed when you joined the army. The intelligence system of the secret police It is stricter and more terrifying than you imagined, if they pursue it and find out all your details, I can't save you, do you understand!"

His tone carried a bit of anger that he had never seen before, and the lowered voice and the shadow cast by his bent body gave Fein a great sense of oppression.What Noah said couldn't be refuted. It was true that he made a mistake after he reminded him, but he couldn't think of what to say for a while, so he could only nod frequently.

From childhood to adulthood, I have endured a lot of training and got used to it.But Noah was the first one to convince him to apologize obediently.

"It's so chaotic outside, I don't have the energy to protect other people." Noah said slowly, his anger seemed to have subsided a bit, "I'm very selfish, and I'm also very helpless. I always thought you were very smart, I You must remember what you said, and remember that the day this world settles down, I will take you out of this place."

"Okay. I'm sorry..." Fein felt that he was about to slip off the chair, so he sat up a little quickly, "I was wrong and made you worry."

Those eyes stared at Noah without hesitation.He suddenly realized that he had seen this man's stern, sarcasm, contempt, or arrogant expression on the bed, but it was the first time he saw him so uncontrollably irritable and angry.Knowing that the reason for all this is himself, he looked into his eyes sincerely.

Noah's anger had gradually dissipated, and he realized that his lover was different from himself.He is only 20 years old, no matter how early he matures, he is still at the age of passion, like a young lion who has just learned to hunt alone. in the heart.

The same gender and age gap makes Noah feel that in addition to being his lover, he is the only person he can rely on, his mentor, and his strongest fortress in the wind and rain, so he must try his best to protect him .At the same time, he also felt that he was so cruel, and Fein still kept the frankness of a teenager in his heart, so clean and pure.That's why he'd like him, and now he's teaching him to be worldly and tactful.

Noah sighed, reached out and hugged Finn's head, carefully avoiding the hard decoration on his clothes from pressing on his chest.

"I've seen too many people leave. I don't want to lose you, little one."

His voice was not as calm as usual, and even had a slight tremor.

Finn liked to lean against his chest and listen to the beating frequency of his heart.

He realized that Noah deliberately only showed a strong side in front of himself, but what he really wanted was to see all the emotions of this man.

"You love me, I know that."

As if reassuring, he gently put his arms around him like Noah liked to do to him, stroking his back tenderly.

"Because me too."

After hugging, the two reconciled.In order not to delay work, I quickly put into the state.

Obviously, the two of them have not been together for too long, but they have already cooperated with each other with great tacit understanding, and now they have reached another level.Work efficiency has also improved. Even if you look up and kiss each other many times while writing, the workload counted at the end of dinner is still considerable.

"Well, Noah..." Finn asked suddenly when he was tidying up the table, "Well, I feel a little embarrassed to say it. The vacations of some members of my team... I don't know when I can make up?... …you know, their original New Years holiday…”

Noah listened to his submissive words with indifference for a long time, and then said: "No more. Since you did not obey the orders of the officer and did not cooperate with the officer's work during that time, the holiday of the whole team was cancelled. Go back and think about what to do with your Teammate explained."

Finn froze, staring at Noah's serious face in disbelief.In the end, Noah couldn't help laughing: "I really want to know how you would react if I did say 'no'. Just for the next month, you can arrange your own time, pay attention Just open the time, guarantee the manpower for the changing of the guard, and then report the arrangement to me." Seeing that Finn's stiff shoulders suddenly relaxed, he stroked his hair pamperingly, "They asked you to ask for help. Are you afraid that the commander will forget their holidays when they get old?"

Fein lowered his head, his cheeks flushed slightly: "No, I wanted to ask... Although they didn't ask, but I feel very uneasy if I owe you this all the time. And..." He thought of the past few days Jonas, who was getting more and more anxious in the dormitory, "They also need a vacation."

He walked over to open the door of the office, and heard Noah sighing behind him: "You obviously care about them so much, but you have to pretend to be unreasonable, how hard it is..."

Finn turned his face to the side and smiled, but didn't speak.Stand at the door and wait for Noah to come out, then close the door carefully and lock it.

"I want to tell you something." Noah's tone was light, but Finn still listened seriously, "I remember you said that your father lives in Bavaria now?"

Then he stopped talking, looking at Finn, expecting him to finish the conversation.

Fein was a little embarrassed to speak, he hesitated for a long time before reluctantly whispering: "Okay, I'll go and see him."

"That's exactly what I hope." Noah smiled and combed Finn's neat hair with his fingers.

"However," Fein's reaction was quick, "What about the train ticket? This way the original plan has been disrupted."

It was rare for Noah to walk leisurely to the dining table, and pulled away the chair next to him to signal for Finn to come and sit down: "So I haven't asked anyone to book a train ticket. If you agree, we can leave a few days in advance, and we can leave by ourselves." Drive there. You can also see the scenery along the way."

Finn almost thought he was deaf, and what he heard just now were all hallucinations.He was looking forward to such a relaxing journey, but he was even more eager to prove whether he had any hearing problems: "Aren't you afraid...of delaying work?"

"You're right," Noah nodded seriously, and smiled after deliberately making Finn look a little disappointed, "but I really want to take a vacation for myself."

The author has something to say:

There are a lot of personal matters lately... I'm in a low mood, I hope it doesn't affect the writing

Thank you little angels

I was watching a certain Chinese manga the other day, and I downloaded the ending song while listening to it while writing, and suddenly felt that it was quite suitable for the following plot, so I tortured myself to the core

To prevent spoilers, I will not disclose what song it is