Dawn Redemption

Although it was already a very clear relationship between lovers, Finn still felt a little strange when Noah insisted on helping him stuff the suitcase into the back seat of the car.

It's true that they are lovers, but you're not a woman, are you?He admits that he is slightly inferior in terms of height and physique, but the weight of the suitcase containing a change of clothes and some daily necessities is nothing to him at all. Compared with the equipment for weight-bearing training, it is really a piece of cake.

When he just left the dormitory and said goodbye to everyone, he found that Jonas, who started the journey on the same day, had already quietly left the dormitory to catch the train while everyone was still asleep.Fein was a little surprised, because he was so excited, he tossed and turned in bed for a long time before falling asleep. The quality of his sleep was not very good. He felt like he was always wandering between being awake and falling asleep, but he didn't know about Jonas' departure.Rolf Marcus and the others simply thought that he had given up his vacation and went on a business trip with Noah. They all showed deep sorrow and shook hands with him solemnly.

Carrying the suitcase along the way from the dormitory building to Noah's official residence and meeting with him didn't feel much at all, and being snatched by Noah as soon as they met made him feel annoyed that he was underestimated.

Besides, even if this relationship is put aside, as a subordinate, it is only natural and right for him to help his boss carry things, just like he took Noah's luggage from the car when they first met.

Noah's suitcase was about the same size as his own, but it did seem to be of better quality.Unlike usual, Noah folded up the canopy of his car. Compared with the usual tight and closed appearance, Fein felt that Noah had made up his mind and finally wanted to go for a drive. Not dying in a dark office and paper piles.While Noah was tidying up the sundries in the backseat and putting the two boxes in order, Finn walked to the front silently, sat in the driver's seat and fumbled to fasten the seat belt.This was the first time he drove Noah's car. He remembered that the last time he took this car, he was driving him back because he had a fever and became dizzy.

The weather was gloomy, and the sun was covered by thick clouds. It was not an ideal state, but it did not affect the enthusiasm for the upcoming journey.Finn held the steering wheel to find the feel, and then heard Noah say:

"Little guy, are you sure you want to drive?"

He turned his head and saw Noah approaching, looking down at him with his hands on the car door.Finn nodded: "No problem." He pointed to the passenger seat next to him, "You can sit here."

Noah thought for a while: "It's okay. I'll change it with you when I'm tired, just to see your skills." He smiled and looked at Fein, and quickly glanced down at his thin lips, smiling. The meaning becomes more obvious.When Noah walked around from the front of the car and opened the door of the passenger seat, Finn swallowed hastily.

"Don't be nervous just because I'm here." When Finn looked at a loss, Noah whispered as if he had read his mind. "Okay, okay." Finn tried to calm himself down, driving in such a state, maybe he had to divert to the repair shop or even the hospital before leaving Warsaw.He took a few deep breaths, felt his heart beating less fast, and then reached out and turned the key to start the ignition.

Strange to say.Obviously he had learned how to drive two years before he joined the Youth League, but now when the car started slowly, it was the first time he really felt his hands shaking.It is also the first time since when, I hope that Noah will not look at him so seriously.

Both of them were familiar with the road before leaving the city.After the surrounding scenery was obviously much more desolate, and because Paul's map was drawn carefully enough, coupled with the help of road signs, the black Mercedes-Benz sedan drove smoothly on the road in the suburbs.

Compared with Finn who has been concentrating on driving the car and still driving a little nervously, Noah seems much more leisurely and calm.He relaxed on the back of the chair, looked at the map spread out on his lap, and gave Finn directions from time to time.

A few times he was so distracted that he subconsciously put his hand into his coat pocket to touch the cigarette.After touching every corner of the empty pocket, he realized that he had made up his mind before going out this time, and locked all the cigarettes and the handy nickel-plated lighter in the living room in the cupboard.

He turned his head and looked at Fein's serious driving profile, which was consistent with his appearance at work, without any obvious expression, and his neat blond hair sticking out from under the big-brimmed hat with a slightly raised tip, The beautiful eyes are as clean and clear as the first frozen ice, and what is shining inside is that kind of pure seriousness.

Finn was so focused on the road that he didn't even notice that he was looking at him.

His life was changed by his own forcible intervention, which made him lose his inferiority complex and pretended cruelty.But why didn't he change because of the appearance of this person.

Because he put down the cigarettes that he could not do without.Because he couldn't control his emotions and finally revealed his true nature.Because he made a lot of life-long promises that an extremely realistic person never thought he would say.

When he forced his gaze back to the map from the nearly perfect profile of Finn's profile, he found that the criss-crossing lines on the map were clearer than before, and the graphite marks left by the pencil were slightly shiny, which made him look up. higher than the windshield.

"The sky is clear." Finn kept looking at the road ahead without turning his head, but said this sentence one step ahead of him.

"Yeah." Noah responded very simply.The clouds parted to reveal a brilliant day, and the sky took on a blue from its previous dismal gray.This kind of weather makes people feel more open. Enoah likes this kind of weather very much, but what he likes more is the small light spot projected in the eyes when the sun breaks through the haze.

The scenery in the outskirts is great, especially in late spring when the weather has warmed up. The sky is extremely high, extremely far, dark blue and quiet, and gradually fades downwards until it reaches the end of the plain. The breeze is slowly swaying, and there are large rapeseed fields without gradients. The golden and light green are spliced ​​together one by one, like an abstract oil painting that spares no effort to pile up bright color blocks.Green smoke curled up from the low chimneys of the farmhouse.

Sure enough, not many people know about the path recommended by Paul. I don’t know how he found it out.After driving on the main road for a while, he turned into the side road at the turning point he marked on the map. There were not many other cars on this road.The price was that the unrepaired road made Noah feel sorry for his car chassis.

At noon, the two casually ate some biscuits they brought with them, and shared a kettle to drink two sips of water.Noah insisted that Fein come down and the two exchange places, and let him drive half of this afternoon.When Finn heard him say that, he was taken aback, and a trace of guilt flashed in his heart.He thought that no matter how careful he was, his driving skills were still disliked, but before the guilt had had time to make himself feel too sad, Noah got out of the car and went to the side of the driver's seat, bent down and kissed him almost breathlessly, While helping him open the car door in a very gentlemanly manner, he fumbled to unbuckle his seat belt, and groped from his abdomen to his waist to his buttocks by the way.

"Be obedient. Come down, little guy." Noah left his lips, stretched out his fingers and touched the tip of his nose.

With a bang, Fein instantly felt as if he had drunk too much countless times, the blood in his whole body poured into his brain against gravity, boiling and bubbling inside.

He was worried that at such a distance, Noah would clearly see his cheeks slowly turning red, and even worried that he would feel the burning heat on his face.

Finn really didn't understand why.The number of times I kissed this man, or did something more intimate than kissing, was much more than the number of times he drank too much. Even if he drank so many times, the alcohol capacity should be able to be practiced. It is said that for Noah Sudden behavior should be used to it, but it just doesn't happen.

The crazily beating frequency of the heart and the scorching heat on his face inevitably made Finn wonder whether he was gay when he came out of the mother's womb like Jonas, and he was destined to be the one who was pressed down.

But in all fairness, except in bed, Fein really didn't want Noah to treat him like a weak person in every way, whether it was carrying a suitcase or driving a car, he was a big man of 1.8 meters, not to mention things that were within the capabilities of the military.After thinking about it, the reason might be because Noah fell in love with a man for the first time, but he hoped and got used to being called around to do things like before when he was just Noah's adjutant.

At least it won't feel weird like that. For example, in the current scene, both civilians and soldiers should be stunned when they see it.In the clean and polished Mercedes-Benz sedan with the hood open, the one with a higher military rank drove the car with a relaxed face, and was in the mood to take a look at the surrounding scenery; the one with a lower military rank sat leaning on the passenger seat Nervously clutching the map with both hands, I am afraid that I will miss an intersection and drive the wrong way.

Maybe it wouldn't be so eye-catching if he wasn't wearing a military uniform.Finn thought so.All of a sudden, that picture came to my mind.The two people who took off their military uniforms have let go of the relationship between superiors and subordinates, and the burden of their family and country. They are no longer forced to bear the crime of killing, and they don't have to bear heavy infamy.It's two clean people, two people who love each other, and don't have to worry about anything else except each other in their eyes.

How nice.These obviously belong to them.

He was still pinching the map, but he relaxed his back and leaned on the seat more comfortably, and moved his body's center of gravity to the left by a degree that he didn't even notice.

The author has something to say:

Drive all the way, no problem